My daily life with neuropathy

"Come with me when you're done eating." Changhui Yi's cousin glanced at me and said coldly.

"Where are you going?" I asked suspiciously.

"Hmph, don't you count on the truth?" My cousin sneered, but he still explained, "Today is my mother's first seven days."

"First seven?" I was taken aback.After being favored by delicious food, my thinking is relatively slow now.

"Tut." Looking at me, my cousin clicked his tongue in dissatisfaction, "That's why I don't like to talk to people who have just eaten. The first seven days are the days of resurgence."

I remembered, and the sense of satisfaction that I had just eaten faded from my mind, and I came to my senses, "Will my aunt come tonight?"

"Who knows." My cousin shrugged his shoulders and said calmly, "It would be great if I could come."

I glanced at him, the twilight was approaching, and his side face became dim and difficult to see in the twilight.

At this time, I suddenly realized that no matter how smart my cousin is, he is just a child who lost his mother.

"Ayi," I said.

"What's wrong?" He turned to look at me.

"Did I tell you," I said with mocked ease, "when I found out my mom and dad died?"

"No." He shook his head.

To be honest, I also don't quite remember the scene when my parents died.One is that the years are too long, and the other is that I deliberately forgot that scene.

After all, seeing the dead bodies of one's own parents is not a good memory.

"When my parents died, I was about the same age as you." I said, twitching the corners of my mouth, looking at the sunset glow in the sky that was about to dissipate, trying to pull that memory out of my mind, "I didn't You are so smart, you were only a high school student at that time, and that day, Hongxia was also like this..."

Following the words, thoughts drifted further and further away, as if returning to that day.

The sunset glow was as red as blood, and the sweltering summer always made people physically and mentally exhausted. At that time, I was in the third year of high school, and I was really fed up with the atmosphere in the classroom, so I decided to go out to play.Therefore, even if the evening glow is so weird, I didn't notice it.

When something happens, there will always be some signs, some signs are obvious, but some signs are very small, so small that they are clearly in front of me, but I still don't notice it.

My school is close to the park. I climbed out from the back wall and came to the park as a matter of course. Because I skipped class, my mood was abnormally light, so I decided to take a good look at this huge park.

But it rained unexpectedly.The raindrops changed from small to large, from sparse to dense. I walked slowly from the beginning to had to run quickly.

Then, I ran into a red booth.

I can’t remember the details of the red pavilion clearly. The rain made my vision extremely blurred. I just remembered to find a place to hide when I was hit by the rain, so I was in such a panic that I didn’t even find out whether I was in the park or not. .

I wiped my face with water and sat down in the pavilion, only to notice something like a rag in the pavilion.

Maybe some bum put it here, I thought.I didn't care, and after watching the rain subside a little, I got up and left the red pavilion.

But who knows...

I can't find my way home.

The winding path leads to seclusion, and I walked into the grove in the park unconsciously. Normally, the shade of the grove can be said to be a cool weapon in summer, but at night when the twilight has come, such a grove is in vain. Added a touch of serenity.

The reason why I walked through the small forest was because there was a shortcut through the park in the woods. I was soaked and I just wanted to go home and didn't think much about other things.

So I didn't notice that no matter where I went, there was always a pile of rags quietly piled around the corner.

Fear?Fear is inevitable, but the reason for fear is not the gradually approaching darkness, but an ominous premonition instinctively perceived.

After passing the same scene countless times, I stopped.

Everything is silent, the surrounding is deathly quiet, not even the sound of raindrops falling from the treetops that has not yet fallen can be heard.

It's too weird, too quiet, and the shortcut to go home is too long.

At this moment, I heard a rustling sound behind me, and I felt something was wrong in my heart. Before I could think about it, I found a direction and started running.

I dare not look back.I don't know what is following me, I just feel that if I don't run, then I will definitely be in danger.

The surrounding scene gradually became unfamiliar, but it was no longer the scene that should appear in my memory. I recalled the shape of the path in my memory, closed my eyes and rushed out.

The moment I decided to close my eyes, the rustling behind me stopped.The dull and humid air also changed accordingly, and a cool wind slowly blew over.

I turned left and right according to the road I remembered, and then, I heard voices from the outside world.

But just one sound——

"Sanyu be careful!"

Then there was the feeling of warm liquid splashing on my face, I heard my mother's voice, and I wanted to open my eyes, but my father covered it.

"Sanyu, don't open your eyes!" Father said anxiously.Just as he finished speaking, his mother's muffled groan came from not far away.

"Mom, Dad!" I shouted anxiously.

"We're fine." Father suppressed the pain and said, "Listen well, no matter what happens later, you can't open your eyes—"

A thick smell of blood filled my nostrils. I didn't know where I was or what kind of predicament my parents were facing, but I could hear voices and hear the passing of time. The voice is also slowly disappearing.

I opened my eyes.

A piece of blood red.I don't know if it was because my father's blood splashed on my face, or because the surrounding area was so bright red.

I couldn't see anything in the redness, I wiped the blood from my face, and—

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a throbbing pain in my heart.

"Then what?" Seeing that I had no words, my cousin urged eagerly.

"It's nothing," I forced a smile, "I forgot." The scene was too terrifying, it's good that I was the only one who felt it.

"Eldest young master, how did you survive after that?" Fei Guan asked from the side.

"Who knows." I shrugged my shoulders indifferently, "Then I lost consciousness, passed out, and when I woke up, I was already in the hospital."

My cousin still had an expression of disbelief, so I smiled and didn’t explain any more. I looked at the half chicken leg that was already cold on the dining table, picked it up, and said heartbrokenly, “Oh, brother chicken, I actually I left you behind, what a pity, what a pity."

Then, I bit it up, but was snatched back by my cousin.

"Eat it after it's hot, it's not like I won't be able to eat it from now on." My cousin said dissatisfiedly, and stopped asking me about what happened that day.

I knew what he was thinking, and didn't expose it, I asked Feiguan, "What time is it?"

"It's almost midnight." Feiguan said.

"It's very cloudy tonight," my cousin frowned, turned on his phone and looked at the perpetual calendar, and said, "Sure enough."

"So what?" I asked.

"July [-]th tonight." Feiguan smiled.

In July and a half, the gate of hell opens.

"Why didn't you say something like this earlier?" I asked.

"..." The cousin looked around intently, but didn't speak.

"Sorry," Feiguan said, "I only remember that tonight is a day to meet old friends, but I forgot what it means to ordinary people."

"It's not your style to make such an omission." The cousin snorted coldly.

"Hehe." Feiguan smiled meaningfully and stopped talking.

I can't understand Yin Qi or something, but as a mortal, what I can feel is cold.

The coldness to the bone eroded my body like tarsal maggots.

It's funny to say that before I came to the old house, I was as hot as a dog this summer, but since I came to the old house, I have never missed the heat like never before.

At least it will make me feel alive instead of half dead like I am now.

"Young Master, you have forgotten that the Eldest Young Master has no skills. If no one helps him, he will not be able to stop tonight..." The vision has become blurred, and in the haze, Fei Guan's voice rang out.

"..." A ball of white light ignited on my cousin's hand, and then he frowned, folded his palms to put away the white light, and said calmly: "It's not Guan, the reason why I don't intervene is probably You know better than me."

"The young master treats his elder brother the same way, Feiguan really admires him."

I couldn't understand a word they were saying, but I understood the spirit of it, that is to say, no one will help me now, I can only help myself.

But how to save yourself?

I covered my eyes, and the blurred vision would affect my judgment. Since the outside world can't provide heat, it is necessary, so I can only rely on myself.

I was so cruel that I bit my finger.Blood flowed out from the fingertips, quickly losing temperature in the cold.I smeared blood over my eyes as fast as I could.

I don't know why I did this, but these movements seem to be engraved in my soul, and they are done smoothly.

Then I finally had clear vision.

What caught my eye was my cousin who was shining with light all over, and Feiguan who had regained his ghost body beside me. They stood in front of me and looked at me. The background...but the background was no longer the old house.

The three of them and I were in a fuzzy world like being put on a mosaic. Except for the three of us, everything around us was distorted into color blocks of different shapes, which was strange and terrifying.

"Where is this?" I asked.

"Here." The cousin looked around and said slowly, "Ghost world."

Ghost world?I haven't had time to figure out why, but something has taken away all my sight.

It was a clump of... rags that followed me that night many years ago.

Suddenly, the last scene I saw after opening my eyes that day reappeared before my eyes.

My parents didn't die by accident.

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