The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

The roaring in the room gradually died down, maybe the two of them had no strength to fight anymore.

Xu Jingheng clung to the door, helpless and uneasy.

He wanted to say something to Tang Geyu, but he didn't know what to say.

It was Tang Geyu who spoke first, "I'm sorry, okay... Are you scared?"

Xu Jingheng shook his shoulders and subconsciously shook his head.

Seeing his reaction, Tang Geyu found it funny, "Don't be afraid, they won't come out. I'll take you back first, and you can eat the cake in the dormitory."

"Tang Geyu..."

"Ok?"

Xu Jingheng glanced at the door panel, and suddenly said to Tang Geyu: "Do you like cakes? Let's eat cakes together?"

Tang Geyu shook his head and patted his head, "I won't rob you. Let's go back to school first."

After Tang Geyu finished speaking, he walked forward, and Xu Jingheng followed him.

The entrance of the alley was very long, and the two walked one after the other, silent all the way.

When he was about to walk out of the alley, Xu Jingheng suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Tang Geyu's wrist, and a soft voice sounded from the alley: "Brother Yu... Let's eat this cake together."

Tang Geyu stood still and turned around.

The lights in the alley were very warm, which softened Xu Jingheng's face a lot.

Xu Jingheng said again: "I can't finish eating by myself."

Tang Geyu chuckled, "Okay..."

Xu Jingheng opened the bag, and Tang Geyu went to uncover the transparent cover of the cake.

What they bought was a small round cake, strawberry mousse, with a strawberry cut in half lying on it.

They asked the clerk to get two forks, Xu Jingheng took out a fork and handed it to Tang Geyu, after Tang Geyu took it, he picked a strawberry from the cake and handed it to Xu Jingheng's mouth, "All right, eat the strawberry."

Seeing the strawberries Tang Geyu handed over, Xu Jingheng raised his head subconsciously, his eyes met Tang Geyu's, and there seemed to be a breeze blowing through his heart, which was cool and comfortable.

He fluttered his eyelashes, and said softly: "You eat...we are half of each other."

Tang Geyu shook his head, "I'll take a bite of the cake, and I'll give you all the strawberries."

Tang Geyu handed the strawberry to Xu Jingheng's mouth again, Xu Jingheng didn't refuse again, and put the half strawberry in his mouth.

sweet and sour.

Tang Geyu really only took one bite of that cake, and Xu Jingheng ate the rest.

The cake was not big, and Xu Jingheng finished eating it quickly. After eating, they stood at the entrance of the alley without speaking, but they didn't leave either.

A gust of cool wind blew in, Xu Jingheng shivered, Tang Geyu asked him: "Is it cold?"

"A little……"

"Then go back quickly."

Tang Geyu turned to leave, but Xu Jingheng called out to him, "Brother Yu!"

Tang Geyu turned his head, "Huh?"

Xu Jingheng walked forward slowly, raised his face and asked him, "Are... are you okay?"

Tang Geyu knew what he was asking, and shook his head relaxedly, "It's okay, they have been like this since I was a child, and it has never been better. I am used to it, and I will not get used to it when they stop fighting."

He stretched out his hand and scratched Xu Jingheng's face, "It's you, are you scared?"

Xu Jingheng shook his head, his heart throbbing slightly.

He got closer to Tang Geyu, stared at Tang Geyu's eyebrows, and spoke in a soothing tone, "My father said that God is fair. If it makes a person lose something, it will definitely make a person gain something precious."

Tang Geyu tilted his head slightly, "Really?"

Xu Jingheng nodded firmly, "Yes. You will have some in the future, your...precious things."

He reached out and tapped the back of Tang Geyu's hand, and said softly: "People will not always be children, and life will not always be bitter. The world will change, and you will grow up."

Seeing that Tang Geyu didn't speak, Xu Jingheng didn't know what to say, he never comforted others.

No one spoke anymore, and the wind outside the alley blew more violently, breaking the silence with a whirring sound.

Xu Jingheng raised his wrist and glanced at his watch, and said again: "It's already eleven o'clock, so today will be over soon, we have grown up for another day, and we will grow up tomorrow."

Tang Geyu nodded, not daring to look at Xu Jingheng, he was afraid that he would not be able to control himself from kissing him.

It was cold at night and the wind blowing was cool.There was a big tree outside the alley, and the leaves on the tree were blown off by the wind and fell on Tang Geyu's head.

Xu Jingheng gently raised his hand to hold the leaf in his hand, and shook it in front of Tang Geyu's eyes, "Tang Geyu..."

Tang Geyu raised his head at this moment, looking at Xu Jingheng tenderly.

In the dark night, Xu Jingheng looked at Tang Geyu with a pair of extremely bright eyes, and he said: "Look forward to the growth, look forward to the future."

Tang Geyu stood at the entrance of the alley, Xu Jingheng stood inside, behind him was a long and dark alley, the moonlight could not shine in, and the warm yellow light shone on the black wall, which looked a little weird.

Such a scene brought back those bad memories and slowly appeared in Tang Geyu's eyes.

He once gave up on himself, and has been living a tormented life since birth.He felt that the world was against him, making him unsatisfactory in everything. He was also resisting the world and wanted to change the world, but he found that after the resistance, it would be more difficult to survive, and he was covered in injuries.

Pain seemed to have planted a seed in his heart, and that seed had been buried in his heart since he was born.

He grew up slowly, and the seed also sprouted slowly, and he was about to grow up, and the seed of that year had grown into a towering tree.

He has been suffering and suffering.Whenever he felt extremely uncomfortable, he began to think about himself, who was struggling to survive in the world. Will this humble life catch a glimmer of hope in this strange universe?

The world is so big, can he live well?

Will there be hope in his life?

He is suffering and confused, can he see the light?

He is humble and insignificant, is it necessary to exist?

These questions are like a maze. Once he gets stuck in it and starts to think, it will be difficult to get out in a short time.

Suddenly, one of the light bulbs in the alley cracked, and the whole alley became even darker. Only at the entrance of the alley was a small lamp entangled by a thread, hanging on the black wall with several cracks. The top of the head was shaken slightly by the wind.

The surroundings were completely dark, and he could only see clearly Xu Jingheng who was standing in front of him under the small lamp.

He suddenly felt... as if a god had descended.

Even when the world is dark, he can see the light.

And Guangming is Xu Jingheng.

At this moment, he felt that the towering tree named pain in his heart might be uprooted one day.

What he wants, someone will give him.

Someone will give him answers to the questions he thinks about.

That person doesn’t have to do anything, just exist.

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In early December, the air starts to freeze, the trees start to get bald, and people start to shiver when they walk on the street.

The relationship between Ye Zi and Shen Zhu became more and more intimate, and whenever he was free, he would run to Shen Zhu's side.

When she arrived at the store today, the clerk told her that Chen Zhu was already waiting in the small room behind the kitchen, and she walked in briskly after straightening her hair that was a little messed up by the wind.

Shen Zhu had been waiting in the room, when he saw Ye Zi with red ears coming in, he hurriedly picked up the hot water bottle on the side and pasted it, "Oh, those little ears are frozen... cover them quickly. I already made wontons Li Ge has done it, and he will be fine soon."

"Ah."

Ye Zi sat down, took off the schoolbag and hugged it on his lap, and then patted it. He looked at Shen Zhu expectantly, but he didn't know how cute this expression was.

Shen Zhu suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and moved back a little while sitting on the sofa, "Speak up if you have something to say, it's a foul for being cute..."

Ye Zi giggled secretly in his heart, unzipped the zipper of his schoolbag, which was more worn out than before, and took out a transparent glass bottle from inside. The glass bottle was not big, and it was filled with paper cranes of various colors.

Ye Zi held the glass bottle in both hands and handed it to Shen Zhu, "Sister Zhu, this is for you."

Shen Zhu's eyes widened with surprise on his face, "Give it to me?"

"Um……"

"This... you... give..." Shen Zhu was rarely incoherent, after all, this was the first time she received such a gift, and it was from Ye Zi.

This is the Thousand Paper Crane that Ye Zi personally folded...

Ye Zi sat closer, and pressed the glass bottle against Shen Zhu's chest, "Don't you want it? Don't you like it?"

Shen Zhu stared blankly at Ye Zi who suddenly approached, feeling a little uncomfortable.

She took the small glass jar, looked down at the thousand paper cranes inside, and said unnaturally, "You... how long have you been folding it?"

"Not long, do you like it?"

"I like it, I like it very much." Chen Zhu hugged the small glass jar in his arms, "Thank you, do you need me to reciprocate?"

Ye Zi waved her hand, she gave Shen Zhu a thousand paper cranes, and she was also very happy in her heart, "No need."

"Okay, then I'll give you a gift too."

"Ah?" Ye Zi was stunned, "No need..."

Shen Zhu had already got up, hid the small jar of thousand paper cranes in the cabinet like a treasure, took a thick coat and walked out the door, "Let's go. By the way, I'll buy you another schoolbag, you How old are the schoolbags?"

Ye Zi refused, "No need, Sister Zhu!"

Folding a thousand origami cranes to send Shen Zhu is just a part of my own heart, and it is also to satisfy my love for Shen Zhu.She didn't think it was such a valuable gift, and she didn't want Chen Zhu to give her anything.

Ye Zi ran over to grab Shen Zhu, "No need..."

Shen Zhu put the black coat in his hand on Ye Zi, "Okay, then buy another wallet."

"what?"

Ye Zi was dragged out by Shen Zhu before he could react. The two of them went to a very high-end shopping mall, and the things inside were very valuable at first glance.

In a cloth store, Shen Zhu showed Ye Zi a white schoolbag, "How about this one? You like white."

Ye Zi shook his head.

Shen Zhu went to pick another cool white schoolbag and held it in front of Ye Zi, "What about this one?"

Ye Zi still shook his head.

Shen Zhu smiled softly, "Then you choose? Choose the one you like?"

Ye Zi's expression was a little helpless, "No need...in fact, mine can be used..."

"That one is dirty...they are old like that, why don't you change to another one, it's comfortable to look at, you go and choose one."

Ye Zi stood up timidly, feeling that since she had already come, she would be somewhat embarrassed to refuse Shen Zhu's words.

There were a few white schoolbags on a row of shelves in the store. Ye Zi actually took a fancy to a schoolbag as soon as he entered the store, but he didn't have the nerve to say so.

She slowly moved to the schoolbag she was looking for. There was a cute Q-version cat on the back of the schoolbag. She pointed to the cat schoolbag and turned to ask Chen Zhu, "Sister...does this look good?"

Shen Zhu forced a smile on her face, she was really afraid of doing something, but seeing that Ye Zi liked it, she could only nod her head, "Okay...it looks good."

Ye Zi pursed her lips and smiled, "That's it."

Chen Zhu carefully pointed to the cat schoolbag, and said to the clerk: "I want... I want this..."