The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

Xu Jingheng went back to Tang Geyu's house to pack up some of his clothes and daily necessities, and planned to tell Li Han about dropping out of school at night.

He has to go to District W tonight. After all, his store was smashed, and Xu Li sent several people to the hospital. He was afraid that Ran Xu, who had never experienced big storms, would not be able to hold on, and Xu Li would definitely be terrified too. Yes, this is no small matter.

Xu Jingheng went out to eat something, and it was getting late when he came back.After brushing his teeth, he sat on Tang Geyu's bed and packed the last bit of luggage, holding a white coat that Tang Geyu bought for him a few days ago, staring blankly.

He had never worn this coat, and the tag was still there.

He sighed softly, folded the coat calmly and put it in the suitcase, squatted on the ground with his face up, quietly looking at the black wall outside the window, suddenly his nose felt sour and his eyes were wet.

Just in the morning, Tang Geyu was still in front of him, why did they separate in a blink of an eye?Why did he suddenly want to see Tang Geyu, but couldn't?Why is the small room full of sweet talk all of a sudden suddenly so terribly quiet...

Xu Jingheng pouted aggrievedly, took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Tang Geyu, but he didn't dare.

He knew that Tang Geyu was going out to make money, so he must be very tired and hard. He didn't want to disturb Tang Geyu all the time, so that Tang Geyu kept focusing on himself and couldn't concentrate on his work.

Tang Geyu had to work hard to come back sooner.

Xu Jingheng was immersed in missing Tang Geyu, and when the phone in his hand rang suddenly, he was startled.

He looked down and saw that it was Ran Xu calling.

Seeing the word "Mom" on the note on the phone, the longing in Xu Jingheng's heart was immediately replaced by shame.

Ran Xu was still waiting for him to apologize to Si Lin, and was still counting on him to help Xu Li, but he seemed to add fuel to the fire and made Si Lin even more angry.

what to do...how to say...

Xu Jingheng didn't dare to answer this call, his pupils constricted in fright, and he bit his lip and closed his eyes nervously as the phone hung up automatically after it rang.

But after the phone automatically hung up, the ringtone rang again soon.

Xu Jingheng didn't dare to look at those two words on the phone screen.He closed his eyes in depression, but the bell kept ringing, exerting infinite pressure on him.

"You won't let me go, I won't let you go, I want to be sure to hold the same arm every day..."

The ringing continued, making Xu Jingheng's heart ache.After ruthlessly touching his face with his palm twice, he connected the phone before the ringtone automatically cut off again, with a hoarse voice: "Mom..."

However, before he could say his apology, he heard Ran Xu's thank you.

"Heng..." Xu Jingheng could hear some calmness from Ran Xu's voice on the other end of the phone, "Thank you, mom..."

When Xu Jingheng was puzzled, Ran Xu said on the other end of the phone that President Si personally went to the hospital and handed them money for emergency treatment. Those who were beaten took a lot of money, and after taking the money, they agreed to privately and did not call the police.

Xu Li didn't need to get involved in the game anymore, and his grandfather would be back in a few days, and there was nothing to do at home, so he just had to find a way to pay back the boss's money as soon as possible.

Xu Jingheng was unexpectedly calm when he heard this.He knew that it was arranged by Si Lin, but when he made the worst plan but found that the worst plan was no longer needed, and things were developing in a good direction, he didn't feel relaxed at all.

Just indifferent.

Silin's face appeared in his mind for a moment, but he was soon suppressed by Tang Geyu's face.

He didn't want to see Si Lin, it would make him bored and disgusted, so whenever Si Lin's face tried to occupy his mind, he would force himself to think about Tang Geyu, only in this way could he feel better.

At the end of this phone call, there was still a thank you from Ran Xu, which aroused endless self-blame and grievance in Xu Jingheng's heart.

Ran Xu and Xu Li would not have experienced these bad things in the first place. It was him, he was the one who harmed their parents. Their hard-earned money from getting up early every day, they just took it all at once and paid for it. less money.

And after such a big event, Xu Li and Ran Xu's physical and mental anxiety and exhaustion were all irreparable to him.

And Tang Geyu and Wu Yu... They didn't have to go through these difficulties in the first place.

He didn't have to separate from Tang Geyu...

It's all because of Silin...

Xu Jingheng had only hated and feared Silin before, but from today onwards, there is hatred.

He gritted his teeth secretly, and unconsciously tightened his grip on the phone, thinking firmly that one day, sooner or later, he would make Si Lin pay the price.

"Even if the world around me makes no sense, I will always be with you. If you don't let me go, I won't let you go. I think..."

The phone suddenly vibrated in the palm of my hand, and the screen lit up.Xu Jingheng squatted on the ground and looked down at the screen. When he saw the words Tang Geyu on it, he immediately connected the phone and shouted: "Geyu!"

There was a lot of noise on the other end of the phone. There seemed to be a lot of people talking around Tang Geyu, as well as the sound of trains passing by on the track, and the sound of someone talking on the radio.

Xu Jingheng frowned, "Ge Yu..."

"OK...I'm at the train station."

"Geyu..." Xu Jingheng heard Tang Geyu's hurried voice, and his heart ached, "Are you leaving?"

Tang Geyu walked towards the trash can in the distance with the finished instant noodle bucket, "Well, I found Brother Zhang, and Brother Zhang is willing to take me to Y. He said there is a construction site over there that is short of people, so I went." As long as you are willing to work, you don’t have to worry about not making money. He also affirmed with me that as long as I work hard, I can earn [-] yuan a month. "

"The construction site... The construction site is so hard." Xu Jingheng hesitated, "You will definitely have a hard time earning [-] a month."

"It's okay." Tang Geyu comforted him: "Brother Zhang even praised me, saying that I look physically strong, and the more I do, the more I get. Maybe it's possible to get [-] a month."

"Is...really?" Xu Jingheng was not happy when he heard this. He hoped that Tang Geyu would study in the classroom instead of earning a lot of money outside.

But these things just didn't go as he wanted.

"Oh... Brother, be careful, tsk... The soup is all spilled on my hands."

Xu Jingheng sat up straight, "Ge Yu! What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay." Tang Geyu continued to walk forward, "I was bumped by an old man, and the instant noodles spilled some soup on my hand."

"Instant noodles? Don't you never eat instant noodles?"

Xu Jingheng remembered Tang Geyu's refusal to eat instant noodles very clearly. It was because he used to be greedy and wanted to eat instant noodles. Tang Geyu always refused to let him eat them, insisting that they were not clean.He still remembers that one night he couldn't bear it any longer, and wanted to eat instant noodles so much that his mouth felt sour, so he bought a bucket of instant noodles behind Tang Geyu's back and hid in the dormitory to eat, but when he was eating vigorously, the door was suddenly barged in Tang Geyu, who wanted to make out with him, bumped into him, Tang Geyu immediately scolded him severely, saying that he would not let him eat the leftover half bucket of noodles, and he was still angry for a long time.

At this time, Tang Geyu was holding instant noodles in one hand and a mobile phone in the other, and he had no time to wipe the soup on his hands. He squinted his eyes that could not be opened, "I don't want to eat instant noodles either. Isn't it because money is tight?"

Xu Jingheng immediately realized that he had just asked a question that shouldn't be asked, and he lowered his head guiltily, "Geyu...you can eat delicious food over there, let's cook, anyway, you won't spend much on grocery shopping."

Tang Geyu said naturally: "If you go there, you have to do something. How can you have time to cook?"

Xu Jingheng realized again that he had asked a question that should not have been asked, and he didn't want to speak for a moment.

"Okay." Tang Geyu threw the instant noodle box in the trash can, and asked the person next to him for a piece of paper to wipe his hands.After cleaning his hands, he immediately covered his forehead, raised his face and rolled his Adam's apple, and said in a painful way, "When I get there, I won't be able to look at my phone often, and I won't be able to chat with you on the phone. Take care of yourself." Study, I will come back when I earn money."

Xu Jingheng nodded obediently with a puffy face, "Mmm..."

"Okay, okay, during the time when Brother Yu is away, don't empathize with him, and wait for Brother Yu to come back obediently."

Tang Geyu made a joke, and Xu Jingheng laughed along with it, "Hmph, then you should come back sooner."

"Okay, I'll try my best." Tang Geyu sniffed, his ears flushed, "The phone is out of battery, and it will be turned off soon. Before turning it off, I have to tell you something that I must say..."

He was feeling uncomfortable, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, "I will miss you every day, and I will always love you."

"Me too……"

After Xu Jingheng got excited, he realized that Tang Geyu's voice was not right, it sounded a little nasal, "Geyu, what's wrong with you?"

Tang Geyu's body was uncomfortable, dizzy, and his whole body felt top-heavy, and he couldn't stand firmly, so he began to act coquettishly with Xu Jingheng again: "Brother Xingxing, I feel so uncomfortable... my head is dizzy, my body It's hot and I can't even walk steadily..."

"Ah?!" Xu Jingheng's heart trembled instantly, "Are you dizzy? Are you feeling hot?!"

He sat on the ground and glanced out of the window subconsciously, seeing a few leaves falling outside the window, he knew that the seasons had changed and autumn had come, and Tang Geyu would have a fever every time the seasons changed!

it's over...

"Ge Yu!" Thinking of this, Xu Jingheng fell back weakly and leaned against the side of the bed, "You... do you have a fever?"

Tang Geyu closed his eyes, his cheeks flushed.He nodded contrivedly to the phone, "Mmmmmm... I have a fever."

"Ge Yu! Come back now, I'll take you to the hospital!" Xu Jingheng clenched his fists uneasily, "Don't leave today, wait until you recover!"

Tang Geyu shook his head pretentiously. He turned his head and looked at the people who were going to the train one after another, and said pitifully: "No way, the train is leaving soon. I bought two tickets. If you don't go, it will be a waste." A few hundred dollars."

"But you have a fever!" Xu Jingheng knew how uncomfortable Tang Geyu would be when he had a fever. He had seen Tang Geyu's eyes were bloodshot, his lips were pale, and his body was so dizzy that he couldn't even stand upright. The place goes through this discomfort alone...

Xu Jingheng's heart twitched, and he begged: "Geyu... come back today, I'm so worried about you..."

"It's okay..." Tang Geyu immediately became serious again when he heard Xu Jingheng's crying, he forced himself to speak more energetically, "Don't worry about me, study hard, I have Brother Zhang by my side, I am the one he brought out , can he ignore me?"

"But……"

"Good boy, I'm just calling you to tell you that I'll take the train to District Y to make money right away. When I go there, I have to get up early and stay late to make money, so I won't have time to talk to you Tired of crooked, you have to be obedient, eat well, and raise more meat for brother Yu to come back and hold it comfortably."

"Okay..." Xu Jingheng's tears couldn't stop dripping to the ground, and his voice was trembling: "You should also take care of yourself and pay attention to your body. How long will the train take? It will take a few hours, so you can take advantage of the time when the train is driving." Sleep well in the car, and have a meal when you get there, okay..."

As Xu Jingheng talked, he couldn't help crying.He didn't dare to cry, he gritted his teeth and swallowed the whimper in his mouth, not wanting Tang Geyu to know that he was crying.

Tang Geyu raised his head, and lowered the palm on his forehead to cover his eyes, "Okay, let's have a meal after a meal."

Seeing that Tang Geyu agreed, Xu Jingheng felt better. He ran his fingers across his face, "Then you sleep well in the car and tell Brother Zhang to take care of you. We will thank him when we come back."

"Okay, the train is fast..."

Tang Geyu's voice suddenly stopped in his ears, and Xu Jingheng panicked, "Ge Yu? Ge Yu?"

"Ge Yu..."

Tang Geyu's cell phone turned off automatically when it ran out of battery, and Xu Jingheng's heart was still in suspense, and he couldn't let it go for a long time.

He waited for Tang Geyu to call him after he arrived, and he was also worried that there were too many people on the train and the noise was loud, whether Tang Geyu could sleep well, and if he couldn't sleep well, would he be more dizzy and uncomfortable...

What he didn't expect was that Tang Geyu bought a sleeper berth for Brother Zhang and a standing ticket for himself. He stood all the way to Zone Y and fell into a coma several times on the way.

Xu Jingheng sat on the ground sluggishly for a long time, and only when the tears dried on his face did he slow down and open the trolley case, and took out the packed luggage again.

As soon as I took out a few things from the box, the phone remembered.He shook like an electric shock, thinking that it was Tang Geyu who was calling, and hurriedly put down his things to pick up the phone, but when he saw that there were not three words Tang Geyu on the screen, but a string of unfamiliar numbers, he felt as if a basin of ice was in his heart. After the water drenched, the hairs on his arms stood up.

Don't even think to know who it is.

Xu Jingheng stared at the phone for a few seconds, didn't hang up, got connected, but his expression was cold.

"Xu Jingheng..." As he expected, Silin's voice sounded on the other end of the phone, "Your mother... I was also in the hospital just now, and now I came out. You called your mother just now, and I'm beside you."

Xu Jingheng squeezed the zipper on the box, and smiled coldly, "Oh, so?"

Silin seemed a little nervous when he spoke, "You...your father is fine, I will find someone to repair your shop, you...don't worry."

"You should have paid for this, don't act like you are helping me." Xu Jingheng stood up and looked at his murderous face printed on the transparent glass window, "And... You don't need to take care of my family's affairs."

"I...I..." Si Lin stammered rarely, even though Xu Jingheng was not in front of him, they were just talking on the phone, he was already flustered, "I will see you sleeping in the dormitory tomorrow night."