There is no shortage of love in this world.
But after a deep love, it often doesn't end well.
Shan Yun'an was dazed for a moment, before the tears fell, they lingered in his eyes and refused to drip.
His heart was hanging in his chest, and his head went blank for an instant.
"You... what did you say?"
She asked persistently, her body tensed slightly, expecting only what she thought she had heard wrong.
His eyes were fixed on Fu Jinxuan who was sitting in her arms with a faint smile on his face.
The smile of the person being asked gradually faded, and he looked dull. "Break up, do you understand?"
No, she doesn't understand!
Even though she was fine just now, why do you want to break up with her all of a sudden!
She doesn't even know why...
A heart seemed to keep falling, and the heavy weight made Shan Jun'an's breathing stagnate, and the other party was already planning to step out of her arms.
Shan Yun firmly grabbed Fu Jinxuan's arm.
"why."
She looked at her, staring closely, for fear of seeing something wrong.
But the other party just glanced at her coldly, and then showed that casual smile. "There's no reason, I just don't think it's necessary."
Compared to the other party's composure, she was obviously almost out of order.
"What do you mean unnecessary!" Shan Jun'an felt his voice rising at this moment, his trembling arms, and the hand holding Fu Jinxuan's wrist tightened.
Shan Yun'an stared closely at Fu Jinxuan, while the other party just lowered his eyes, the corners of his mouth did not raise any arc, as straight as her straight spine at the moment. "Do you want me to make it clear?"
Shan Jun'an suddenly became at a loss. She was so flustered that she almost lost her armor.
"Although I never want to admit it, in fact, my mother and I have very similar personalities." Fu Jinxuan seemed to be lost in memories, and also seemed to be talking to herself, her voice became softer and softer. "You know who I like, Shan Jun'an."
Fu Jinxuan spoke softly, with an extremely light tone, but she couldn't help but make Shan Yun'an feel cold all over her body.
Even if Fu Jinxuan didn't say anything, Shan Yun'an didn't dare to listen to the word of breaking up.
The answer is about to come out.
The fact that I don't want to admit it, and I don't dare to admit it, is wrapped in other people's names over and over again, and the disturbed nerves are throbbing.
It was like every time I experienced something scary when I was a child, I wanted to hide, hide, seal my ears, abandon everything, and hide in a place where others could not see.
But now, she was suddenly blocked by someone, and she never returned, so she could only face it unilaterally.
Don't, don't say it.
The hand holding the opponent's wrist began to tremble slightly.
And the man's voice continued.
"I don't want to wrong myself."
A sentence that does not want to be wronged can mean too much, but what is kneaded together is nothing but a disagreement between the two sides.
Shan Yun'an opened his mouth, his voice was extremely dry, but he couldn't make a sound.
She suddenly felt that she was extremely ridiculous, and she couldn't help laughing, but she couldn't laugh at all.
What is love? There is love without love, and love without love. In the end, they will go their separate ways without marriage.
Her throat was as dry as if it was stuck, and it was so stiff that her chest seemed to convulse.
Slowly releasing the hand holding the wrist, Shan Yunan lowered her eyebrows and really didn't dare to look at Fu Jinxuan.
For the first time, she had the idea of escaping, and she didn't dare to look again.
I'm afraid that in the eyes of the person she puts on her heart, she will see a look of nostalgia for another person.
In the absent-minded gaze was the hand that the man withdrew.
The fingers couldn't help but poked forward in a vain way, but retracted hastily and stiffly.
"Being with me... makes you... feel aggrieved?" He almost paused every word, but connected the words together stiffly.
I didn't hear a reply for a long time, but I could only feel that the other party pulled away from her side.
Clearly knowing the answer, he raised his head as if masochistic, wanting to let the knife hanging above his head fall harder and faster.
Fu Jinxuan leaned against the door of the co-pilot's seat, grabbed the arm of the other with one hand, lowered her eyes, and refused completely.
"Then, what are those days?"
What kind of......
It was like a joke, mocking her self-indulgence.
It is said that deep love does not last long, and if you use your love deeply, it will be nothing but nothing in the end.
She watched helplessly as the other party did not give any reply, completely refusing to block her out.
It was futile to question her, and in the end it was only herself who was more ashamed.
Shan Yun'an suddenly remembered a lot, but it was all the fact that she "forced" Fu Jinxuan on her own initiative.
My own initiative to kiss, my own wishful thinking.
Fu Jinxuan never said that she liked her.
Never again.
The heart is like a split mouth, densely packed with pain.
She took a heart and wanted to give it to the other party completely, but she never thought about it, in the eyes of that person, it was a burden at all.
She didn't dare to speak again, for fear that her voice would be leaked, and the only remaining part of herself would be lost.
The respect is exhausted.
Fu Jinxuan became stiff when Shan Yunan turned and pushed the car door. She raised her head hastily, and what she saw was Shan Yunan closing the car door without looking back.
She leaned forward slightly in a panic, but stopped abruptly in the next moment, her hands clenched her arms tightly, her pale face, her eyes absent-minded, her lips trembling slightly.
The stuffy space in the car made Fu Jinxuan couldn't help but clenched the skirt of her chest. She lowered her head, and in a trance, the bracelet around her wrist came into her sight.
The small amber made her empty eyes gradually focus.
She opened her mouth several times, but found that her voice seemed to be stuck in her throat, and her trembling lips finally turned into slumped powerlessness.
The fingertips are carefully covered with amber.
The mobile phone left on the side flickered on and off several times, Fu Jinxuan's eyes were lowered, her eyes lightly fell on the screen, and the dark color in her eyes turned into a pool of thick black.
After getting off Fu Jinxuan's car, Shan Jun'an walked almost aimlessly.
Even though there is a certain distance from the other side of the main hall, people can still be seen passing by.
Shan Jun'an almost found a small-looking garden in a bit of embarrassment. She just wanted to prevent others from seeing it. She felt sad, but for a moment she forgot that she could leave early, and instead wanted to find a place to be alone for a while. .
Under the pruned tall trees and bushes, there are paths paved, and decorative lights can be seen at intervals, and small groups of small groups illuminate the paths.
Although the garden was surrounded by dense trees and bushes, the autumn night wind couldn't help but make Shan Yun'an, who was only wearing a single shirt, tremble uncontrollably.
The cold wind blew on his cheeks and swirled against his scalp, but it slowly cleared up Shan Jun'an's chaotic thoughts.
The signs that Fu Jinxuan showed were not right.
Including from the moment she sat in the car until the other party broke up.
Shan Yun'an didn't know whether he knew Fu Jinxuan too well, or he was unwilling to believe that Fu Jinxuan didn't have the slightest affection for her.
But no matter what the ending is, we still broke up, right?
Shan Yun'an sat powerlessly on a bench. She stared at the night sky above her head in a daze, thinking over and over that it was all Fu Jinxuan's fault.
Including what the other party said about Aunt Zhao and Uncle Fu just now.
He should owe a lot of money, but how did he get the money based on Fu Jinxuan's conditions at that time.
Must have paid a lot...
Then Zheng Zhilin appeared, didn't he?
Although she was very unwilling, the truth was that Fu Jinxuan was saved by Zheng Zhilin when Fu Jinxuan was at her worst.
Where was I then...
Oh, by the way, it seems that she is still busy with her graduation thesis, and she never thought that Fu Jinxuan would encounter this at all.
It felt like a stone was stuck in my heart, blocking my chest, feeling oppressed and uncomfortable.
Night Breeze wrapped her body and wandered around, but Shan Jun'an felt more and more powerless. She suddenly had the idea of not knowing where to go, but she didn't want to go home.
Just when she was about to go back to the car and sit quietly for a while, a female voice suddenly came from behind.
"Sister Shan?"
Shan Yun'an was in a trance, and was startled when he heard the voice at first, until he heard the sound familiar and looked back, he saw Tang Xinai walking over slowly.
Under the street lamp, the girl seemed to be stepping on the moonlight, step by step from the darkness to the light.
"Xiao Tang?" Shan Yunan was stunned.
Why is Tang Xinai here?Could it be that he came with Zheng Zhilin?
Shan Yun'an thought about looking back, but he couldn't see anyone.
"Are you alone?" Shan Yun'an asked doubtfully.
"En." Tang Xinai had a faint smile on her lips, as warm as when she first met, the warmth made people feel better for no reason.
"Are you coming out to get some air, too?"
"...That's right." Tang Xinai said, walking towards her step by step.
"Where's your friend named Siqi?"
"...she'll be here in a minute."
It didn't feel like it was a little far away just now, but now that the other party is approaching, Shan Yun'an, who suddenly felt a little embarrassed, wanted to leave with a smile. "That's it, that's okay, I still have some things here, so let's go first."
She really doesn't have any other mood to chat with Tang Xinai now.
It's just that Shan Yun'an just brushed past Tang Xinai's side, but at this moment his wrist was held by the other party.
Shan Yun'an was startled, she looked down at the grasped wrist, then raised her head to look at Tang Xinai who lowered her head in doubt. "Xiao Tang?"
When Tang Xinai heard her words, she lowered her eyes, her eyelashes trembled, and she turned her head to look at her after a while, smiling slightly. "Exactly, I also want to go back, together, Sister Shan?"
"...Aren't you going to wait for your friend?"
Tang Xinai shook her head. "No, it's cold outside, so it's not good to stay too long."
Now that Tang Xinai has said so, Shan Jun'an can't give any reason to refuse.
"This, that's it." Shan Yun'an said, pulling out his hand.
In fact, she is not very used to being touched by other people, especially people she doesn't know well.
On the way back, Shan Yun'an realized that he had walked a long distance. Tang Xinai just walked beside her, and she couldn't tell where she was going.
"Sister Shan, do you still remember that about ten years ago, you went to a small town to teach as a teacher?"
Shan Jun'an's feet paused slightly.
作者有话要说:感谢在2019-11-2321:46:59~2019-11-2518:06:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Zishu and Yuanbai 1;
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 129 bottles of forever love Antoineva; 4 bottles of Sixi Maruko hairpin; 3 bottles of my fat and cute;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
But after a deep love, it often doesn't end well.
Shan Yun'an was dazed for a moment, before the tears fell, they lingered in his eyes and refused to drip.
His heart was hanging in his chest, and his head went blank for an instant.
"You... what did you say?"
She asked persistently, her body tensed slightly, expecting only what she thought she had heard wrong.
His eyes were fixed on Fu Jinxuan who was sitting in her arms with a faint smile on his face.
The smile of the person being asked gradually faded, and he looked dull. "Break up, do you understand?"
No, she doesn't understand!
Even though she was fine just now, why do you want to break up with her all of a sudden!
She doesn't even know why...
A heart seemed to keep falling, and the heavy weight made Shan Jun'an's breathing stagnate, and the other party was already planning to step out of her arms.
Shan Yun firmly grabbed Fu Jinxuan's arm.
"why."
She looked at her, staring closely, for fear of seeing something wrong.
But the other party just glanced at her coldly, and then showed that casual smile. "There's no reason, I just don't think it's necessary."
Compared to the other party's composure, she was obviously almost out of order.
"What do you mean unnecessary!" Shan Jun'an felt his voice rising at this moment, his trembling arms, and the hand holding Fu Jinxuan's wrist tightened.
Shan Yun'an stared closely at Fu Jinxuan, while the other party just lowered his eyes, the corners of his mouth did not raise any arc, as straight as her straight spine at the moment. "Do you want me to make it clear?"
Shan Jun'an suddenly became at a loss. She was so flustered that she almost lost her armor.
"Although I never want to admit it, in fact, my mother and I have very similar personalities." Fu Jinxuan seemed to be lost in memories, and also seemed to be talking to herself, her voice became softer and softer. "You know who I like, Shan Jun'an."
Fu Jinxuan spoke softly, with an extremely light tone, but she couldn't help but make Shan Yun'an feel cold all over her body.
Even if Fu Jinxuan didn't say anything, Shan Yun'an didn't dare to listen to the word of breaking up.
The answer is about to come out.
The fact that I don't want to admit it, and I don't dare to admit it, is wrapped in other people's names over and over again, and the disturbed nerves are throbbing.
It was like every time I experienced something scary when I was a child, I wanted to hide, hide, seal my ears, abandon everything, and hide in a place where others could not see.
But now, she was suddenly blocked by someone, and she never returned, so she could only face it unilaterally.
Don't, don't say it.
The hand holding the opponent's wrist began to tremble slightly.
And the man's voice continued.
"I don't want to wrong myself."
A sentence that does not want to be wronged can mean too much, but what is kneaded together is nothing but a disagreement between the two sides.
Shan Yun'an opened his mouth, his voice was extremely dry, but he couldn't make a sound.
She suddenly felt that she was extremely ridiculous, and she couldn't help laughing, but she couldn't laugh at all.
What is love? There is love without love, and love without love. In the end, they will go their separate ways without marriage.
Her throat was as dry as if it was stuck, and it was so stiff that her chest seemed to convulse.
Slowly releasing the hand holding the wrist, Shan Yunan lowered her eyebrows and really didn't dare to look at Fu Jinxuan.
For the first time, she had the idea of escaping, and she didn't dare to look again.
I'm afraid that in the eyes of the person she puts on her heart, she will see a look of nostalgia for another person.
In the absent-minded gaze was the hand that the man withdrew.
The fingers couldn't help but poked forward in a vain way, but retracted hastily and stiffly.
"Being with me... makes you... feel aggrieved?" He almost paused every word, but connected the words together stiffly.
I didn't hear a reply for a long time, but I could only feel that the other party pulled away from her side.
Clearly knowing the answer, he raised his head as if masochistic, wanting to let the knife hanging above his head fall harder and faster.
Fu Jinxuan leaned against the door of the co-pilot's seat, grabbed the arm of the other with one hand, lowered her eyes, and refused completely.
"Then, what are those days?"
What kind of......
It was like a joke, mocking her self-indulgence.
It is said that deep love does not last long, and if you use your love deeply, it will be nothing but nothing in the end.
She watched helplessly as the other party did not give any reply, completely refusing to block her out.
It was futile to question her, and in the end it was only herself who was more ashamed.
Shan Yun'an suddenly remembered a lot, but it was all the fact that she "forced" Fu Jinxuan on her own initiative.
My own initiative to kiss, my own wishful thinking.
Fu Jinxuan never said that she liked her.
Never again.
The heart is like a split mouth, densely packed with pain.
She took a heart and wanted to give it to the other party completely, but she never thought about it, in the eyes of that person, it was a burden at all.
She didn't dare to speak again, for fear that her voice would be leaked, and the only remaining part of herself would be lost.
The respect is exhausted.
Fu Jinxuan became stiff when Shan Yunan turned and pushed the car door. She raised her head hastily, and what she saw was Shan Yunan closing the car door without looking back.
She leaned forward slightly in a panic, but stopped abruptly in the next moment, her hands clenched her arms tightly, her pale face, her eyes absent-minded, her lips trembling slightly.
The stuffy space in the car made Fu Jinxuan couldn't help but clenched the skirt of her chest. She lowered her head, and in a trance, the bracelet around her wrist came into her sight.
The small amber made her empty eyes gradually focus.
She opened her mouth several times, but found that her voice seemed to be stuck in her throat, and her trembling lips finally turned into slumped powerlessness.
The fingertips are carefully covered with amber.
The mobile phone left on the side flickered on and off several times, Fu Jinxuan's eyes were lowered, her eyes lightly fell on the screen, and the dark color in her eyes turned into a pool of thick black.
After getting off Fu Jinxuan's car, Shan Jun'an walked almost aimlessly.
Even though there is a certain distance from the other side of the main hall, people can still be seen passing by.
Shan Jun'an almost found a small-looking garden in a bit of embarrassment. She just wanted to prevent others from seeing it. She felt sad, but for a moment she forgot that she could leave early, and instead wanted to find a place to be alone for a while. .
Under the pruned tall trees and bushes, there are paths paved, and decorative lights can be seen at intervals, and small groups of small groups illuminate the paths.
Although the garden was surrounded by dense trees and bushes, the autumn night wind couldn't help but make Shan Yun'an, who was only wearing a single shirt, tremble uncontrollably.
The cold wind blew on his cheeks and swirled against his scalp, but it slowly cleared up Shan Jun'an's chaotic thoughts.
The signs that Fu Jinxuan showed were not right.
Including from the moment she sat in the car until the other party broke up.
Shan Yun'an didn't know whether he knew Fu Jinxuan too well, or he was unwilling to believe that Fu Jinxuan didn't have the slightest affection for her.
But no matter what the ending is, we still broke up, right?
Shan Yun'an sat powerlessly on a bench. She stared at the night sky above her head in a daze, thinking over and over that it was all Fu Jinxuan's fault.
Including what the other party said about Aunt Zhao and Uncle Fu just now.
He should owe a lot of money, but how did he get the money based on Fu Jinxuan's conditions at that time.
Must have paid a lot...
Then Zheng Zhilin appeared, didn't he?
Although she was very unwilling, the truth was that Fu Jinxuan was saved by Zheng Zhilin when Fu Jinxuan was at her worst.
Where was I then...
Oh, by the way, it seems that she is still busy with her graduation thesis, and she never thought that Fu Jinxuan would encounter this at all.
It felt like a stone was stuck in my heart, blocking my chest, feeling oppressed and uncomfortable.
Night Breeze wrapped her body and wandered around, but Shan Jun'an felt more and more powerless. She suddenly had the idea of not knowing where to go, but she didn't want to go home.
Just when she was about to go back to the car and sit quietly for a while, a female voice suddenly came from behind.
"Sister Shan?"
Shan Yun'an was in a trance, and was startled when he heard the voice at first, until he heard the sound familiar and looked back, he saw Tang Xinai walking over slowly.
Under the street lamp, the girl seemed to be stepping on the moonlight, step by step from the darkness to the light.
"Xiao Tang?" Shan Yunan was stunned.
Why is Tang Xinai here?Could it be that he came with Zheng Zhilin?
Shan Yun'an thought about looking back, but he couldn't see anyone.
"Are you alone?" Shan Yun'an asked doubtfully.
"En." Tang Xinai had a faint smile on her lips, as warm as when she first met, the warmth made people feel better for no reason.
"Are you coming out to get some air, too?"
"...That's right." Tang Xinai said, walking towards her step by step.
"Where's your friend named Siqi?"
"...she'll be here in a minute."
It didn't feel like it was a little far away just now, but now that the other party is approaching, Shan Yun'an, who suddenly felt a little embarrassed, wanted to leave with a smile. "That's it, that's okay, I still have some things here, so let's go first."
She really doesn't have any other mood to chat with Tang Xinai now.
It's just that Shan Yun'an just brushed past Tang Xinai's side, but at this moment his wrist was held by the other party.
Shan Yun'an was startled, she looked down at the grasped wrist, then raised her head to look at Tang Xinai who lowered her head in doubt. "Xiao Tang?"
When Tang Xinai heard her words, she lowered her eyes, her eyelashes trembled, and she turned her head to look at her after a while, smiling slightly. "Exactly, I also want to go back, together, Sister Shan?"
"...Aren't you going to wait for your friend?"
Tang Xinai shook her head. "No, it's cold outside, so it's not good to stay too long."
Now that Tang Xinai has said so, Shan Jun'an can't give any reason to refuse.
"This, that's it." Shan Yun'an said, pulling out his hand.
In fact, she is not very used to being touched by other people, especially people she doesn't know well.
On the way back, Shan Yun'an realized that he had walked a long distance. Tang Xinai just walked beside her, and she couldn't tell where she was going.
"Sister Shan, do you still remember that about ten years ago, you went to a small town to teach as a teacher?"
Shan Jun'an's feet paused slightly.
作者有话要说:感谢在2019-11-2321:46:59~2019-11-2518:06:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Zishu and Yuanbai 1;
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 129 bottles of forever love Antoineva; 4 bottles of Sixi Maruko hairpin; 3 bottles of my fat and cute;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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