The short-lived white moonlight only wants salted fish

It was already autumn, and the weather in the morning was a bit chilly. Jiang Yi put on a thin army green jacket and drove towards a cemetery in another district.

On the way to the cemetery, Jiang Yi drove past a flower shop, stopped the car, and asked for a bouquet of perfumed lilies.

She put the flowers on the passenger seat and drove the car on the road to the suburban cemetery.The scenery outside the window keeps passing, and the sun shuttles through the thick clouds and peeks out.Soon, the gloomy sky was replaced by bright sunshine, and it was refreshing autumn.

Jiang Yi looked at the brightly lit sky outside the window, turned his head to look at the brilliant perfume lily blooming against the sun, and such a picture flashed in his mind:

It seems that it was Mother's Day of a certain year, she pulled on her mother's lap and asked her: "What flowers does Mom like?"

Mom didn't speak, just pursed her lips and watched her smile.Jiang Yi acted like a baby with her, shaking her leg limply and said: "Please, just talk."

Mom reached out, rubbed her head and smiled, and said, "Let mom think about it, it should be the perfume lily."

That afternoon, Jiang Yi took out the money saved in the pen case, secretly went to the flower shop, bought a small bouquet of perfume lilies and came back.

Many years have passed, but Jiang Yi still remembers the expression on her mother's face when she received the bouquet of lilies, with nostalgia and melancholy at the same time.

Looking back now, Jiang Yi probably understands why her mother showed such an expression at that time.

Because Jiang Qionghua's pheromone taste is the perfume lily.Her mother liked Jiang Qionghua.

During the time when her mother was hospitalized, Jiang Yi often went to the flower shop to ask for a not-so-good-looking perfume lily, and put it in a vase in different ways every day.At that time, she could not smell Jiang Qionghua's pheromone smell, if she could smell it, she would probably hate Jiang Qionghua even more.

Her mother is so good, why doesn't Jiang Qionghua like it.Not only do they not like her, but they may even think she is a burden.

It seems that everyone is like this. As long as the person you care about is not treated well by others, you will be resentful, and even hate the person who neglects the person you care about.

Jiang Yi is like this, so she hated Jiang Qionghua when she was a teenager, it was so obvious.

Thinking about it now, maybe my mother didn't want me to do that.Even from the moment she said the phrase "I won't let Xiao Yi have no mother", she was already planning to go to Jiang Qionghua and hand Jiang Yi into her hands.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yi's vision gradually blurred, she raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and drove to the cemetery.

When the car stopped in the parking lot, Jiang Yi got out of the car. She carried a bouquet of perfumed lilies and went to her mother's cemetery according to her memory.

She vaguely turned over one cemetery after another, and finally found the place where her mother was buried.When she stood in front of her mother's cemetery and saw the line of "Tomb of Loving Mother Jiang Wenying", tears fell down her eyes.

At this moment, she vaguely remembered the scene when she was just born.

In the narrow corridor, someone dragged her out one by one, as if dragging her broken body out from under the wheel.No pain, even a sense of relief.

In a haze, she felt that someone was hugging her, and what came to her ears was not "give her cardiopulmonary resuscitation", "call, call an ambulance..." "Whoa, this child is dying..."

It wasn't a flustered and noisy cry, but a very hearty laughter: "It's a girl, she looks white, she looks pretty!"

"Look, isn't she very pretty!"

The owner of this voice handed her to a woman's hand. Her eyes still couldn't see clearly and she didn't know what the woman looked like, but she could feel the woman holding her in her arms, and there was a gentle and friendly feeling on her body. breath.

The woman raised her hand, trembling her fingertips, stroked her cheek, and said weakly: "It's very white, just like that person..."

Someone asked her: "Did you think of a name for her?"

The woman nodded and said, "After thinking about it, let's call him Jiang Yi. Yi is that Che Shiyi."

The doctor nodded and said with admiration, "Yilun, Yicai, she must be an outstanding child in the future."

The woman stroked her face and chuckled lightly: "She will be."

At that moment, Jiang Yi understood that she had already died, and she had a new life with the memories of her previous life.

She came back to life.

Realizing this, she couldn't hold back, and burst into tears.

The cry was so loud that even the doctor was startled.The doctor quickly carried her over, put her in his arms and gently coaxed her, saying, "This child is really energetic. This is the child who cries the loudest I have ever heard. Maybe she will be very lively in the future."

When she heard her mother answering the call, her voice was a little tired, but she was very happy: "It's better to be lively, children, you should be more lively."

Perhaps because of hearing this, she has been very lively since she was a child, and she is the pistachio of being a mother.

Because she knows that her parents in her previous life have missed her, and she can no longer miss her with her mother in this life.

Recalling so far, Jiang Yi understood everything.The reason why she appeared in this world, why she felt familiar with Jiang Ruxie at first glance, why she felt that there was no otherworldly feeling in this world, everything was clear.

She came here when she wasn't at all, she was Jiang Yi from the beginning.

She is Jiang Yi from mother, Jiang Wenying's Jiang Yi.

Jiang Yi's body softened, and he knelt heavily on the ground with the flower in his arms.She looked at the photo on the tombstone, and looked at the woman with a gentle smile through the mist, with tears streaming down her face.

She opened her mouth, tasted her own tears, and said tremblingly, "I'm sorry, Mom..."

"I actually forgot about you."

Jiang Yi hugged the flowers, walked towards the tombstone on her knees, stretched out her hand to caress Jiang Wenying's photo, and cried loudly.

She didn't know how long she cried before she got up slowly and put the flowers in her hand beside the tombstone.

When thinking of his mother's death once, Jiang Yi felt very sad.She hugged her knees, sat in front of the tombstone, looked at her mother's photo, and said to her in a low voice: "I'm sorry, Mom, I didn't forget you on purpose, and I didn't mean not to see you..."

This is the only person she can rely on in this world.Even if it was just facing her tombstone, Jiang Yi still had the feeling of going back to talking with her mother when she was a child, and couldn't help but speak out what was in her heart.

She sniffed and said to her mother: "When I finished the college entrance examination, something happened and I lost my memory, so I forgot my mother. I'm sorry..."

"Some time ago, when I met someone I knew well and saw a picture of my mother, I remembered a little bit...but I haven't remembered all of them yet, but I think of my mother..."

"I'm sorry mom, I haven't seen you for six years, you must miss me very much, and worry about me, right?"

She thought of letting go of her mother's hand when she died, and tears fell again.Jiang Yi raised his hand, wiped away his tears, and said in a muffled voice, "It's been six years... I'm almost 24 years old, I'm already an adult...Mom, don't worry about me being bullied, I'm doing fine now .”

She calmed down a little, and began to think to her mother: "But I didn't become a policeman. You said that being a policeman is dangerous. Although I still wanted to take the exam when I graduated, I didn't have the opportunity to take it. This is a coincidence. your heart."

"My amnesia was an accident, but luckily, although I have no memory, I was adopted by a kind old woman..."

Jiang Yi felt that even though grandma imprisoned her for two years in disguise, she still treated her sincerely.She couldn't hate a poor old man with a mental illness.

Jiang Yi sniffed, and continued: "When I was about 19 years old, I joined the army..."

"I don't remember if I told you that I split into an Alpha. Although I think I'm uglier than before, you don't have to worry about me being bullied."

"When I was in the army, life was good."

"Training intensity is average..." It's actually very hard.

"The food is very good..." Tiantian has a lot of fish and meat.

"Everything I do every day is training, or busy with the surrounding infrastructure..." That was the first two years. In the last two years, she was selected for the special forces because of her good physical fitness, and the big drug dealer at the border. Xiao Xiao fights wits and courage.Live a life of bullets and bullets, survival in the wild.

"My teammates were very kind to me, and one of them said to raise geese with me when he was discharged from the army..." But she died, in front of Jiang Yi, on the eve of her discharge.

"There was another one who found me a job after retiring from the army. Thanks to her, I was able to meet acquaintances and think of my mother..."

When Jiang Yi said this, he wiped away his tears, and said to her: "I'm an adult, and I came out of Jiang's house. Mom, it's a pity that Jiang Qionghua and I don't have a mother-daughter relationship. I still prefer to be a mother's child."

"But don't worry, I'm fine now. I have a job that earns money, and I've saved some money. In two years, I'll be able to buy a house and settle down."

"Mom, I owe someone a favor, and now I need money more, and my job may not be too stable. But it will be fine in two years. At that time, I want to open a goose farm and then a restaurant, just like you said It's like that. Do you think it's good?"

She rambled on and on, telling her mother what she had experienced, what she was doing, and what she wanted to do.

From morning to afternoon, until dusk, she endured the hunger and got up from the ground.

She leaned over, looked at her mother's photo and smiled: "Mom, I miss you so much. But it's getting late today, and I have to go back. Otherwise, someone will worry."

"Next time, next time I will come to see you sooner, and it won't be so long."

She said goodbye to her mother and drove out of the cemetery.On the way back, while thinking about her mother who died young, she felt melancholy, and at the same time, she couldn't help being pleasantly surprised to confirm her own origin.

She is Jiang Yi, Jiang Yi from the beginning to the end, what Jiang Silu likes is not someone who has nothing to do with her, but her.

Jiang Yi was both happy and nervous, and could hardly bear to run to meet Jiang Silu.

But when she thought of all the things that happened between her and Jiang Shuang since the meeting, her words and deeds, and the tears in Jiang Shuang's eyes that day, she felt a little uneasy.

Now she tells Jiang Shuang that she is Jiang Yi, of course Jiang Shuang will believe it, but will everyone be happy in this way?

Jiang Yi doesn't know, even if she knows that the person Jiang Silu loves is her teenage self, but she can't guarantee that Jiang Silu will like her now.

Does Jiang Silu love Phantom?Or fall in love with yourself again?Jiang Yi couldn't tell the difference.

She calmed down again, and seriously confirmed her intentions.It couldn't be more clear, she likes Jiang Rulu and wants to pursue her.

Given that she and Jiang Shuang are not in a relationship right now, she should give Jiang Shuang more solemn treatment.

Although she hasn't fully remembered about the teenager, and doesn't understand why she has to avoid Jiang Shuang, but now she still needs to be more sincere if she wants to be with Jiang Shuang.

She should give Jiang Silu a solemn confession.

Also, she has to apologize to Jiang Silu for what she did.

Jiang Yi's head was full of messy thoughts. When he was driving through the downtown area, he saw a claw machine on the first floor of the shopping mall.

For some reason, Jiang Yi suddenly remembered the giant panda doll she saw when she returned to Jiang's house.That doll is full of the smell of Jiang Silu.

She vaguely felt that Jiang Rushang probably liked this kind of doll very much, so she often slept with her in her arms.

Jiang Yi thought for a while, parked the car, and entered the mall.

After ten o'clock in the evening, she returned home with a big pink rabbit in her arms.

Jiang Ruxi happened to be at home when he opened the door.She was wearing a thin purple nightdress, sitting on the sofa and having a conference call. When Jiang Yi opened the door and came in, she looked at the doll rabbit in Jiang Yi's hand with some surprise.

Jiang Shuang's eyes lit up, she looked at the things in Jiang Yi's hand, and asked her: "Why are you back so late? Is your comrade-in-arms' affairs very difficult?"

Jiang Yi closed the door smoothly, raised his hand and scratched his face, hugged the big pink rabbit, walked towards Jiang Silu, and said with some embarrassment: "It's okay, it's not too much trouble, just need to take care of the children."

The old squad leader does have a daughter, who is only five or six years old, and she is quite beautiful.Jiang Yi casually used the old squad leader as a cover, and explained to Jiang Shuang: "Something happened to her mother, and the child was not taken care of, so I went to take it."

"By the way, I took my child to the mall today to accompany her to grab claw machines. I grabbed a lot of them, and she gave me one later."

"I think this rabbit looks like you, so I took it back."

Jiang Yi began to blush for herself who was full of lies. She squeezed her hot ears with one hand, and held the big rabbit in the other hand, and handed it to Jiang Silu: "Would you like to send it to you?"

Seeing her like this, Jiang Silu's heartbeat fluttered.She bit her lip, looked at the rabbit in Jiang Yi's hand, and said nothing.

She actually knew that Jiang Yi didn't go to find his comrades today at all, she went to the cemetery and stayed in the shopping mall for two hours without eating.

Jiang Silu thought she was going to eat, but she didn't expect that she was going to grab the claw machine.

How much she remembered.Remember it all, or just a little?

Jiang Silu didn't know, she only knew that she couldn't hold back her tears now.

Seeing her staring at him with wet eyes and not speaking, Jiang Yi was very disturbed.She no longer had the eccentric look she used to, but just looked at her nervously, just like when she secretly carried the panda into Jiang Silu's room back then, feeling very uneasy.

This uneasiness made her voice tremble.Holding the rabbit, Jiang Yi hesitated and said, "Don't you like it? Then I'll..."

Jiang Ruxi quickly reached out, took the rabbit in her hand, and said hoarsely, "I want it."

She hugged the rabbit and looked up at Jiang Yi, her affectionate eyes were like a puddle of water, which could drown Jiang Yi in it.She spoke with a hoarse voice: "Jiang Yi, can you give me a hug?"

Jiang Yi was a little embarrassed, walked into her, stretched out his hand across the rabbit, and clumsily hugged her into his arms.

The two hugged each other across the rabbit, feeling a little funny.Jiang Rulu seemed to feel Jiang Yi's complicated mood, and couldn't hold back a chuckle, hugging the rabbit and burying his face in it.

Hearing her laugh, Jiang Yi asked in embarrassment, "What are you laughing at?"

Jiang Silu didn't answer, and buried his face in the rabbit, letting his tears soak into the gift that Jiang Yi used to apologize.