Nine Prison Rings

When Fang Yixi heard Luo Xiu say the words "those bastards", the alarm "buzzed" in his head - muddled, what the other party said below didn't reach his ears at all go.

In my mind, someone kept shouting: Broken!broken!He still knows!I know the most embarrassing and dirty side of myself.He tried so hard, was tortured, and the ugly past that he tried hard to cover up was still torn apart bloodily...

He was in so much pain that his breathing was so painful that his liver and intestines were strangled.

"You...you know everything?..." Fang Yixi twitched his blood-colored lips, his eyes were gray, and he spoke weakly.

Seeing such a lost soul, Luo Xiu still strengthened the cruelty of the incident that day.Although there is still nostalgia for love towards Yixi, the complicated and tangled hatred has also increased a bit out of thin air.

"Do you think I will never know?" Luo Xiu asked sharply, as if mocking Yixi's self-deception, "You have been trying to hide it for so long, so what?"

He felt pain in his heart, and his staring gaze was extremely sharp: "The only thing I can't understand is: How could you just stand by and watch? Why, was the live broadcast of Qing-se's performance so enjoyable? You have forgotten the conscience that the smallest person should have?! He is your lover.......Aren't you in love with him?......"

Fang Yixi's brain, which was in a mess of porridge, finally recovered. He stared blankly at Luo Xiu's opening and closing of his lips, filled with righteous indignation; he slowly started to think about every word he said.

"You... what are you... talking about? Why can't I understand..."

The anger in Luo Xiu's heart suddenly rose to Lao Gao - he said in his heart that it was all up to this point, and he didn't intend to pursue Yixi for the past.This person is still shamelessly pretending to be ignorant and innocent, what kind of trouble is this going to do?Do you really think that if you pretend to be stupid in everything, you can get away with it, do you feel at ease? !

"Now, do you still want to pretend to be crazy and pitiful with me?..." Luo Xiu smiled contemptuously, with a hint of disdain in his tone.

Such cold looking eyes and such contemptuous words make Yixi feel cold to the bone from the bottom of his heart.

Luo Xiu suppressed the irritable emotions in his body and took a deep breath: "No matter how disgusting it is, it has already happened and it has become a thing of the past. We don't need to go on for this dispute. You have done wrong I will not have a chance to make amends. I just want to ask you to reflect on what you have done once in a while; even if you can't change anything, at least you can't treat it as nothing..."

Luo Xiu, this is a typical case of grievances for Chen Can; in addition, it is his surging sense of justice surging in his chest.But with one generous speech, Fang Yixi was described as like a monk Zhang Er, like falling into a sea of ​​smoke.

Here, where the fuck are they all...

"Luo Xiu!" Fang Yixi drank in a low voice, his face flushed with anger and humiliation.The panic of avoiding the flickering before was gone, but a sharp light shot out instead.

"What the hell are you trying to say? I didn't understand. Even if I had those unbearable experiences, those bastards should be the ones who should be blamed. They are the damn perpetrators. You, this dignified university student, a well-educated psychological An expert, but accuse me of being a victim here?.......Do you understand right and wrong? Is this the so-called integrity and caring behavior you believe in your heart?......."

"Well?…….."

This time it was Luo Xiu's turn to be stunned.

Even the most stupid person can hear it: two people are saying the same thing, but the subject and verb are obviously reversed, and the victim is another person.

Luo Xiu caught Fang Yixi's implication, and sharply set up his searching eyes: "Didn't there be a bastard named You Er who abused Can in college? There are two other people involved in this matter. You , isn't he the witness of the whole process?..."

It seemed that the heart was hit by an unimaginable violent blow—sand and sand fell down, and the brain was smashed to pieces...Fang Yixi could hardly believe what he heard.In an instant, various emotions: including grief, shame, shock and sadness, were mixed together; like a flood of beasts, it was about to swallow itself.

Fang Yixi stared at Luo Xiu in disbelief - the man who had always been intelligent and wise in his cognition was actually the one who didn't understand him the most.

"Can told you these things?" Fang Yixi's unbelievable eyes were filled with pain and anger, as if he was about to force tears.

"Yes. Can, he told me personally. He also showed me the scars left by that animal on his arm..." Luo Xiu said this, and couldn't bear to recall the extraordinary things represented by these scars. people's experience.

When his voice fell to the ground and touched Yixi's line of sight: he suddenly found that there was a desolate and mournful look inside.

"What's the matter? Isn't it like this?" He asked one more question as if questioning.

Yixi waved his hand to brush the short hair in front of his forehead, and sneered, a little sad that he wanted to cry but had no tears.

"I didn't expect that one day, this kind of disgraceful encounter could be embezzled and used as capital for stealing. It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous."

Luo Xiu couldn't help but tremble slightly—trying to maintain his composure.The meaning of Yixi's words is clearly that the victim back then was not Can, but he himself.

How can it be?The reversal of the plot was too fast, so fast that he had no time to think or judge.

He stared at the opposite person sternly: his eyes were stern, with a plundering aura that was not angry but majestic.As if, he was facing a criminal who was being questioned.

"You, what do you mean?" Luo Xiu's hoarse voice, paired with a pair of deep eyes, exuded an unknown dangerous aura: "You are not trying to tell me that Chan is lying, are you? The person who was abused back then was not him , but you?...."

Fang Yixi raised the corners of his mouth, and looked back at him not to be outdone: "I said yes, would you believe me?" This is clearly an anti-general: "I'm not afraid of things, I just want face, I think this matter It's so fucking ugly. I carefully hid it, and I didn't dare to let you know, for fear that you would look down on me in your heart... Except for me and Can, those animals who knew the truth of the incident were already dead Yes. I don’t want to argue, and there’s no need for that. After all, it’s the cycle of heaven and they got retribution. However, I still have to tell you an indisputable fact: I was the one who was abused. If, at that time, it wasn’t I am willing to be abused by others, and Chan may not be able to escape that catastrophe..."

When Yixi said this, he looked up at the man who was silent and fixed on him, and smiled self-deprecatingly... It seemed that the pain was so extreme that all doubts and ridicules seemed insignificant ; Only a faint dust and smoke are left, drifting away.

He had been mentally prepared, but he didn't believe him.

"Why, don't you believe it?" Yixi asked sadly, then smiled: "Huh... I guessed it a long time ago. But it doesn't matter..."

Then, he slowly raised his sleeves, revealing half of his arms glowing with honey-colored luster—turning over his palms, and stretching them straight to Luo Xiu's eyes, expressionless.

"On this left arm, that guy left a series of open wounds.....the blood flowed a lot, but it was not fatal. He ravaged my body like a vampire, and experienced the devilish feeling from it. Pleasure. I almost thought that I would die..."

Following Yixi's guidance, Luo Xiu noticed a few faint white marks on the inside of his left arm all the way to the wrist.The wound that had been covered in dust for many years had already healed completely.Leaves a smoother radiance than anywhere else, leaving skin softer to the touch.

Touching the skin that was once covered with scars, my heart is full of doubts and uncertainties; there is also a different kind of sadness and regret.

"Chan, there is no reason to lie to me... What is he trying to do? He still wants to lie about such an unspeakable matter. It makes no sense..." Luo Xiu said struggling, suppressing the complicated emotions in his eyes.

"I don't need to lie." Fang Yixi responded directly: "Originally, I didn't intend to tell anyone about this."

"Yeah...but..."

"But, you prefer to believe in Can." Fang Yixi smiled wryly, and said to the point.

"I have done enough stupid things in my life, and I have done a lot of wrong things. I don't want to get entangled in the past. You go, go back....True words, false words, so what?! Whose Whoever bears the injury; whoever suffers the pain, who endures it. Anyway, the one who deserves to die is the one who deserves to live well.”

For the first time in Luo Xiu's life, he felt a little guilty.

If he doesn't believe it, it's better to say he doesn't want to believe it. Chen Can will make up such a big lie to deceive him.However, every detail proves that there is no need for Yixi to tell lies.So, here comes the question: There was only one victim back then, who was the real victim?Is it Fang Yixi?Or Chen Can?

Was Chen Can humiliated and Fang Yixi insensitive?Or was Fang Yixi forced to be bullied in order to protect Chen Can?  ….

Probably because Yixi had a previous record of being selfish and losing to Chen Can; Luo Xiu's balance was always biased towards Chen Can unconsciously.Could it be based on this kind of psychology that it happened to cover his eyes to distinguish right from wrong?

Luo Xiu asked himself silently in his heart.

Fang Yixi's eyes were full of sadness, but there was still a soft smile on his face.However, no matter from which angle you look at it, this touching smile contains the sadness of the vicissitudes of the world; there is also the sorrow of Haitang like rain at night...

"I'll be very busy here soon, so I won't send it away..." Fang Yixi said with a calm face, very polite: "You are welcome to come next time."

Luo Xiu was full of questions, and blocked him tightly; he also looked at Shang Yixi with a cold and polite expression, not to mention how uncomfortable it was.But he also understood that no matter how uncomfortable he was, it couldn't be better than Fang Yixi's.

Regardless of whether the past is true or not, it will hurt people to bring it up again.

Luo Xiu was speechless, so he nodded with a smile.Suspicious and sentimental, he left in a hurry.

Those who are good at praising others are also good at destroying them.

Luo Xiu went to that shopping mall today because it was a coincidence after making an appointment with a patient.I didn't expect to meet Fang Yixi by chance, and talked for a long time; it was a little later than usual to go home.

When he stepped into the house, Chen Can had already leaned out from the kitchen and was preparing dinner with a happy smile.

Luo Xiu changed into his slippers and walked into the kitchen——Chen Can, wearing an apron, exuded the style of a bride entering the kitchen, and he was well-organized; he was a bit out of control.

Perhaps because of doubts, when Luo Xiu was infected by the warm atmosphere, he always involuntarily scanned Can's left arm with the corner of his eye, the old wound.It seems that it is good to see a little bit of clues from this firm and fair skin.

Chen Can was so busy with the food that he had no time to care about him.

Luo Xiu often followed the pursuit of his eyes, and fell into a state of absence from time to time.

Finally, when it was time to eat, his apparently absent-minded demeanor caught Chan's attention.

"Xiu, why are you always looking at me in a daze today? Do you have something to say to me?"