The whole world is forcing the heroine to turn

Many times, people are particularly prone to addiction to something.

Just like now.

Encouraged by the president, Lu Chen started to do it by himself, but she didn't have any amazing ability to catch dolls, nor was she lucky.

Almost as soon as the clip was put down, the time was up. Unfortunately, Lu Chen didn't even touch the doll.

After absorbing the first failure, Lu Chen touched the doll for the first time, but it was just touching, she didn't pick up the doll.

Once, twice, three times...

The exchanged coins were all gone, and Lu Chen couldn't even hold a doll.

She stared at the doll inside aggrievedly, but she controlled the machine with both hands to start a new round of pinching the doll.

But it was a pity that she still didn't pick up the doll. After the money in her hand was used up, Lu Chen gave up the idea of ​​continuing. Although it was a pity and aggrieved, she just couldn't pick it up.

Lu Chen turned his head and called the president unhappily. As soon as the words fell, Lu Chen froze. The president who was supposed to stand beside her and watch her hold the doll was not there.

There is no one else here except her, the person who was holding the doll just now is not here, only her place is deserted in the busy street.

Lu Chen stood there blankly, she nervously searched for the president's shadow, there was no one, nowhere.

The fear of being left behind suddenly rose, and along with it came an inexplicable resentment.

Fear of a person's fear and insecurity.

Blame the anger and resentment of the other party's sudden departure.

The president left her behind, the president left her behind, it was too much, too much, too much.

Such thoughts immediately occupied Lu Chen's brain. Lu Chen hugged his head with both hands, and she squatted on the ground with a loud ah.

Why leave her alone?Why?

The president did not leave her alone, the president will not leave her.

Everyone is the same, and so is the president!

The president is different!

The two thoughts were repeatedly intertwined and entangled in Lu Chen's mind, and his brain seemed to burst. This pain made Lu Chen scream even louder.

"I'm sorry." A hand touched him suddenly, Lu Chen raised his head blankly, and saw the slightly apologetic face of the president, and the grievance immediately overwhelmed her, Lu Chen was about to cry loudly to the president Why did he leave? In a blink of an eye, he saw the doll held by the president.

For a moment, I couldn't say anything wronged.

Lu Chen cried sadly, she didn't say anything, she just cried and kept crying.

"It's all my fault, my fault, I shouldn't have let you stay here alone."

"I'm sorry, don't cry, okay?"

The president's eager and helpless words made Lu Chen cry even harder. She cried so hard that the president didn't know what to do for a while, so he could only look at her and comfort her.

Suddenly, Lu Chen rushed over and hugged the president's waist. She cried and said, "President, I'm sorry."

"sorry."

These three words have been repeated.

"What's wrong?" the president asked.

Lu Chen didn't answer, she just said vaguely: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

The president patted Lu Chen on the back, replied in a gentle voice, and did not continue to ask questions.

After crying for a while, Lu Chen stopped intermittently. She sobbed, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and came out of the president's arms.

"President, why are you being so nice to me?" Lu Chen lowered his head, tears were still hanging on his slender eyelashes, the president raised his hand to wipe away Lu Chen's tears, but stopped because of Lu Chen's last sentence.

"Obviously, I'm going too far."

"Because the president has the sense of security that I want, so I have been clinging to the president, because I need the president, so I have been holding on to the president."

As Lu Chen spoke, she never raised her head. Every word she said was blaming herself.

"I know that the president will not reject me, so I have been pestering you, even taking it for granted that the president is around, and the absence of the president is a heinous crime."

"This kind of me, this kind of me is not worthy of being treated like this by the president."

"The president is very responsible. The president will take good care of me. I will stick to the president and the president will not refuse, because the president is a person who takes the initiative to say sorry. No matter who is wrong, she will always apologize first. She Take all the responsibility on yourself."

"I'm not relying on the president, I'm just taking advantage of the president's sense of responsibility."

"I kept saying that Wen Zhi went too far, but in fact I went too far than him."

She is so excessive, she is so annoying, she does not deserve to be favored by the president at all.

She thought that those people treated the president badly, and thought that only she could save the president, but in fact she was the most unforgivable person who thought so.

Because the president complained, complained, and resented when he left, the president didn't owe her anything, why should she think like this?

She is so ugly.

Lu Chen clenched his hands tightly, the suppressed self-blame was swirling in his heart, and tears fell down again.

The president slowly wiped away Lu Chen's tears, and she said softly, "I'm sorry."

Lu Chen cried and said: "The president doesn't need to say sorry, I'm obviously the one who went too far."

"It's too much. I didn't give Lu Chen enough sense of security. I made Lu Chen have this kind of thinking, and made Lu Chen feel sad because of this kind of thinking. I will only make useless promises."

Lu Chen wanted to cry, he couldn't tell, he wanted to cry, obviously she said that, but the president didn't feel anything, and took all the responsibility on himself.

Obviously she was thinking wildly, it was obviously her fault... The president is a fool, a fool, a fool, why should he be so nice.

"President, don't be so nice to me, I will push my limits, and I will go too far next time."

"Well, it's okay." The president said, the calm voice made Lu Chen almost cry again.

It doesn't matter what Lu Chen does.

Good, bad, it doesn't matter.

Lu snorted dully, she squatted quietly on the ground, and it took a long time before she shouted: "Idiot president."

"Ah."

"Idiot idiot idiot idiot."

"Ah."

"The president is an idiot."

"Ah."

The way back was very quiet. Lu Chen walked beside the president with the baby in his arms, holding the president's hand tightly with one hand.

……

After taking a shower in the evening, Lu Chen went back to his room. The weather was fine today, and there were many things left.

Thinking of what happened today, Lu Chen couldn't help but regret and blame himself.

She couldn't breathe due to the pressure she shouldn't have. Lu Chen hates Lu Chen today, very much, even if the president said that, she still hates him.

Lu Chen sat on the bed without sleeping for a long time, the room door was knocked twice suddenly, Lu Chen was taken aback, she hurriedly got out of bed to open the door, the president stood outside the door.

She said: "I'm a little scared, can you sleep with me tonight?"

This was an excuse no matter how you heard it, Lu Chen nodded, said hello, and let the president come in.

After turning off the lights, Lu Chen was lying inside, and the president was outside. The two of them slept together when they were at school, and they had before.

In the past, it was almost always Lu Chen who proposed it. Few presidents would ask to sleep together. Occasionally, it was because they were worried about her.

The reason why I like the president is also because of this quiet gentleness, this person almost takes care of everything, he won't say anything on the surface, and he does everything in private.

Lu Chen closed his eyes, her body curled up slightly, and after lying down for a while, Lu Chen turned over, replaying the events of the day in his mind, unable to fall asleep no matter what.

The president said it's okay, but Lu Chen can't do anything about it.

As soon as Lu Chen turned over, he heard the president say: "When I was a child, I often wondered why my mother didn't come back. Did she run away with those mothers on TV and don't want me anymore."

In the darkness, the president's voice was very clear and flat, describing things related to himself.

Lu Chen's restless heart suddenly calmed down. She folded her hands together and placed them by her side, listening to the words of the president behind her.

"Later, when I saw my classmate's parents coming to hold a parent-teacher meeting, I was thinking why my mother didn't come, why she didn't really die, and why my mother just didn't want me anymore."

"Then I'm not a child my mother doesn't want, but a child without a mother."

— cheating.

"Everyone has excessive thoughts. Those thoughts that you think are excessive and excessive are actually not a big deal."

"People can't be perfect, and people can't be without any temper. Only people with some flaws, because people gradually correct these flaws as they grow up."

"This is life, whether it is good or bad, it is a precious life experience."

Half of what she said was lying, Lu Chen was clearly aware of this, but she couldn't say anything, didn't know what to say, didn't know how to say it.

The president was coaxing her in her own way, such a clumsy president, Lu Chen couldn't say a word to her: No, it's a lie.

The feeling of wanting to cry welled up again, Lu Chen carefully wiped away the overflowing tears with her hands, and said in a muffled voice, "If the president doesn't sleep, there will be dark circles under his eyes tomorrow."

The author has something to say: the next chapter will be 3 chapters, the longest one since the serialization _(:[-]」∠)_

In the next chapter, I will throw an anti-theft badge, which should be regarded as a welfare badge _(:3」∠)_, the content is probably a side story——after he, the world where Lu Chen is not there.

It’s probably this, I’ll only put it on for half a day, and replace it with the text after half a day _(:3」∠)_

That’s about it _(:3」∠)_

Girls who don’t want to read it can wait for me to replace it with the text_(:3」∠)_

Then it’s probably gone_(:3」∠)_

Good night everyone, sorry for the late update