After amnesia, he doesn't even recognize his children

On a sunny afternoon, the psychiatrist came to Sheng Bainian's villa in the city center as scheduled.

Sheng Bainian only had him and a cleaning servant at home. When the psychiatrist came over, he was playing with the ingredients he had just bought from the supermarket in the kitchen.

Sheng Bainian originally thought that he would not be able to cook by himself. Even in the years abroad, he went to the kitchen very few times, and most of them were for a bowl of noodles or quick-frozen dumplings.

But when Xiaohuailin helped Cheng Yu peel potatoes, he had a little new understanding of his cooking skills, so after returning to Yunjing, he suddenly wanted to see what he could cook something to come.

He took all kinds of vegetables and meat out of the bag and put them on the cutting board. He knew what shape each one should be cut into, what to do before putting it in the pot, how much seasoning should be put, and what kind of heat should be used. In the heart.

Although the memory is gone, the feeling is still there.

In just one hour, Sheng Bainian had already prepared several dishes, but he was a little disappointed that there was no one who tasted them behind him.

The psychiatrist looked at Sheng Bainian who was standing in the kitchen wearing a plaid apron, and for a moment he didn't know how to react. He thought that a boss like Sheng Bainian always had a special chef to cook at home. Yes, I didn't expect the boss to do it himself.

Sheng Bai sighed young, brought all these meals to the small dining hall, and then looked at the meals on this table, but he didn't have any desire to eat at all. Looking at the psychiatrist who was still standing at the door, Sheng Bai Nian invited the other party and said, "Eat something?"

The psychiatrist was flattered, and after sitting down at the dining table, seeing that Sheng Bainian didn't intend to move his chopsticks, the psychiatrist was embarrassed to do so, and asked Sheng Bainian cautiously: "Mr. Sheng, won't you eat?"

Sheng Bainian said: "I won't eat, you don't have to be polite."

The psychiatrist still doesn't dare to do it while holding chopsticks. What kind of hobby is this?Don't eat it yourself after cooking, but cook it for others?Boss Sheng, why don't you open a restaurant?Guaranteed to achieve your wishes very thoroughly.

After thinking for a long time, the psychiatrist was no longer polite, picked up a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs closest to him, and casually asked Sheng Bainian: "Does Mr. Sheng often cook when he is at home?"

To be able to make such a table of dishes must have taken a lot of effort, but he heard Sheng Bainian say, "Today is the first time."

The psychiatrist thought about the appalling egg fried rice his girlfriend cooked for the first time, and then looked at the table in front of him. He had to admit that the gap between people is sometimes really bigger than that between people and pigs. The ones in between are bigger.

The psychiatrist doesn't care about 21, it just so happens that he hasn't eaten at noon, and now someone invites him to eat such a good meal, he is too happy, watching the psychiatrist in front of him gobble up, full of praise, Sheng Bainian should have He was happy and satisfied with his craft, but the loss in his heart became more and more intense. He said excuse me to the psychiatrist, then got up and went to the study.

The psychiatrist didn't care. It's normal for a successful person like Sheng Bainian to be busy. After more than 20 minutes, the psychiatrist finally finished his meal. The cups and plates were messed up and his belly was bulging. He patted his stomach. I couldn't help hiccupping, only to realize that I had eaten too much.

However, Mr. Sheng is also really good. He has this level of cooking for the first time, and his cooking skills will be excellent in the future.

Before leaving, Sheng Bainian told him to go to the study to find him after dinner. He came outside the study, knocked on the door, and pushed the door open after hearing Sheng Bainian's voice inside.

In the study room, Sheng Bainian was looking at the file just sent by the company to the computer. When the psychiatrist came over, he turned off the computer and sat on the sofa.

The psychiatrist took out his usual hypnosis tool from his backpack, then turned his head, glanced at Sheng Bainian who was sitting on the sofa, and asked him with a smile, "Is Mr. Sheng ready?"

Sheng Bainian nodded, the psychiatrist walked towards him and felt his body tense, the psychiatrist comforted Sheng Bainian and said: "It's just a hypnosis, relax, it's okay."

To be honest, judging from the previous psychiatrist's examination of Sheng Bainian, Sheng Bainian is no different from a normal person, and he doesn't think Sheng Bainian has any psychological problems.

But Sheng Bainian always felt as if he had forgotten someone. He asked him more than once, could a person just forget a certain person?

Psychiatrists are not easy to explain this point. The human brain is a very strange existence. Over the years, countless scientists have studied it one after another, but they have not thoroughly studied it. It is not impossible to just forget a certain person, and it has happened before. Such a precedent, but all traces of the other party's existence have not appeared in Sheng Bainian's life, which is very strange.

The psychiatrist cannot guarantee that he will be able to retrieve Sheng Bainian's memory. After all, he is still not sure whether Sheng Bainian's memory loss is just his imagination. He said to Sheng Bainian: "I'm not sure whether you Did you really lose your memory, you can only try your best."

Sheng Bainian hummed, and the psychiatrist sat down opposite him, then took out a pocket watch from his pocket, and swung it in front of Sheng Bainian.

"Look at the pocket watch in front of you, concentrate, don't think about anything, keep your mind blank, don't think about anything..." In the quiet study room, only the voice of the psychiatrist repeated in Sheng Bainian's ear Repeat, Sheng Bainian is a very cooperative patient, staring intently at the pocket watch swinging in front of his eyes.

The doctor's voice became softer and softer, as if he was coaxing a baby who had just fallen asleep. Seeing Sheng Bainian's eyes gradually dull, he continued: "You feel that your eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, you have to close your eyes... ...close your eyes..."

Sheng Bainian closed his eyes according to his words, and the voice of the psychiatrist gradually became blurred in his ears. He couldn't hear clearly, and he didn't care too much. When he opened his eyes again, he was standing on a hillside. Countless raindrops on the rainy meadow shone with the sunlight, and floating clouds, as light as catkins, moved slowly in the blue sky, and a few birds stood on the long wires, like a string of happy notes.

Someone at the bottom of the mountain waved at him and shouted loudly: "Teacher——"

Sheng Bainian looked for the sound and saw Cheng Yu standing at the foot of the mountain. He quickly walked down the mountain road and stopped in front of Cheng Yu. Before his breathing was even, he asked Cheng Yu : "How do you know I'm here?"

"Listen to what my classmates said." After Cheng Yu's words fell, a girl came up from behind him, and Cheng Yu took her into his arms with one hand.

Sheng Bainian's leisurely smile froze at the corner of his mouth, and when he was about to ask Cheng Yu if this girl was his sister or other relatives, he heard Cheng Yu say to himself: "This is my fiancee, we will marry you next week Five is getting married, teacher, do you want to come?"

Sheng Bainian could only feel a thunderbolt in his ears, and the world was spinning, "Why are you suddenly... suddenly..."

He was a little speechless, but Cheng Yu knew what he was going to say, and replied, "She already has my child, and I must take my responsibility."

Sheng Bainian's eyes were sad, his heart seemed to be hit by a hammer, and there was a dull pain after another.

Seeing that Sheng Bainian couldn't understand himself, Cheng Yu explained to the special: "My father only has one son, and the Cheng family needs an heir."

Sheng Bainian smiled wryly, he was the only one left in the Sheng family, but since he was with Cheng Yu, he never thought about the issue of heirs.

"I discussed it with her. It's just a marriage. I can still be with the teacher in the future." Cheng Yu said with a smile.

How did it become like this?Sheng Bainian doesn't know the young man in front of him anymore. Is the young man in front of him really him?

Sheng Bainian woke up suddenly. He looked at the snow-white ceiling above his head. After a while, he realized that it was just a dream. Sheng Bainian vaguely remembered a lot of memories about Cheng Yu. Has the hypnosis ended?

Recalling the scene just now, Sheng Bainian still has lingering fears.

The sound of rapid breathing woke up Cheng Yu who was sleeping beside him. He turned over, put his arms on Sheng Bainian, and asked him, "Teacher, what's wrong with you?"

Only then did Sheng Bainian realize that Cheng Yu was still sleeping next to him, and his memory became blurred again, as if he was still a few years ago when he didn't go abroad.

"It's okay, it's okay..." Sheng Bainian hugged Cheng Yu tightly, he liked him so much, how could he suddenly want to marry another woman, Sheng Bainian kept comforting himself in his heart.

Cheng Yu felt that Sheng Bainian's attitude was a bit strange. He struggled out of Sheng Bainian's arms and said to him, "By the way, I have something to tell you."

Sheng Bainian looked at Cheng Yu's suddenly serious expression in front of him, and a sense of uneasiness suddenly surged into his heart. Sure enough, he heard Cheng Yu say to himself that he slept with a woman after being drunk some time ago, and now that woman Being pregnant with his child, Cheng Guiyuan asked him to let that woman give birth to the child, otherwise he would not agree to Cheng Yu and Sheng Bainian being together.

Sheng Bainian tilted his head, looking at his lover in front of him, he seemed to never know him clearly.At this moment, Cheng Yu seemed to have taken a piece of his heart out with a sharp knife. The piece of flesh hadn't completely fallen off, and even the tendons fell, causing his whole body to convulse with pain.

He forced a smile and said to Cheng Yu, "Stop joking with the teacher."

The smile on Cheng Yu's face also disappeared at the same time, and he said to Sheng Bainian, "I'm serious."

With a loud bang, Sheng Bainian felt that the world in front of him had collapsed. He wanted Cheng Yu in front of him to immediately put on a happy expression and tell himself that he just lied to him, and wanted him to get out of this situation. Waking up from another layer of nightmare.

But to no avail, he watched Cheng Yu leave, watched him take good care of the woman with a big belly, and watched their child be born.

If these memories are real, he doesn't want them anymore, he wants to go back to the time when he didn't know anything.

How could this be so?

He seemed to be asking himself, or Cheng Yu who was holding a child on the street.

……

It seems that decades have passed. Sheng Bainian opened his eyes, and the study room he was familiar with was still in front of him. After a long time, he came back to his senses, and asked his psychiatrist lightly, "I was hypnotized. Did what you saw later happen?"

"In theory, it should be, but it's not absolute. It may also be caused by deep dreams and speculations in your heart, or other reasons."

Sheng Bainian lowered his eyes. After being hypnotized just now, what exactly did he see in the depths of his memory?

"I see."

"Mr. Sheng, what's the matter with you?" The psychiatrist looked at Sheng Bainian worriedly. His complexion was not very good at this time, and the tears on his face had not completely dried up. He asked, "Did you remember something?"

The corners of his eyes were moist, Sheng Bainian raised his hand, brushed his fingers lightly there, shook his head and said, "It's nothing."

The psychiatrist felt that Sheng Bainian's current situation was not normal. He had always thought that there was nothing wrong with Sheng Bainian's psychology before, but now he was not sure. He was about to conduct another test on Sheng Bainian when he heard Sheng Bainian said to himself: "I want to be alone for a while."

The psychiatrist didn't insist anymore, he put his props back into the bag, and said to Sheng Bainian: "If Mr. Sheng has any questions, you can call me."

Sheng Bainian nodded, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

The psychiatrist thought to himself that it was really not troublesome, not troublesome at all, after all, one pay could cover his work for several months, but it turned out that rich people also have psychological problems.

After the psychiatrist left, Sheng Bainian was still sitting on the sofa. There was no sound in the study at this time. He looked up at the chandelier above his head, and those chaotic pictures appeared one after another in front of his eyes.

After hypnosis, everything he saw was true or false.

If it wasn't true, where did that kid named Cheng Jiayan come from?

Sheng Bainian felt that he was trapped in a swamp of lies. He saved Cheng Yu, or he came to drown him.

Cheng Yu, Cheng Yu...

What happened to the two of them five years ago?

After night fell, the monsters in the deep ground were not summoned again today, why didn't He go to find him today?Why don't you go?

On the day of June [-]st, Cheng Yu took Cheng Jiayan to the beach of Baixiong Bay as agreed, and he thought that if Sheng Bainian could come with him today, he would tell him about Cheng Jiayan.

Although Sheng Bainian forgot about himself, he was actually a pretty good person. During the time in Xiaohuailin, Cheng Yu always felt that he was still the same as before and hadn't changed.

If he can live a long time like a normal person, he also wants to go back to the past with his teacher Sheng.