[Notes on Tomb Raiders] Return to Wushan

Innocence didn’t say enough, but we all know very well in our hearts that the success rate is not low, but very low. I already figured it out in Lin Xianyi’s tomb. It’s a pity, it’s a pity to die without dying. , If you have to die, you die, that is fate, it is helpless.

I am in a good state of mind, and this matter is not as hard to accept as I imagined, I said

"Why don't you forget it, I'm already on the black and white impermanence reservation list, there's no need to drag you into bad luck."

"Sister, since we decided to send you to the hospital at that time, we never thought of taking your life to the end. Do you remember what you said at the last moment?"

Looking at me innocently and seriously, what did you say at the last moment?Trying to remember the situation, I kind of said I'd go with them, but please let my friend go, nothing else, wait, friend? !I suddenly realized that the meaning of naivety is so. I was a little moved in my heart, but I was even more sorry. I wanted to say a few more words, but the fat man interrupted me.

"We've discussed this matter a long time ago. It's useless for you to say anything. Let me ask you, girl, are all the boys in your school ugly?"

I was taken aback when the fat man asked.

"No... no way..."

"Then why don't you fucking live?!"

I was really convinced by the fat man's ability to talk about the calf. I almost didn't realize it when I beat around the bush. I took the fat man's words innocently and said:

"Sister, I know you don't want to implicate us. We've got your wish. The choice is our own. Don't feel guilty. Besides, it's not your business alone. It's my brother's, since you're thinking about it. If I die anyway, why can't I let go of my courage and take a fight, things are far from hopeless now, and even if the final plan fails, we still have the ability to protect ourselves, so you don't have to worry about us."

"Yes, yes, we have kicked the tiger's ass before, just two words, life is hard, no matter where you go, you can't explain it, just put your heart in your stomach and it's over."

Naively sang with the fat man, and didn't give me a chance to interrupt at all. I subconsciously looked at my brother, wanting to see his reaction. The little brother nodded to me, indicating that this was also his idea. I immediately wanted to cry for nothing. , What kind of gods are the three of them, they are simply little angels in the world. I was so moved that I agreed with tears in my eyes.

In the afternoon, the doctor made a ward round and said that my injury would take at least a month to heal, and told me to pay attention to diet and rest more. , we can only save our lives first.

During nap time, the fat man and the little brother went to rest. These days, they took turns to accompany me in bed to ensure that there was someone in front of me. Xiaohua and Xiuxiu arranged people to take turns outside the ward. I guess it’s not as big a battle for a celebrity to go out on the street as I do. This may be the only time in my lifetime. I have to feel it well.

Seeing that I couldn't fall asleep, I sat on the edge of the bed and chatted with me. I was peeling an apple with a fruit knife in my hand. I watched his peeling action, and my heart moved, and I asked

"Brother Tianzhen, did you say anything when you were discussing my affairs?"

After all, among the three of them, the one I feel the most sorry for is my little brother. Originally, he was about to be released after serving his sentence, but he unexpectedly killed Cheng Yaojin halfway. The gate of freedom is kicked back, what kind of hatred and resentment.

Naive finished peeling the apples, and thoughtfully cut the apples into pieces, without looking up.

"He didn't say anything, he just said that you were seriously injured and needed to be sent to the hospital immediately. In fact, we didn't discuss anything at the time, and all the time was spent on the road. Why did you suddenly ask this?"

Naive inserted the bamboo stick and handed it to me, I took a bite and said

"No, I'm just curious, because you were the one talking to Fat Brother just now, I'm afraid I don't know if my little brother has other ideas."

"That's not it." Naively looked at me suspiciously.

"Are you afraid of my little brother?"

Is my facial expression management ability so bad? I feel guilty.

"No...no, how could it be?"

It's a pity that my stuttering betrayed me when I spoke, so I naively wiped my hands with a tissue and said

"Why are you afraid of my little brother? Although he talks less, he still treats you very well. Last time you fell asleep on someone's lap, and you didn't move for half a night because you were afraid of waking your little brother."

Hearing this, I was almost choked to death by the apple in my mouth, and I looked at the naive in horror.

"What the hell??? I'm sleeping on my little brother's lap? Why don't I know, Brother Tianzhen, are you dreaming?"

Naive twice

"Just in Gansu, the time we fell into the pit, didn't you sit in front of the fire to dry your clothes after you got up, and then you got sleepy, and you fell into my brother's arms when you leaned to the side. At that time, you still remember, little brother I pushed you back, you don't know it."

I rely on!I felt like a thunderbolt fell from the sky and hit my head, and I was dumbfounded on the spot. Seeing me naively, I reacted puzzled and said

"No way, you really don't know?"

"I, I, I, I... I always thought I was sleeping on your lap, little brother, he he he he he he... I, I, I, you, you, you, you, you..."

I stuttered like a repeater, innocently couldn't help laughing, and then comforted me by saying,

"It's okay, I won't take this little thing to heart."

"Is that also the brother who sent me back to the tent?"

I try to pull my sanity back from the shock and continue to take a bite of the apple

"It's not him, it's the tent I sent you back to. Good guy, your saliva is almost dripping on my arm. I almost want to pat you awake."

I let out a hey hey in embarrassment, I was really afraid that I would be ashamed, so I changed the topic to talk about something else. In fact, I haven’t fully recovered from my heart. Fatty Yu recited [-] Tang poems in the clubhouse and slept on my little brother. My god, I didn’t even dare to think about it before. Knock some bottle of evil candy, and I can't be a pig teammate.

In the evening, Xiao Hua came in with a food box and pushed the door. He put the food box on the bedside table and said to the two of us.

"It's Xiuxiu who made the porridge for you. She was going to come with me, but she couldn't get away because of something in the shop. Xiuxiu asked me to send you a message to say hello. Fatty has already taken their share. You have a taste."

Tianzhen opened the food box, it was chicken porridge, Xiaohua shook the hospital bed halfway, I was lying on the side of the bed, Tianzhen took the bowl and wanted to feed me, I quickly took the bowl and declined his kindness. It’s more comfortable to do it by myself. I blew cold porridge noodles and drank a sip, and said to Xiaohua

"Brother Xiaohua, please help me thank Xiuxiu when you go back, just say that the taste is very good, please don't work hard next time."

naively teased me

"I heard that the way you girls maintain friendship is by boasting to each other. The forum really didn't lie to me."

"Oh... Brother Xiaohua, tell Xiuxiu that Brother Tianzhen doesn't like her porridge."

Naive almost made the porridge burn, hurriedly said

"Don't listen to the little girl's nonsense, Xiuxiu must pluck out my hair when she hears this."

"Brother Xiaohua, look, Brother Tianzhen not only dislikes Xiuxiu's porridge, but also her people. He turned a corner and called her a shrew. Don't miss it when you tell me." I distorted the facts very naturally.

Naively raise porridge instead of the white flag to surrender

"Come on, I'm wrong, okay? You just think I'm talking nonsense. You guys have gender talent, so you can't talk about it."

Xiaohua smiled and listened to my quarrel with Tianzhen, adding porridge to our bowls from time to time.

After eating and drinking, I lay on the bed a little sleepy. I fell asleep while chatting with them. When I woke up, I didn’t know what time it was. It was dark outside the window, and there was no sign of dawn. It should be late at night. I half-opened Looking at her eyes, she found that the person accompanying the bed had been replaced by a younger brother.

The little brother sat on the side with his eyes closed, and I lay on the bed motionless and secretly looked at him. I felt a bit like an idiot fan who peeked at idols. The little brother’s personality is too cold, and I don’t usually dare to talk to him much. Contact, it's rare to see his face so close today, and what I recall in my head are all the little things he has been with innocence these days.

Such a man who is like a god, has repeatedly moved his heart because of innocence. It is because of him that he is sad, because of him, because of him, and because of guilt and anger. To what extent does he have feelings for innocence? Is it a friend, a relative, or It is the in-between, the higher being.

For a moment, I was in a trance, looking at the little brother's face in a daze, the little brother suddenly opened his eyes

"Are you not sleeping."

I was taken aback and hurriedly retracted my head under the quilt. I don't know why, just now I had a feeling that my little brother had seen through all my thoughts. This feeling makes people feel very insecure.

"I'll sleep while I'm waiting, I'll sleep while I'm waiting..." In terms of confession, I am on par with innocence.

The little brother's voice came from outside the quilt

"Don't force yourself if you can't fall asleep."

"Uh... well..."

I tore off the quilt in embarrassment, my brother was staring at the door of the ward, I don’t know what he was thinking, the atmosphere continued to be quiet, and I let out a sigh in my heart, it’s over, it’s like this again, it’s like this every time I’m alone with my brother, relative Silent, look at the sky when there is a day, and see the scenery when there is a view. In fact, there is nothing to look at, so I am in a daze.

So this time I decided to take the initiative, and before the atmosphere became weirder, I said

"Brother, why in Lin Xianyi's tomb, you didn't...uh...you didn't kill yourself." It made sense to kill me, but he didn't.

brother look at me

"Do you want to die?"

I hesitated for a while, honestly

"Do not want to."

After I finished speaking, my brother didn't speak again.

I seem to understand what my brother meant. My brother said before that he only saves people who don’t want to die, and he won’t intervene in those who want to die. I have to accept death as home, but in my subconscious, I still retain a small amount of will to live. Perhaps it is because my brother saw this that he leniently let me go.

After all, I'm still a coward.

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The author has something to say:

Because some babies are curious about whose arms the heroine is lying in, I will reveal the secret in this chapter. It can be regarded as half and half of the innocent and the little brother hahahaha, after all, the innocent has also worked hard~