爱 就 爱 了

The morning sun was not particularly strong, Ye Xiaoming was doing standing training on the balcony.When he stood up fully for the first time after the accident, he even felt scared inside.The once normal line of sight angle was too high for him at that time, and his body perception had been lost, his head seemed to be suspended in the air, making him dizzy.Now that he's used to it, he can't wait to fly his head out from the 21st floor without such a cumbersome body.

"Xiao Ming, I heard that Xiao Jiang has a girlfriend, do you know?" Teacher Shen went to the balcony to water the flowers.

In the morning, Teacher Shen met Jiang Yifeng's mother, Teacher He, in the supermarket, and the two of them bought vegetables together and came back.Teacher He said that Jiang Yifeng met a girl in City B, and Jiang Hao might have a new mother soon.

"I don't know." Ye Xiaoming frowned.Jiang Yifeng is very busy recently, they don't have any videos, but they still make calls every day, if such a woman really exists, it's impossible for him not to know.

The current situation is nothing more than two, either Jiang Yifeng is hiding the truth from him, or Jiang Yifeng is lying to his mother.But why hide it from him?If he wanted to leave, Ye Xiaoming would definitely let go, not to mention he never held him back from the beginning to the end.Moreover, Jiang Yifeng is not the kind of person who has his feet on two boats. He will definitely not drag his feet when he wants anything, and he will definitely do it cleanly.Then maybe he lied to his mother.

Ye Xiaoming stared blankly at Jiang's house across the street, he knew exactly which window was Jiang Yifeng's room.Just like Jiang Yifeng often sits on the bay window and looks at his room, he also often looks at the opposite bay window through the tulle curtain.Ye Xiaoming can understand why Jiang Yifeng lied, if it were him, he might do the same.Parents have been worrying all their lives. At this age, they should not worry their parents anymore.A white lie is always more comforting than a cold reality.This is also the reason why Ye Xiaoming rejected Jiang Yifeng. Once the relationship between them becomes a reality, the parents of both parties will know, and everyone will have a hard time.

In the afternoon, Director Ye sent his son to rehabilitation, accompanied by Zhou Ying.Ye Xiaoming can do too little. After his left shoulder was injured last time, he felt a dull pain when he stretched it.He let the doctor toss about him a little numbly, anyway, no matter how much he thought about it, he couldn't change it, and it was only himself who suffered.He used to abuse himself occasionally, but now this happens less because of Jiang Yifeng as a punching bag.

Ye Xiaoming, who was sitting on the bouncy ball, suddenly lost his support and fell backwards.He was not nervous either, and looked coldly at the person hugging him.

"It's boring, at least act a little surprised." Jiang Yifeng knelt on the mat and hugged Ye Xiaoming over. "Are you not worried about falling?"

"It's useless if you let me fall from behind." Ye Xiaoming was very familiar with Jiang Yifeng's smell, and he knew it as soon as he approached.

"So I knew I was coming." Jiang Yifeng picked up Ye Xiaoming and walked to the locker room, "Let's stop here today, save some energy for other things."

"Why did you come back suddenly?"

"Today's Qixi Festival, come back to meet you!" Jiang Yifeng helped Ye Xiaoming tidy up carefully, "I let Uncle Ye and Sister Zhou go first, we will have dinner outside and spend the night by the way."

"It turns out that I was thinking about the things I didn't finish last time. Is it because I am too attractive, or are you hungry?" Ye Xiaoming wanted to laugh when he saw Jiang Yifeng blinking at him with an ambiguous expression.

"You're charming!" Jiang Yifeng wiped Ye Xiaoming's face and neck while leaning close to him and sniffing, "I can't wait."

Normal adult men and women have this need, Ye Xiaoming doesn't care about it.To be honest, although he didn't feel it physically, he was a little ready to move when Jiang Yifeng said it.

The Qixi Festival is crowded with people everywhere, but luckily Jiang Yifeng reserved a private room early.Ye Xiaoming has a small appetite and there is not much to eat. Jiang Yifeng always thinks about the next big meal, so the two of them finished their dinner early and rushed to the next destination.

What Jiang Yifeng took Ye Xiaoming to was his own house, a top-floor middle building in Jiangbin Community, an excellent location overlooking the river.He had already had people clean it up in advance and open the windows for ventilation. He also bought flowers and ordered essential oils himself, creating a warm and romantic atmosphere.

"You put a lot of effort into it!" Ye Xiaoming smelled a faint mint smell as soon as he entered the door, which made people feel refreshed and comfortable.

"My principle is: you must leave a good impression the first time, so that there will be a next time." Jiang Yifeng took off Ye Xiaoming's shoes, and picked him up horizontally, "I don't need the wheelchair, just have me at home."

Jiang Yifeng held Ye Xiaoming in his arms and visited the living room, dining room, kitchen, guest room, study, etc. on the first floor.These are simply skipped, anyway, there will be plenty of time to read slowly in the future, and now his focus is on the second floor.

"Doing this on your ex-wife's bed, don't you think it's a bit weird?" Ye Xiaoming put his right arm around Jiang Yifeng's neck, let him carry him upstairs with his legs dangling.

"Don't worry, we went to my room and my bed." Jiang Yifeng thought for a while and then said, "It seems that my ex-wife and I have never shared a room in this house. She was pregnant when we got married, and after giving birth to Hao Hao , confinement has been working for two months, and then I started to toss about going abroad. At that time, her parents and several relatives came, the house was a mess, and the company had just started a new project, so I was too busy. Wait until all the dust settles If it is decided, we will break up and go their own way.”

"Your ex-wife is quite interesting." Compared with his own wife, Ye Xiaoming felt that Jiang Yifeng simply married a child.

"She is a nice person, but she is simple and impulsive. She should change after going out for a few years."

"Then why don't you rush to remarry her now?"

"No matter how nice she is, she is not as good as you. If I want to get married, I will marry you." Jiang Yifeng put Ye Xiaoming on the bed and kissed him, "Don't delay any longer, let's hurry up and get a certificate."

"Do your parents know that you will come back today and spend the night with me?"

"I know." Jiang Yifeng said it very frankly, but Ye Xiaoming felt that he must have made up some lies again to deceive the parents on both sides.Seeing his helpless and worried face, Jiang Yifeng rubbed his frowning brows, and said, "Don't think too much about it, we are not minors, nor are we married, we are together, that is aboveboard."

The brown striped bedding is simple and elegant, Ye Xiaoming lay on Jiang Yifeng's big bed, watching him take off his clothes, he felt a little strange.Sex is no big deal, but the two of them don't have a clear relationship between their lovers. Is such a deliberate arrangement considered a sex act to vent or comfort each other?

The temperature of the air conditioner is very comfortable, and Jiang Yifeng's naked body is very interesting.Naked and seductive, he carried Ye Xiaoming into the bathroom.

"Are you sure? I might drag you all over." Ye Xiaoming felt the need to remind.

"If I say I don't mind, do you not believe me?" Jiang Yifeng asked Ye Xiaoming to lie on the recliner he had prepared in advance, while undressing him, he said, "Xiaoming, you were already like this when I met you, Since I like you and choose to be with you, I should understand what kind of situation I have to face. If I mind and I can't accept it, then I will never force myself. Based on your judgment of people, even if you don't Believe me, you should also know that I am a very realistic person."

He didn't feel the warm water pouring on his body, and he didn't feel it when the bath ball made a lot of bubbles, but Ye Xiaoming felt it in his heart.This was the first time Jiang Yifeng bathed him after the two clearly liked each other.In addition to the original calmness and caring, this kind of naked dress has an extra intimacy, consideration, and tenderness.

Jiang Yifeng concentrated on scrubbing every inch of Ye Xiaoming's skin.Pale and fragile, with blue veins emerging, his weak and shriveled body was indeed unattractive, but it made him feel distressed and pitied.Straighten the slender fingers, wipe them carefully one by one, gently raise the arms, wipe the underarms, groin and hairless private parts, carefully rinse, rub each curled toe, and then hug him into his arms and lean on, Scrub his back.

No one spoke, only the water was rushing.After washing Ye Xiaoming's body and hair, Jiang Yifeng also rinsed himself quickly, then picked up Ye Xiaoming and lay down in the bathtub.There was no auxiliary equipment suitable for Ye Xiaoming installed in the bathtub, so Jiang Yifeng could only hug him tightly and let him lie on his body.

The two overlapping bodies were a little red in the warm water, the four legs were entangled, two of them were gently caressing, and the four hands were folded on Ye Xiaoming's chest.Just like that, simply hugging Ye Xiaoming, cuddling with him, his whole body filled with his aura, Jiang Yifeng felt relaxed, as if he had found his home, his heart was filled, and the feeling of happiness kept overflowing.

"I love you, Xiaoming." Jiang Yifeng felt that apart from these three words, he couldn't find any other words that could accurately express his heart at this moment.

love?like!But Ye Xiaoming didn't say it, just sighed softly.He is also a realistic person, never expecting what he can't get, and never fantasizing about what he shouldn't have.Control the situation within the scope of your own control, and don't let your emotions overflow, so as to avoid serious disasters and heavy losses in the future.

Wrapping Ye Xiaoming in a big bath towel, Jiang Yifeng hugged him and sat on the recliner before drying his and his hair.Before leaving the bathroom, Ye Xiaoming asked Jiang Yifeng to urinate for him again, Jiang Yifeng thought it was unnecessary, but he did it anyway.

A disposable diaper was already laid on the bed, Ye Xiaoming suddenly felt sorry for him, and smiled helplessly.Such Ye Xiaoming made Jiang Yifeng feel distressed, he kissed him gently to comfort his lover.

"What smell?" Ye Xiaoming quickly curbed his negative emotions.

"Ylang ylang essential oil is said to have the effect of aphrodisiac and aphrodisiac." Before entering the bathroom, Jiang Yifeng lighted the aromatherapy to fill the room with a touch of lust.

"Why do you do this like a woman?" Ye Xiaoming was a little bit dumbfounded.

"One is for you! Would you like some more music?" Jiang Yifeng turned on the stereo without waiting for Ye Xiaoming's answer, and the soothing piano music slowly streamed out, the volume was not loud, and it reverberated in the room softly like water.

Ye Xiaoming was like a noble cat, lying lazily on the bed wrapped in a bath towel, his slender, white, limp and soft legs were exposed from under the bath towel, his knees were slightly bent and paralyzed, so pitiful, the brown sheets set off his beauty and deliciousness.Jiang Yifeng felt a little parched, but he was calm and followed the plan step by step.

To make Ye Xiaoming feel happy, the physical stimulation is limited, but more importantly, it is necessary to make his spirit excited and his heart feel satisfied.So Jiang Yifeng first massaged his whole body to relax his muscles, then hugged him and rubbed his hands together, pampering and teasing him to the fullest, vowing to do enough foreplay.

"Yifeng, I remember you said that you are willing to be here." Ye Xiaoming did not forget the important point, "I will give you a chance to perform well tonight!"

"Aren't I always down there?" Ye Xiaoming gave him a sideways glance, and Jiang Yifeng hurriedly explained flatteringly: "Xiaoming, I don't think 'up and down' can be simply understood as a positional relationship, but should be a relationship between two people's position and relationship. Attitude. Your mentality is so strong, your spirit is so tenacious, you are always high in my heart and I admire you. You meet—that's my declaration of love."

fallacy!Complete nonsense!

Ye Xiaoming was unmoved: "Don't come with me like this. It's very simple to make me happy, happy, and satisfied, as long as you actually lie under me!"

"Okay! Just wait!" Jiang Yifeng kissed Ye Xiaoming's lips.

The plot is about to reach its climax, and the good show is about to begin.Ye Xiaoming waited to see what Jiang Yifeng would do, he knew very well that there was nothing he could do.

Kissing and caressing were quite normal at first, Ye Xiaoming didn't feel particularly excited.Suddenly, the mattress behind Ye Xiaoming slowly rose, and he changed from lying down to sitting up.So, he saw Jiang Yifeng licking and kneading his breasts, and then going all the way down, kissing every rib of his, nibbling on his waist, then skipping his lower body, kissing from legs to feet, not letting go of every toe Pass.Deep and shallow hickey marks were left on her body, and her toes were sucked pink and shiny.

Although he didn't feel it, Ye Xiaoming was stimulated by the scene of serving him like this, and his breathing became short of breath.As Jiang Yifeng buried his head in his lower body, watching his soft lips licking, his smooth tongue licking, the saliva brought out every time he swallowed, from drawing to dripping, his little brother stood up bit by bit, Ye Xiaoming's eyes became more blurred, and the mist of desire gradually evaporated in his mind.

"Yifeng... Yifeng..." Ye Xiaoming murmured in a low voice, he felt empty and drifting, he wanted to grab something, he wanted to fill up the lack of physical perception, and soothe the emotional restlessness in his heart.

"I'm here, Xiaoming, here." Jiang Yifeng hugged Ye Xiaoming, whispered in his ear, stroked his face and neck, then put his fingers into his mouth, let him bite and suck.

"Xiaoming, open your eyes and look below." Jiang Yifeng parted Ye Xiaoming's legs, and drew circles behind Ye Xiaoming's back with his fingers that he had licked.Ye Xiaoming couldn't see but knew what he was doing, and Jiang Yifeng described it in his ear with embellishment, making him seem to have a feeling, and he forgot to ask Jiang Yifeng to be below.

However, Jiang Yifeng did not forget.When the expansion was almost done, he fixed Ye Xiaoming's body with pillows on both sides, and then lay down facing him.The mattress behind him was also raised a bit, and the oblique angle made the lower body position of the two of them just concave down.Mattresses were originally designed to allow people to sit on their backs with their legs slightly bent so that the human body is comfortable.Jiang Yifeng's use of it in this way can be regarded as a different approach, which is unique.

Ye Xiaoming watched in surprise with Jiang Yifeng's legs separated, passed under his thighs, and then bent his knees to clamp his body, while his own two legs were placed beside Jiang Yifeng.To put it bluntly, he sat on Jiang Yifeng's body!Just sit under him!

"Xiaoming, I'm lying down!" The brash Jiang Yifeng found a condom out of nowhere, and after putting it on, he lifted Ye Xiaoming's buttocks a little, "Xiaoming, sit on it, I'm not afraid of pain!"

Seeing Jiang Yifeng clearly enjoying himself but looking death on his face, Ye Xiaoming finally burst into laughter as he was completely different from the coquettish and shy pear blossoms in his fantasy. "Come in! Be conscious! I'm comfortable serving you, I'll order you next time!"

"Small ones must fulfill their mission!" Jiang Yifeng carefully squeezed in slowly, bit by bit, for fear of hurting Ye Xiaoming.

His own chrysanthemum was actually stabbed, this consciousness was even more exciting than the scene just now, Ye Xiaoming followed the inhalation and exhalation, feeling his whole body was burning.

"It's so warm and comfortable! Xiaoming, Xiaoming..." Jiang Yifeng finally got his wish, and the unprecedented pleasure and satisfaction made him go forward bravely despite everything.

A man's lower body will respond to purely physical or psychological stimulation.Ye Xiaoming's fantasy that night in the hospital was a psychological effect, while Jiang Yifeng's forced kiss by Wu Shaodong was pure life!rational response.Now, Ye Xiaoming's mind and body were stimulated at the same time, and his sluggish younger brother finally regained some of his former glory.

At the last moment, Jiang Yifeng even sat up and hugged Ye Xiaoming, making him fully feel his presence.He embraced Ye Xiaoming with one hand, bouncing him with his legs, and played with his little brother with the other glove, sucking and entwining his tongue in his mouth.

How long has it been since I indulged, how long have I not forgotten myself, how long has it been since I have been so close to others, how long have I not experienced the ups and downs of love... I can't imagine that I will be embraced, needed, demanded, and loved, Ye Xiaoming has a feeling of sadness Sad, there is an urge to cry.When he was panting on Jiang Yifeng's shoulder, the corners of his eyes got wet unconsciously.

After being released, Jiang Yifeng withdrew slowly, eating his marrow to know the taste, he was the one who couldn't stop, but he cared more about Ye Xiaoming's body, so he chose to control himself.

"I said we are very coordinated. Look, we came out together." Jiang Yifeng showed Ye Xiaoming the mucus on his hand, it was his.

"Yifeng..." Ye Xiaoming hesitated to speak, and finally took a deep look at him before falling asleep.

Ye Xiaoming was awakened by a strange sound, bang bang bang, deep and powerful.He opened his eyes, and his eyes were full of brilliance falling from the sky.

Jiangbin Park is setting off fireworks, and they are on the second floor terrace.Blossoming fireworks seem to be blooming on their heads. Although they are fleeting, they are dazzling and intoxicating.

Ye Xiaoming was wrapped in a blanket and lay in Jiang Yifeng's arms. As soon as he moved his head, Jiang Yifeng asked in his ear, "Did I wake you up? Do you want some water?"

"Ah."

Jiang Yifeng picked up Ye Xiaoming, fed him a cup of warm water from the table next to him, and wrapped the blanket around him tightly.Although it was still summer, it was cooler at night and the wind was strong on the top floor, so he was still very careful.

"Life is as short as fireworks. If you don't bloom at the most beautiful time, you will miss it forever." Jiang Yifeng looked at the sparks in Ye Xiaoming's eyes under the night sky, "Xiaoming, let's be together! Only with you can I have a home, I need you. "

"This is unrealistic, Yifeng." Ye Xiaoming looked at the dark blue sky, "No matter how beautiful it is, it is short-lived. After falling, everything will eventually return to darkness."

"How will you trust me?"

"It's not that I don't believe you, it's that the reality is not as simple as you think." Ye Xiaoming saw Jiang Yifeng's disapproving expression, sighed, and said, "Yifeng, I'm a high paraplegic, not only can't move my whole body, but also my physical function is poor. Various diseases may occur at any time, even life-threatening. Living with people like me is a lot of pressure, and after a long time, everyone will get bored, irritable, exhausted, and regret it!"

Jiang Yifeng couldn't refute, because they had never lived together. "Then let's live together for a while, as living together before marriage, and get used to each other."

Ye Xiaoming shook his head: "If it doesn't work after trying, it will only hurt each other, so it's better to continue like this."

After the last round of fireworks bloomed intensively, the night sky gradually returned to calm.In the distance, a Kongming lantern lit by someone floated over unsteadily.Jiang Yifeng hugged Ye Xiaoming tightly, thinking about what to do.

"Yifeng, find a woman to marry. If you have a home, you will have a sense of belonging." Ye Xiaoming said leisurely.

"My mother is always nagging, so I'll coax her, don't take it seriously." Jiang Yifeng suddenly thought that his mother must have told someone that he had a relationship again.

"I'm serious. You are alone outside now, and no one will take care of you if you are sick. It's not good. Your parents are worried, and it's normal to talk about you." Thinking of Jiang Yifeng's cold before, I could only watch In a hurry, Ye Xiaoming felt that they were not suitable for each other.

"I didn't handle Wu Shaodong's matter well. I tried to make you jealous. I'm sorry." Jiang Yifeng knew how sensitive Ye Xiaoming was. "Xiaoming, before marriage and after divorce, I have always chosen to be single. It's not that I don't want to be bound, it's that I haven't found someone I want. I'm different from you emotionally. You find the right person to run the business together. I just want to find someone I love. You think you can't take care of me, even if you pass me a glass of water and wipe off my sweat, being together will only drag me down, but compared to life care, I need more spiritual care. At my age, I know how to exercise Take care of your body, and have the financial ability to ask someone to clean up the house and take care of your life. Not to mention you, women nowadays don’t want to do housework, or even don’t do much at all, especially professional women. I need to rest. There is still the problem of children. I will marry another one. It is impossible for the other party to not want my own child. There is always a difference if it is not a real mother. There are still many problems in raising children, but I will rest assured if I leave Haohao to you Xiao Ming, what I need is a soul mate who can share the pressure for me and let me rely on it, not a nanny who takes care of my life. So, you are the one I need, want, fit and love the most. "

"You don't need my care, but I need your care. It's not ordinary care. Even if there is a nurse like Sister Zhou, we live together, and we have to do many things. For example, unless we have different rooms at night, either you Help me turn over and urinate..." Before Ye Xiaoming finished speaking, his mouth was sealed by Jiang Yifeng's kiss.

"I am willing." There are no redundant words, these three words are enough.All of Jiang Yifeng's sincerity and love are contained in this brief promise.

"Yifeng..." Seeing Jiang Yifeng's sincere eyes, Ye Xiaoming really wanted to agree, but in the end he still didn't let go, "Yifeng, we are together, what about the children and parents?"

"Children are still young, since they don't understand, there is no need to tell them. Let them grow up in a happy and happy environment, and they will be healthy physically and mentally. As for parents, their opposition is inevitable, and we can only explain and communicate with them. If it is true No, there is no need for them to nod to be together. As long as we live a good life and let them see that we are really happy, they will understand in the end." Jiang Yifeng is very confident about the future.

Ye Xiaoming is not as optimistic as he is.He didn't know when he became so cowardly, afraid to try, dare not challenge; when he became so indecisive, unable to take it up, unable to let it go.The paralysis of the body paralyzes the mind, and the mind is not controlled by its own consciousness.Maybe it's because I love it too much and want it too much, so I'm afraid of not getting it, afraid of losing it.The contradiction made Ye Xiaoming unable to make a judgment, so he could only choose to avoid it.

"If you haven't figured it out yet, just think about it slowly, don't worry." Jiang Yifeng raised Ye Xiaoming's hand and kissed it, "You are the first person in my life who sincerely loves you. It took me so many years to find you, I don't care Wait a few more days. As long as you don't reject me and let me stay by your side, that's enough."

Ye Xiaoming couldn't refuse, he longed for the light brought by Jiang Yifeng, but he couldn't reach the level of a moth to a flame.Jiang Yifeng is not worried, he believes that as long as he lights up Ye Xiaoming's entire world, and there are no dark places, he will have nowhere to hide.

An occasional flap of its wings by an Amazonian butterfly can cause a tornado in Texas in two weeks.

The two of them talked a lot tonight, and maybe they will regret some things in the future.