Nine Prison Rings

Luo Xiu has been worrying about Yixi's illness for a long time.Several times I made up my mind to visit him in the hospital, but changed my mind when I was leaving.

One is, ask yourself so what if you see it?Seeing him lying weakly in the hospital can only increase my sense of guilt; I am most afraid of seeing this side, thinking about the next time; and then falling into another endless loop again and again uncontrollably, forever There is no end to the day.

Second, every time he mentioned Yixi's condition, Can's face was not very good.He often talked about him, changing the topic; when it came time, he just turned his personal visit into a few official greeting calls.

What a smart person he is, when he calms down and thinks about what happened that day, it is not difficult to find those little tricks played by Can behind his back.

Can, clearly minds that he gets close to Yixi.Chan, eager to monopolize his heart, came urgently and intensely; how could he not understand.Because he understood, he tried his best to make him feel at ease.Everything I do, I try not to cause the slightest misunderstanding by this traumatized little person.

However, even if he works so hard, it is impossible for everything to be satisfactory.Some things are beyond the reach of human beings, and they are often overkill.

For instance, in terms of their intimacy, he was all about trying to impress Chan; the result was embarrassing.

He and Fang Yixi did it out of instinct and spontaneously, and it was the most primitive boiling passion in the bottom of my heart.Almost as soon as I saw Yi Xiqing's cool and handsome face, and smelled the same mint-flavored tobacco fragrance on his body, I would have an irrepressible desire.Immediately, easily reach the pinnacle of joy!

Luo Xiu knew that Fang Yixi's upside-down body had already completely conquered him.Not only that, he can also easily activate the male sadism factor hidden in his heart.He likes to savor the sweet scent of blood on Yixi's skin while penetrating into his body, enjoying the ultimate tightness.

This kind of slightly dark and violent psychology does not dare to let others know, but Fang Yixi can accept him.

Therefore, his body misses Fang Yixi hungrily.

Only by being entangled with Yixi's body can I get a certain degree of perfect release.

However, he never expected: the body's perception is so honest that it is unreasonable.

The first time he made out with Chan, he had a splitting headache and left the scene halfway.The second time, the pre-scene barely went smoothly; as soon as I got to the point, I was flustered, my mind was full of anger and resentment, my eyes were misty, and I couldn't do what I wanted.Although I went in and stayed for a while, it was the end of my strength; it was similar to the first meeting with a salesman, a courtesy stranger's visit.

Chen Can was very tolerant without a word of criticism.Afraid that he would sink his heart, on the contrary, he said a load of reassuring words to comfort him.The big meaning is that maybe the two have been separated for too long and haven't adapted psychologically; or he treats himself too carefully, suppressing the potential of physical desire and so on.

Afterwards, even Luo Xiu himself was deeply surprised: Chan, unexpectedly managed to find so many convincing reasons for his poor performance in bed.What can he say?While being grateful, he secretly thought that Can's psychological cognition was not inferior to his own.

The more considerate and understanding he is; the more Luo Xiu feels that the crime is serious.

He is soberly aware of one fact: even though he denies it, he still loves Fang Yixi.The body is more honest and reliable than what the mouth says.

Chen Can, the beautiful first love, is like the rosy time in the past that cannot be lost. It is so beautiful that it is engraved in the memory... When it is brought back to reality, it looks pale.This may be the original intention of the sages and sages who repeatedly warned us not to recall the past.

Luo Xiu secretly worried: If this situation does not ease, it will be fine in the short term, but it will definitely cause misunderstandings between him and Can in the long run.Maybe Chan will be very disappointed and doubt her heart for him.

In desperation, he went to the doctor in a hurry, and he bought some health-care products to improve male function to eat, in order to have perfect performance.

On this day, he and Can were playing "Fighting the Landlord" on the sofa, and the flames arose in the jokes and fights.When emotions came, I didn't care too much, took off my clothes, and got entangled in one place.It was probably because the drugs that he secretly took in the past few days played a role: this time Luo Xiu was very excited, and the movements under his body were more intense than before, and lasted longer.

Can, with her almond eyes half-closed, her cheeks blushing and burning, her mouth involuntarily hummed some weeping tunes.Very happy, very intoxicated.

Luo Xiu exerted all his strength and vented it—only to realize that Can's deep eyes, tears hanging from the corners of his eyes, and sweat all over his body; he was struggling sadly on the verge of collapse.

Luo Xiu's face was ashamed, and he felt ashamed and loving... Finally, let Can reach the peak of bliss in the depths of his mouth.

The clouds collected and the rain calmed down, and Chan collapsed on the sofa like a prostration: like a delicate magnetic doll glowing with brilliance, thin and graceful.

Luo Xiu was somewhat discouraged and embarrassed.In this love, he could never experience the happiness and satisfaction he once had.After the impulse, there is only boundless emptiness and self-blame.

He dressed indiscriminately, and brought a blanket to cover Chan's body.

"I'm tired, let's sleep for a while..." He smiled and coaxed the person he loved.

Chen Can still closed his eyes, looked extremely tired, and responded in a low voice: "Well... I'm so tired, I need to sleep for a while. It's all your fault, for making people so tired..."

Luo Xiu knew in his heart that with his performance just now, he would never be so tired.Chan, either to comfort him, or because he has not been nourished by rain and dew for too long, he feels satisfied with a little irrigation.

I am really stupid enough.

Luo Xiu's chest felt tight, and he panicked a little.I have never questioned my abilities so much.

"You sleep for a while, I'll go out for a while. By the way, I'll buy some vegetables and cook something delicious for you."

"Where are you going?" Can opened his eyes, fluttering his eyelashes, and asked firmly.

Luo Xiu touched his face, with a comforting meaning: "I'll go to the clinic, it's a little thing. You sleep well, and you'll see me when you wake up."

"Oh, then you go early and come back early." Chan, with a beautiful mouth bent, smiled amiably and cutely: "I will miss you. I am afraid that you are not at home."

"Don't be afraid..." Luo Xiu patted his little face, his eyes full of pampering: "I won't last long. Go to sleep..."

Hearing this, Chen Can closed his eyes again—the long eyelashes covered the windows of his heart, trembling slightly... There was a faint sweet smile on his face; an indescribable tranquility Anhe.

Seeing this, Luo Xiu felt a little softer in his heart.

He rearranged his clothes carefully, put on his overcoat, and walked out of the house.

As soon as the door opened, the cold wind whistled outside... The winter is coming, and the wind is blowing...

Chen Can, who was lying on the sofa, heard the sound of the door, and opened his clear eyes flutteringly—snowy, sharp, and cold...

Luo Xiu lied.

Instead of going to the clinic, he drove straight to the city center hospital.

A few days ago, in the phone call Can made to Yixi, he already knew in detail the location of the luxury ward where the patient lived.

He couldn't control his heart, nor tied his feet.When I feel frustrated physically and mentally, when I am downcast; the person I want to see is nothing but Fang Yixi.

He missed him, and felt that he was like a walking dead these days, with his soul out of his body.It was wrong, it was irrational, and it made no sense; but he couldn't help it.It's okay to just take a peek, to get rid of the worries in your heart.

I have to lie to Chan, for fear of seeing the unknown sadness and grievance in his eyes.If you meet that painful gaze, it seems that you have committed a heinous crime and become an unforgivable "criminal".

In front of Chan, he always felt that he was making a mistake.

They can only adopt such sneaky and devious tactics like this.

The elevator came to the fifth floor of the advanced ward.

Walking a little heavy, step by step towards the long-awaited door.

Standing still outside the door of the ward, he raised the hand knocking on the door, which seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and he couldn't fall down no matter what.

Through a strip of transparent glass inlaid in the middle of the door, one can see the person whom he misses is leaning against the head of the bed, smiling lazily.Chi Wei, holding a bowl of porridge, fed it himself spoon by spoon...While waiting, he blew on the porridge bowl.In the cautious demeanor, full of love is ready to come out.

Yixi's complexion improved a lot, showing a little healthy ruddy.He looked at Chi Wei on the opposite side affectionately, and there was a rippling tenderness in his eyes.

Luo Xiu, suddenly felt his heart tighten... a dull pain...

This look, Fang Yixi's tender and emotional look, originally belonged only to him.Once upon a time, Yixi, who was dressed in abstinence, could only feel tenderness when facing him.

At this moment, the person in the room, instead of him, enjoys this hard-won love exclusively.

The porridge sticks to his mouth, Chi Wei didn't wipe it off with a paper towel, but stuck to his face, and licked it into his mouth with his tongue like a dragonfly.This small gesture of Qing Se caused Yixi to stare at him pretending to be ashamed and angry, but there was a smile on the corners of her eyes and brows.It seems that they have long been accustomed to this kind of intimacy.

Luo Xiu felt his heart was stabbed by a sharp weapon again, bleeding from the pain.He screamed loudly in his heart: Fang Yixi, you are my slave.Have you forgotten what I said?You can't kiss others, this is my rule, do you ignore it?I really want to rush in and punch Chi Wei to the ground, then tie Fang Yixi to a place where no one can find him, lock him up, and love him well.In this life, let him never see anyone else except himself; he only belongs to himself, and is only owned by me, Luo Xiu.

However, after thinking about it, what position do I have to do this?Can, what should I do?

Luo Xiu clenched his fists, suppressing the excitement in his heart; in the room, people treated each other like guests, which hurt his eyes.

I knew that seeing him sad would make me miserable, and seeing him happy would still hurt me; why bother?Taking pride as oneself is really unnecessary and shouldn't be.

Luo Xiu lowered his head and moved away, so as not to be noticed by the people in the room who were peeping outside.A person stood there alone, unable to move a step for a long time.Obviously, the conflict in his heart was so overwhelming that he wanted to greedily look at that person more.

The tired eyes are low and confused at first glance, and half of them are blurred when they look again.The window is cold and rainy, and a lamp is alone.

If the material should be exhausted, is there still love?

He didn't know, not far away, at the stairs of the emergency exit: there were also people hiding in the dark, staring at him motionlessly...

Chen Can sneaked up with him, guessing that he came for Fang Yixi; seeing it with his own eyes, his teeth were still chattering with hatred.

Can, the eyes that have always been as bright as stars, shone with a gloomy luster, like obsidian glowing in the dark night, unfathomable and indistinguishable from emotions.The soft and beautiful face is as cold as the winter weather outside, full of chilling air.

"Luo Xiu, this is the first time...I will give you one chance...I will only give you one chance..."

Can, facing Luo Xiu's sad back, said to himself bitterly.