Tail Observation Diary

When Sen was born, the world was in chaos, there was no horizon, no sun, no clouds and wind, the world was like a billowing gray fog, and everyone had no entity. This is a world without concept, without time, without death, Nor do they count as "life".

Later, the world of gray mist gradually differentiated itself into something, maybe it was a figure accidentally left out by other worlds. The world is like a curious child, picking up these strange figures, and then projecting a lonely pond by itself, a dilapidated building. A colorless seesaw, a crude sun that cannot emit light and heat.Some things disappeared quickly, leaving only the pond, which may survive because it was restored relatively completely.

Sen didn't know much about this at the time, because most of the creatures in the gray fog world can't think. They are like fish that can survive only by eating microorganisms. They don't interfere with each other and have no entity. Maybe no one knows who's. After all, at that time, everyone was just a bunch of spirit bodies without thoughts.

Later, I don’t know why, the world gradually took shape, just like Moses used the scepter to part the ocean, there was a clear boundary between the sky and the earth, some things became erratic, slowly rising to become the sky, some things became heavy and Solid, slowly descending into the earth.

When Sen's four feet set foot on the ground, he always felt a very sharp sense of hunger, like a sharp knife against his abdomen.

"Hunger" was the first feeling he could experience after he had a physical body. This feeling has been with him for a long time. Even though Sen was no longer disturbed by hunger, this feeling seemed to flow in his blood, becoming A shadowy hallucination.

It took Sen a long time to figure out how to get rid of this maddening hunger. He had to fight for food with other concrete birds and beasts. The food was some creatures that were also projected from other worlds, and they had no strength to resist. It doesn't taste very delicious - to be honest, Sen doesn't think this kind of creature can provide any nutrition.

And Sen knows that his kind will not die if they don't eat people, and they won't really starve to death. Everyone can eat people, maybe just to listen to the screams of these creatures before they die, and to see their struggles. That's all.

Another point is that the hunger is too hard to bear. Even if they don't starve to death, the hunger still tortures every beast, making them want to go crazy all the time.The same is true for Sen. His projected body is thin and small, his hair is filthy and his skin sticks to his bones, and he can only secretly eat some of the remains left by others.

Later Sen passed by that pond, which was the one left a long time ago.The pond was probably projected from a completely different world. There were inverted tree shadows on the water, and Sen dragged his tail to the pond.

A thin, pointed face popped up, startling him.

That was his face reflected on the water, Sen stepped back a few steps, then slowly stepped forward, staring at himself in the pond.

Ugly, in his own eyes.

The hair on his face was dirty and curled, and he was too thin to be a fox. A pair of red eyes protruded from the eye sockets, and Sen gritted his teeth at the reflection in the water. He was still ugly.

He stood by the pond and watched for a long time. This was his first self-awareness. He realized his ugliness, the ugliness revealed by his incompetence and weakness.

The next day, Sen took part in the first food grab. He pounced on the group of beasts that were biting together, biting desperately, with a shocking sound in his throat, he frantically shook his head and retreated. Seeing his appearance, the beast burst out laughing.

Sen became their new toy. To be honest, it was the first time they saw such a weak and fierce fox. The fox was as hungry as a skinny dog. Breathe, the beasts have been playing for several days, and I think it is really interesting.

Four or five days later, when the fox was teased by its tail, it turned up and bit the beast that was grabbing him—he recently ate more than before, gained some strength, and his teeth were sharp, so he killed the beast on the spot. The beast's hand tore off a piece of flesh.

The beasts never expected him to be able to resist successfully. In their eyes, this fox was no different from other projections that had been eaten. The beasts were in an uproar. With a whirl, Sen was so thin that only a handful of bones were left, without any cushioning. This one threw him so brightly that his head was about to be cracked.

The excited cry sounded in the next second, and Sen felt the unimaginable pain that he had never felt before. He let out a miserable scream, and moved his hands and feet helplessly in the air—the bird he provoked The angry beast tore out his eyes.

This should be the busiest day in the mirror world. For the first time, the evil beasts bullied their own kind. The eyes of the nine-tailed fox were thrown into the pond, making two dull sounds. The nine-tailed fox curled up on the ground, The faces of the remaining two blood holes were buried in their arms, and after all the evil beasts had left, they groped to the edge of the pond.

The fox's face is reflected on the water, and the fox can't see anything anymore. For those projections that died tragically after being bitten, the fox has never felt sympathy, let alone compassion.

Now that similar things happen to him, no one will pity him, as it should be.

Two bloody tears flowed down the fox's face.

He found a cave and curled up by himself, and he didn't eat anymore. He couldn't die no matter what, but the endless hunger tormented him day after day. Sen felt that he was going to die every day. The sun rose as usual, and after an unknown amount of time, the wound where it lost its eye was no longer bleeding, and Sen heard someone talking.

"He had his eyes gouged out."

A voice said, this voice is very empty, like the cave itself is making a sound, no... it should be something bigger, just like the world is talking.

"Can it be cured?"

Another questioning voice was very young and sounded cold, and Sen's ears moved.

"The eyes were taken away, there is no reason to come back." The voice answered him.

"Give him one of my eyes, is that okay?"

When he said this, his emotions did not fluctuate, and he did not regret one of his eyes repeatedly.The empty voice didn't answer him, and after a while, the young man gasped in pain. He tried his best not to make a sound, but the rapid breathing gave him away.

Sen could feel the light, and he opened his eyes. Standing in front of him was a beautiful and rare nine-tailed white fox with snow-white hair and blood-red eyes—there was only one left.

The two red eyes looked at each other, and Sen looked at him, as if he was too shocked by his appearance to speak.

This is my brother.

This is what I want most.

thought the fox.