The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

Xu Jingheng's sincere words finally made Tang Geyu compromise. He resisted the discomfort in his heart and said with a blushing face, "But...if I ask you to get it first, then how are you going to talk to your father?"

Seeing that Tang Geyu was no longer stubborn, Xu Jingheng felt a little better. He smiled lightly: "You don't need to worry about it. You know what kind of person my father is. I just said that I need money, and he won't ask too much. Just give it to me, you wait for me to give you the money tomorrow afternoon, and you go and rescue your mother."

"OK, OK..."

Tang Geyu pressed Xu Jingheng's profile to find the warmth he needed most, "Thank you."

Xu Jingheng kissed him, "The young couple still say that you can't thank them, it's more important."

Tang Geyu closed his eyes and smiled as if relieved, "It's good to have you."

"It's good to know." Xu Jingheng patted him on the shoulder twice, "Rest well tonight, go to my dad tomorrow morning, and bring the money back to you in the afternoon. some."

He pushed Tang Geyu away, it was a bit cold from the cool wind, he zipped it up and put his hands in his pockets, "You don't have to worry about my dad, I can handle it easily."

Tang Geyu smiled, and looked at Xu Jingheng dotingly, "Okay, I'm not worried, take a good rest tonight."

"Well... so cute."

Xu Jingheng took two steps back, "Goodbye, I'm going back."

"Bye bye." Tang Geyu raised his hands and bent over his head, showing a big heart to Xu Jingheng, "Brother Yu loves to do things."

Xu Jingheng was amused by his posture, but uncontrollably, he showed great affection to Tang Geyu, "I love Brother Yu too."

After they compared their hearts to each other, Tang Geyu stood where he was, and watched Xu Jingheng walk out of the alley with gentle eyes under the warm yellow tile lamp. The sense of happiness in his heart was indescribably strong.

This boy, he wants to love forever.

He will remember Xu Jingheng's kindness to him for a lifetime.

Tang Geyu looked ahead until Xu Jingheng's back disappeared at the entrance of the alley, then he turned and went home.

Without packing his luggage, he collapsed on the bed after taking a shower, took out his mobile phone and clicked on the photo album. Looking at a photo taken a long time ago, he was obsessed and full of joy.

In the photo, Xu Jingheng is lying on the table sleeping, with two little buns tied up with strawberry rubber bands on his head cutely standing upright, his bangs are also combed smoothly, it looks like he wants to steal away and take him home.

Tang Geyu's lips stuck to the phone screen and kissed, and the corners of his mouth couldn't stop rising, "Master Xingxing, the little brother is counting on you..."

It's nice to have a boyfriend, he thought.

However, after Xu Jingheng returned home, he opened the door and saw that something was wrong.

It turned out that there was no meal cooked by Grandpa Xu on the table.

For more than a year since he returned to City H from S City, every time he went home, he could eat the meal that Grandpa Xu had prepared for him long ago, but not today.

He didn't think Grandpa Xu was lazy, but worried that Grandpa Xu was feeling unwell.

He didn't even have time to put his schoolbag, so he hurried to Grandpa Xu's room, only to see Grandpa Xu sitting on a small chair in the room and making a phone call. There was a table next to the chair, and a large luggage bag was placed on the table.

Xu Jingheng stood at the door of the room, watching Grandpa Xu anxiously said to the other end of the phone when he saw him coming back: "Xiao Xu, Jingheng is back, I'll give him the phone!"

This scene made Xu Jingheng feel a little at a loss.

Before he could ask a question, Grandpa Xu held the phone to his ear, and listening to what Ran Xu said on the phone, his head felt more and more numb.

"A few gangsters came to our store to make trouble, and they even tried to mess with me. Your father confiscated them in a fit of anger, and beat a few of them..."

"It's been several days, and those people are still lying in the hospital, spending a lot of money every day..."

"There is another one that has injured its leg and needs surgery soon..."

"Fortunately, the day before yesterday we ran into Mr. Si and Young Master Si at the hospital by chance. Mr. Si borrowed 10 yuan from us for the sake of our friendship for many years..."

After Xu Jingheng heard these words, he could no longer hold the phone in his hand, and his mind became numb all at once.His eyes were dizzy and he couldn't think, only a growing sense of fear and worry came to him.

His lips trembled, he was speechless, his throat was astringent and itchy, "Mom..."

Ran Xu wiped tears on the other end of the phone. She has never encountered such a big thing in her life for nearly 40 years, and it happened so suddenly that she couldn't bear it all at once. She has been flustered all day long these days Shaking, afraid that one of the few people in the hospital would not survive, then Xu Li's life would be over.

Ran Xu's voice trembled uncontrollably: "Don't worry about mom and dad, grandpa will come over tomorrow to help take care of those people, and I'll go with your dad to see how to make money, alas... I don't know what happened when I met When it comes to these things..."

What Ran Xu said later hit Xu Jingheng's heart every word, and there were only two words in his mind: It's over.

Silin...it must be Silin...

After Xu Jingheng's brief anger, he began to worry endlessly.

What to do... What to do with the parents, what to do with those people in the hospital, what to do with Tang Geyu's 3 yuan?

Tang Geyu... Thinking of Tang Geyu and Xu Jingheng's eyes became hot.Just an hour ago, he had said so swearingly in front of Tang Geyu, and gave Tang Geyu so much peace of mind, but he didn't know that something like this happened suddenly at home...

Xu Jingheng's breathing became heavy, and for a moment he couldn't think about how to tell Tang Geyu that the 3 yuan could not be paid?

Tang Geyu, Tang Geyu is still waiting for him...

How to do……

After Ran Xu said those words, he suddenly paused, the air was quiet for more than ten seconds, and Ran Xu's voice rang again on the phone: "Heng, Mom asked you something... President Si said that his child is with you One class, but did you offend Young Master Si? When President Si lent us money, he suddenly mentioned that his children seem to be complaining about you, but they want to be friends with you."

Xu Jingheng lowered his eyes, not knowing what to say, and Ran Xu said again: "Hengheng, if you have trouble with Young Master Si, mother wants to wrong you to apologize to Young Master Si and say something nice to him Listen, okay? President Si said that if we don’t have enough money, we can go to him to borrow it first, and then pay it back slowly... Otherwise, your father and I don’t know where to get money... You and Young Master Si Take it easy, it's not that hard for parents to ask President Si to borrow money, is it?"

Xu Jingheng listened to the voice on the phone and looked out of the window absentmindedly, only then did he realize that the glass on the window had been wet by raindrops, and a soft ticking sound sounded outside the house, breaking the somewhat terrifying quiet night.

I don't know if it was because the rain outside the window was getting heavier and heavier, Xu Jingheng felt that his eyes were becoming more and more blurred. At first he just saw a layer of fog in front of his eyes, but later his eyes turned black and he couldn't see anything.

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An autumn rain knocked down most of the yellow leaves on the tree, and the treetops were still dripping, and the air was full of fresh fragrance after the rain.

Xu Jingheng didn't sleep well last night. When he opened his eyes, it was no longer raining outside, and the rain marks on the windows were still wet.

He glanced at the wall clock on the wall, it was a few minutes before six o'clock, and the first bus from their village to the town was at 06:30.

Through the window, I can see that the sky is not bright outside, and I can faintly hear the crowing of chickens from some house.

Xu Jingheng sat up and drank a glass of water. When he swallowed the water, he found that his throat hurt a little, as if it was swollen.

He wiped the sweat off his forehead with a piece of paper, and took a dry towel to wipe off the sweat on his back.

His head was a little heavy, his eyes were dizzy, and his body was weak. He lay down and squinted for a while, but the squint was not very good, and his mind was full of worries.

He picked up his mobile phone and sent Tang Geyu a message, and Tang Geyu replied immediately.When it was 06:30, the sky outside was already bright, and there were no dark clouds. It should not rain anymore.

Xu Jingheng lifted the quilt and got off the bed, and when he went out of the room, he saw Grandpa Xu was about to go out with his luggage on his back. He walked back to the room very quietly and closed the door, and did not leave the door until daybreak.

When he was walking on the road, he was in a daze, his head drooped weakly, his body was sweating, and when he regained consciousness, he found that he had arrived at Luoyu Street.

The sun has risen in the sky, and the sky is sunny after the rain, but there is no rainbow.The people on the street had been out of the stalls for a long time, and the smell of fried dumplings could be heard from the stall in front. Xu Jingheng's stomach was growling, but he didn't have the energy to eat.

When he walked outside Tang Geyu's door with nervousness and guilt, his eyes were already hot.

He curled up his fingers and knocked on the door of Tang Geyu's house, and the door was quickly opened. He saw Tang Geyu in plain clothes, looking at him tenderly.

"Ge Yu..." Xu Jingheng was still wearing the school uniform jacket that Tang Geyu gave him yesterday, and was carrying a black schoolbag.

"Here we come." Tang Geyu spoke in a calm voice, "I made you egg rolls, come in and eat."

Xu Jingheng shook his head, eyes full of reluctance, "I don't want to eat..."

"You definitely didn't have breakfast in the morning, come in and have some, the egg roll is still hot." Tang Geyu stretched out his hand and pulled him, "Why are your eyes teary, what did I do to make you angry?"

After Xu Jingheng was pulled into the door by Tang Geyu, he immediately slammed the door tightly and pushed Tang Geyu against the door panel, "Geyu..."

Tang Geyu smiled, "It's early in the morning, isn't it appropriate?"

As he said, he stretched his hand into Xu Jingheng's clothes.

Xu Jingheng reached out and hugged Tang Geyu's waist, and buried his head pitifully in Tang Geyu's arms, "Geyu...I...Actually, I came to tell you..."

As soon as he woke up in the morning, he sent a message to Tang Geyu, saying that he had something to tell him, and Tang Geyu said hello.

Xu Jingheng didn't dare to look at Tang Geyu, but his voice trembled, "You, actually I..."

Tang Geyu took his hands out of Xu Jingheng's clothes and hugged Xu Jingheng's back, "Hey, why are you still crying? Who bullied you?"

"Ge Yu..." Xu Jingheng really didn't know how to speak, and felt that it was inappropriate to start with any word, "Actually, I..."

"Actually, you should hurry up and let me go to the kitchen to eat egg rolls." Tang Geyu slid his fingers to Xu Jingheng's earlobe and pinched gently, "A child who obediently eats breakfast is a good child."

"Ge Yu..." Xu Jingheng frowned deeply.

Tang Geyu asked him: "It rained in the morning, why didn't you take an umbrella when you came here, didn't you get wet?"

Xu Jingheng shook his head, "No..."

"It's fine if you don't have one. The weather is so bad that you can't get wet. It's a shame to catch a cold."

"Ge Yu, I...I..."

I can't give you 3 yuan.

Xu Jingheng really couldn't speak these words, he didn't want to see Tang Geyu's shocked eyes, nor did he want to see Tang Geyu's flustered and complaining expression.

He originally thought that he could finally be kind to Tang Geyu, finally let Tang Geyu rely on him once, and finally be able to help Tang Geyu, but... But the reality is so unsatisfactory.

He is still not qualified, and he will only enjoy Tang Geyu's kindness to him.

"All right baby." Tang Geyu put his arms around Xu Jingheng's waist and gently hooked him. After pressing Xu Jingheng against his body, he turned around and pressed Xu Jingheng against the door panel, then raised Xu Jingheng's chin, and said affectionately: "Let Brother Yu kiss OK?"

Xu Jingheng grabbed the hem of Tang Geyu's black coat with both hands, and when he looked up at Tang Geyu with self-blame, he saw a new medium-sized silver trolley case beside the table in the living room.

He put his eyes on the trolley case and saw that the outside of the case was covered with a layer of transparent protective film. It was indeed a new case. There was a schoolbag next to the case. The zipper of the schoolbag was not pulled, and a white T was exposed inside.

At that moment, Xu Jingheng's heart seemed to be pressed and throbbed by something sharp, and his temples began to throb violently due to the pain.

He didn't dare to look at the silver trolley case, and closed his eyes uncomfortably, "Ge Yu, do you know? You actually know what I want to tell you, right?"

"Hmm." Tang Geyu's voice was very calm, without any emotion, he didn't want Xu Jingheng to worry or feel wronged.

Xu Jingheng lowered his head, "When will it be collected?"

"In the morning, when you sent me a message."

"when are you leaving?"

"You finished your breakfast."

"You...do we have another way?"

I really don’t want to be separated from you. I really don’t want you to drop your studies and go to work. The kind of job you mentioned that pays very quickly must be a very tiring job. I don’t want you to suffer. I want to be with you every day. Let's go together, okay...

Xu Jingheng couldn't say all these words, because Tang Geyu's mother needed to replace them.

He could only ask if there was any other way.

"No more..." Tang Geyu said in a low voice.

In the morning, he wanted to say goodbye to Xu Jingheng easily and naturally, but his expression could be disguised, but the reluctance and attachment in his heart could not be hidden.

He just didn't want to be separated from Xu Jingheng.

Reluctant.

Xu Jingheng opened his eyes, but his pupils were drooping, and the emotion in his eyes was covered by thick eyelashes, "Your uncle...don't your uncle and the others also have money? Can you let them take care of it first and your mother first?" Rescue them, you will earn money to pay them back..."

Tang Geyu shook his head helplessly, "No...my uncle bought a house last year, and now he has to pay back the money every month..."

"Then... is there anyone else who can help you?"

"Nothing."

"Perhaps... Sister Zhu." Xu Jingheng looked up at him, as if he had found hope, "Where is Sister Zhu? Sister Zhu is rich, right?"

"But her money is her money, and it's useful. His brother will get married soon, and she has plenty of places to spend it."

"Then..." Xu Jingheng's eyes dimmed, "Then you have to leave, right?"

"Yes."

Tang Geyu touched Xu Jingheng's forehead with his lips, "As long as there is still a way, I will not choose to separate from you."

"As long as there is still a way, I will not choose to separate from you." This sentence deeply touched Xu Jingheng's inner self-blame, and this sentence was also what he wanted to say to Tang Geyu.

His eyes became more and more blurred, Tang Geyu seemed to be covered with a layer of tulle, and he couldn't see clearly, "Geyu... isn't it..."

"All right." Tang Geyu looked serious, "How many times have I told you not to say these three words, why don't you remember Brother Yu's words?"

Xu Jingheng's eyes were moist, "But I really didn't expect that someone would go to our store to make trouble. My mother was bullied, and my father beat up several people in a fit of anger. Those people are still waiting for Qian Zhi in the hospital. My parents Also... no money."

"Your father beat someone?" Tang Geyu looked worried, "Are your parents okay now?"

Xu Jingheng shook his head, "My mother was so anxious that her voice became hoarse, the W area where my grandfather went early in the morning..."

"Where are those people? Is there something wrong?"

"It's fine...we're all lying in the hospital."

"That's good, as long as your parents are fine, there will always be a way to solve the difficulties."

Xu Jingheng looked at Tang Geyu with self-blame, "Our family's money has to be paid first. It's hard for me to ask them for money at this time, so..."

There was water in his eyes, "Ge Yu, blame me..."

Tang Geyu clicked his tongue, "How can you blame this? It's not your fault, it's Tang Weiming's fault, it's all his fault."

Tang Geyu hugged Xu Jingheng, and gently pressed Xu Jingheng's head into his arms, "I will make more money and solve all our difficulties. Don't worry too much about your parents, and don't keep thinking about me. Study hard, okay?"

Xu Jingheng wanted to say that he couldn't do it, but he didn't want Tang Geyu to show his affection for him.He gritted his teeth and endured, but still couldn't control his silent sobs, and hugged Tang Geyu helplessly.

He was really too afraid of being separated from Tang Geyu, and he really loved Tang Geyu too much.

He never thought that there would be a Tang Geyu in his life. Tang Geyu, who was like a god, gave him infinite love and understanding, tolerance and tenderness.

That morning Tang Geyu held Xu Jingheng in his arms to comfort him for a long time, and said many words to make Xu Jingheng feel at ease. He left with a black schoolbag.

He went to District Y, a place at the two ends of City S with Luoyu Street.They are still in the same city, but farthest away.

Tang Geyu never thought that day, when he returned to Luoyu Street, Xu Jingheng was no longer his.