After the Xueba character was exposed

"How was the test?"

On the screen was the face of a middle-aged man, perhaps due to the poor signal, the picture was a bit blurry, but it couldn't hide the smile on that face.

Jiang Zhao also pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Need to say?"

Jiang Yuning laughed out loud.

Jiang Zhao stopped smiling.

This conversation is all too familiar.

In the past few years, he has been soaking in memories, and the memories of just half a year have been brought out and grinded repeatedly by him. Every detail has been engraved into his subconscious mind, and a similar action can be associated.

It seemed as if he went back to four years ago in an instant. He was sitting in a small broken room and received a video call from Jiang Yuning. Jian Yao was sitting next to him, holding a pen and writing, but he was actually eavesdropping on the conversation between him and Jiang Yuning.

They puzzled together silently, revealed their hearts awkwardly, kissed tenderly and nervously...

"Why aren't you talking?" Jiang Yuning asked suspiciously.

Consciousness was roughly pulled back to reality, Jiang Zhao's eyes flashed in a trance, and he quickly calmed down: "What did you just say?"

"It's nothing. After you finish the postgraduate entrance examination and get your graduation certificate, you have a long vacation, right? Do you want to come and play with me?"

Jiang Zhao lowered his eyes: "Well... let's talk about it."

"Xiao Zhao." Jiang Yuning smiled helplessly, "You have been too tired these few years, come to me to relax."

Jiang Zhao responded vaguely.

"Don't hold back anything, tell Dad." Jiang Yuning said, "I know what you think, your mother's situation is much more stable now, and I'm also trying to find a way to enlighten her..."

"Then can you persuade her to accept it?" Jiang Zhao asked suddenly.

This time it was Jiang Yuning's turn to be silent.

"I saw him." Jiang Zhao looked out of the window, and the snow fell silently, "These two days...he came for the exam."

Snow stopped.

Jiang Zhao hung up the phone and got up to wipe off the fog on the glass. It was already dark outside, the road was covered with thick white snow, and no pedestrians passed by. The picture seemed to be frozen here.

He looked out of the window in a daze, guessing Jian Yao's behavior. When he saw him at noon today, he had packed a lot of things on his back. He should be going back directly after the exam, so he should be on his way now.

Jiang Zhaoyou thought about the scene of meeting Jian Yao, and he has been waiting until a certain ripe time, when he can ensure that Jian Yao will not be harmed, he will go to Jian Yao, no matter what Jian Yao does Choose, he will accept.

But he didn't expect to see Jian Yao on the campus of University A.

Jiang Zhao was not surprised when he learned that Jian Yao University was staying in City C. Jian Yao was not an extremely brave person, and sometimes he was even a little pessimistic. More than a year was enough for him to calm down from his fanatical love and leave his love behind. Open those fantasies that you think are perfect and make the most sensible choices.

Then why did you decide to study at University A?

Was it impulsive, or prepared, or...already let go?

Even if he was mentally prepared, Jiang Zhao was unwilling to face the possibility of the last thought.

He put away his thoughts, turned out the professional book of the class he was going to take tomorrow, and looked at it carefully.

It was late at night, and Jiang Zhao was a little tired from studying, so he closed his book and rested for a while, then took out his cell phone.

He checked today's train time, there is a train at [-]:[-], and it should be almost here now.

He clicked into QQ to see if this person had posted any new updates, but he saw a friend request first.

The reason for application is a name: Zheng Mengyang

Jiang Zhao put on his coat and rushed out of the room. The elevator went up too slowly, so he simply ran down the stairs.

The cold wind is like a sharp knife cutting on the skin, and the snow on the road has not yet been cleared. In the silence, every step will make the crunching sound of fluffy snow squeezed.

Jiang Zhao ran towards Wanda, there were more vehicles and pedestrians on the road, and the hustle and bustle sounded in his ears, but he couldn't hear anything.

His mind was full of what Zheng Mengyang said just now.

"What the hell do you think?"

"What trouble can your mother cause? Jian Yao has nothing but himself."

"His grandma has passed away."

Jiang Zhao's breath was messy, and his heart throbbed so hard that he had to stop first.

He made a big mistake.

It turned out that his assumptions were all wrong. Jian Yao's decision to pass the exam was not impulsive, nor was it well-prepared, nor had he let it go.

He is really desperate.

The phone suddenly buzzed and vibrated, Jiang Zhao looked at the note name on the dialed voice call, and was stunned in place.

He calmed down his breathing, and he had no time to think about why Jian Yao dialed this number, put the call to his ear, but couldn't say a word.

There was also silence for two seconds, and there was a voice that made him think about it day and night. It was very soft, but it could make him drop his helmet and armor in an instant: "Jiang Zhao..."

Jiang Zhao closed his eyes and started to walk again: "Wait for me there."

The barbecue shop was busy, and there were still a few tables waiting in the waiting area. The proprietress came to Jian Yao's place to clean up the tables, and asked him if he wanted to eat or not. Jian Yao understood, and walked away without a word to the waiting area.

He hung his head down, staring blankly at the floor, looking out of place in the noise, but no one noticed him.

The door was pushed open and closed, and a person walked in with a cold air. The waiter quickly greeted him: "Welcome, how many people are there?"

"I'm looking for someone."

Jian Yao's eyes flickered, and he tilted his head slightly. The man had already walked in front of him a few steps away.

Jian Yao raised his head, his eyes met, Jiang Zhao panted slightly while running all the way, stared at him with his lips pursed, and didn't speak for a long time.

Jian Yao spoke first: "How do you know I'm here?"

His mind was always in a mess, and he gradually calmed down after hanging up the phone, remembering that he hadn't told Jiang Zhao where he was at all, but Jiang Zhao seemed to know what he said.

Jiang Zhao didn't answer this question, but picked up Jian Yao's coat and put it on him, then went to pick up his bag: "Where do you live? I'll take you back first."

Jian Yao lowered his head again, and sat motionless. Those grievances that he restrained in the bottom of his heart in the past began to move just after hearing Jiang Zhao's words.

"I don't know." His throat was dry, and he bit his lower lip before continuing, "I have nowhere to go."

Jiang Zhao clenched the hand holding the shoulder strap of the schoolbag. He stood stiffly for two seconds, bent over and pulled Jian Yao's coat tighter, and said in a low voice, "That's it now."

Jian Yao's breath was stagnant, and he grabbed the hand on his chest. The long-lost heat penetrated into the palm of his hand, awakening those emotions that had been accumulated and hoarded for many years, breaking through the line of defense in an instant, and spreading to every part of the body.

He took a deep breath in pain, and finally found his voice. He felt that he should be drunk, so all his rationality disappeared, his body couldn't hold those negative emotions, and he was trying to convey them out.

"You added me a long time ago, why didn't you tell me?" Jian Yao asked, "Why did you pretend to be a stranger to play games with me? Why didn't you just find me? Why..."

"Jian Yao, calm down." Jiang Zhao interrupted him, he really wanted to kiss him now, even hug him, but the people waiting beside him had sensed something was wrong, and they were looking at them with strange eyes sideways glance.

He put the hat on for Jian Yao, and rubbed his head through the fabric, "Let's go back first."

Jian Yao quieted down, shrunk into the wide hat, Jiang Zhao stood straight and looked out, it took 10 minutes to walk back from here, he just smelled the smell of alcohol on Jian Yao, decided to take Jian Yao back by taxi: " I'm going to stop the car first, wait for me here."

"Don't go." Jian Yao lowered his head, tightly clutching Jiang Zhao's hand, his knuckles turned white from the force.His voice was a little trembling, and he repeated this sentence repeatedly, "Don't go, don't go."

Time seemed to go back to the cold winter of the second year of high school, he was holding Jiang Zhao's hand like this, but Jiang Zhao pushed him away.

After many years, he has not cultivated the slightest courage. He is still as fragile as ever, and he is still afraid of that scene.

Jiang Zhao could no longer maintain the calmness he had when he came, and grabbed Jian Yao's with his backhand.He squatted down in front of Jian Yao, and hid with him in the wide hat, looking at his red eye circles, he no longer cared about other people's thoughts.

"Don't go." He stroked Jian Yao's head reassuringly, and pressed a kiss on his lips, "I won't leave from now on."

Jiang Zhao and Jian Yao struggled for a long time, and finally took him out to stop the car together.

It wasn't snowing or windy outside, and the car was stopped very quickly. Jian Yao didn't freeze for a long time, his hands seemed to be glued to Jiang Zhao's hands, and he refused to loosen them. He could only wear his coat on his body. Relying on Jiang Zhao to hold it with one hand, it will not slip down.

In order to save Jian Yao from the cold, Jiang Zhao asked the driver to park the car downstairs. The house he rented outside was on the 17th floor in the community opposite the south gate of University A. Fortunately, almost no one came in and out at this spot. The elevator Arrived quickly and there was no one else inside.

After Jian Yao came out of the barbecue shop, he stopped talking and quietly acted as a humanoid follower.

But once he sensed that the hand he was holding had a tendency to escape, he immediately pulled it back with all his strength, and put his whole body on Jiang Zhao's arm.

This man's ability to play tricks has not deteriorated at all.

Jiang Zhao took Jian Yao back home in such an awkward posture. He left too hastily just now, and the heating was still on. After entering, he threw Jian Yao's coat on the sofa. He couldn't take off his coat for the time being. The zipper can be opened to dissipate heat, but one hand is finally freed.

"When are you going to catch it?" Jiang Zhao asked him.

Jian Yao lowered his head and said nothing.

Jiang Zhao sighed helplessly, took the doll and pet to get honey from the refrigerator, and then walked into the kitchen.

Jian Yao reluctantly changed from grabbing hands to wrists, and quickly changed back after Jiang Zhao finished opening the bottle cap.

The kitchen space is small and the lights are dim. Jiang Zhao stirred the spoon in the cup and made a crisp sound. After stopping, the surroundings suddenly fell into silence.

Jian Yao closed his eyes, put his forehead lightly on Jiang Zhao's shoulder, and carefully rubbed back and forth.

Jiang Zhao looked at the steaming water cup, and said softly, "I thought it was not time to find you before."

Jian Yao stopped his small movements and waited for his next words.

"My mother was crazy two years ago, I was afraid she would hurt you, and I have been waiting for a suitable opportunity." Jiang Zhao pursed his lower lip, "I didn't know your grandma was... sorry."

He has never regretted so much before, if he had known earlier, he would not have let Jian Yao suffer alone for so long.

Jian Yao shook his head, but he still didn't speak, maybe he was too excited when he was at the barbecue restaurant, so he calmed down now.He reluctantly let go of Jiang Zhao's hand, put his arms around Jiang Zhao's back, buried his head in Jiang Zhao's neck, and asked for a silent hug.

Jiang Zhao also hugged him back.

They talked a lot, this time it was different from before, most of the time it was Jiang Zhao who spoke, his voice was very low and soft, and when he spoke for a long time, it was like telling a story.

He said that Zhang Xuenian took him to see many psychiatrists after he dropped out of school, but none of them believed that he was ill. In less than half a year, Zhang Xuenian was like crazy, yelling and crying at him, exposing all the ugliness in front of his eyes .

She even thought about sending him to a behavior correction school, but he finally had no choice but to tell Jiang Yuning about it, and Jiang Yuning immediately dropped all his jobs and returned to China.

This should have been a grievance of their generation, and it should be resolved by themselves.

Later he was sent to No. [-] Middle School, which was a fully closed school, and he could only go home once a month, but he never went back.

He didn't know exactly what Jiang Yuning did during that time, he only knew that Zhang Xuenian finally agreed to see a psychiatrist and cooperated with the doctor's treatment.

Zhang Xuenian's situation is getting better. In the past few years, she has not threatened him with Jian Yao anymore. When she learned that he was preparing to graduate and take the postgraduate entrance examination within three years, Zhang Xuenian came to ask, and he answered truthfully. Zhang Xuenian struggled for a long time, but finally did not attack.

He originally planned to go to Jian Yao after the postgraduate entrance examination was over and everything settled, but he didn't expect that Jian Yao's grandma passed away.

He wanted to look for Jian Yao when he was able to give him a home, so that he could transition from one home to another, but he didn't expect this decision to make Jian Yao wander alone for more than a year.

Why don't you come to me?

Jiang Zhao didn't ask this question in the end.

Jian Yao nodded sleepily next to him, but refused to sleep, until Jiang Zhao agreed to let him hold hands before obediently lying down on the bed.

Jiang Zhao looked at the sleeping person on the bed, with half of his face sunk in the pillow, his eyelashes fluttering from time to time, like an insecure child.

He clasped Jian Yao's hand tightly, with five fingers inserted between his fingers.Fortunately, they are together again. The road ahead diverged so far, stuck in darkness for so long, and finally converged again and returned to the sunshine.

This time I will never let go again.

The author has something to say: here we come!After returning to school, I deeply realized that writing really needs an extremely quiet environment TAT

Thanks for reading, and thanks for being with me!

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感谢在2020-09-1221:00:00~2020-09-1602:17:20期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 double line book;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：君渃80瓶；三四王21瓶；我是你的小可爱12瓶；落鲸吞栗10瓶；天天开心1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!