[Wen Ye] Do caged birds dream of butterflies?

Eyes, obedient relax the body.

Satisfied, he moved his hand away.It was quiet again in the study.

In the dark silence, you listened to the heartbeat and intertwined slight breathing, and couldn't help but think, unlike Nakahara Chu, Mr. Dazai has really changed a lot in recent years.

PortMafia's youngest cadre, a surly demon. "The misfortune of Dazai's enemy is that his enemy is Dazai."Intimidate, blackmail, murder, exclude dissidents, purge spies, and eradicate hostile organizations.Over the years, almost half of PortMafia's revenue came from Osamu Dazai.If we say that in the Central Plains, Mori Ogai's force deterrence on the bright side is a majestic sharp blade.Then Dazai Osamu is his pocket knife, and every inch of his wisdom is full of blood.

The above is the evaluation of Osamu Dazai inside PortMafia, which even you know.He is just an 18-year-old young man, and his brows are full of youthful delicacy and beauty, but even a veteran like Guangjin Liulang dare not go beyond the rules in front of him, because he casually raised his eyebrows and said something And trembling with fear and trepidation.

If Mori Ogai’s so-called “born for PortMafia” refers to this, then his goal has undoubtedly been achieved.But that's not what you care about.Whether it is murder or crime, Dazai-sensei can do whatever he wants, there is no difference between good and evil in your eyes.

All you care about is him.

He has grown taller and better looking. In addition to the well-behaved disguise he was good at when he was young, he has also learned to hide his emotions with a more natural and brisk mask.As he comes into contact with more darkness, he builds up his power and can seamlessly switch between a non-threatening brisk tone and a cold and biting killing intent. Have you ever seen him call and order to kill the family? His tone is as soft as a lover's whispers.

The sound is very nice.

Ah, speaking of whispers between lovers.He also learned to coax girls!No, for Dazai-sensei, this may be a natural skill.After all, who doesn't like Dazai-sensei.Even if he does nothing, he is already attractive enough. If he is fully aware of his own charm, his beautiful iris-colored eyes will show a little love, and he will soften his tone, with a slightly lonely smile , Say some sweet words like a baby, it really melts people's hearts.

At one stage, you too were one of the victims of this sweet talk.Even though you knew it was just his joke, your heart was still greatly shocked.

Fortunately, he soon grew tired of the prank.

——When did you get bored?

You remembered that it was after he jumped off a building in your study.

***

The weather that day was about the same as today, and it was also a gloomy and cloudy day.It was quite late when he came.The setting sun was obscured by thick clouds, and from the window there was only a dove-gray sky eroded by the night.

Probably because he drank wine before coming here, he said that he was thirsty and wanted to drink orange juice when he entered the door.You frantically squeezed out a cup and brought it over. As soon as he took it, the guard knocked on the door to report that Zhongyuan Zhong also came to return the book and was waiting for you in the reception room.

You don't think about the past, after all, no one is more important in your heart than Mr. Dazai.But Osamu Dazai calmly drank the orange juice and waved to you, urging you to go and come back quickly.

So there you go.After saying hello and picking up the book, I turned around and left the reception room without delivering it or going out, and it took less than a few minutes.When the door of the study opened in front of you again, you saw Osamu Dazai standing at the open window at a glance.

The floor-to-ceiling windows of the study room were large, making his figure wrapped in black even more erratic and thin.The strong wind typical of high-rise buildings rolled in from the window, lifting the hem of his long trench coat.

The black cloth raised a high arc in the air.

Standing there, against the background of the sky and the window frame, he turned around and showed you a transparent smile, and then stepped out.

Your mind goes blank.Can't even remember making a sound.When you reacted, you realized that you were holding his wrist with one hand, and firmly grasping the raised window sill with the other. Half of your body was hanging out of the window, your toes were off the ground, and you were still sliding down.

The strong wind curls your long hair, it seems that sweat has slipped into your eyes, and your vision is hazy.

You seem to hear his voice, but don't remember what he said.Then, in the next second, you and him were pulled up by Zhongyuan Zhongya who turned back.

At that time, Zhongyuan Zhong also got very angry. If you hadn't stopped him, he probably would have beaten Osamu Dazai to a hemiplegia on the spot.You freak out too.But in the end, I still remember to deal with the scene in front of me first, wipe away my tears - you only realized at that time that it was your tears that blurred your vision - and persuaded Zhongya Zhongya out with a trembling voice.

It's literally the most thrilling experience you can remember.Even if he was mentally prepared, he decided to fully respect Mr. Dazai's suicidal habit. When it happened in front of his eyes, he was caught off guard.You don't even know how you could catch up in time, and you actually used Tomie's powerless body to hold Osamu Dazai who was much taller than you. At that moment, you felt that you were possessed by a god. Pained for days from the dislocation and pulled muscle.

After that time, you locked the window of the study, probably because of some PTSD, and the curtains were never drawn again.

But thinking about it afterwards, Mr. Dazai chose to jump off the building at that time, probably because Nakahara Chu was nearby.There is absolutely no need for you, a weak chicken, to do anything, and Zhong Yuanzhong will definitely be able to catch him before he falls to the ground.

It was your unnecessary actions that caused him to be read by Mori Ogai afterwards.You knew that and apologized very guilty afterwards.After that, although he will still come to you with wet clothes after entering the water, or share his other suicide experiences with you, he will no longer do similar things in front of you.

It was also from then on that he no longer said sweet words to you that were fake at first sight.He started liking to hug you from behind, put his head on your shoulder, give you things, and then put bugs on the things he gave you.

You think the former is probably because he is tired of playing.The latter is probably because he doesn't want you to see his expression.You remember the look on his face after you were pulled up that day.Zhongyuan Zhong also yelled at him in a hurry, but he just looked at you, his kite-colored eyes were wide open, his eyes were blank and confused, like a person who feels like he has done something wrong but doesn't know where it is. child.

Childish enough to make people feel distressed, and even a little cautious.

So for the first time, you couldn't help but took the initiative to hug him, and tried your best to comfort him incoherently, without knowing what you said.

So the Central Plains became even more popular.Do you remember him yelling at you, "Aren't you mad at this?"

"No way," you remember replying, "Why should I be angry? How could I be angry with Mr. Dazai?"

Yeah, why are you angry with Mr. Dazai.It's too late for you to love him.

So whether it's a bug or treating you like a doll, no matter what Mr. Dazai does to you, you will be very happy.

You breathed in the air mixed with the smell of gunpowder smoke on his body, and slightly curled the corners of your mouth.Then I heard a voice behind me.

"What are you thinking? Your heartbeat is so loud."

"I'm thinking about Mr. Dazai." You replied, hearing him chuckle softly.

The recent Dazai-san is so gentle.You think, if it wasn't for the emptiness and coldness in Yuan's eyes as always, you would almost have the illusion that you are loved by him.

But that's fine too.You curled the corner of your mouth sweetly, because "almost" means "just a little bit".

12

Inter-chapter - Zhongye, Central Plains

Before seeing the Boss in PortMafia's name, Zhong Yuan only knew that it was a woman.

It is said to be the daughter of the previous man.The more popular theory is that the mistress gave him an illegitimate daughter, because she is not a person with supernatural powers, but also a girl.So it has been kept anonymously and well protected in other places.It wasn't until the old man went crazy that he killed a large number of cronies and heirs that he carefully cultivated. When he was dying, he remembered that there was such a daughter, and passed on the position of Port Mafia Boss to her.It is rumored that no one has seen this woman's appearance, and even her name is a secret. It is said that because she is very afraid of death, she hides all information and never leaves the heavily guarded Hong Kong Black Building on weekdays. No one can see her face, and all orders are delivered by Mori Ogai, a senior advisor.

And this Mori Ogai was not even PortMafia before, and he was able to take the position only because he was the most trusted personal doctor and testament witness of the ancestors.

Those who have not experienced it will never be able to imagine the trauma left by the "blood tyranny/government" on the city of Yokohama. //One day, all the red-haired boys on the street were killed.Because a red-haired teenager drew joking graffiti on the leader's car.One day, poison was poisoned in the water storage tank of one of the collective dormitories, killing all the residents.It is only because there is a slight possibility that the cadres of the hostile organization will hide in that assembly dormitory.On another day, those who speak ill of PortMafia will be executed, and such notices will be posted in the vicinity.And attach a reward for reporting other bad words.For this reason, in the past few years, the street has become a city full of suspicious ghosts and betrayals like the medieval witch trials.No less than thousands of people died as a result of execution