remaining debt

Such tricks are changing with each passing day and emerge in endlessly.

When cooking in the cafeteria, someone would deliberately touch him to make him unsteady and spill out, or he could see cockroaches or bugs in the food.

The canteen of F Middle School advocates work-study programs, and some students from poor families work part-time in the canteen. If Shao is so rich in the coming year, it is easy to spend some money to find someone to secretly release cockroaches while cooking.

Yu Yan's weekly food expenses are only 20 yuan, six days a week, which is equivalent to 20 yuan per day. What can I eat for [-] yuan?Save a little on breakfast, you can buy two steamed buns for [-] cents, and you can only eat the cheapest vegetarian dishes for [-] yuan per meal.Occasionally, the junk shop's business is good, and Xu Qinxiang is in a good mood. If you give him an extra ten yuan or [-] yuan, he will extravagantly order two meat dishes.

Adolescent teenagers are definitely malnourished if they just eat these foods. Yu Yan is 1.6 meters [-], but his whole body is only [-] kg thin. Sometimes it is difficult to walk in the strong wind, as if he will be blown away.

The first time he ate cockroaches in his meal, Yu Yan was so disgusted that he didn't eat for a week, and his body became thinner and thinner.But after thinking about it later, since Nian Shao deliberately punished him, then the cockroach must have been put in the rice, so as long as the cockroach's piece of food was thrown away, he could continue to eat.

Therefore, Yu Yan became more and more unfazed by the cockroaches that would appear every day. After all, no matter how hard life is, there is still food to eat.

Fortunately, he is now being taken care of by Que Xingchen. In the evening, when he works in a barbecue shop, he has supper and finds that he has lost weight. Every time he said no, Que Xingchen had plausible words: "Look at how thin you are! If you wait a little longer, people will think that I employ child labor. If your Brother Chen is really arrested, will you still have a place to live?"

Yu Yan had no choice but to eat it obediently, and his gratitude to Brother Chen increased day by day.

If external blows can be avoided, what about internal destruction?

During this period of time, although he became more and more frustrated with Nian Shao's endless tricks and tricks, Yu Yan was still physically and mentally exhausted from the torture. Coupled with the part-time job in a barbecue restaurant, he obviously felt a lot of effort in his studies. Long-term incapacity still caused his grades to plummet. In the first monthly exam after the start of school, he actually fell from the first in the grade to 37th, which also fell below everyone's glasses.

Not only others, Yu Yan himself couldn't believe it, because in the ten years since he stepped into the school, he basically sat first in all kinds of exams, big and small, and the only time he got second was because of a fever.

Excellent grades are also the only thing he is proud of, which makes him feel that he is no longer so inferior.

But now, this only pride has been completely defeated.

What crushed him even more was that Ming Shao slept all day, yet he ranked fifth in the grade in the exam.

The moment when I learned of my own life experience, I have never felt so hopeless in life before. The sense of gap and imbalance is too strong, the eyes around me are too complicated, and my heart, no matter how strong and resistant to pressure, can no longer bear it. For the first time in my life, Yu Yan Had thoughts of suicide.

That day, when he saw sticky food waste in the desk again, he didn't hold back any longer, and slammed the desk cover shut, the noise was loud enough to wake up Nian Shao who was sleeping on the desk.

Sure enough, Nian Shao raised his head and looked at him with displeasure.

When grief and indignation are extreme, people don't even have fear, Yu Yan met Nian Shao's eyes, and spoke coldly: "Are you finished?"

Nian Shao, who had just woken up, was a little dazed. When he saw Yu Yan's deliberately fierce eyes, he suddenly felt that this person must have been offended, and he couldn't help but smile a little, and at the same time, a smile appeared on his face. Sarcasm: "What? Can't bear it again? Wasn't it quite bearable before?"

Yu Yan was not in the mood to go around in circles with him: "What exactly do you want? Haven't you calmed down a bit after the humiliation and torture in the past month?"

"You know—it's only been a month." Nian Shao's tone turned cold, "What about the 15 years before that?"

"So, are you going to continue to torture me for 15 years?" Yu Yan said angrily.

"It depends on your mood. But at least for the rest of my high school life, I won't let you go."

Nian Shao's eyes were full of serious, serious disgust.

"Don't you think you're naive? I know you want to destroy my life, but your tricks are a little too naive!"

Yu Yan also replied in disgust. This was a subconscious behavior, and the consequences were very serious.

Nian Shao slammed his fist on the desk. It was the break time after lunch. Although most people in the class had gone home or went to bed, there were not many people at the moment, but the sound still attracted their attention.

"Xia Sanluan? I'm sorry, but I have to use Xia Sanluan's tricks for people who are Xia Sanluan. But..." Nian Shao said, and suddenly moved closer to his ear, his voice was low and cruel, "You don't want to talk about it again If you suffer from these indiscriminate tricks, you have two choices..."

"What choice?" Yu Yan suddenly became nervous.

"The first way is to tell your true life experience in front of the whole class, so that maybe I can consider letting you go."

Yu Yan blurted out instantly, "You are crazy! This is impossible!"

Nian Shao smiled contemptuously, and continued without asking any questions: "The second one, I will say."

"No! No! Please! Don't say..." Yu Yan almost cried.

"It depends on my mood whether I say it or not." Nian Shao buried his head back in his arms, his voice was a little fuzzy following the changes in the space, but the words still smashed into Yu Yan's heart one after another like a huge thunder——

"Even you yourself find it difficult to talk about it, so what qualifications do you have to negotiate with the victim?"

Yu Yan didn't speak any more.

Yeah, he's not eligible.

Nian Shao had already deprived him of his qualifications.

Although grades are his only capital, background is the bottom line of his life.

His capital is gone, and the bottom line must never be broken.

Absolutely not.

So, he can only endure.

But no matter how much he endured, no matter how much he pretended to be nonchalant, to avoid the eyes of his classmates and teachers, once he escaped from school, Yu Yan's depressed heart would have nowhere to hide.

When I arrived at the barbecue restaurant, I couldn't concentrate on my work.

His loss of soul was too obvious, which attracted Que Xingchen's attention again.

"Xiaoyan, what's wrong with you?" Que Xingchen pulled Yu Yan aside and asked with concern, "Did you get criticized by the teacher again or were you bullied?"

When a person is sad, others may be able to digest it without asking others. Once the closest person mentions sad things, the grievances will pour out uncontrollably. Burst down.

Que Xingchen was terrified by this appearance, he quickly patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "It's all right, brother is here, if you have anything to tell brother, I will support you..."

Yu Yan cried even more when he heard the words. He was really sad, so sad that he desperately needed a warm refuge.

So subconsciously, he buried his head in Que Xingchen's arms, wanted to speak but choked out of tune for a long time: "I...I...monthly exam..."

Que Xingchen caught the important words, and asked suspiciously: "Monthly exam? Why, isn't the result satisfactory?"

Yu Yan nodded, his sobs became heavier: "Well...it's not ideal...I...I've never been so bad in a test..."

"How many?"

"Three, 37..."

"The whole class?"

"Year, grade... the ninth in the class..."

Que Xingchen had an expression of being struck by lightning, and helplessly mocked Zhou Xingchi's voice: "Wow, aren't you? The ninth in the class is worth crying for? Yu Yan, are you looking down on the scumbag?"

"No...not...but I was number one before...that's the only thing I can use to prove that I'm better than others..."

"Isn't it good to fail once in a while? Just work harder and get back to No. [-] next time. You said that you have always been No. [-]. If you take a step back occasionally, you will give others a way to survive. Think about those perennial positions. The second and third place is so frustrating, not to mention the monthly exam is nothing, the college entrance examination is the most important thing, it’s really not my brother, I basically passed the three years of high school, and I worked hard for the last three months. Oh, hey, you actually passed the second line! I was so happy at the time... In short, don't underestimate yourself, you are still young, and you are still growing."

Hearing Que Xingchen's comforting yet humorous words, Yu Yan's heart finally calmed down, he stopped crying and quickly raised his head, rubbing his eyes and saying embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, Brother Chen, I made you laugh... ..."

"It's okay, it's okay, just stop crying. You really scared me to death just now!" Que Xingchen first smiled, and deliberately stroked his chest, then thought of something, looked at Yu Yan and asked seriously, "Wait, Is it really just because of grades? To be honest, is someone bullying you all the time?"

Unexpectedly, Que Xingchen saw it. Yu Yan was startled, and hurriedly calmed down, waved his hand pretending to be calm and said, "No, no!"

Being too deliberate made him more uneasy, and Que Xingchen's expression became more severe. His body, which was originally sitting crookedly on the chair, straightened up at this moment, "Xiaoyan, I want to tell the truth."

Yu Yan didn't want to tell the truth, he wanted to tell the world about Nian Shao's behavior of torturing him in every possible way in the past month, so that everyone could see clearly what kind of bastard Nian Shao was.

However, he can't.

If you talk about Nian Shao, you must tell the antecedents, how dare he talk about his life experience.

"No matter how much I messed around back then, I would never become a murderer."

During this period of time, Que Xingchen's words kept popping up in his mind over and over again.

Now Que Xingchen regards him as his own younger brother, after talking about it, will he still?

He didn't dare to gamble.

He could only turn his mind around, adjust his mood, try to put on a smiling face, and said: "Brother, I'm really fine, someone bullied me before, but it was all a misunderstanding, and Lao Ban has already dealt with it."

"Did you lie to brother?" Que Xingchen was still suspicious.

"Brother is so kind to me, how dare I lie to you..." Yu Yan said calmly on the surface, but his heart was panicked.

Fortunately, Que Xingchen didn't ask any more questions, but stretched out his hands to rub his hair, and spoke as gently as ever, but concealed a little helplessness: "That's good, if you have any unhappy things in the future, you must tell my brother. If you hide and feel uncomfortable by yourself, brother will never care about you again, do you understand?"

Yu Yan suddenly had the urge to cry again, and he couldn't let Que Xingchen see it anymore, so he could only nod heavily.

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