The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

grow up?

Xu Xu snorted and laughed, "It's not easy. When I grow up, I will be 17 years old this year. Next year, I will grow up when I grow older."

Qi Pei rolled his eyes at him, "The thinking of people without brains is so simple."

She said it specifically for Xu Xu, and her voice was not low.

Xu Xu turned around, "You are the only one with brains? Then tell me, what does it mean to grow up?"

"Just talk about it, who wouldn't dare?"

Qi Pei sat up straight, with a proud expression on his face, "When you grow up, you will...be able to think, and you can't be too selfish."

Xu Xu rolled his eyes, "Cut..."

The teacher smiled, "It's all very well said, is there any student who wants to express his own ideas?"

"When I grow up, I feel that my former self is stupid!"

"Yes, when I grow up, I feel that my former self is stupid." The teacher nodded in agreement.

On a whim, Tang Geyu said suddenly: "When I grow up, I want to fall in love."

Everyone turned their heads in surprise, but Tang Geyu looked at Xu Jingheng.

"What? Brother Yu wants to fall in love?"

"Oh my god, Brother Yu wants to fall in love, isn't he secretly in love with me?"

"You have a good idea! It should be Aike..."

"Ah... I'm hopeless..."

Xu Jingheng was also very surprised, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he turned to look at Tang Geyu, Tang Geyu gave him a wicked smile.

A courageous girl in the front row turned around and shouted, "Brother Yu! Do you have someone you like?"

Tang Geyu smiled, lay back and leaned against the back of the chair, without speaking.

The music teacher controlled the field, "Okay, you've grown up if you want to fall in love. Come on, is there anything else you want to say?"

Everyone has said a lot just now, and no one speaks again at this time.The teacher looked at Xu Jingheng, playing with taste: "Did Xu Jingheng not say it?"

Xu Jingheng shrank his head, he was most afraid of being named.

"Come on, student Xu Jingheng, say a few words."

Tang Geyu blatantly stretched his legs under Xu Jingheng's desk again, "OK, OK, the teacher is calling you."

Embarrassed, Xu Jingheng quietly stepped on Tang Geyu's foot, and stood up with a flat expression.

The teacher walked down two steps, leaned against Yan Jia's desk, and asked, "Xu Jingheng, what do you think about growing up?"

Xu Jingheng thought for a while, then exhaled, "Grow up... I don't think these two words can be bound by age. Although people are adults in terms of age, some people's behavior and thinking may not be mature. Ten People who are two or three years old are just children in the eyes of others, but they may be the pillars of the family."

Tang Geyu cast a fiery gaze, which Xu Jingheng could see out of the corner of his eye, but he was not as nervous as before, and even turned his head and smiled at Tang Geyu.

The teacher leaned on Yan Jia's desk and nodded approvingly, "Well, you can't be bound by age when you grow up, that's a good point."

She turned around and went to the podium again, propping the table with both hands, and said softly: "Then let's get over this topic first, let's change the topic now."

The students all became interested in this kind of chat, and their expressions gradually became expectant.

The smile on the teacher's face decreased a bit, and became a bit serious, "Let's talk about the next topic: love."

"love?"

Several female students showed shyness on their faces, and the teacher smiled slightly, "Yes, students, how do you... think about love?"

"Love? Love is Brother Yu...hehehe..."

"It's not easy, it's husband, wife, boyfriend and girlfriend."

"Love is love."

"Huh? Does unrequited love count as love?"

"do not know……"

The atmosphere in the class gradually became active, but Xu Jingheng fell into deep thought about how to view the issue of love.

In his life, it seems that love has never happened.He has never liked anyone, nor has he been liked by anyone.

Tang Geyu picked up the pen and turned it in his hand, his expression was thoughtful, his feet were still at Xu Jingheng's feet, and he looked at Xu Jingheng with his head propped up: "OK..."

"Huh?" Xu Jingheng was already used to this address, since he couldn't correct it after so many times, he let him go.

Tang Geyu said: "The teacher is asking, what do you think of love?"

Qi Pei leaned back, resting his back on Tang Geyu's table, with a more serious expression.

Xu Jingheng said casually: "It's very simple. I think love is when two people love each other. When they love each other, there is love."

Tang Geyu's eyes suddenly lit up, like a child who got some sweetness, with obvious joy, "Then do you think it is reasonable for all the love in the world to exist? As long as two people love each other, love exists Is it reasonable?"

"No." Xu Jingheng did not hesitate, and answered directly.

"Okay..." Tang Geyu's sense of surprise quickly subsided and turned into disappointment.

He Yanba said: "Then what kind of love do you think is reasonable?"

Xu Jingheng lowered his eyebrows, turned his black eyes around, and his cheeks were puffed up, with a serious look on his face, "I think...love that doesn't hurt the sky, doesn't violate morality, and doesn't break the law can be considered reasonable."

"Oh..." Tang Geyu bit his lip, and said to Xu Jingheng, "You know...there are many kinds of love in the world, and some of them can't be said to be unreasonable, but they don't seem to be recognized. "

Xu Jingheng asked him directly: "Who is not recognized? Or who is not recognized? And is the recognition of those people important?"

Tang Geyu raised his eyebrows, and his eyes sparkled with anticipation again, "It's... homosexuality, do you know? Do you think it's reasonable? Do you recognize this existence?"

Xu Jingheng didn't even think about it, "I know, I think it's reasonable, and I agree with this existence."

Tang Geyu's heart was even more joyful, his fingers curled up, and his heart beat violently instantly, "Do you approve of homosexuality? You don't reject this existence?"

Xu Jingheng frowned, "You don't reject it? Why do you reject it? Do you reject it?"

"No, no, no..." Tang Geyu quickly waved his hands, "Of course I don't reject it, because I just..."

He stopped talking, looked at Xu Jingheng, and finally only said: "I'm just asking you, after all... It seems that many people don't recognize this existence."

"One person has one person's opinion, and countless people have countless people's opinions. We can't change others. And..."

Xu Jingheng's expression turned a bit sad, Tang Geyu moved the chair beside him, getting closer to him: "What's wrong?"

Xu Jingheng lowered his head, "I used to have a pair of homosexual seniors in that school in S city, but they were scolded all the time, and finally transferred to another school."

Tang Geyu lowered his eyes, "Did you get scolded by the students in your school?"

"Yes." Xu Jingheng said: "At that time, I was thinking, should I be blamed for liking a person of the same gender? Are they really at fault? The fault is that the law does not allow it, or is it just the prejudice of those people? .I don't think they are weird existences, just a few existences, and people seem to feel inexplicably hostile to things that they don't see often..."

Tang Geyu said softly: "Well..."

Xu Jingheng pursed her lips, "The love of a man and a woman can easily be blessed by others, but they can't even be recognized for their existence. In fact, they are just...one fell in love with another, but they happen to be the same gender Just the same."

"Well...you're right." Tang Geyu's voice became smaller and smaller.

He looked at Xu Jingheng's side face, and the satisfaction in his heart was stronger than ever.

I am gay, and the person I like just allows me to like it, which is a very happy thing.

Xu Jingheng didn't notice the change in Tang Geyu's eyes, and said softly: "I don't think love should be restricted by gender and age, what should be restricted is harsh words and rude pointing actions."

After Xu Jingheng finished speaking, Tang Geyu couldn't take his eyes off him.

The throbbing in his heart lasted for a long time, and there was always an urge to touch Xu Jingheng in his body.

Or hold his hand, or touch his face.

At this moment, he knew clearly that he was in love with Xu Jingheng, very much.

No one has ever given him such a wonderful psychological feeling, no one has ever been like Xu Jingheng, everywhere is good.

"OK, OK..."

Tang Geyu lay down on the table and called Xu Jingheng.

Xu Jingheng turned his head: "Huh? Why."

Tang Geyu didn't speak any more, but looked at Xu Jingheng tenderly with his eyes for a long time.

The topic of love has long been discussed, and the music class is over, Tang Geyu doesn't want to move his eyes away.

After the teacher left, Xu Jingheng lay down on the table, "I'm so hungry..."

Qi Pei turned around at this moment, "Xu Jingheng, we won't be in PE class, how about going out to play? Go eat..."

The matter of skipping class is still a bit unfamiliar to Xu Jingheng, but he really wants to try it in his heart, "Okay, but will I be caught?"

"Of course not. The doorman is an acquaintance of ours. We paid [-] at the beginning of school. He will turn a blind eye to his name even if he skips a class for a semester."

A sense of excitement welled up in his head, Xu Jingheng said: "Okay, let's go out and play."

Tang Geyu began to feel unhappy again, but soon became happy again, because Qi Pei asked him: "Geyu, we went to your uncle's house, don't you consider taking us there?"

Tang Geyu straightened up, "Take it! I'll take it!"

Mingze also came over and moved the chair to Tang Geyu's place, "What are you bringing? Where are you going to play?"

"Go eat barbecue, physical education class is not on."

"Hey, yes, I haven't eaten for a long time."

Mingze turned to Wu Le and said, "Ale, Ge Yu said that he won't play golf this afternoon, so I'll go to your house for a barbecue."

Wu Le pouted, "Now? It's so early."

"It's not early."

"All right……"

So the five of them decisively picked up their schoolbags and walked out of the school gate together. The guard was a trustworthy man, so he pretended not to see them.

At first they thought that the only ones who skipped class were the five of them, but they also saw two girls at the door, and they were acquaintances.

"Ye Zi, Sister Zhu?" Tang Geyu was surprised.

Ye Zi was standing at the gate of the school wearing a school uniform and carrying a schoolbag, while Shen Zhu was riding on a black motorcycle, as if waiting for Ye Zi to get on the car.