After the Xueba character was exposed

Jiang Zhao hung up the phone, his eyes drooping, wondering what he was thinking.

The room was so quiet that only the sound of Jian Yao's writing could be heard, Jian Yao silently finished a song, then turned around and asked, "Do you want a puzzle?"

Jiang Zhao seemed to have regained his senses at this time, and his body moved a bit: "Yes."

"Then I'll come too." Then he put down his pen.

Because he was afraid that the cat would destroy the place he had put together, the puzzle was placed in the bookcase. Jian Yao took the initiative to take it out, and when he turned around, he saw Jiang Zhao frowning slightly looking at him.

Jian Yao understood what he meant, walked to the bed and put the puzzle on the bed firmly, with a look of enlightenment: "You can't be impetuous when practicing calligraphy. I'm not in a good state now. I need to put together a picture to calm down."

From Jian Yao's mouth, he knew that he was talking nonsense, but Jiang Zhao only snorted softly, didn't say anything, and continued to stare at the puzzle in a daze.

The chat between Jiang Zhao and Jiang Yuning just now did not avoid Jian Yao, Jian Yao heard it clearly.

Jiang Zhao wanted Jiang Yuning to find another partner, but Jiang Yuning just smiled helplessly and said a few casual words in a perfunctory manner.This topic didn't go on for a long time, and Jiang Yuning subtly took it over, but Jiang Zhao obviously lost the good mood when he answered the phone at first, and hung up the phone without saying a few words later.

Jian Yao was a little dizzy when he heard this, and vaguely felt that there was something between the father and son, but he couldn't be sure.

Does Jiang Zhao know the reason for his parents' divorce?

Why did Jiang Zhao not shy away from him when talking about these things with his father?

Maybe Jiang Zhao didn't take these words as a secret at all, just like he also easily told about his parents' divorce at the beginning, the reason why people think he is mysterious is because he has a cold temper, so no one has ever asked about it. over him.

If you ask him now, will he answer?

Jian Yao couldn't tell what mood he was in now. On the one hand, he felt that too much research into other people's family affairs was not respectful, and on the other hand, he wanted to know more about Jiang Zhao.

He looked at Jiang Zhao, who had already taken off his shoes and got on the bed, and put aside the pieces of the jigsaw puzzle that hadn't been put together, as if he noticed his gaze, he raised his eyes suspiciously.

Still with that cold and indifferent look in his eyes, Jian Yao panicked for no reason, and walked forward without thinking.

When he calmed down, he had already walked a few steps away, and he couldn't go back, so Jian Yao simply went to the living room and looked for water in the refrigerator.

The fruit wine jars of Huahuafenfen are placed on the top floor, Jian Yao reaches out to touch the body of the jar, and then glances at the beer on the lower floor.

It was left over when Zhang Wenbin came to eat before. Jian Yao knew that he didn't hold a lot of alcohol and didn't like beer very much, so that can was left alone until now.

Jian Yao kept his posture and stood for a while, pressed his wrist, moved to the second floor and took out the can of beer.

Jian Yao opened the jar on the way, and had already drank a couple of sips when he walked to the desk, put the jar on the table, and turned over on the bed.

Jiang Zhao sat across from him, already holding several pieces in his hand, and was trying one by one towards the empty space of the puzzle.

The jigsaw puzzle has been completed for the most part, and only the middle piece is left. It should be quite fast to put together the pieces that fit together outside the picture, and then fill in the whole piece in the picture, but Jiang Zhao did not do this, and It is to insist on trying one by one in the picture.

It seems that it is not to complete the puzzle quickly, but to use the puzzle to divert attention.

Jian Yao followed him and grabbed a handful of pieces in his hand, and tried them piece by piece.

The third-year high school students had been out of school for a while, and there was a lot of noise outside the small dilapidated house, and then it became quiet again. The cat didn't make trouble this time, but instead occupied Jian Yao's bed by itself, lying on its stomach in the middle and sleeping soundly.

The surroundings were too quiet, Jian Yao subconsciously relaxed his movements, even breathing carefully, for some reason, the atmosphere was so quiet that he didn't dare to raise his head, and he could only see Jiang Zhao's legs crossed and his hands holding the jigsaw pieces. Hands, can only try to focus on the puzzle.

Water droplets emerged from the beer can, flowing down the can, and gathered into a circle on the table. Jian Yao was a little parched, but there seemed to be an invisible force behind his back, preventing him from turning around to get the beer.

He licked his lower lip, held the fragment and stretched out his hand to try it. Jiang Zhao also pinched a fragment and leaned towards him. Their hands rubbed in the air, and then they stopped at the same place almost at the same time.

Jian Yao raised his eyes and quickly glanced at Jiang Zhao's face, then returned to the hands of the two, turned half a circle against the fragment, and pressed the tip of the fragment into the depression on Jiang Zhao's face: "These two are together."

Jiang Zhao gave a "hmm" and pressed the two conjoined fragments into the picture.

Jian Yao squeezed a new one in his hand, wishing he could beat his own person in his heart.

In such an indescribably depressing atmosphere, when he saw the pieces that were pressed together, his thoughts were twisted.

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But taking this opportunity to say something, Jian Yao felt that the atmosphere around him eased up a bit, and he was not so nervous anymore.

He reached out for a beer can to drink, Jiang Zhao seemed to have just discovered it, looked at him and asked, "How do you drink this?"

"I saw that there was a can left in the refrigerator, so I thought about drinking it."

Jiang Zhao said indifferently and decisively: "When you get drunk later, no one will take you home."

"...Just one can can't get you drunk." Jian Yao resentfully said, and sipped the wine against the mouth of the can again, feeling that this is a good opportunity, pretending to ask casually, "When did your father leave the country?"

Jiang Zhao: "The year before last."

"Oh." Jian Yao held up the jar, "That's only two years, why did you...uh, urge you to get married?"

He thought for a long time before coming up with such a word, and it still felt weird when he said it.

Jiang Zhao looked at Jian Yao, and it took a long time before he spoke: "He is alone everywhere, there is me in China, and there is no one abroad."

"Then why didn't he find a partner?" Jian Yao hesitated, "Do you want to remarry?"

"No." Jiang Zhao quickly denied, frowning slightly.

Jian Yao felt Jiang Zhao's repulsion, so he didn't continue to ask, but heard Jiang Zhao say: "My dad likes men."

"..." Jian Yao almost threw the pot in his hand on the bed, he was stunned for a long time before he calmed down a little, and asked, pressing his heart that was about to jump out, "Bisexual?"

Jiang Zhao said, "No."

Then why get married? ?

That's why Zhang Xuenian was so repulsive, almost didn't even want Jiang Zhao anymore.

Then why did Jiang Zhao know that he was still so close to his father?

Jian Yao's mind was in chaos.

"He knew his orientation very early on, but he knew that my grandparents couldn't accept it, so he kept hiding it." Jiang Zhao was still holding the fragments in his hand, but he didn't move, as if he was thinking about what to say next, "He didn't follow Others have said that they will keep a distance from men and live like normal people. I married my mother because I really admired her. As a result, after marriage, she accidentally saw the emails from a few years ago. At that time, my dad consulted on the Internet Doctors in this area."

Jiang Yuning might not be able to "love" Zhang Xuenian like that, but he was sincere to her. He didn't want to hide Zhang Xuenian, and he couldn't find a good way to justify the situation at that time, so he made a decision, with the mentality that he would be understood, Tell Zhang Xuenian the facts.

This decision was obviously wrong. After Zhang Xuenian found out, she was in a very crazy state, and she was in a dangerous period of pregnancy. She was extremely angry and said that she didn't want to see Jiang Yuning again. Jiang Yuning also wanted to calm her down. In the end, within a few days, I received a call from Zhang Wenbin, saying that Zhang Xuenian wanted to have an abortion.

Jiang Yuning had to go back to persuade Zhang Xuenian. At that time, he was also at a loss. He couldn't force himself to change this natural orientation, and he couldn't make Zhang Xuenian trust him. He thought he was right, but in fact he was wrong.

The final result can only be a divorce. Zhang Xuenian promised him not to tell his parents, but he voluntarily gave up the custody of the child. He tried to make Zhang Xuenian's life better, and helped her a lot at work. Later, he really resisted Not staying at home to urge him to remarry, he could only find excuses to go abroad.

The last time I met Jiang Zhao before going abroad, Jiang Yuning told Jiang Zhao these things. At that time, Jiang Zhao was still a junior high school student. He didn't know if it was right to do so, but he knew that he had made a mistake at this age. I was afraid that Jiang Zhao would follow the same path as him.

At that time, Jiang Zhao was almost the same as now. After listening to Jiang Yuning's words, he was silent for a long time, and then talked about what happened to him at school.

Jiang Yuning replied with a smile, and then cried while smiling.

Jiang Zhao was probably the only one who understood him.

It was the first time for Jian Yao to hear Jiang Zhao say so many words.

Jiang Zhao's voice was very soft, without excessive ups and downs or emotions, as if he was telling a story.

Jian Yao lowered his head slightly, holding up the jar to drink, but found that the wine had been drunk unconsciously.

He bit the rim of the can, not knowing where to put his eyes, so he landed on the gray piece in the middle of the puzzle.

He heard himself ask, "Then you too."

He didn't know if this thing would be hereditary, but since Jiang Zhao had come into contact with it two years ago, it might have been affected by then...

"I'm not." Jiang Zhao said.

Jian Yao's eyes flickered, as if he heard Jiang Zhao lightly laughing.

"It just happened to like a boy."

Jian Yao felt a buzzing sound in his head.

He bit the rim of the jar for a long time before loosening his teeth, and felt that his current posture was so awkward, and he wanted to move, but his whole body was extremely stiff.

There seems to be only a thin layer of paper between him and Jiang Zhao. The tip of the pen has been pressed on the paper, leaving a circle of ink marks, which can be pierced with a little force.

Jiang Zhao continued to put together the picture, with his hand hanging over the puzzle, picking out the appropriate pieces.

Looking at that hand, Jian Yao's brain became hot, he lowered his eyes and took a very shallow breath, stretched out his right hand and pressed it on Jiang Zhao's hand.

"Do you have any reaction?" Jian Yao said this sentence as quickly as possible, breathing a little hurriedly, four fingers burrowed into Jiang Zhao's palm to hold his hand, and the cold moisture brought by the wine jar instantly became hot , "Like me... my heart beats very fast."

The pieces in Jiang Zhao's hand fell on the jigsaw puzzle, but he didn't care, and just let Jianyao lead it.

After a long while, Jiang Zhao exerted a little force to hold the hand back.

"What do you think?"

Jian Yao was suddenly speechless.

He stared at the hands they held together. It was obviously the most common and simple touch, but it was more difficult to calm down than every time before.

He didn't know whether it was Jiang Zhao's hot hands or his, and he didn't know whether the wetness on the palms was the water on the wine tank or someone else's sweat. The sticky feeling made them stick closer together.

The sound of his heartbeat seemed to be right next to his ears, and every beat made his breathing a little faster.

"Jian Yao." Jiang Zhao suddenly called out, "Your face is very red."

Jian Yao blinked lightly: "Drink."

"Are you drunk again?"

"……Um."

"Then what do I do now, do you forget when you wake up tomorrow?"

"..."

Jian Yao's eyelashes trembled slightly, and the wine jar was still in front of his mouth, and he held it tightly in his hand, as if it could block his inner tension.

The memories from a few days ago came back again, Jian Yao's mind went blank for a while, and he asked him, "What do you want to do?"

Jiang Zhao said, "What do you think?"

This is the sentence again.

Even at this time, Jiang Zhao was very annoying, and insisted on pushing all the problems back to him.

He clearly knew that he was nervous and embarrassed, but this man was able to look at him calmly, as if he wanted to see him like this on purpose.

Jian Yao took two quick breaths, then raised his head suddenly, his eyes were clear, but maybe because of drinking, the eye sockets were a little wet, and the corners of his eyes were also slightly red.

"I'm not drunk yet."

He looked at Jiang Zhao, his breath was in a mess, and he wanted to lower his head countless times, but he held back.

He looked at Jiang Zhao, "So what you are going to do, I won't forget it when I wake up tomorrow."

Jiang Zhao didn't speak, his eyes fell below the tip of Jian Yao's nose, and he quickly looked away.

Jian Yao held hands tightly with him, and moved his face closer to him, not knowing whether he wanted to see his expression at the moment or let him see himself at the moment.

He heard himself asking again, "What do you want to do?"

The hand he was holding was suddenly pulled, and Jian Yao leaned forward uncontrollably. He subconsciously tried to stabilize his figure, but a hand blocked the back of his head, and Jiang Zhao leaned towards him.

The world seemed to fall into silence, only the wind came in through the window and lifted the curtain by a corner.

The cat woke up while the two were talking, jumped out of the cot, and was about to move its position, but suddenly stopped, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at the two people on the bed with wide eyes in doubt.

They were holding hands, kissing each other, their intertwined breaths carried a hint of alcohol, but they were more sober than ever.

The heartbeat of youth is like grass in the cracks of stones, green and immature but pure and beautiful.

There are no cumbersome and complicated reasons, and there is no need for colorful embellishments.

With just one impulse, it can grow wantonly.

The author has something to say: Thank you for reading, thank you for your company!

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