Back to the Northeast 1970

The night breeze was blowing, and everything around seemed to become very clear. Yan Baoshu and Lu Xiangbei were lying on the haystack. Because the position was too high and the sky was already dark, it was already difficult to see the situation above with the naked eye. , and the two people on top were so close that they could even see the light in each other's eyes, Yan Baoshu reached out and touched Xia Lu Xiangbei's hot cheek, "Do you want to go inside and sleep?"

Lu Xiangbei shook his head, "Let's lie down again." After speaking, Lu Xiangbei moved his body slightly, lay on his back with his hands folded in front of his chest, looked at the night sky and said, "Baoshu, if I talk to you Say, I was very afraid of seeing you for a while, do you believe it?"

Yan Baoshu was startled, and then smiled: "I believe, but why didn't you show it?" Yan Baoshu believed that this was what Lu Xiangbei was thinking, but he really didn't feel that Lu Xiangbei was afraid of seeing him of this information.

Lu Xiangbei sighed, "Of course you won't be able to see it, because when I'm afraid to see it, it's mostly at night when I'm alone in bed with my cat."

"Hmm," Yan Baoshu said softly, "And then?"

"Then? It became like this now." Lu Xiangbei looked at Yan Baoshu with a smile and said, "I think, people should have conflicts, right? They want to see each other, but they are too scared at the same time."

Yan Baoshu looked at the night sky and asked, "What are you afraid of me?"

Lu Xiangbei said frankly: "This fear should not be aimed at you. I think I should be afraid of myself. Although I am a bit slow in emotion, it is not an exaggeration to describe it as an elm bumpy head, but since I saw When Gu Jun and Shi Cui, your brother and your sister-in-law, and my comrades in Liaoning exchange letters with the girls I miss, I gradually understand."

Yan Baoshu said, "What do you understand?"

Lu Xiangbei smiled, "Baoshu, would you believe me if I said I like you?"

Yan Baoshu was relieved, as if the most important thing to come here had finally been settled, and the rock that had been hanging in his heart could land safely, Yan Baoshu tilted his head, looked at Lu Xiangbei and said: "I believe, because... I I like you too."

"Really?" Lu Xiangbei showed a naive smirk, like a fledgling fool, he sat up from the haystack excitedly, looked down at Yan Baoshu's eyebrows, and how he would always be there The lips in the dream, he seemed a little thirsty, his Adam's apple moved up and down slightly, "That precious book... everything you said is true? Since when did it start? Why didn't I feel it? I always thought You regard me as a good brother, which makes me always think that what I do is wrong, after all..."

"After all, you haven't seen two men can be together, have you?"

Lu Xiangbei has solid eyes and his relationship with Yan Baoshu, so he doesn't have any cover up or concealment, "Well, I really haven't seen it before."

The corners of Yan Baoshu's mouth turned up, and he put his hands behind his head and thought: "When did it start? It should be very early, not long after we met."

"Huh? Then why didn't you tell me."

Yan Baoshu was amused by Lu Xiangbei's stupid question, "I'm not sure if you like me, why should I say it, if I do, you'll treat me like a monster, and we're no brothers Do."

"How is it possible? You are someone from me, Lu Xiangbei. That's the person I care about the most. Do you know?" Lu Xiangbei lay on his side beside Yan Baoshu, his outstretched right arm seemed to encircle Yan Baoshu. In his arms, "Bao Shu, let me tell you a little secret."

"What's the secret?"

Lu Xiangbei leaned close to Yan Baoshu's ear, and said softly, "When you said you liked me just now, you didn't know how happy I was. My heart seemed to be about to pop out of my mouth."

Yan Baoshu burst out laughing, raised his hand and played with Lu Xiangbei's earlobe with his fingertips, and said, "Is it that evil?"

"Isn't it, I'm so happy, if I knew you also... then I should have told you earlier."

Yan Baoshu tilted his head, looked at Lu Xiangbei curiously and said, "Why did you tell me today? It's quite sudden."

"Where is it suddenly? I just saw your brother and your sister-in-law getting married. I'm just envious."

Yan Baoshu nodded to show that he understood, and then asked: "Xiang Bei, do you know what will become of you if you choose me? Although I don't want to tell you this, you will gradually realize it."

"What do you feel?"

Yan Baoshu sighed softly and said: "We can't be aboveboard like others, we can only be sneaky, we can't tell our family and friends about our affairs, we can only pretend to be good brothers in front of them, you are sick, or I'm sick, and we can't stay by each other's side like family members. If we need to have an operation, we need the signature of the family members. We can't do it with each other... If our affairs are discovered, we will face each other That's right, I'm afraid it's like the sky is falling, do you understand?"

It took Lu Xiangbei a little time to digest these things, and it took him a long time to react. He actually held Yan Baoshu's hand, interlocking his fingers and said at the same time: "I understand everything, but I'm not afraid. I have never been afraid of anything since I grew up, besides, didn’t you ask me today if I believe in sticking to one end, I said I believe it, so I am willing to stick to one end.”

Yan Baoshu was a little sad, his lips were trembling slightly, this was a sign that he wanted to cry, Yan Baoshu tried his best to restrain it, and finally turned it into a choked sob, then he turned around and plunged into Lu Xiangbei's arms In the next moment, Lu Xiangbei hugged Yan Baoshu tightly.

The two hug each other so tightly that they can smell each other's breath, which is a kind of breath that can make the other party lose their self. The two people who are fascinated are fascinated, and even want to be together forever regardless of the consequences.

Lu Xiangbei patted Yan Baoshu's back lightly, as if coaxing a crying baby who was about to fall asleep, "What's wrong? Are you touched by what I said?" Lu Xiangbei smiled softly.

Yan Baoshu nodded in Lu Xiangbei's arms, and said in a crying voice, "Xiangbei, don't leave me, please!"

Lu Xiangbei rubbed his cheek against Yan Baoshu's ear, and said in a gentle tone: "Well, I promise, I will never leave you until I die, I, Lu Xiangbei, belong to you Yan Baoshu, and I will only treat you in this life Okay, I will love you, love you and care about you, and I will not let others bully you. We used to be brothers, but now we are closer than brothers." Lu Xiangbei has never said such nasty words, and he doesn't know where today is. The roots are right, to be able to say such provocative words, while being moved, Yan Baoshu is also the same.

"Hey..." Lu Xiangbei thought of something and asked, "Bao Shu, why did I suddenly think of something?"

Yan Baoshu nestled in his arms and responded, "What?"

"That time we were going to ask for help, but you had all kinds of things. Did you expect that today would happen?"

Yan Baoshu chuckled, and raised his head from Lu Xiangbei's arms while shaking his shoulders. When the two of them faced each other, Yan Baoshu pouted and kissed Lu Xiangbei's chin, "Well, thanks, I'm afraid we It's impossible to be together."

"You are so cunning." Lu Xiangbei opened his mouth and bit Yan Baoshu's nose, and then let go after a little force, "Does it hurt?"

Yan Baoshu is immersed in the sweet feeling, the taste of love is irresistible, even if his body is broken, he wants to continue to indulge, "It doesn't hurt, it's you..." Yan Baoshu narrowed his eyes and said softly with a smile: "It's you, isn't it a little too much..." Yan Baoshu smiled pointedly.

"Ah..." Lu Xiangbei was already blushing because he drank too much wine. He got up and took a look at himself. After seeing his embarrassment, Lu Xiangbei lay down again and whispered: "Yes. It's a bit too much, hahahahaha."

"Do you need help?" Yan Baoshu said, not daring to look at Lu Xiangbei.

Lu Xiangbei couldn't wait to respond: "If you are willing, of course I will be very happy."

"Well, then I'll help you." Saying that, Yan Baoshu broke free from Lu Xiangbei's arms, and not long after, Lu Xiangbei felt gusts of cold wind blowing past him, and a feeling of "freedom" came to his heart , This is much better than the feeling of waking up.Lu Xiangbei has always felt that he likes Yan Baoshu, but now he really realizes that he has already reached the point where he cannot extricate himself from Yan Baoshu.

"Baoshu..." Lu Xiangbei put his hands on Yan Baoshu's head, gently stroking the soft hair, his fingertips wandering in it, he just wanted to say "you are mine" to Yan Baoshu.

Yan Baoshu raised his head and asked with a smile, "How is it?"

"Well, it's good." Lu Xiangbei pulled Yan Baoshu up from below, and when the two were side by side, Lu Xiangbei kissed him without saying a word. This was the longest time between them in history. Kiss, the haystack seemed unable to accommodate the two of them. If Lu Xiangbei hadn't caught Yan Baoshu, he might have fallen from the haystack without realizing it.

Lu Xiangbei lay flat, squinted his eyes and smiled, "Baoshu, I think..."

Yan Baoshu smiled, "Well, the two of us have to dig a hole out of the haystack, I'm afraid that if someone comes out of the house."

"Okay." Lu Xiangbei sat up stunned, patted Yan Baoshu on the shoulder and said, "Don't waste time." The two of them built a nest on the haystack. A person sneaks in without being seen by the outside world, and then he can see that the haystack seems to have become a ghost. If this matter really comes out of the house, the person will inevitably be frightened out of good or bad.

The moon at night is getting rounder and rounder. People often say that the moon will be full and waning. The embrace at this moment does not mean that it will be the same tomorrow. But for now, Yan Baoshu and Lu Xiangbei are happy, in each other's hearts. , there is each other's face and figure, until the two people embrace each other and fall asleep in the haystack.In the early morning of the next day, no one from Old Yan's family found the two people sleeping in the haystack...

"The treasure book and Xiangbei left last night?" Jin Guiqin asked curiously.

Yan Yufen was naive and said, "It should be gone!"