I had to save the world to support my family

"Ask me...Mr. Bai Lan, what kind of person are you?"

In a secluded side room, a frail young man in a wheelchair stretched out his hand to push his glasses, and suddenly fell into memories.

At the request of the questioner, there are only a total of two people involved in the question in the room.Novia sat across from the pale-faced Irie, and couldn't help but waved her hand in front of his eyes.

"Mr. Irie?"

The young man who was dragged back to reality was shocked, and gave her an apologetic look: "Ah, I'm sorry. Accidentally... Speaking of which, I really have a lot to do with that person."

There was a self-deprecating wry smile on the corner of his mouth: "So, where should we start?"

Novia pursed her lower lip lightly, and unconsciously tapped her index finger twice on the armrest of the chair, making a crisp sound.

"It doesn't matter, I have a long time, so I want to understand as much as possible. If you want to start—"

She showed a comforting smile, and signaled Irie Masaichi who was frowning on the opposite side not to be too nervous: "How about starting from the fateful encounter?"

The latter took a long, deep breath, as if he wanted to suffocate himself to death here.After a long time, when Novia almost thought that there was some ulterior secret between him and Bai Lan, the young man who had prepared himself finally began to confess with difficulty.

"If we want to talk about this, we should probably start with Vengley's ten-year-old rocket launcher."

……

In the next half an hour, Novia dizzily digested a touching story of "a teenager who would become a pervert's best friend in order to make up for the mistakes he made when he was young", if it wasn't for the perverted villain's only dream Ruling the earth, and the male protagonist Iri Jiang Zhengyi failed in the battle again, sitting in front of her in tatters and crying, "Bai Lansang was not like this before, I must stop him", maybe Novia, who is the only listener There is also a good interest in eating buckets of popcorn with the story.

"But he has become like this now, the pretense of youth doesn't count."

She lost the interest in comforting Jiang Zhengyi, pinched her chin and forced the whole incident into her mind: "Since you also worked for him as a member of the White Curse before, you should have a good understanding of the so-called 'present situation'. ?—Don’t look like you refuse to recognize the reality, Irie-kun, just say a few words, after all—”

Novia, who had completely lost the sensitivity and shyness that a young girl should have in this matter, and felt that her skin was as thick as the corner of a city wall, paused for a few seconds, and spit out the second half of the sentence expressionlessly.

"After all, that guy and I will probably have a deeper relationship than you in the future."

So point out all the pitfalls to me, senior!You can't let innocent and unlucky people follow in your footsteps! ! !

I don't know if he heard the wailing in her heart, the unlucky No. [-] sighed helplessly, and compromised with her with a strange feeling of sympathy.

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Brandon Jesso, a typical high functioning sociopath.

Because my own cognitive level is too much higher than that of the general public, I can't help feeling tired of facing a society that maintains order through lies, compromises, and moral treaties.

As a high-achieving student in the ordinary sense, this unpleasant trait was carefully covered up by the master because it would not bring any benefits.Perhaps he himself has never analyzed it carefully, and he does not yet know where this sense of boredom with nowhere to stay comes from, and where it should belong to—but after Irie Masaichi awakened the ability to peek into parallel worlds, the dangerous balance It was finally broken.

It is no longer just a trace of impatience of "how can I be so boring".The memories of thousands of worlds merged into one, what brought him was not a sense of novelty, but... a thousand times boredom.

Haha, it turns out that no matter which route you take, no matter what choice you make, human beings are still like this—greedy, cowardly, self-righteous... People who tell big lies without guilt, oppress their own kind and take pride in it; A person who is tempted by petty profits and is willing to gamble with his flesh and blood on an empty dream; a person who is obsessed with illusions and does not want to wake up, who only hopes that one day God will take pity on him, who has given up all hope and limited his life like a foolish worker ant — No matter which one it is, it's all the same disgusting.

Feeling bored.

【I don't hate humans.Sometimes I feel shy because of being in contact with people, and sometimes I feel overwhelmed]

I feel lonely.

【Ever since I was born, I feel deeply out of place even though I am a human being】

I felt it, the terrible numbness of not being able to taste the fun.

【Because I am good at discovering interesting things, I will go all out for happy things.But...why is there no such thing in this world...]

Nothing at all, nothing that would make me a little bit happier.

Will this disgusting world become more interesting and more fun if it is destroyed a little bit? ——Hmm, you have to try new ways of playing!

"is that so……"

Echoing repeatedly in the small room, the low voice of the young man's narration is like some kind of water wave that can penetrate into any gap.I thought that kind of person did evil out of pure interest, but Novia was a little dazed when she found out the inside story, and inexplicably felt that the Bai Lan described in Irie's words had a sense of familiarity.

No drive, no desire, no fun.

This kind of rather negative keyword - I have definitely seen it somewhere.She racked her brains to figure out who the source of this sense of familiarity came from, but she had no choice but to give up after failing.

Novia breathed a sigh of relief, stood up, and bowed slightly to Irie, whose head was drooping in the wheelchair.

"I seem to be able to understand his thinking. In fact, you don't have to blame yourself too much, after all, this kind of thing——"

I don't know which keyword was stimulated, and the young man who was being condemned by his own conscience suddenly raised his head, and his red eyes cast a piercing gaze that seemed to have substance, nailing her like a gun: "Understanding?! Just out of Personal interest will take away life, so is the desire for pleasure really that important! That guy Bai Lan is simply overwhelmed by power!!!"

"...You think so."

Staring at the gaps in the floor tiles and thinking for a while, Novia corrected her wording.

"It should be said that everyone in Pengo Lie has this kind of thinking, and this is the belief that the protagonist should have. In comparison, I—"

understand?

That guy's crazy idea, I actually said "understand".I couldn't help but agree.

Indeed, for a moment, a voice echoed in my heart and said, "If you are looking for meaning, there is nothing wrong with doing such a thing."

She was silent for a while, and finally just shook her head and smiled.

"Sorry. So Irie-kun thinks it's enough to wake him up?"

"I know the odds are low, but this is the only way to stop him!"

"Not always."

Feeling that it was time for this conversation to end, Novia stood up again and nodded to the person she was talking to, before walking towards the door smoothly.

"If Pengo Lie managed to stop that guy, it probably wasn't because he became scared after being beaten...he would change his mind, he must have found new fun, right?"

[Just like me. 】

The door closed, and the figure disappeared.She walked forward calmly in the long and narrow corridor, her steps were light and steady, and she responded to greetings from acquaintances with a smile from time to time.

"Ah, Novi-chan is leaving now?! Although I said I knew this day would come, but is it true that I won't stay for a while?"

"Parting will indeed make people sad." Novia rubbed Mr. Rabbit's forehead hair, then took a step back to widen the distance, "But there is no way... because there are still people waiting for me."