mommy in love

Ailee herself struggles with her relationship with Fan Xiaomian, and wants to ignore Fan Xiaomian every time she sees her.Sometimes they even deliberately avoided, or became more indifferent.These are really hard work for her. No matter how much she worked in the past, even if she is overwhelmed, she will not be depressed now.

Fan Xiaomian didn't want to leave work when it was time to leave work.For the first time, I realized that time passed so quickly, and I really didn't want to go home.

What the witch said still lingered in his ears.Damn it, if I had gone to dinner with the leader yesterday, maybe I wouldn't have the painful things today.

Fan Xiaomian didn't leave at seven o'clock, ailee felt a little strange.I've finished all the work that needs to be done, and don't go home, do you want to go out for dinner together?I guess in my heart, but I just think about it.

I don't have time to ask someone out for dinner tonight. The goblin probably went to the bar to drink again, so I don't care.If it was really eaten by someone, Gu Weixi couldn't explain how much he was there.

"Aren't you leaving yet?"

Like a gust of cold passing through Fan Xiaomian's ears, Fan Xiaomian raised his head dejectedly, looking towards the source of the voice.

"Director, I'm getting ready to go."

Fan Xiaomian packed up her things in a panic, picked up her bag and prepared to run away.

"Let's go together."

Ailee walked in front, regardless of Fan Xiaomian's expression behind her.

Together?real?Is there any mistake, I have to go with Director Bingshan with Facial Paralysis again.They come up together in the morning and walk together at night. If it gets out, I really think that there will be some ulterior relationship between the two of them.Thinking of Nan Shuyun, she felt strange, why didn't she wait for the director every time she got off work?

Thinking of the relationship between the two of them, it was so complicated that the brain cells were exhausted.Sure enough, gossip about other people's affairs is a tiring job.

Fan Xiaomian followed closely behind ailee, not daring to take a breath.Being with someone with a strong aura is really difficult. Why is she not afraid of her at all when you are with a witch? Obviously her aura is much stronger than ailee. Could it be because of the relationship between superiors and subordinates?

Fan Xiaomian turned on the plot mode again, the leaders in front stopped, and she continued with all kinds of whimsical fantasies in her mind.

"boom."

His head hit the back of the person in front of him directly, Fan Xiaomian reacted quickly, stretched out his arms to hug the person who was about to fall forward, and made him fall into his arms.

"Excuse me, Director, are you feeling unwell?"

Fan Xiaomian helped the person in his arms, and quickly bowed his head to apologize.I really wanted to throw myself downstairs, these two days have always been very unlucky, and today I bumped into the leader again.Yesterday was a refusal, and this situation is definitely a rhythm to be silenced.

Ailee has not yet reacted from the state just now, the touch around her waist made her heart beat wildly without warning.What's this?

After being stunned for a few seconds, he regained his composure and gave Fan Xiaomian a complicated look.Turning around, he said coldly, "Let's go."

He strode straight into the elevator without stopping, Fan Xiaomian was still in the midst of self-blame and complicated emotions, followed closely into the elevator.Press the number on the first floor.

Ailee was still struggling with her relationship with Fan Xiaomian, but the action just now made her even more confused.Thinking of talking about Min Xiran again today, what is the difference between me and her now?

Fan Xiaomian?Her surname is Fan, so what is her relationship with the Fan family?The Fan family and the Shen family are better, if Fan Xiaomian is a member of the Fan family, then Shen Moru's treatment of her also makes sense.

The question that popped up in my mind suddenly seemed to give ailee a glimmer of hope.If Fan Xiaomian and Shen Moru were not in that kind of relationship, would he be able to be with her?

He squinted at Fan Xiaomian again, wanting to know her story.I don't seem to know anything about her, except that I found out that Shen Moru took her, and that time I met Shen Moru eating with others, I really don't know anything else.The resume is also very simple, just a few words, it is completely the person who writes the resume for the first time.

The Fan family, if that's the case, then it must be inseparable from the Gu family.Thinking of Min Xiran's expression when he saw Fan Xiaomian for the first time, and the photo she was holding in her hand, although he didn't look at it, he knew it was someone she was interested in.

He took another careful look at Fan Xiaomian, his eyes and mouth shape were really similar to Gu Weixi's.Are things going back to square one now?The four major families are once again involved, do I want to involve the Ai family?

Ailee was at a loss because of the question that popped up in his mind.Who can tell clearly about the affairs between the rich and powerful.

"Ding" the elevator door opened, Fan Xiaomian pressed the button to let ailee go out first.

The two of them left the company without speaking. Ailee offered to give Fan Xiaomian a ride, but Fan Xiaomian refused without hesitation.Turn around and run away.

Fan Xiaomian walked slowly to the station, Shen Moru called to ask her if she was home, she only said that she was on the way home.

In the fall, she looked slumped.Sitting on the seat and looking out the dark window, about 10 minutes later, the phone "beeped" and remembered, swiped open the screen and saw that it was "Little Princess of the Gu family", smiled slightly and swiped down the answer button.

"Auntie, you can call me. When will you be back?"

There was a faint smile on the corner of Fan Xiaomian's mouth, as if he was looking forward to meeting again.

"Go back on National Day, miss me? If you miss me, just call. You are so lazy. How are you doing? There is no news from you when you go back. Mom and Dad miss you very much and want to move back. Do you want to live together? "

Gu Weixi's voice was a little sweet, and his tone was full of indulgence.Because of the same age, the two people do not have the sense of alienation between the elders and the younger generation, and are more like friends.Even if there are few contacts, there are always endless topics to talk about every time we are together.

"I'm living with Xiao Mo now, and it's pretty good. Do I want to move back to the old house when I come back? If my aunt doesn't want to go back, I can go back to my house, which is always empty. My parents hardly come back, and my grandparents also stay in the old house of Fan's family. , do not want to move back, they like to travel more than my parents.”

Speaking of his family, Fan Xiaomian didn't know how to describe it.Home is almost like a hotel to them, I don't know if they have ever cared.

"You went back? If it's hard, move out."

Gu Weixi sighed, the two of them seem to have had similar encounters over the years.Lover's pursuit, unable to see future love, struggling hard.

"Okay, is my sister coming back with you?"

Speaking of cousin, when Fan Xiaomian saw her last time, she seemed very troubled.Her feelings in China must have been frustrated, otherwise, with her gentle temperament, she would always have a sad feeling when looking at her back.

Some things can't be asked, and I don't want to ask.The Gu family likes to deal with their relationship problems by themselves, and they occasionally mention it to comfort each other, but they don't make decisions and let the other party make a choice.Maybe this way of dealing with things makes the Gu family look gentle, but the determination in their bones can only be known after they understand it.

"Well, she and I went to teach at Boda University. It seems that we have returned to the original point. We left for ten years, and we finally came back. It's just that the mood is different, and the people have changed."

Gu Weixi was a little helpless, Fan Xiaomian couldn't see her expression, and he could guess the loneliness and helplessness on her face at the moment from her tone.

Back to square one?Thinking of myself and Shen Moru, besides the addition of a daughter, have the two of them really changed?Now the body is combined, but the heart is not necessarily together, and she is still confused, and she may also be learning to adapt to the relationship between two people.

"Maybe, I'm so glad you're back. It's nice to suddenly feel like I'm not alone anymore, that feeling. We see each other often again, and now we have a sister together, the three of us seem to be just like we were when we were kids." .”

The relationship between the three of them has been very good since childhood. If they get together this time, many things will change. There is only one, maybe all three of them are the same, and they are all trapped in a prison of emotion.I may be luckier than them, but is I really luckier than them?Who knows?

I am afraid of losing, and Shen Moru is the same.Both of them have been hurt in their hearts, and the loneliness in their childhood is like an indelible memory, which goes hand in hand like a shadow.Maybe it's because they've been alone with each other for a long time, so they met and found resonance, or maybe they just want to find someone to rely on.

"Yeah, that's true. Are you in the car?"

Gu Weixi heard the voice of the car arriving at the station, and guessed that Fan Xiaomian was in the car.

"Just got off work for a while, my aunt came back and took a good rest this time. After working so hard for so long, take advantage of this time to come back and take a good rest. And auntie, you are now a grandmother."

Thinking of her lovely daughter, the loneliness in Fan Xiaomian's heart has long since dissipated.

"Grandma? Are you pregnant?"

Gu Weixi was a little surprised. Did she know that Fan Xiaomian had not been back for a long time, and it was really unacceptable to get pregnant so soon?

Alas?Another thing is strange, how could she and Shen Moru get pregnant together, even if it is a test tube baby, it will not be so fast, within half a month, right?

"No, it's Xiao Mo's child. He's three years old. He looks very cute and looks like me. Next time you come, I'll show you. He's much smarter than me."

Fan Xiaomian knew that Gu Weixi would react in this way, and he estimated that it would be the same.But maybe it's not bad, no matter what the future holds, at least I won't be urged to get married and have children.

"Xiao Mo? Three years old? She gave birth without telling you?"

How could Gu Weixi not be surprised, because of Shen Moru's courage and that domineering personality.The members of the Shen family are not usually difficult to deal with, but she actually gave birth to an illegitimate daughter behind the back of the Shen family's back. If this news gets out, it will definitely hit the world.

"Well, it's been so hard for her for so many years. I didn't do anything, and I didn't stay by her side."

Thinking of Shen Moru's sufferings these years, Fan Xiaomian felt more or less blaming himself.No matter what the reason is, he cannot escape.If he had known the result four years ago, would he have stayed by her side and faced it together?

"Just be with her in the future. After all, you don't know. She loves you so much that she wants to trap you in this way. She is a reliable woman. Apart from being domineering, she is also very good."

Gu Weixi had met Shen Moru a few times before, and had a deep impression on her.It's cold, and people can't get close.She is like a queen who has trapped herself in an ice palace, and not many people have the courage to approach her.

"I know, so I'm by her side now. Maybe I can't lose her, but I still have a feeling that I will lose her. I don't know if it's because I'm suspicious or I don't have confidence in this love. Or maybe I just need her, Only then will she stay by her side, or she just wants to find a harbor, and I happen to be by her side, and she regards me as a reliance."

Fan Xiaomian began to feel unconfident again, and the worry in his heart was always lingering in his mind.She was afraid that she would be alone again, and that she was only a temporary necessity for her. If another person appeared one day, she would leave without hesitation.

"If you are always worrying about gains and losses, it is better to let go and love once. At least you will not regret it, and leave it to God for what you will be in the future. Just do your best, why make both of you tired."

Gu Weixi comforted Fan Xiaomian well, and at the same time said this to himself.She knew that she and Min Xiran had always gone too far, and now both of them were exhausted.

"Okay, I'm going to get off the bus, aunt, aren't grandparents coming back?"

Fan Xiaomian got off the subway and walked up to the exit.Looking at the crowds coming and going, some eagerly want to go home.No matter how many people there are, no matter how gorgeous the night is, I am always just passing by.

"They came back during Chinese New Year, oh, Mingyan called, I hung up first. Be careful on Xiaomian Road, and don't work too hard on yourself."

"I know, goodbye, auntie."

"Bye-Bye."

Fan Xiaomian came out of the exit of the subway station, raised his head and looked at the vast starry sky, the stars were dotted, it was obviously such a bright night sky, why would there be a feeling of loneliness.Is it because we are too close, or because there is no bright moon, and I am secretly sad.

Facing the cool breeze of the summer night, walking towards the stop sign, the breeze caressed a few strands of black hair, a little elegant.