Big bird enters small knowledge

"Teacher, have you ever liked a man?"

"..." Duan Yan was stunned in place. At this moment, he thought of many past events, joyful and sad. Those young promises and promises were no match for the cruel reality, and almost all of them were broken. treat.

Now at this age, Duan Yan can accept whether the other party is male or female.But he doesn't need another person to disturb his life at the moment, he is used to being alone, and when the time is right, he will marry a wife and have children.

Since then, Duan Yan has always planned this way. As for the feeling of "liking" a person, he has never had the feeling of being attracted to a person for a long time.

However, things seem to have changed in recent months.

"Teacher, I like men."

Seeing Duan Yan remained silent, He Zhizhi spoke softly.

Duan Yan nodded slightly: "I know."

He Zhizhi couldn't help but smiled wryly twice: "Teacher, you are so powerful that you really can't hide anything from you. In fact, when Zou Zebin appeared in the afternoon, I was really worried that he would say strange things..."

"If he dares to talk nonsense, I will continue to beat him."

"..." He Zhizhi was stunned, the night wind blew past, bringing a slight chill, but his heart was warm at the moment, and he unconsciously hugged Duan Yan tightly with his hands.

"Teacher, my father passed away when I was seven years old, and then I was brought up by my mother alone, but I am not good, I am sorry for her..."

He Zhizhi was born different from ordinary boys.

He likes pink, lace, flowers, rabbits and other cute little things. After entering high school, he realized that he doesn't like girls at all. As for how to bend, He Zhizhi doesn't know.

He Zhizhi was bullied and excluded in school, but he didn't want his mother, Song Benlan, to worry. He also promised his father He, who died in the past, to learn to be strong and to be a He Zhizhi who loves to laugh, and to face every day with a smile from now on. A farewell.

He Zhizhi didn't say anything to Song Benlan, no matter how sad he was, he tried his best to smile, and always wiped his tears secretly where no one saw him.

In the third year of high school, He Zhizhi had a big fight with Zou Zebin. The news that he was gay almost spread throughout the entire third year of high school, and he was almost punished by the school.

Song Benlan came to the school in a rage.

He Zhizhi thought his mother would be furious because he had been hiding his true sexual orientation from her, but Song Benlan protected him behind him.

"Also as a people's teacher, I am very angry and ashamed of your behavior!" Song Benlan shouted at He Zhizhi's head teacher at the time.

"My son, I will educate myself."

Song Benlan's attitude was extremely tough. Regardless of the objections of other teachers, she directly consulted with the principal, and then took away her son He Zhizhi.

In the following time, He Zhizhi studied and prepared for the exam at home, and finally got admitted to Chengyu Film Academy.

But looking back now, He Zhizhi still remembers the day he was taken out of school by his mother Song Benlan very clearly.

It was raining heavily outside that day, and He Zhizhi's cheeks, arms, and knees were injured. Song Benlan held an umbrella in one hand, and held his son's hand in the other. The mother and son were silent all the way until they returned home.

"How do you know!" Song Benlan frowned and looked serious.

Seeing that she was angry, He Zhizhi immediately lowered his head and lowered his voice: "Mom, I'm sorry..."

"Don't lower your head! He Zhizhi, raise your head and look into my eyes." Song Benlan yelled, squatting down in front of her son, "I'll only say some words once, you have to remember them."

He Zhizhi met his mother's gaze tremblingly.

Song Benlan looked into his son's eyes and held his little hand tightly: "Zhizhi, you are the son of me and your father, and our only treasure. No matter what happens to you, your father and I will always love you.

Although your father is gone, I am still alive. I am your mother. As long as I am alive, I will not let you be wronged, and I will never let anyone bully you! "

He Zhizhi's eye sockets turned red immediately.

"Don't feel sorry for me, don't suppress yourself, Zhizhi, pink things are so cute, if you like flowers, mom will buy them for you, if you like rabbits, then we will raise them together.

Also, no matter whether you choose a girl or a boy in the future, I will respect your choice. To mom, you are the most important baby in the world!Unique! "

That day, He Zhizhi threw himself into Song Benlan's arms and cried for a long time. He hadn't cried so presumptuously for a long time.

…………

On the way back to the hotel.

He Zhizhi didn't intend to talk so much with Duan Yan at first, but he couldn't help it, and at the end, He Zhizhi's voice choked up.

Duan Yan felt more and more distressed, and hugged He Zhizhi behind him even tighter: "He Zhizhi, your mother is really amazing, she is a teacher worthy of respect, and even a great mother."

After hearing this, He Zhizhi was overjoyed, but also a little embarrassed: "Teacher, you are fine too."

Duan Yan smiled. In fact, apart from professional knowledge, he didn't seem to have taught He Zhizhi too many other things, the principles of life or some lessons learned.

Duan Yan walked slowly with He Zhizhi on his back, and said slowly, "He Zhizhi, if you fall in love with someone in the future, the teacher wants to remind you..."

"Remind what?" He Zhizhi blinked.

"After you fall in love with someone, don't just think about being good to him, tell him everything, you also have to learn to restrain yourself, don't take him as your everything, don't say everything, and don't say anything. Share all your secrets with him. The more you invest, you will slowly forget yourself, get lost in love, and in the end, the person who will be hurt the most will only be yourself.”

In the world of love, getting together and parting are always impermanent, and in the end it is hard to tell which is right and which is wrong, but often the party who gives the most affection will always be the most injured, so it is best to give the other party seven points of affection and three points Leave your feelings to yourself.

"Well, I see, thank you teacher."

He Zhizhi nodded, he didn't understand this truth, but it was very difficult to actually do it.

"Teacher, I seem to have done something wrong again."

"What did I do wrong?"

"Did I... remind you of something sad?" He Zhizhi asked weakly, what Duan Yan said just now sounded inexplicably sad.

Duan Yan was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Then you sing a song to make me happy."

"Sing?" He Zhizhi was dumbfounded, he was not very good at singing, "Teacher, I... I can sing about two tigers, can I?"

"can."

"Two tigers, two tigers, falling in love, falling in love. Both are male, both are male, there is love, there is love."

Duan Yan couldn't help but bend the corner of his mouth...

The stars in the night sky are very bright tonight, the singing that lingers in my ears is very sweet, and the little fool on my back is very important.