The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

Xu Jingheng raised his head and glanced at Tang Geyu. The candle flame was very faint, and Tang Geyu's face was not clearly illuminated, but he could imagine Tang Geyu's expression, because Tang Geyu's face had been deeply imprinted in his heart.

"What are you looking at? You like me so much?" Tang Geyu teased him when he saw him staring blankly, but Xu Jingheng was serious in his heart.

Like me so much?

Probably yes.

Xu Jingheng clasped his hands together and said silently in his heart:

I wish the prosperity of the motherland and the well-being of my relatives.

I hope that the love will be opened at the beginning, and it will come true.

Tang Geyu sang a birthday song to him. After singing the last line, he opened his eyes and blew out the candles. He couldn't wait to turn on the light. Looking greedily at Tang Geyu's handsome face and gentle eyes, he was very moved.

There is a voice in the head around.

Do I... like Tang Geyu?

"Okay, happy birthday."

"Thank you..." Xu Jingheng's eyes were full of water, and he didn't want Tang Geyu to notice, so he quickly lowered his head, "I want to eat cake!"

He picked up the plastic knife on the side, cut from the middle of the cake, and divided the cake into two halves, "Half for each person."

Tang Geyu did not refuse, and sat down to eat with Xu Jingheng.

This cake is sweet but not greasy. There are two layers of fruit interlayer inside. It is very delicious and the size is just right.

They didn't speak while eating the cake, they just kept looking at each other, laughing tacitly and funny from time to time.

The atmosphere in the house is very warm, very suitable for heartbeat.

That day was December 2013, 12, with heavy snow.

The wind howled at night, but the two people in the room slept comfortably.

Tang Geyu put his arms around Xu Jingheng's waist, and used his calf to hold his somewhat cold feet.And Xu Jingheng pressed his forehead against Tang Geyu's chest, feeling the refreshing scent of soap on his body.

The lights in the room were not turned on. After Xu Jingheng's breathing gradually stabilized, Tang Geyu hugged him tighter and whispered in his ear, "Happy birthday, dear."

After saying this, he just... couldn't help touching Xu Jingheng's earlobe with his lips.

He really couldn't control it, and really just touched his earlobe, but the dream that night made him obsessed.

In the dream, his lips slid from Xu Jingheng's earlobe to the side of his face, then from the side of his face to his lips, then down from his lips, to his collarbone, and then down...

The light blue long sleeves that Xu Jingheng was wearing belonged to him, but he took them off later.

Xu Jingheng in the dream is very good, and his expression looks very comfortable when he is loved by him, without the resistance, crying, and disgust he once imagined...nor did he say that he should not be friends with him, and he will not be friends in the future Speak such harsh words to him.

In Tang Geyu's dream, it was still snowing outside, and they were still sleeping in this small bed.And Xu Jingheng cooperated with everything he did, let him manipulate his body, let him kiss his lips, let him raise and lower his legs, he was very obedient, making him feel that nothing was enough.

That dream really made Tang Geyu obsessed and he didn't want to wake up.

But dreams are dreams after all, and the sky will still be bright.

As soon as Tang Geyu opened his eyes, the scene from his dream last night began to play automatically in his mind, and the strange feeling in his body was hard to ignore.

He knew what was wrong with him.

There was a small alarm clock next to the bed, and it was just before five o'clock.

He gently pulled back the quilt, looked at his own wetness, then looked at Xu Jingheng who was still sleeping soundly, and suddenly felt really guilty.

He stretched out his hand and scratched the hair on the back of his head a few times irritably, and then softened his face heavily, as if it was uncomfortable.

After all, I couldn't help it, got up and went to the bathroom.

By the time I got back to bed, a long time had passed.When he went to bed and lay down, he accidentally knocked down the alarm clock on the bedside table, and the sound was quite loud.

Xu Jingheng moved in the quilt, rubbed his head lightly on the pillow, touched the bed unconsciously, and when he touched the hem of Tang Geyu's clothes, he grabbed it unconsciously.

Xu Jingheng's eyelashes are a bit long, but not too curled.The thin lips are a little dry now, the chest is slightly heaving, the chin is curled up in the bed, and the sleep is very sweet.

But Tang Geyu couldn't fall asleep, and couldn't sleep well either.He looked at Xu Jingheng who was sleeping beside him, his eyes were full of tenderness and love.

In the past, he only resented God for giving him such an unbearable family and such a messy world, but now he thanked God for giving him a dear Xu Jingheng.

enough.

Tang Geyu just looked at Xu Jingheng for a long time, and woke him up when the time came, and they went to school together.

There was a lot of noise in the morning self-study classroom, as if they were discussing some topic.

"That snowman must have been made by Brother Yu..."

"Brother Yu made it, it's quite cute."

"It's very cute, isn't it!"

"I heard that someone picked up candy near the snowman?"

"Wow... that's great. Is Brother Yu planning something?"

"I don't know. Didn't Brother Yu say he wanted to fall in love before? Could it be a surprise for some girl?"

"Surprise? Shouldn't it be until Christmas?"

"I do not know then……"

As soon as the two entered the classroom, they heard a lot of wow.

"Wow~" Wang Zhi sat on a chair and looked at Tang Geyu, "Brother Yu, I heard that you built the snowman that appeared strangely in the woods this morning?"

Tang Geyu admitted, "Yes."

"Hey~ I heard that someone picked up candy next to the snowman, and there were several of them. Did you put that candy too?"

"Yes."

"Don't have ulterior motives, Brother Yu?"

Xu Xu also said: "To be honest, are you in a relationship?"

Tang Geyu chuckled, "Guess?"

"I guess, I also guess... my sister-in-law is in the second class."

The two had already walked to their seats and sat down. Xu Jingheng quietly raised his eyes to leave Xu Xu behind. Xu Xu didn't pay attention, and turned to Tang Geyu, "You're from Class Two, right? I see your recent love letters with Class Two Very often!"

Xu Jingheng glanced at Xu Xu quietly again, opened the book and began to study by himself.

Who Tang Geyu gave the snowman he built last night, and what happened to the candy next to the snowman, this matter has become a mystery.

After class, Tang Geyu went to the bathroom to smoke. Qi Pei quickly ran to Xu Jingheng's front table and sat down. He put his hands on his face and asked Xu Jingheng, "Why did you come to the classroom with Tang Geyu again today?"

Xu Jingheng's face was a little flattered, "Because we slept together last night."

Qi Pei's eyes widened, "Did you sleep together again last night? Two nights in a row?"

"Ah."

"Oh my god, that's great."

Qi Pei stretched his head and got closer to Xu Jingheng, "Xu Jingheng, what do you think... Tang Geyu?"

Seeing Qi Pei's expectant expression, Xu Jingheng smiled slightly, "Very good."

"Is it the same as what I said before? He is kind and righteous, and sometimes he is actually quite gentle?"

"Yes."

"Let me just say, Tang Geyu, I know it too well. If he really likes someone and wants to be nice to someone, then he can do it [-]% of the time."

"Mmm." Xu Jingheng really... felt the [-]% goodness from Tang Geyu.

Then, a smirk suddenly flashed across Qi Pei's face, "Actually, Tang Geyu told me before that he thinks you are quite special."

"Really?" Xu Jingheng's expression was somewhat surprised and expectant, "He said that about me?"

Qi Pei nodded, "Yes, is there anything special about Tang Geyu that makes you feel special?"

"A special place..." Xu Jingheng put the zipper pull of his coat in his mouth and thought for a while.He looked at the little snow floating outside the window, and said to Qi Pei, "He's really delicious down there."

"What... what?" Qi Pei was stunned.

Xu Jingheng turned his face away, and looked at Qi Pei calmly, "Well, he's very delicious."

"Next? Delicious?!" Qi Pei covered his mouth with his hands, his eyes widened, as surprised as he could be, "You... you... have you developed to this point?"

Last night and the night before...they slept together...Xu Jingheng said Tang Geyu was delicious? !

"Yeah." Xu Jingheng was confused, "Are you surprised that he gave me food?"

"No, no, no...not surprised, not surprised..." Qi Pei forced a smile with a stiff face, "Isn't it normal for him to feed you next time, I just feel envious...yes...it's envy."

"What's there to be envious of? Let Tang Geyu also..."

"No, no, no..." Qi Pei raised his hands and waved them as fast as an electric fan, "It's fine for you to eat alone under him!"

"Uh..." Xu Jingheng was still a little puzzled.

Qi Pei's expression was embarrassed, his face flushed, and he asked Xu Jingheng cautiously with sideways eyes: "But... I would like to ask, is that food really delicious?"

Xu Jingheng said seriously: "It's delicious, it tastes very fresh, and the two eggs are also delicious, the saltiness is just right, but the bottom is too long, it's a bit tired to eat, and..."

"No, no, no, no need to say..." Qi Pei covered his ears and ran away, leaving Xu Jingheng alone in a daze.

That afternoon Tang Geyu didn't come to school again, and Xu Jingheng's heart was hung by Tang Geyu for a long time.

He thought for a long time on the snowy night what he really thought about Tang Geyu.

What is certain at present is that he is not used to Tang Geyu not being around, and he does not like not seeing Tang Geyu every minute.Tang Geyu didn't sit on his right, he felt that the class became boring.Tang Geyu was not at school, he didn't even want to go to the classroom.If Tang Geyu didn't eat with him, he didn't want to eat in the cafeteria.

He doesn't like to see Tang Geyu accept love letters, and he doesn't like Tang Geyu to write back letters after receiving love letters.

He didn't like that Tang Geyu always stayed away from school all afternoon without saying hello, and he didn't like that Tang Geyu had a happy chat with other girls, even if they were just talking about some common topics.

He likes Tang Geyu to be by his side, likes Tang Geyu to talk to him, likes to stare at Tang Geyu, likes to see Tang Geyu smile, and even the smell of cigarettes on Tang Geyu that used to make him feel sick, doesn't know when it smells good .

Every time Tang Geyu treated him well, he always kept that touch in his heart.Every time he ate the candy and snacks that Tang Geyu gave him, he felt that Tang Geyu was very handsome.

Another thing he was sure of was that he would miss Tang Geyu.Even if they're only separated for an afternoon, or a full day.

Tang Geyu gave the plush toy Jingle Cat, but he didn't hang it on his schoolbag, he found a box and put it away for safekeeping.

He likes Tang Geyu to be nice to him, and he will be nice to Tang Geyu, but he doesn't like Tang Geyu to be nice to others.

For example, today, he is very depressed.

The reason for the depression came from the fact that today was Christmas Eve, and he gave Tang Geyu a beautifully packaged apple in the morning, and wished him peace every year.

But what about the goods?

Well, there are two apples in the drawer.

Even though Xu Jingheng knew that Tang Geyu would definitely give him one of the apples, but what about the other apple?Who is the other apple for?