[Entertainment Circle] After collecting the seven Dragon Balls, I bravely entered the A club

I went to see a not-so-popular movie in the middle of the night, and there was no one in it.

Seeing that Park Jimin came halfway, it was really the long-lost meeting between the two alone.

"What?"

Interestingly, Jimin also asked me what happened to the plot because his was so late.

"Hey, hey, does it really matter what you put?" I squinted at him, full of sorrow, "The important thing is how long you haven't seen me."

"sorry."

As if he felt guilty, he saw him approaching me slowly in the shadows, and suddenly gave me a hug.

"I rely on my heart to move."

I said something expressionless.

"Hey!!" He slightly let go of me shyly, but still grabbed my sleeves with both hands.

"Cut...but," I suddenly looked up at him seriously, and asked, "Are you ever unhappy?"

"Eh? Is today's topic so profound?"

He froze slightly, lowered his head slightly, and approached me, paying attention to my expression.

"Well, because of something," I just thought of Brother Zhong Xuan and looked at him with frowned eyes, "Tell me quickly."

"Hmm..." He thought for a long time, then looked at me and nodded seriously, "Of course there will be."

"When? When you're tired from work?" When he said that, I became a little worried.

"Hey~ When you're tired from work, just drink a glass of beer with the members," he replied, who has recently become addicted to alcohol, and then told me that he would be unhappy, "It's because of the wrong performance on stage. or when I can’t reach the height I want when I come back, or when I’m not in a good state to meet the fans..."

Their concerts have gradually increased, and after knowing their own boundaries, how to deal with this sense of gap is also a very hard thing.

"It's hard work." Knowing that he has always been like this, he immediately looked at him with a distressed face, and unknowingly pulled up his sleeves.

"Ah, why are you so cute?" He narrowed his eyes, looked helpless, and raised his hand to pinch my face, "Why are you suddenly worried about me?"

"It's not the point," it's useless to tell him, just tell him over and over again: "If you are unhappy or tired, you must tell the members or me?"

"Ah! There's one more thing that makes me unhappy!" He said it suddenly, which made me very nervous, and I saw him suddenly hang his head in frustration, "It's just... I won't be happy if I don't see you often."

"..." Speechless, he pushed Park Jimin, "Did I ask you to play tricks?"

"I'm sorry~" He smirked and apologized, not looking sincere at all.

"It doesn't matter if you're unhappy or blame yourself..." I lowered my head and said, "I'll be worried."

"Well," he smiled slightly, and the tone in his slightly hoarse voice was reassuring to me, "I've always told you."

"Have it?"

I looked up at him, confirming with him with slightly red eyes.

"Well, hey, why are you crying?" He was a little helpless, and gently wiped my tears, "I will tell you every time, and I will also send it in text messages. Maybe you read it too often and forget it."

"is it?"

"Well," he nodded confidently, and then smiled all of a sudden, "Actually, when I was talking with you, I suddenly became happy, and I forgot all my troubles."

"I still have this function?"

"Yeah," he laughed, "you're my penicillin."

"You are my penicillin, you saved me."

His love words always touch my heart when I don't pay attention.

The heart is like being shot by an arrow.

Looking at him, I was a little dazed.

You are my penicillin too.

How dare you say such words.

It's just that he shrank into a ball because of embarrassment, covering his face in the scarf.

The two of us left the movie theater and took a walk by the Han River.

His hand shook mine, it was so warm.

Is this what love feels like?

Ah, it seems we haven't said this very formally yet.

It's just that when the other party has completed the goal.

Are we now in an ambiguous relationship?

……

"Are we going to keep going like this?"

I turned to look at him and asked a question.

"It should be..." He thought for a long time, then held back, "I can't imagine what it would be like without you."

"Then where am I?"

I was suddenly curious and asked him.

"Look at me not far away."

He looked at me and said.

Watching him from a distance.

Yes.

"and then?"

I asked, and the urgency in my tone poured out unconsciously.

"..."

He was quiet and looked at me as if he didn't understand me.

……

this fool.

How can you not understand?

I stop.

He followed and stopped.

Then I took another big step forward, looked at him, and asked softly:

"do you mean this?"

……

I have been standing not far away.

It's not far away, but it never seems to be close.

……

We agreed on the future.

But we get lost in the word "future"...

The atmosphere after the separation that day was a bit strange, and I guess it was unilateral.

It's not like a quarrel.

I have a feeling of loss, as if I understand that no matter how much I put in, there will be no gain.

I don't know if he understands my anger.

When I went back that night, I was still in the mood to make a song.

【Like it's raining...】

During the break, I posted a message on ins about my unknown state, which was taken care of by Brother Dongyun.

The kind where the two had never called before, because he called and just wanted to talk to someone, so he did.

He didn't cry, and stated calmly from beginning to end.

But because of Brother Dongyun's sentence "Speak out when you are sad", he became mentally retarded from crying.

Later, I was completely embarrassed to see this brother, after all, my ugly appearance was seen by him.

As a result, this brother started to circle around me like a vagrant, all day long.

"Let's go eat Japanese food. Didn't you say that xx's tempura is delicious last time?"

This is Sohn, a member of the famous group, sitting on the sofa in my studio, with his legs crossed, elegantly flipping through magazines.

"I won't go." I rubbed my hair irritably and refused with a frown.

I have completely lost the idea of ​​being polite to this person, and now I just find him annoying.

"Then I'll give you feat?"

He suddenly came over, such a big one, behind me, full of presence, I can seem to see the tail behind him.

"Huh? You can sing hippop?" I looked at him suspiciously, my song is very dark.

"Uh, I don't think so." He froze, stroking his hair in embarrassment.

"Then be quiet." I glared at him, turned around and ignored him.

"The future~"

After a while, he called me in a drawn out tone.

However, you poked me and poked me again, and you didn't have the polite and reserved appearance before.

"What are you doing~" I was helpless, I really wanted someone to take him away.

"It's dark, it's late at night, it's too hard, let's go to eat first and then come back~"

It looked like he had been busy all day and was so tired that he had to eat.

"Understood." I sighed and was pulled up helplessly.

I've been very efficient recently, and I'm thinking about releasing another album in December.

I just wanted to go out, but he pushed me back and told me to tidy up a little.

I guess "clean up" is the most straightforward but merciful thing this gentleman can think of.

You must know that when the group of brothers saw me during the retreat period, they directly twisted their noses and asked, "Are you a homeless man now?"

……

In fact, when you wear a big down jacket in winter, you can’t see anything.

Still being patient, she took a shower, dried her hair, and put on lipstick, but she looked very pitiful.

When I went out, there was already a lot of snow on the ground. I let out a long breath at night, and then followed Dong Yun's pace, rushing to eat warm sukiyaki pot and tempura.

After eating, I felt that the whole person was healed, my legs were nestled in the chair, and the whole person curled up and didn't want to move at all.

Brother Dongyun didn't stop me, he poured tea for me with a smile, and then quietly accompanied me like this.

"Let's go back?"

After half a day, I had a good rest and said something.

Time to get back to work.

"Okay." He promised me, his voice soft.

"I want coffee."

I was sitting in the car, saw the coffee shop outside, and said something with a blank face.

"Okay, then I'll find a place to stop the car, and you wait for me in the car." He immediately got out of the car to buy me coffee and my favorite cookies.

"I want to go home, I don't want to go to the studio."

Drinking coffee, she turned her head and said to him who planned to drive to the studio.

"Okay." He didn't say anything, and immediately turned around.

"I left my stuff in the studio, so let's go back to the studio first."

I saw that I was almost home, and said something casually.

"Okay." He agreed again, and took me to the studio again.

……

I'm kidding him, can't he see it?

My expression became more and more stinky, but he kept smiling.

And that sent me back to the studio like that.

He followed me out of the car, and I stood downstairs, looking back at him who was waiting for me in the snow.

"Hello, Brother Dongyun."

I walked back, called out to him, and stood opposite him.

"Ok?"

Snowflakes fell on his long and curly eyelashes, his eyes blinked slightly, and he looked at me and responded with a gentle and pleasant voice.

I've always thought he was good looking.

Not only is he good-looking, but he is a wonderful person in every way.

"Do you like me?"

I stood on the stairs, looking down at him with a complicated expression.

"Yes." He nodded quickly and looked at me very calmly.

"Oh? Want to fuck me?"

I raised my eyebrows and smirked.

"Don't use such a bad word,"

He looked at me with slight disapproval, but stretched out his hand to help me block the snow that fell on my head, laughed, and said:

"This is called chasing, I want to chase you."

His smiling eyes are bright, and he is as handsome as the moon hanging high.

"I'm so unreasonable."

I lightened my expression, looked at him, and said something.

"Knowing that you are doing bad things on purpose, I think you are cute."

He smiled, showing no sign of impatience.

"What should I do in the future?"

I asked him.

"People who know me say that I have a good temper."

He made wisecracks.

"I'm only 20 years old, you are already 25, uncle, don't you want to go to the army?"

I made excuses casually, my hands were sweaty for some reason, even so I still wanted to see his reaction.

"It's only 5 years old, not much, just right. It's not too late to catch up with you, it's too early."

His hand that was protecting me from the snow was already red from the cold, but he still smiled at me indifferently.

"Does it have to be me?"

If the truth is not touched, it must be fake.

But the heart has not yet settled down completely, so it is full of anxiety.

"It's okay," he smiled at me, "I'll accompany you."

I was so moved that I almost agreed to him on the spot.

I just pretended that I didn't want to cry at all, and hurried back to the studio.

In the future production days, he will definitely come when he has time.

The two of us will also meet backstage and chat together.

Brother Dongyun seems to have gradually integrated into my life.

And the other faded away.

There is no saying who replaces whom.

It means "disappear" and "appear".

"He" appeared in my life.

"He" disappeared from my life.