Please follow the doctor's advice

Before the summer vacation, the school printed and sent out the next year’s tuition and miscellaneous fee statement, and indicated the deadline for tuition payment. I greeted the counselor in advance and agreed that I would pay after receiving the scholarship. The counselor I also agreed, but I don't know which link I didn't explain well. After the school started, the monitor still came to me with the list of unpaid tuition.

My grades are obvious to all, how can I rely on tuition fees, right?I made a joke with the monitor and said, "You can wait for the scholarship to be used to cook rice", and then finished the explanation after a few more sentences. The monitor also expressed his understanding and understanding, just a routine question.

After the squad leader left, Xu Yiren turned to me and asked, "Do I need to apply for grants and loans?"

Assessing a bursary?That's a miserable meeting.The number of places in a department is limited, who is the money awarded to?So a group of class cadres and counselors gathered around your application materials to see how miserable you are. One said that the whole family ate bran and swallowed vegetables all year round, and the other said that I still wear my clothes after a few patches. In the end, combined with the usual Impression voting, and the most appalling experience was selected as special poverty bursary and poverty bursary respectively.

To be honest, although my family can’t come up with much cash, at least I have three-tenths of thin land, and I can order food even if I sprinkle seeds.The oil and salt I eat and drink have never missed me. During the Chinese New Year, my mother will also give me money to buy me new clothes. When I go to school, the monthly living expenses for me are more than what my family spends in a month. .The other students who applied don’t care if what they said is true or not. After hearing it once, I felt that I was not as miserable as them. I couldn’t make it up so loudly. If I had to say against my conscience, I would feel sorry for the food I had eaten—anyway, the scholarship is enough Paying for my tuition, stipends, I didn't even think about it.

As for student loans, they are good loans, but undergraduate loans have to be paid off within a few years after graduation. I have finished my medical degree and still have a graduate student. Where can I find time to pay it back?

In short, these are not important, the key is that Xu Yiren said these words, I feel very uncomfortable.Young people in their teens and 20s, who doesn't have any self-esteem in front of their sweetheart?I know that his family’s conditions must be good. Seeing that he is even dressed in pajamas, I don’t want to go into details with him, just say: “Don’t worry, I’ll pay the scholarship later after receiving it. Don't care about those."

However, I couldn’t talk too much. The next day, the counselor called me to talk to me, and I filled out the form again. The application materials for the first-level scholarship were replaced by the inspirational award, and the 8000 yuan became 5000 yuan.

Looking at the expression of our little counselor, I guess this is not something he can just say.But our yearly tuition fee is nearly 1000, plus the book fee is more than [-]. The difference of [-] is not a small amount for me. Wouldn’t it be embarrassing if I can’t pay the tuition later?I was waiting for the money to solve my urgent need. I didn't care to ask where the money went or who it was given to. I just asked, "It's three thousand short, how can I pay the tuition?"

The counselor was also sorry, and discussed it with the department again. The college-level and departmental scholarships arranged for me another scholarship, which totaled more than 7000.

Without saying a word, I redid a bunch of application materials immediately. I spent the whole afternoon stamping and signing, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief after finishing it.Anyway, for my parents and folks, no one knows the difference between this award and that award. I just think that I am quite promising if I don’t ask for money from my family when I am studying outside and not working. , It’s just adding the sentence “with the help of the school” to the original award speech. This is also true, and there is nothing embarrassing about it.

Who hasn't met local bullies several times in a lifetime?Who didn't let the big kids snatch candies a few times when they were young?It's impossible for me to live a cynical life because of such a small matter. As long as the tuition is paid in the end, it will be over, and I don't really care.

But I didn't expect that the person who squeezed my quota down by one level was my roommate, and I didn't expect that there was no one who cared more about this matter than me.

On the night of the school assembly, Xu Yiren frowned and asked over and over again: "Why are you still so careless? Are you not angry with him at all?"

I said seriously: "I'm angry, I'm going to die of anger."

Xu Yiren knew that I was fooling him as soon as he heard it, so he gave me a glare.

I opened another bottle of beer and handed it over: "Brother, it's quite cold, drink it slowly."

Seeing that my angry attitude was not sincere enough, Xu Yiren didn't bother to talk to me, so he put the wine bottle he took from me on the ground, raised the empty bottle in his hand and took a sip, only to realize that he had taken it wrong.

Originally, the first-level national scholarship was a certainty, and I knew it the moment I got the paper before the summer vacation——On this paper, as long as I did not fill in the wrong name, and under the guidance of the male god, I knew it. With nearly full attendance and regular grades, I think it would be a bit embarrassing for the school to find a reason not to send me the money.

If you want to ask me if I am not happy at all, then there must be, but when I saw the male god complaining about me, I immediately felt that it was much more interesting to concentrate on watching him than to be angry over this trivial matter.

The way Xu Yiren is worried about my drinking, and the way he sees the whole world as the pawns of evil forces and only me as a fluffy and weak herbivore, I really can't get tired of watching it for the rest of my life.

I said, "Brother, let me be angry, why are you angry?"

Xu Yiren lifted the bottle and took a long gulp, "I can't understand him."

I patted him on the back: "It's fine for me to be angry myself, don't worry, it won't pay for us both to be angry later."

Lin Lang's handling of this matter is quite unreasonable. It's understandable if people with bad relations squeeze each other and make a little stumbling, but we all live in the same dormitory, and we usually get along well. Even without hitting a single one, my scholarship quota was squeezed down. The other classes don't know, but our own class knows what's going on. Can he be happy with this award?

I didn't know whether to scold Lin Lang for losing his conscience or tell him to be more kind, until he told me that he was no longer in the dormitory and was going to move home.

In an instant, I saw that his whole body felt a colorful halo!I waved goodbye and said, "You go, don't worry, I will notify you as soon as there is anything in the school."

I don't care about the few hundred dollars with him, just treat it as a farewell fee!As long as he doesn't come back to live, I'll give him some of the next year's scholarship!

At the same time, the rich second-generation father in our dormitory directly bought him an apartment near the school. It is said that he lived in a hardcover bag. The four seasons are like spring, winter, summer, and coolness on earth. The dwarf in our dormitory rented one of them to him, so we can keep each other company.

Although I don't have such a father, I am already very grateful that he has such a father and can take them away from me.When the dwarf came back to pack his things, I shook his hand kindly: "Our broken dormitory doesn't even have an air conditioner. It's really not a place for people to live in. You should take care of each other in the future and live well. There are any essentials in school that need to be handed over." It's all on me, don't worry, don't come back if you have nothing to do, it's quite tiring to climb the fifth floor, if you need something, I'll bring it to you when I'm in class."

So far, I no longer need to hold the iron stool against the door, I can directly insert the latch on the door from the inside, and the bedroom has become a world of two people, me and my male god.

Me, the male god, a place of beer bottles, and six beds.

Six!

If you want a venue, you need a venue, and if you want curtains, you need curtains!

I have known Xu Yiren for a year, and I have never seen him drink so much alcohol. Did he deliberately make use of it?Will he throw me to the ground with his drunkenness later?Did I just put the latch on the door firmly?

Should I refuse or welcome?Or is it better to struggle and struggle symbolically?Doesn't it add a little more fun to resist death with hatred and tears?The male god usually seems to like to follow him and be obedient, but maybe he has other hobbies when he is in bed?Otherwise, wouldn't his efforts be in vain?

But I wasn't ready. Two days ago, I thought I was just here to go to school. Suddenly, the heavens sent me to take on such an important job. I haven't bathed and burned incense yet!The male god brushes his teeth every morning and evening for half a day, is he secretly grinding his teeth?Will he bite?It's fine if he's gentle, but if he's too fierce, I'll really call for help!

I subconsciously covered my mouth.

Xu Yiren glanced at me from the corner of his eyes: "Are you going to vomit?"

I quickly shook my head: "It's cold, warm your mouth."

It’s over, if I yell, he’s not happy, just find a ladder to climb the bed, and he can tie me up so that I can’t respond every day. The two broken fans on the roof were not turned on for me, which made my physical strength go from bad to worse, gradually becoming more and more unable to compete with him, and then he can do whatever he wants!

Bully me, humiliate me, from body to mind!Maybe he will enslave me, let me help him with his homework but then hang and tie my hands!In this way, if I can't complete the task, he will have another reason to punish me and flog me, forming a vicious circle day after day!

very scary!I can already foresee the fragmented attendance record of my college career thereafter!

As I thought about it, my heart beat faster and faster-why did I still seem to be looking forward to it?

In order to complete my studies, I had no choice but to succumb to his claws, sign a contract with him to lose human rights and dignity, grow up with humiliation in the midst of suffering, and survive in adversity with humiliation. When I went to the dormitory, I was brutally abused and bullied by him. The beds were shaken one after another, and the white walls were covered with traces of suspicious liquids. Seeing how big I am, maybe he would use props, candles or something to force me I give in?Can you tell me not to hurt anything other than the neckline and cuffs, otherwise it will be difficult to explain to others, and it will easily arouse the suspicion of teachers and classmates!

After going through all kinds of difficulties and dangers, the strong me finally graduated, but I accidentally fell into his new trap, and my whole life will become some kind of unspeakable tool of his...

My throat was dry, and I raised my hand and drank half a bottle of beer—cheers!To my last freedom!goodbye!move!Do not send!

There were wine bottles lying under Xu Yiren's feet, but the rear ones were not evenly arranged.

When Jiu Jin came up, he talked a little too much: "Lin Lang can walk a few steps by relying on relationships, can he rely on relationships for the rest of his life? Then is he living his life with this identity, or his own life? Beyond, you I will definitely be better than him in the future."

Why do you keep mentioning that little bastard when the beautiful flowers are beautiful and beautiful, I changed the topic of romance, and said in a cadence: "Brother, let's count the stars. Did you see that one? Is it Alpha Scorpio? "

Xu Yiren seemed to have low battery alarm. In response to my question, he temporarily closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes stretched into double eyelids, and he looked out with difficulty: "Which one?"

Me: "From my point of view, this is on the roof of the library."

Xu Yiren leaned towards me, followed my gaze, looked at it for a long time before saying: "No."

After finishing speaking, he simply took off his glasses and threw them on the windowsill, leaning back against the wall behind him and said, "It's Li Chaoxing."

here we go!What kind of move is this?There is no such trick in the 10 G preview materials that Gouzi gave me!The hairs on my arms stood on end, and I asked tremblingly, "What, what?"

Xu Yiren closed his eyes like a dream, "It's only what I saw next to you today. It doesn't matter who it was before or who it will be in the future."

... I was ready to be knocked unconscious by his stick, but I was caught off guard by a sugar-coated bullet.

Even if the male god is woken up from sleep, he never closes his eyes and talks to people, let alone leaning against the corner of the wall "sitting without sitting".I knew that there was no one else in the dormitory, so I looked around like a thief preparing to commit a crime, and said, "Brother Xu, I seem to be drunk and lean on you."

Xu Yiren didn't even lift her eyelids: "Yes."

I put my head on his shoulder carefully: "Why can't I understand what you just said?"

Xu Yiren opened his mouth, and seemed to want to explain for a moment, but finally gave up, and after a while, he said to himself: "Are you treating Lin Lang particularly well?"

I was lying unsteadily at first, and I almost jumped up when I heard this. I turned around and looked around to make sure that there were really only the two of us in the room.I said, "When did you see that I was nice to Lin Lang?"

If it weren't for the fact that Lin Lang could kill six by himself and drove the school manager's Mercedes-Benz every day, you thought I wouldn't want to argue with him about the scholarship?But what do you want me to argue with him?The only way to do it is to poison, but the follow-up cost of this must be much higher than the few hundred dollars of the scholarship, can I afford it?

Xu Yiren frowned as if to pout: "Do you like him?"

I like him "Do you"... I like his "Mom" and I don't like him either!I broke away Xu Yiren's hand and threw the wine bottle aside, replaced it with my own hand, and said firmly: "Brother Xu, among all the people I know, you are the one I like the most."

After Xu Yiren listened, the corners of his lips struggled for a while between smiling and not smiling, and then he said with a straight face like "I'm ashamed" and said, "Am I that good?"

This is clearly what keeps me going!I softly punched him in the chest and said, "Of course you're fine, you're the best."

Sure enough, he was flattering, Xu Yiren was like a cat that has been scratched, he leaned against the wall and changed into a comfortable position, closed his eyes and asked with a smirk, "What's wrong with me?"

This topic can be extended too much. For example, I think his "Hello kitty" is very good, and the corner of the mouth with a little stubble seems to be cute.I was hesitant to close the glass windows - the windows of the school dormitory are next to each other, we talk here, and if there is someone on the balcony next door, we can definitely hear every word.

But the glass window was behind the curtain, and the curtain was pressed by Xu Yiren's back. When I pulled it twice, the curtain blocked the track, so I could only say softly, "Brother, get out of the way first..."

Suddenly, a certain [-] from the next room shouted from outside the screen window, like a thunderclap ringing in my ear: "Lights out—lights out——"

Hearing the sound, Xu Yiren opened his eyes in bewilderment, rubbed his face with his hands and stood up, stopped after a few shakes, walked to the sink by himself, rinsed his mouth, then went into the room, took off his shoes and went to bed.

Me: "...Hey, I'm not finished yet."

I followed him vigorously and climbed onto the bed. Seeing that Xu Yiren was holding the earphone cable in his hand, he seemed to still want to listen to English, but unfortunately he fell asleep without the earphones on.I patted his face: "Brother, have you thought about it? Sleep now?"

The next day, Lin Lang came to see me.I thought about the fact that everyone didn't look up and look down, and I didn't suffer much. Moreover, the spiritual value of his moving away has exceeded 500 yuan for me, so I sat down and listened to what he had to say.

However, Lin Lang didn't say anything, and put the 8000 yuan envelope on my desk in a vulgar way: "Your."

I pushed him back uprightly: "It's yours."

He pushed it over, I pushed it over, and after pushing for a long time, the envelope was almost worn out.I formed a habit and was about to push back, but found that Lin Lang didn't push me over this time.He looked me around: "You are dressed like this..."

I looked down at my undershirt, shorts, plastic sandals, nothing wrong.

Lin Lang pushed the money in front of me again, pointed with his finger to signal me not to push it back, and said, "You don't look gay at all in this way."

what? !

I was so frightened that I couldn't sit on my stool anymore, I jumped up and locked the broken door of our dormitory, and asked him in a low voice through gritted teeth: "What nonsense are you talking about!"

Lin Lang looked at me sympathetically: "I mean, if you dress like this, how will Xu Yiren know that you like it..."

I was shocked: "Hush! How do you know!"

Lin Lang bent his mouth and looked at me disdainfully, with a look of "it really is".

I cleared my throat: "Brother Xu is not someone who values ​​appearance."

Lin Lang: "He doesn't value it, but it doesn't mean he can't see it. If you dress like this, he will never think that you are gay."

Compared with "homosexuality", I have always thought in my heart that a more accurate term for my situation should be that I "have a relationship with a homosexual".The order of focus is "I like Xu Yiren" first, and then "I am male, so he is also male", not "I like men, so I chose Xu Yiren", so I have never studied other gays. Live by what standards.But people can't rest on their laurels, they really should absorb new knowledge and broaden their horizons. I felt that Lin Lang's proposal seemed reasonable, so I asked humbly, "What kind of clothes should gays wear?"

Looking at the mirror on the balcony from a distance, Lin Lang straightened his dyed and permed brown hair, straightened his floral shirt with Disney Dumbo printed all over, and said, "I am like this."

You can quickly pull it down.

I rubbed my face and wanted to end the conversation with this big moth: "Don't talk nonsense when you go out, I am not what you think with him. I appreciate your kindness, and you will not get paid for nothing. I can't ask for this money." .”

Lin Lang took out his mobile phone: "I will transfer another [-] to your card, and it will be regarded as the sesame oil money I added to you."

Doesn't sesame oil money mean incense?Didn't he get cheap and act good?If it wasn't for my undershirt without sleeves, I would roll up my sleeves and beat him. I yelled, "I'm not dead yet!"

Lin Lang looked at me, seemed to be dazed for a second, and said, "I used the wrong word. I mean, let the money go to you first, and use it as tuition fees. I'll ask you if I don't understand."

Neighbors came to ask me a lot of questions. I feel that these are all easy to do. I used to be relatives in the village, so I was embarrassed to have a meal. After coming here, I have never even drank a bottle of Coke. Lin Langhe How can I say that I am also a roommate in Yiwu, how can I take his money?I said, "If you think highly of me, just come and ask, and I don't want your money."

Lin Lang waved his hand: "It will be used, I hope you don't forget it when the time comes."

How could I forget such a large number?But what kind of tutor he wants to hire can't be hired?Even our professor here should give him some face, right?Is he trying to drag me to be his substitute for the shooter?It's not impossible, but you should at least tell me which subject to take?