mommy in love

"Isn't Xiao Mo also a workaholic?"

Fan Xiaomian smiled, she knew that Shen Moru was afraid of being wronged.When I came out to work, I still thought about it, since I have done it, I have to work hard.Everyone's success is not easy to come by. If you don't pay, how can you succeed.

Shen Moru looked at Fan Xiaomian's smile, a little obsessed.In the past, I always felt that I was the one who gave and chased, and I carried it alone when I was tired.But now seeing her such an elegant and calm smile, he suddenly felt that maybe this person had been pampering him all the time.

Complained that she was inconsiderate of herself and ran away blindly.Still using that clumsy excuse to reject his affection.Perhaps she has been the most tired one, she has never resented herself.He gave up his dream, lived a life of fugitive, and suffered a lot.Not even a single serious word was said.Maybe I was unhappy occasionally, but seeing myself being wronged, I was completely discouraged, forgetting that I was still angry, and in the end it only turned into a deceptive scene.

"I'm different from her. She has a desperate job, but I don't have one."

"If you didn't work so hard, you wouldn't have stomach problems, would you? I remember when I was in school, your stomach was better than mine. Now? It's not even half of mine, is it?"

Still smiling elegantly and calmly, the smiles in the corners of his eyes seemed to be full of helplessness.In the inner mirror, Shen Moru saw this woman whose makeup was spent a lot due to sweating.She is a little different today.

"Don't wear high heels to work tomorrow. If you follow the location, it will be hard to wear high heels."

Shen Moru avoided Fan Xiaomian's question, she felt that if she continued speaking, she would only be left speechless by the question.This person, seriously, he is also powerless to fight.

"Well, Xiao Mo, thank you for coming to pick me up."

Fan Xiaomian turned his face and smiled faintly, this gratitude made Shen Moru feel extremely alienated and unfamiliar.She doesn't like this feeling, so Fan Xiaomian is not the one she loves.

"Don't say thank you to me in the future, I don't like to hear it."

Fan Xiaomian was stunned for a moment when she heard the woman who suddenly changed the temperature, why did she change her face all of a sudden, the air conditioner was turned on in the car, and it was even colder now.

She is really a fickle woman. The weather is hot today. Seeing her working hard to pick me up, she is unwilling to thank you a little. The witch is a freak.Fan Xiaomian complained all kinds of things in her heart, but fortunately she was in a good mood because she passed the interview, so she didn't bother with her.

"Hehe, don't tell me if you don't like it. Can you take Linlang to the amusement park at work tomorrow?"

Owing a promise to her daughter, Fan Xiaomian had no choice but to stick her face to her cold ass, and looked at Shen Moru obsequiously.

"I think she doesn't like it, let's wait until you have time."

Hearing this, Fan Xiaomian clenched his right fist, gritted his teeth, and really wanted to punch him.Can't this woman speak well?What is dislike? I usually take the child to kindergarten, and I have never seen her dislike it.This woman is really a hedgehog that cannot be messed with, she stabs anyone she sees.

"Hehe, okay, the three of us will go together next time."

The smile on his face became a little stiff, and Shen Moru could imagine that expression without seeing it.

The two of them seemed to have a tacit understanding of not speaking, and went home like this.In the afternoon, Liying's staff really called, explaining that they would go to work tomorrow, and Fan Xiaomian could only scream up to the sky, and finally sighed silently.

In order to make up for not being able to go to the playground tomorrow, Fan Xiaomian specially bought three movie tickets, which are the movies where the big head son becomes a talent in a day.In the evening, the three of them had dinner and went to the playground in the mall to play for a while.

07:30 Fan Xiaomian went to buy food and drink for watching movies. This is the first time for Shen Moru to take his children out to watch movies. He used to be at home. He still has some resistance to this kind of animated movies. Queen Yan went to see the big-headed son, and thought it was funny.

Movie Linlang was very happy to see it, but Shen Moru, who had been keeping a cold face all the way, made Fan Xiaomian snigger a few times.

The three sat on the car home after watching the movie. Lin Lang was still excitedly talking about the plot in the movie, while Fan Xiaomian listened carefully and occasionally added a few sentences.The laughter in the back row, the frost in the front row, and the cold air in the audience.

"Mom, can we go to the movies next time?"

Lin Lang hasn't had such fun playing for a long time, but today she is quite excited.Ever since Fan Xiaomian said she wanted to watch a movie, she has been in a state of excitement, as if the mother had never watched it with her before.

"Come if you like."

The voice is a little cold, but also a little arrogant.

As soon as Linlang heard the tone, she knew that her mother was not very happy. She stuck out her tongue at Fan Xiaomian and shrugged her shoulders.

Fan Xiaomian made a gesture of silence, and the two knew that Shen Moru was not very happy, so they had to speak in a low voice.I didn't dare to laugh and play blatantly.

When they got home, the three of them washed up. Lin Lang was so excited to play with Fan Xiaomian until after eleven o'clock before going to sleep.Looking at her sleeping daughter, Fan Xiaomian, she felt relieved all of a sudden.

I helped my daughter cover the quilt, and looked at the person sitting there who was seriously reading, and I didn't know if she was really reading or pretending.Did I provoke her at noon today?This woman really likes to get angry at every turn. Hey, she is already unhappy all afternoon and night, and it seems that she needs to be coaxed again.

"Xiao Mo, are you going to sleep too?"

Fan Xiaomian showed a big smile. She didn't know how to coax others, but the witch has been coaxing her for four years.I know what to do with my eyes closed.

Shen Moru tightly closed her lips and did not speak, her eyes were still fixed on her book, showing no intention of leaving.Fan Xiaomian's words were as if he had never heard them.

Fan Xiaomian knew that the witch was really angry this time, and he didn't pay attention to what he said today, and he didn't know which sentence was wrong.Fan Xiaomian tilted her head, wondering what exactly she said that offended her.What I can remember today runs through my mind like a movie, and I can only sigh helplessly in the end.

"Xiao Mo, are you still angry?"

This time Fan Xiaomian skipped over her daughter and went directly to Shen Moru's side, she was also afraid that the loud noise would disturb her daughter.

"Why should I be angry?"

Shen Moru turned his head indifferently and looked at the protruding head. Looking at this familiar face, he remembered the feeling of alienation at noon, and his chest felt extremely uncomfortable.The one who has never been cherished, she is the first and the last besides her daughter.There are only two of them in my life.If you lose any one of them, your life will be worse than death.

Obviously angry, Fan Xiaomian pouted and sat down next to Shen Moru.Sometimes she also misses the feeling of two people sitting together like this.In the past, the two of them often discussed some book issues together, and occasionally told some interesting stories.Now it's the same scene again, but not the same state of mind.

"Xiao Mo, I'm sorry, I don't know which sentence offended you, but you must be particularly concerned about that sentence. I'm heartless, I don't know how to read words, I always make you upset, I feel sorry, But I feel that maybe I can only treat you like this."

Fan Xiaomian spoke calmly, as if he was telling a story, or just a simple apology.The extremely elegant and extreme smile on the corner of the mouth is as gentle as a pool of clear water without any waves, but it makes the softest part of your heart so warm that you cannot extricate yourself from it.

Shen Moru turned her face to the side and looked quietly at the woman who was speaking. The bright light hit her fair cheeks, adding a little aftertaste, making her cheeks look like plum red, charming to the bottom of her heart.

"I don't like the sense of alienation you give me. Then I will only feel that you are gradually moving away from me, or that you have never been close."

The suddenly softened tone was like a breeze in a summer night, passing through my heart without leaving any trace.

Fan Xiaomian stared at her blankly, looking at the indifferent and lonely eyes, her heart softened all of a sudden and she just wanted to hug her into her arms, while she was thinking in her heart, she also reached out to do it.

"I won't leave, and I won't alienate Xiao Mo. Xiao Mo is a family member and someone who is in my heart."

When Fan Xiaomian met Shen Moru for the first time, he already regarded her as his family.Later, because Shen Moru always suffered a lot of grievances, she wanted to protect her even more firmly in her heart, so in order to protect Shen Moru, she went to learn Taekwondo.It was only after a long time that he realized that Shen Moru's kung fu was hundreds of times better than his own.Even so, she still worked hard to make Shen Moru happy as always.

"I want to be the one you love in Xiaomian's heart, not family or anything like that, just be the one you love."

Shen Moru hugged Fan Xiaomian's back tightly, she knew what Fan Xiaomian meant.Fan Xiaomian doesn't know how to express feelings, but there is one feeling she knows very clearly, that is love.She never said that she loves someone, many of them stop at liking, and sometimes even liking is pitiful.

Fan Xiaomian froze, she didn't know how to answer Shen Moru's words.She has always treated her as family and never thought about other feelings.When Shen Moru said that she likes, or even loves, he adopts an evasive state, not because he doesn't like her, but because he doesn't understand whether his feelings for her are family affection or love.

In love, Fan Xiaomian has always regarded himself as a heterosexual, and will not step into the same-sex ranks.It's not that I discriminate, but I just think so in my heart, so I finally attribute my feelings for Shen Moru to family affection.

"Xiao Mo, let's stop talking. Go to sleep."

Fan Xiaomian didn't want to continue this topic, because no matter how much she continued, the final result would be nothing more than the faint sadness of the two of them.

Shen Moru let go of Fan Xiaomian, she also knew that if she insisted on a result, Fan Xiaomian would only be disgusted, or run away further.

Turning around, turning off the light and lying down, Fan Xiaomian also followed the trend.The two lay flat and neither of them spoke, they just stared at the dark ceiling.I don't know how long it took before I fell asleep.

This night, Fan Xiaomian slept very unsteadily, perhaps because he was used to the feeling of Shen Moru hugging him to sleep, and felt empty all night, as if something was missing. When the sky was slightly bright, he turned around and held her Shen Moru fell asleep soundly.She felt that this feeling was the most comfortable, and there was an inexplicable smile on the corner of her mouth.