[Notes on Tomb Raiders] Return to Wushan

It was already eleven o'clock at night when we got back to the hotel that day. Everyone talked a lot and walked around the park a lot. Except for my little brother, he was always taciturn.

Fatty didn’t live with us, he went back to his own place, I felt the difference when he was not there, the usual lively atmosphere was all due to him making jokes with Naive, now I can only stare at Naive, we casually talk After a few words, they went back to their rooms to rest.

Tonight I had a rare insomnia, and I rolled on the bed for a long time, probably because I thought of my family while walking, which made me feel a lot heavier. When I counted the sheep to the [-]th, I sat up and decided to go to the balcony Let the air blow.

I walked out lightly, and before I stepped into the balcony, I found someone there. Looking at the back, it seemed to be my brother. I froze and wanted to turn around and go back, but my brother was too vigilant, and I hadn't had time to retreat. Then he turned his head and saw me, and the scene was a little awkward. It's not right for me to leave now, or not to go.

I stood there for a while, and finally walked into the balcony. I didn't want my brother to think that I was hiding from him like I was hiding from the plague god. Although I really couldn't stand his aura, we each leaned on the balcony, and the atmosphere was quiet and weird. .

I looked at the stars in the sky as if nothing had happened, as if I could see flowers, and my brother was on the other side looking at the tall buildings outside in a daze. For a while, we were like two still pictures. It's too embarrassing, I took a deep breath in my heart, and opened my mouth first to break the calm

"Brother, can't you sleep?"

The little brother hummed, and didn't reply to other words. I felt a thousand crows flying over my head. I tried my best to search my memory and try to find something to say

"I chatted with Brother Tianzhen today. He really cares about you. He considers you more important than himself. He cares about your affairs. He treats you... just fine."

I originally wanted to talk about the topic I talked to Tian Zhen tonight, but the more I said it, the more awkward it became. My tongue was about to tie up when I talked about it later, my brother's eyes were very calm

"I know."

I want to cry a little bit, I really don’t know what to say, it’s too difficult to chat with my little brother, I think about it, he rarely talks when he is with Tianzhen, but the scene is very natural and harmonious, not at all It's embarrassing, is this the tacit understanding of Pingxie?

I ate this candy in a bitter way. In order not to make the atmosphere even colder, I continued talking along the topic

"Then little brother, what kind of person do you think Brother Tianzhen is?"

The little brother suddenly turned his head and looked at me. I made his scalp tingle and almost blurted out that I was wrong. Fortunately, he turned his gaze back to the original place after a few seconds and did not answer me.

Okay, this is too much like his style, I am not discouraged, when the little brother was going to guard the bronze gate, I chased him innocently to Changbai Mountain, and I talked to myself for several days, what am I, I mustered up the courage to continue

"Brother, after you finish all the things you have to do, can you stay in Hangzhou and stop wandering around, or Brother Tianzhen will worry about you, and Brother Fat."

I think it's a bit deliberate to keep talking about innocence, so I brought Fatty along, I really hope they can spend the rest of their lives together, no matter what their identities are, the little brother said with a blank expression

"He should have a life of his own."

I got anxious all of a sudden, and the voice became a little louder unconsciously.

"But how do you know what his life should be like? Maybe he likes to live with his friends. You can't just make a choice for him like this."

"I have my own life too."

I was choked by his words, and I couldn't speak immediately. It turns out that my brother never planned innocence in his future. Is innocence just a time-limited partner for him? When the time comes, the matter is completed , it can be separated.

Thinking of this, I felt a little sad. After being sad for a while, I suddenly felt that something was wrong. The little brother is not such a cold person. He went all the way to say goodbye to Tian Zhen before. Obviously, his feelings for Tian Zhen are not so superficial. , then what does he mean by that, could it be...

The little brother had already stood up straight and was about to go back to the room. I don't know where I got the courage to hold him down all at once.

"Brother, are you planning to leave after receiving the next news? You don't want to take Brother Tianzhen and the others to fight together, do you? Are you afraid that they will encounter danger in the fight? What Brother Tianzhen said in Wumeng Mountain before If so, you didn't intend to agree in your heart, did you?"

The little brother didn't answer me, he broke away from my hand with a little effort, and continued to walk inside. I didn't have the guts to grab it a second time, but I still said to his back.

"If you really do this, you will kill Wu Xie. He will never survive in this life. You are ruining him!"

After I finished speaking, my little brother stopped suddenly. He looked back at me with sharp eyes. My heart was beating fast, but I also looked at him fearlessly. After a long time, he said

"Did Wu Xie tell you?"

I shook my head, a surge of courage came out of nowhere

"Brother, you know him better than I do. Is what I said right? You know it in your heart. I hope you can understand that there are many walking dead in this world. You really think that Wu Xie has become like that. Will he be happy? There are too many important things in a person's life, and life is just the lightest thing."

I don't know why I suddenly said so much as if I lost my mind, but I really don't want to see my little brother who is innocent and sad after he disappears. I can only do as much as I can for him With a little effort, I have no idea whether I can persuade my brother, but if I don't say these words, I will be an accomplice in all this, and I can't accept it.

"Brother, we can't face many things on your behalf, but if possible, I hope that our company will at least make your journey less lonely."

I said this sentence for Tian Zhen. He is not a very sensational person, so he expresses many things directly with actions. I hope that after I speak for him, my brother can understand.

The little brother looked back at me, the starlight was very dim, he stood in the darkness, I couldn't even see his expression clearly, his voice was faint

"I see."

After he finished speaking, he turned and went back to the room. When the door was closed, I was still standing there in a daze. He said he knew what he meant, did he agree?Now that he's in, I can't catch up and ask him.

I was a little tired from standing, so I moved a chair from the living room and put it on the balcony. I sat and continued to look at the stars. Recalling the conversation just now, I suddenly felt that my words became so philosophical. If I were a little brother, I would definitely be caught by this The words convinced me why I was so full of wisdom all of a sudden, which didn’t match my previous idiot’s persona at all. Sure enough, there is some reason for generating electricity for love. The night wind blows on my body, and it’s cool and comfortable. I think Thinking about it, he was a little confused, so he simply leaned on the chair and closed his eyes to rest.

The next day I was woken up by innocent voices

"Damn it, girl, why are you sleeping here, wake up!"

I rubbed my eyes, but I still hadn't reacted, my whole body was covered in a sense of drowsiness

"What's wrong, Brother Tianzhen, why are you in my room?"

"What kind of room, you see where you are, I just fucking thought I was dreaming when I saw it."

I stretched out my hand to the side, and it was a cold wall, and then I touched it, and it was the same cold railing. I immediately woke up from sleepiness, looked around, and my mother fell asleep on the balcony!How could I do such a stupid thing, Tianzhen stood beside me and looked at me with an unbelievable face, my face turned red immediately, I covered my face and ran into the room, and threw myself into the quilt, My mind is full of me, and now I have personally confirmed my identity as a brain-dead.

I escaped from reality and fell asleep again. I slept until noon. When I went out, I saw that the fat man had come over. He immediately laughed when he saw me.

"Sister, is this fucking true? You really slept on the balcony all night like a crazy person? Are you reminiscing about bitterness and sweetness?"

Although I had prepared myself for a long time before I came out, I was still a little ashamed to hear the fat man laughing so bluntly. I used the excuse that I needed to wash up and hurried into the toilet, so as not to give the fat man a second chance to attack.

This naive, the mouth is too fast!If I had known that I would not have spoken for him yesterday, I should have let him go all over the street to find my little brother and cry like water, I was thinking, I didn't pay attention to the strength of my hand, and my mouth was full of blood.

Because we had to wait for news from Mu'an, we returned to Hangzhou within two days of staying in Beijing. The fat man entrusted the management of the shop to others. It seems that he will not be back in a short time. I still miss Xiaohua and Xiuxiu in my heart. It's a pity that I didn't have a second chance to meet them. Both of them were too busy. Naive saw my loss and comforted me, saying that they would definitely bring me to meet them again if they had the opportunity in the future.

After returning to Hangzhou, I deeply realized my lack of physical fitness. In order not to hold back in the future, I made an exercise plan, running in the morning and running at night every day, and asked Fatty or Tianzheng to teach me some shooting and fighting skills in the afternoon. Sometimes he will lose the chain, but his skills can still deal with most of the situations in the fight, more than enough to teach me.

When I first started running in the morning, I was in so much pain. I didn’t have much energy when I got up early, and running was a destructive exercise. The fat man laughed at me on the first day that running was like losing half my life. I laughed and said

"Brother Fat, don't you keep clamoring to lose weight? The two of us just happen to monitor each other and make progress together."

The next day, there were two dying figures on the edge of the West Lake. The fat man was not unable to run, but he was rather lazy, so we both gritted our teeth and stared at each other all the way, for fear that the other party would be lazy, and we will strictly follow through .

The little brother has always maintained a good living habit. He never sleeps in. Sometimes he will run with us in the morning, and sometimes he will do some physical training by himself in the room.

I sweated day after day by the West Lake, which was a profound youthful experience.