The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

Xu Jingheng has been missing Tang Geyu a lot these days, and has been worried about Tang Geyu.

I don’t know if Tang Geyu’s health is getting better, or if it’s getting worse. Tang Geyu is working on a construction site. He has never been to a construction site and knows that the people working on the construction site are very tired and hard. Tang Geyu is still so young, but he is going to fight for money and family. Running around, he just started to love learning, and just started to work hard to get better grades, but he was forced to temporarily put down his studies...

Thinking of this, the anger in Xu Jingheng's heart became even more uncontrollable.It's fine if Si Lin doesn't come to provoke him, but when he does, he wants to take all the anger in his heart on Si Lin.

Xu Jingheng grabbed the paper in his hand with both hands, and spoke in a mocking tone: "Tell me about you, what is the use of a person like you other than making others hate you?!"

"You..." Silin's breathing became heavy. He leaned on the table and looked at this face that he had liked for a long time, and suddenly felt very sad.

He hated Xu Jingheng, hated this Xu Jingheng who spoke so badly to him.What he wanted was Xu Jingheng who followed him everywhere, showed him a smile, and was gentle and obedient to him.

There was a sudden explosion of thunder outside, accompanied by a huge long lightning bolt. Xu Jingheng was so frightened that he shook his shoulders, he closed his eyes and said anxiously: "Tang Geyu... Tang Geyu will have a fever when the season changes. If it rains, his fever will get worse! What to do... Did he go to the hospital...Ge Yu..."

"It's Tang Geyu again!" Si Lin roared, and shouted with red eyes, "He's not here anymore! You still have to mention him in front of me!"

"I hate you..." Xu Jingheng opened his eyes at this moment.He turned his face and looked at Si Lin calmly, but his eyes were already moist, "I hate you. In fact, I just didn't want to talk to you, but now, I hate you."

I hate you.

Silin never thought that one day he would hear Xu Jingheng say these three words to him, and he still stared at him with tears in his eyes.

"Xu Jingheng..." Si Lin lowered his head and said helplessly, "What do you want from me? How can you treat me better and speak nicely to me?!"

Xu Jingheng sneered, "If you said this before touching my dad, I might tell you when I was in a better mood, but now...it's impossible."

After Xu Jingheng casually put the papers on the desktop into the drawer, he zipped up his coat and got up.

Seeing that Xu Jingheng was about to leave, Si Lin grabbed his wrist for help. The moment Xu Jingheng was touched by Si Lin, he reacted greatly and shook off Si Lin's hand: "Go away! Don't fucking touch me! "

"Xu Jingheng..." After being thrown away, Si Lin grabbed Xu Jingheng's arm again, but his attitude softened because he panicked, and he was afraid of Xu Jingheng's disgusting eyes, "I was wrong, okay? I'll give You apologize, I was impulsive before, I shouldn't treat you like that..."

Xu Jingheng was indifferent to his apology, and twisted his hands with a stern face, "Let go."

Si Lin's fingers loosened a little, and his palm slipped from Xu Jingheng's arm, and he held it lightly on Xu Jingheng's wrist.

He looked down at the word "OK" circled by red love hearts on Xu Jingheng's school uniform jacket, and felt his head throbbing and his back numb with jealousy.

"Xu Jingheng..." Silin said in a low voice, "How did you like Tang Geyu, can you tell me?"

"Go away!" Xu Jingheng shook off his hand vigorously, and roared fiercely: "He won't harm my father!"

Xu Jingheng's hatred for Silin actually mainly came from Xu Li.He knows his father very well. His father, Xu Li, actually hides a kind and timid heart under his funny appearance. I will have a bad conscience all my life.

Silin wiped his face, then suddenly began to nod his head, comparing his strength with each other, as if he was enduring something.

Xu Jingheng gave Si Lin a sideways glance, and Si Lin took two steps back in a compromised manner, "I know... I already knew I was wrong, I just like you so much, I want to be with you so much..."

Xu Jingheng's patience with him had run out, and he didn't even bother to look at him, "Don't fucking bother me anymore, get out of here."

After he finished speaking, he turned around angrily, moved his chair and walked outside.

"What do you want..." Si Lin stood there, with a pitiful expression on his face, "What do you want me to do?"

Xu Jingheng stopped and stood by the window.Without looking back, he stared blankly at Xiaoyu outside the window, and said slowly, "I want Tang Geyu and his mother to come back."

"If I help you do these things, will you separate from Tang Geyu?" Silin asked.

Xu Jingheng turned his head at this time, and when he turned back, there was a flash of lightning, which seemed to fall on the corridor, clearly illuminating the deepness on Xu Jingheng's face and the cruelty in his eyes, making one's scalp numb, "You Stop dreaming. Let me tell you one last time, I will not be separated from Tang Geyu, even if he is by my side or not."

"Can you...give me a chance?" Silin's eyes seemed to be red, "I really like you..."

Xu Jingheng closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and said calmly, "You are such a person, what do you like?"

"Xu Jingheng..." Si Lin said wearily, "Don't say that about me."

Xu Jingheng suddenly turned to look at him, "Then you put Tang Geyu's mother back now."

"Okay, so you're with me?"

Xu Jingheng seemed to have heard a ridiculous sentence, he silently twitched the corner of his mouth, and smiled mockingly on his face: "I don't know what kind of attachment you have to me, and I don't know what you can appreciate about me. But, I'm already with Tang Geyu, we've been together for a long time, please get away and don't disturb us, okay?"

Silin stared at Xu Jingheng coldly, and Xu Jingheng's expression was sharp: "I really don't want to see you again."

"Xu Jingheng..." Si Lin's eyes were tinged with frost, "You are the first person who makes me apologize and beg like a grandson all the time."

He clenched his fists tightly and made a few clicks that sounded surprisingly crisp in the classroom, "I've said a lot of good things, and I've given you enough time to ease your mood. Don't toast or eat fine wine..."

He stared at Xu Jingheng's exquisite side face, gritted his teeth and said, "Can you be with me if I force you again?"

Xu Jingheng lowered his eyelids, a shadow covered his eyes, he couldn't see his emotions clearly, but his voice was calm: "Why don't you understand human words..."

The rain outside the window didn't stop, Xu Jingheng didn't bring an umbrella, so he took off his coat and put it on his shoulders, opened the door and walked out.

The rain was light, but the wind was strong. Xu Jingheng ran in the rain with Tang Geyu's school uniform jacket on his head.

The coat that protected him from the sun in summer and light rain in autumn was very fragrant.

The rain kept blowing on his face, and soon covered his whole body. Xu Jingheng's eyes were covered with water, but he didn't feel cold at all.

In the rain, he suddenly had a decision.

When Ge Yu came back, he would transfer schools with Tang Geyu to a city that Silin didn't know.

He knew that he couldn't resist Si Lin, he knew it all along, he also knew that he probably really annoyed Si Lin, so when Si Lin did something to him again, he chose to run away.

Just like last year, if you can't resist, bear, or endure, you will run away.

If I can't drive him away, I'll go by myself.

Xu Jingheng went back all the way in the rain, but his steps were brisk. He wanted to go back and call Tang Geyu, and he couldn't wait to hear Tang Geyu's voice.

After Xu Jingheng went out, Si Lin stood blankly by the desk in the second row of the classroom, staring blankly at the open door. The rain outside seemed to be pouring on his heart.

Xu Jingheng just went out from there, it was raining outside, and it was getting heavier and heavier, but Xu Jingheng didn't take an umbrella.

Silin suddenly regretted, regretting not being able to transfer here with Xu Jingheng a year ago, regretting letting Xu Jingheng meet Tang Geyu, and regretting that he was too timid back then.

He knew in his heart that Xu Jingheng hated him, so when he first transferred, he kept thinking about how to please Xu Jingheng, how to coax Xu Jingheng.But unexpectedly, Xu Jingheng already has someone else, who has already turned a blind eye to him and avoided him.

The grievance only existed in his heart for a few seconds, and was soon replaced by jealousy and sadness.

He doesn't want Xu Jingheng to belong to others, he wants Xu Jingheng to belong to himself, no matter what he does, no matter what method he uses, he will let Xu Jingheng leave Tang Geyu and come to him.

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In mid-November, I took the exam for two consecutive days.It has been raining for the past two days, Xu Jingheng's mood is not very good during the rainy day, and he can't concentrate on the exam.

After the last exam, he put down his pen and started to feel irritable. He was inexplicably irritable. There was an unknown fire burning in his heart, which made him feel chest tightness and shortness of breath, but he didn't know why.

Maybe it was because Tang Geyu had been separated from him for half a month.

There is no need for evening self-study at night, Xu Jingheng is wondering whether to call Tang Geyu.

To say that time actually flies, the difficult half month has already passed in the blink of an eye.

Xu Jingheng sat quietly in the classroom, waiting for everyone to leave before going out. In fact, the main reason was that he didn't bring an umbrella and was waiting for the rain to stop.

The rain didn't stop until after seven o'clock in the evening. When Xu Jingheng packed his things and left the classroom, Si Lin also followed him out.Xu Jingheng knew that he was behind, but he didn't pay attention to it. Now he didn't even bother to tell Silin.

He went downstairs, and at the entrance of the corridor, he ran into Ye Zi who also forgot to bring an umbrella and waited for the rain to subside before leaving.

Xu Jingheng smiled and walked towards Ye Zi, "Ye Zi!"

Ye Zi turned around, "Huh? Xu Jingheng."

Si Lin stood behind Xu Jingheng. The moment he saw Ye Zi, his eyes seemed to narrow for a moment. After a few seconds, his eyelashes drooped again, and he couldn't see his emotions clearly.

Seeing that Ye Zi's hands were empty, Xu Jingheng smiled and said

: "You didn't bring an umbrella either?"

Ye Zi saw him, and stood waiting for him to come over, "Yeah, I forgot."

"Did Sister Zhu not remind you?"

"She's been busy at home these days, so she didn't come to my place."

"Oh."

Xu Jingheng walked to Ye Zi's side, "Let's go, I heard that it will rain later, so hurry back."

Ye Zi clicked his tongue and looked down at the shoes, "Why is it raining every day these days? I really hate rainy days. The shoes are easy to get dirty, and if they don't take off in the morning, they only take off in the afternoon. It makes it hard for me to choose shoes."

"Yeah, I don't like rain either." Xu Jingheng glanced at the white sneakers on Ye Zi's feet. He knew that Shen Zhu also had a pair of these sneakers. He saw them when he went to eat wontons at Shen Zhu's place a few days ago.

very nice.

When Ge Yu came back, they also bought a pair of the same shoes to wear.