The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

Looking at Ye Zi's silent mood and flat expression, and the few papers on the bed that were not put into the school bag, all those papers were spread out, and the marks on them were all failed.

Shen Zhu threw the book in his hand on the bed, and asked compromisingly, "Azi, why don't you want to read, is it because you feel tired?"

Ye Zi silently shook her head.

Shen Zhu said again: "You still like to play, and you just don't want to study?"

Ye Zi bit her lip, "I...can't learn..."

"There is always a reason why you can't learn. You don't look stupid. What's the reason?"

reason?

Too much.

Those faces that appeared in her mind from time to time, those images that frightened her, and the painful distracting thoughts that always existed in her heart.

Mother's death, father's experience, my family conditions and living environment, and my aunt's endless complaints...

And...she couldn't afford to go to college, and it was difficult for her to survive.

I don't want to work harder in my heart, life will not get better anyway.

Thinking that if he could leave school earlier, he would be able to make money earlier to support himself, and then wait for his father to come out.

Shen Zhu continued to ask with a cold face, "What's the reason? Teacher? School? Classmate?"

Ye Zi looked up, her bangs hadn't been cut for a while, they had already covered her eyebrows and hung on her eyelids, "I don't want to learn, I think reading is too boring and a waste of time."

The lights in the room were very bright, Shen Zhu could see Ye Zi's facial features clearly, "Really?"

Ye Zi nodded, "Really..."

"So you have given up on the path of using reading to make yourself successful?"

Ye Zi was silent.

Shen Zhu frowned, with a very serious expression, "Do you know that having a degree will save you a lot of hardship in society in the future?"

Ye Zi lowered her head, "If you suffer, you will suffer. Anyway, you don't have to eat less. Studying is a waste of money and time, and there is no need for it."

Shen Zhu lowered his voice, "What are you thinking?"

Tang Geyu came very quickly, and he knocked on the door so loudly that two people in the room stood up when they heard it.

The atmosphere between the two of them has never been so embarrassing since they met.

Shen Zhu took out the small white box from his trousers and put it on Ye Zi's bed, "Ge Yu is here, I'll go back first..."

Ye Zi took the cat behind his back to prevent it from scaring Shen Zhu, "Okay..."

Ye Zi didn't go out to see Shen Zhu off, because she felt Shen Zhu's abnormal emotions.

Tang Geyu was not surprised when he saw Shen Zhu coming out.There was a familiar motorcycle parked at the door, and he knew it belonged to Shen Zhu, and he had already noticed that Shen Zhu and Ye Zi seemed to be getting closer.

He knew what Shen Zhu was thinking about Ye Zi, but he wouldn't intervene, it's better to be raped by cabbages than by pigs.

Shen Zhu nodded to Tang Geyu, ignoring the wound on his face, saw that he had vegetables in his hand, and asked, "Who is this?"

Tang Geyu smiled, "I'll cook a few bowls of vegetables for her when I come here. She doesn't know how to cook. When I'm alone, I always eat green vegetables, and I don't even know how to put salt."

"Oh... let her eat more, she is too thin."

"it is good."

Tang Geyu bypassed Shen Zhu and wanted to go in, but Shen Zhu suddenly grabbed his arm and asked in a low voice: "She...why is she alone?"

Tang Geyu paused, his eyes dimmed, "Didn't she tell you?"

Shen Zhu raised his head, "No."

Tang Geyu nodded slightly, "I see you are so familiar, I thought she told you."

Shen Zhu took Tang Geyu's arm and pulled him out of the alley, "I have something to ask you."

Looking at Shen Zhu's expression, Tang Geyu knew that the two of them might be having trouble.

He walked out silently, "Okay."

It was already dark, and the wind in the alley was very strong.Shen Zhu and Tang Geyu stood in the alley, facing each other against the black wall.

Shen Zhu asked: "Where is A Zi's parents? I have sent her back many times, but I have never seen anyone at home every time."

Tang Geyu turned his face away, put down his handbag, took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, "Her mother died in a car accident, and her father was blackmailed and is still in jail."

When Tang Geyu said this, his expression was very flat, his voice was neither high nor low, and he took a deep breath of cigarette after speaking.

After Shen Zhu heard it, he clenched his arms slightly, his heart ached, but his expression was calm.

Tang Geyu exhaled smoke a few times, the smoke gathered together but was blown away by the wind soon.

He whispered: "Her father has been in for more than a year, and her uncle has been raising her for more than a year."

"Wu Falcon?"

"Ah."

Shen Zhu subconsciously glanced into the front door, "When I helped her trim her bangs earlier, I saw a wound on her forehead. She told me it was from a car accident. When did she have the car accident?"

"last year."

"Where did it come from?"

"District J, she just came back from City S at that time."

Shen Zhu turned to look at Tang Geyu, "S City? She used to study in S City?"

Tang Geyu closed his eyes and took a deep puff of cigarette, then exhaled heavily like a sigh, "Mmm..."

Looking at Tang Geyu's expression, Shen Zhu felt something was wrong, and began to feel uneasy in his heart, "Why did she come back?"

Tang Geyu threw away the cigarette, stomped it out with his head down, and rubbed the end of the cigarette violently with the toe of his shoe, "I encountered some bad things in S city. I heard from her father... At school, some girls stripped their clothes and took pictures. "

"What?!" Shen Zhu's voice was a bit shrill because she was too surprised, her eyebrows were raised, her eyes widened, "Take clothes off for a photo?!"

"Um……"

The anger in Shen Zhu's heart surged up, his throat seemed to be on fire, it was hot and astringent.

Her fingers were trembling a little, her palms were already sweating, she was angry and angry, she gritted her teeth and said, "Who? Who are those people?!"

Tang Geyu wiped his face and shook his head.

"Fuck!" Shen Zhu kicked on the black wall in the alley, "Fuck me! Why! Why did you treat her like this! Fuck you! What a broken life! Why did you treat her like this!"

Seeing Shen Zhu's angry mood, Tang Geyu didn't speak.

Shen Zhu cursed and cursed, a little like to cry.

"Why did you treat her like this..."

Her Ye Zi is obviously so good, so cute, and so kind.

After venting against the wall for a long time, Shen Zhu turned around and said to Tang Geyu: "Those photos..."

"It didn't flow out. At that time, a lost boy went there and dropped all the girls' mobile phones."

That boy was Xu Jingheng, and among those girls was Xiao Zhong's girlfriend.

Shen Zhu took a deep breath, raised his head and exhaled heavily towards the already darkened sky, a gleam of light slipped from the end of his eyes, "It's not fair, this world is not fair."

Tang Geyu answered: "Well, this world is not fair."

Some people live well, some people live better.

Some people live hard, some people live harder.

Chen Zhu clenched his fists, stared at the dilapidated door in front of him, gritted his teeth, and said, "If one day I find out that there are some unfair things happening to her in this world, I will definitely... I will use my own The way to make the world apologize to her, even if it is not fair, it must be fair.”

After Shen Zhu said these words, his emotions recovered a bit, but the expression on his face was still gloomy.

She raised her hand and slid across her face, walked to Tang Geyu and picked up the bag of vegetables beside Tang Geyu, "I'll cook today, and you can change the lock tomorrow."

"En." Tang Geyu left after finishing speaking.

After Shen Zhu calmed down, she picked up the bag and knocked on the door. Ye Zi opened the door, still holding Miao Miao in her arms. Seeing that it was Shen Zhu, she froze for a moment, "Sister... sister."

Shen Zhu pushed the door and went in to change shoes, "Ge Yu left beforehand, come back tomorrow to change the locks."

"Oh..." Ye Zi silently hid Miao Miao behind her back.

Shen Zhu carried the bag and walked towards the kitchen, caught a glimpse of her movements from the corner of the eye, and said softly: "You don't need to hide it, just hug it if you want."

Ye Zi shook her head, she didn't want Miao Miao to scare Shen Zhu.

Shen Zhu didn't speak any more, went into the kitchen and started cooking.

Ye Zi stood in the living room hesitantly, wanted to go in and help Shen Zhu, but didn't dare, after all, the atmosphere between the two of them was slightly awkward.

She sat on the only small bench in the living room, hugged Miao Miao, and stroked her fur.

The wind from outside gushed in through the gap in the window, but she ignored it.

Soon after, the smell of fish soup began to waft in the room.Ye Zi was hungry, and Miao Miao was also hungry.

Shen Zhu didn't call her, and she didn't lower her face to take the initiative to go to the kitchen to eat, so the two of them were just so stiff.

Not long after, the movement in the kitchen stopped, Shen Zhu turned off the fire, she came out with a bowl of soup and walked to the table.

Ye Zi was still holding Miao Miao sitting at the table, shrinking her neck under the cold wind.

When Chen Zhu put the soup on the table, he was still a little scared when he saw Miao Miao in Ye Zi's arms, after all Miao Miao was so close to her.

Ye Zi saw her inconvenience, and silently carried Miao Miao into the room. After coming out, Shen Zhu was about to hand her a spoon to drink the soup, when she brought the soup on the table into the room.

Shen Zhu was puzzled, thinking that the child was sulking and didn't want to eat in front of her, but hid in the room to eat, "What are you doing?"

Ye Zi turned her head with an innocent face, "Miao Miao is also hungry, let him eat first."

Shen Zhu was speechless, "Okay..."

Ye Zi came out soon after feeding the cat, and Shen Zhu served her another bowl of soup.While she was eating the soup, Chen Zhu went out to buy a piece of wallpaper and came back to patch up the small hole in the glass.

It was getting late, Shen Zhu wanted to go back, when he walked to the door to change his shoes, he suddenly turned around and asked Ye Zi, "Ah Zi, can you change the name of that thing?"

Ye Zi was puzzled, "What the hell?"

"Miao... Miao Miao..."

Miao Miao.

Ye Zi thought for a while, then nodded blankly.

Anyway, she chose Miao Miao casually, if Shen Zhu could choose a better name for Miao Miao, of course she would be happy.

Shen Zhu thought for a while, and said casually: "Or... let's call... Amusin."

Ye Zi asked, "Amusin?"

"Well, Amusin."

When Shen Zhu changed his shoes and went out, he walked a few steps and then stood still and turned around, "Azi, remember to open the box I gave you."

"Oh..." Ye Zi held Amusin in his arms, and watched Shen Zhu go away blankly.

It was very windy that day, and the air was very cold at night, Shen Zhu didn't take that thick coat away, leaving it to Ye Zi.

Ye Zi went back to the room, put Amusin on the bed, and gently stroked, "Miao Miao, you have a new name. Sister Chen Zhu gave it to you. It's called Amusin..."

Amusin broke free from Ye Zi's grasp, ran around on the bed, saw a white box on the bed and wanted to bite it.

Ye Zi hurriedly climbed onto the bed and snatched the box, "Amusin! You can't bite this!"

She patted the box softly, opened it expectantly, and saw a silver necklace inside.

The pendant is a silver cat with a curved tail, small and cute.

Ye Zi put away the necklace, carefully closed the box, and put it in the cabinet like a treasure.