The world is very bitter, you are very sweet

Xu Jingheng had no choice, at this moment he really had no choice.The dormitory building was empty, and he didn't feel that his voice could be heard outside for others to hear, so no one would come to help him, and he couldn't break free and couldn't save himself.

Even if he can call the police afterwards, punish or retaliate against Silin, he has already been hurt. This kind of hurt will make him never be able to face Tang Geyu, feel guilty towards Tang Geyu forever, and never see the light...

Tang Geyu and him never made it to the end every time. At most, they comforted each other. He wanted to give Tang Geyu everything he had before, but Tang Geyu said that he would never touch him before he became an adult, and he would never touch him any longer. won't move him.

Tang Geyu said that he didn't want to hurt his body.

Thinking of Tang Geyu, Xu Jingheng was full of grievances, tears filled his eyes, uncontrollably slipped from the sockets, flowed through the end of the eyes, and slipped like the temples, leaving a piece of hot and wet.

"Si Lin... let me go..." His expression was already dull, his eyes were empty and lifeless, and his body, which had been struggling just now, also calmed down.

After his movements stopped, Silin's movements also stopped suddenly.

Xu Jingheng felt Si Lin's change, and continued to beg for mercy, "Don't do this to me, okay?"

He sobbed intentionally, "I...my wrist hurts so much, can you... let me go?"

Silin's eyes moved from Xu Jingheng's reddish face to Xu Jingheng's wrist, which had been pinched for a long time, and he could see that Xu Jingheng's hand had already started to turn purple, and it must have really hurt.

He relaxed a little, but he didn't let go of Xu Jingheng completely.

Xu Jingheng's hands felt a little more comfortable, thinking that maybe Si Lin was just taking the easy way out, so he suddenly started to get lucky.

Maybe... can be saved.

"Si Lin..." Xu Jingheng continued to sob, a little coquettish in his words, "I feel a little uncomfortable..."

He began to cry half-truthfully, and the tears could not stop falling from his eyes.

Si Lin looked at him like this, and his heart felt like... a throbbing pain.

He really wanted to deal with Xu Jingheng just now, because the indifferent expression on Xu Jingheng's face, resisting movements and annoying voices, all these gave him an extremely strong urge to subdue Xu Jingheng.

Moreover, this apple has already been bitten by someone else, so it is incomplete, so what if he takes another bite?

Incomplete apples are no longer worthy of pity.

But when Xu Jingheng suddenly softened and began to beg for mercy, began to sob and cry, and began to shed tears to express his discomfort, he didn't want...to treat Xu Jingheng like that.

His hand...loosened a little again, and now it didn't look like he was pinching Xu Jingheng's wrist, but was just sticking to Xu Jingheng's wrist.

Xu Jingheng was indeed crying, and he was also in real pain and discomfort. These were not feigned, but he exaggerated a bit, and he was always paying attention to the changes in Silin's expression.

The expression on Silin's face has eased a lot, Xu Jingheng didn't pause, and continued to sob softly, "I... I'm actually a little scared of you..."

He gently pulled his wrist back, "Si Lin...can you let me go? My hands are a little...a little numb..."

Seeing Xu Jingheng's cowardly expression and coquettish tone, Si Lin finally gave in and let go of Xu Jingheng's hand.

After Xu Jingheng's pain was relieved, he quickly put on his school pants, but he didn't push Si Lin away abruptly, but actually lay down on the bed and began to soften his hands.

He didn't dare to be tough with Silin, he was really afraid.

Xu Jingheng's fingers were slender and fair, and he carefully squeezed them on his chest, resisting the nausea in his heart, and said softly to Si Lin: "Thank you..."

Silin gave up, gave up completely.

He seemed to still be reluctant to deal cruelly with Xu Jingheng, especially when Xu Jingheng was a bit obedient, he couldn't bear to do bad things to Xu Jingheng even more.

After Xu Jingheng freed his hands, he tried to save his legs again, "Si Lin... can you stop pressing my legs..."

His eyes that had just cried were still a little hazy, and the moisture on his eyelashes was still wet. Coupled with a begging expression on his face, he looked very attractive, and Silin couldn't bear it.

Sweat broke out on his forehead, and the hot feeling in his body had lasted for a long time, but after all, he didn't do anything more excessive to Xu Jingheng, he just stared obsessively into Xu Jingheng's eyes.

Xu Jingheng didn't want to meet his eyes, and lowered his eyelashes timidly, "You can get up first..."

Silin remained silent, but got up and got out of bed.

After he got out of bed, he went to the table and cabinet to get his schoolbag. When he was walking by the door, he suddenly turned around and saw Xu Jingheng sitting on the bed and softening his knees. There was an urge in his mind to say three words to Xu Jingheng, but he insisted. Tooth held back did not say.

Seeing Xu Jingheng raised his hand to brush his eyes, he lowered his voice subconsciously, but every word he said made Xu Jingheng shudder, "I will let you go today, but what I said is still valid. Two days later, I will see You broke up with Tang Geyu, come and find me."

"You know that's impossible." Xu Jingheng lowered his head, his voice hoarse.

Silin's cheeks twitched, "Then you will also know what consequences your impossibility will bring to you."

After he finished speaking, he walked out, leaving Xu Jingheng with endless worries and self-blame.

Xu Jingheng's eyes were clouded again, and he began to feel wronged and unwilling...

Why do people like Si Lin exist in the world, why do people like Si Lin want to pester me!

He just wants to live well and be with Tang Geyu well...

Why!Why did he have to encounter these things!

He has lived for almost 18 years, and he has never done anything bad. He has never stolen, robbed, harmed or caused trouble since he was a child. Why did God treat him like this!

The more I think about it, the more I feel wronged, and the more I feel wronged, the more I can't hold back my tears.

If it was anything, if he encountered any difficulties, he would not hesitate to tell Tang Geyu, to vent his grievances to Tang Geyu, to ask Tang Geyu for comfort, to ask Tang Geyu to help him.

But he couldn't speak to Tang Ge about this matter.

Tell Tang Geyu that the newly transferred Silin was actually transferred for his own sake?His purpose is to break us up and let me be with him?

Then Tang Geyu would definitely fight Silin, and there would be no peace in the days to come.

Moreover, he knew that the conditions of Si Lin's family were by no means comparable to those in the school. Tang Geyu's alcoholic father who owed debts everywhere and his mother who worked hard but didn't actually make much money, were targeted at Si Lin's family. In front of you, you will be vulnerable to a single blow.

And Silin happened to be the kind of person who would use power to suppress others, so he didn't want to involve Tang Geyu.

A long time passed, and Xu Jingheng still had no answer.His trousers were wet with tears, and his eyes were swollen, so he stood up slowly while supporting the bed board, beat his numb legs, and walked out of the bedroom tremblingly.

For the next two days, Xu Jingheng kept ignoring Tang Geyu without knowing it. When he went back to Tang Geyu's house to sleep at night, Tang Geyu wanted to kiss him, but he turned his face away and refused.

Tang Geyu actually knew that he had something on his mind, because it was enough to see how depressed he was from his facial expression and silence.

But Tang Geyu didn't know why, and he didn't dare to ask, he just waited for Xu Jingheng to say it himself.

Two days passed quickly, and when Xu Jingheng was waiting in fear for what Si Lin would do to him, Si Lin unexpectedly did not come to him, nor did he say anything about it.

After that, another week passed, and Silin did not come to see Xu Jingheng again. Xu Jingheng slowly let down his vigilance and became intimate with Tang Geyu.

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It was night, after Xu Jingheng and Tang Geyu took a shower, they were lying on the bed covered with a thin quilt. The weather was already early autumn, and it was a little cold.

Xu Jingheng hugged Tang Geyu's waist and buried his face in Tang Geyu's chest.It was only in the past few days that he realized that he had not treated Tang Geyu very well these days, and after realizing it, the guilt and self-blame surged up in his heart.

In fact, he didn't intend to snub Tang Geyu on purpose. On the one hand, he was in a bad mood, which would also make him lazy and lack energy, and he was unwilling to talk when he was bored.The second reason is that he was touched by Si Lin for a while before, and he felt sorry for Tang Geyu in this regard, so he instinctively wanted to escape.

At this moment, he felt that he had to apologize to Tang Ge.

"Geyu..." He lightly rubbed his head on Tang Geyu's chest, "Yes..."

"Stop!"

Tang Geyu lowered his head and kissed his hair, "You and I don't need to apologize, you don't need to say these three words."

"But I really feel right..."

"All right!" Tang Geyu became more serious, "I said, you don't need to say these three words to me, you never need to say these three words to me, no matter what you do to me, it's me wrong."

"Ge Yu..." Xu Jingheng's nose was sour and his eyes were hot, "I really didn't do it on purpose these days, I'm just in a bad mood, I didn't treat you like this..."

Tang Geyu's warm palm touched his back, "Be good, tell Brother Yu why you are in a bad mood?"

As soon as Tang Geyu asked in a gentle voice, Xu Jingheng began to feel wronged. As soon as he felt wronged, his eyes began to burn uncontrollably, "Woo..."

"Eh? Why are you still crying?!" Tang Geyu panicked, his scalp exploded, "Baby, why are you crying? Brother is wrong, brother is wrong, okay?"

"Woo... Ge Yu..."

Tang Geyu didn't know what to do. When Xu Jingheng cried, his mind became confused, "What's wrong? Tell me? Who bullied you?"

"No..." Xu Jingheng couldn't hold back his tears, "I just... I just feel tired, the third year of high school... so tired..."

"Oh, my baby..." Tang Geyu gently held Xu Jingheng in his arms, "Brother Yu is with you. In the third year of high school, many people have it, and there are many people who are as tired as you, but it is only a short-term tiredness." It's just one year, after one year, we will have a better life and we will be very happy."

"Woo..." Xu Jingheng began to sob, "But I...I feel so tired..."

Tang Geyu felt distressed to the extreme, "Then what do you want to do? Brother Yu will accompany you to decompress, okay?"

"No...it's okay..." Xu Jingheng raised his head to look at Tang Geyu, with tears in his eyes, "I... just cry for a while..."

"Okay, you cry, Brother Yu is by your side." Tang Geyu stroked his back back and forth to comfort him, "Thank you for your hard work, baby, it's not easy for students with good grades."

Xu Jingheng grabbed Tang Geyu's collar and sobbed, the tears from his eyes soaked Tang Geyu's long-sleeved T.

Tang Geyu asked him gently: "Okay, brother Yu wants to ask you something."

"Hmm..." Xu Jingheng nodded obediently with her mouth pouted.

Tang Geyu raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, "Why don't you live in the dormitory these days? Do you dislike your new classmate? Did he offend you or bully you? I don't think you usually talk to him Don't sleep in the same dormitory with him..."

Xu Jingheng nodded without hesitation, "I don't like him, I want to sleep with you."

Tang Geyu was a little relieved to hear this answer. He was a little worried when he knew that his new classmate Si Lin was going to live in the dormitory, although he told himself that there was nothing to worry about. There are six other dormitories. , Xu Jingheng's dormitory just moved in a new classmate.

But he felt uncomfortable, Xu Jingheng belonged to him alone, he didn't want Xu Jingheng to sleep in the same room with others at night, even though it was a very normal thing, but Xu Jingheng was his boyfriend, his lover, he still Can't stand Xu Jingheng being in the same room with someone else.But he can't tell Xu Jingheng not to live in the dormitory, move out to live with him or find a house for him, after all, he is in the third year of high school and has little free time, he doesn't want Xu Jingheng to spend any more time on the way back and forth.

Compared with the outside or his home, Xu Jingheng's dormitory is relatively more convenient.

Xu Jingheng was crying, but Tang Geyu smiled, and smiled contentedly, "My family is really good and good."

Xu Jingheng kissed Tang Geyu on the lips more obediently.

Tang Geyu smiled dotingly, "From now on, Brother Yu can come here whenever you want, and if you don't want to come, Brother Yu can help you rent a house near the school."

"I want to come to Brother Yu." Xu Jingheng stuck his head into Tang Geyu's arms, "Sleeping with Brother Yu is so blissful."

"It's just a pain for you. Brother Yu's house is not that close to the school. You have to waste a lot of time every day."

Xu Jingheng shook his head, "It's okay, most of the others live farther away, it's the third year of high school, it's just sharpening. The edge of a sword comes from sharpening, and the fragrance of plum blossoms comes from bitter cold."

Tang Geyu kissed him tenderly, "Well, that's really good."

Tang Geyu saw that Xu Jingheng was in a better mood, and his hands began to restless again. Xu Jingheng didn't make much love to him these days. He thought about it for a long time, and his heart began to itch.

The hand attached to Xu Jingheng's back moved down little by little. After Xu Jingheng noticed his movement, he looked up at him shyly, but saw that Tang Geyu's eyes were already full of lust.

He is very familiar with Tang Geyu's eyes. Every time Tang Geyu wants it very much or they are getting close, Tang Geyu's eyes are so longing.

Outside the moonlight is thick, and there are few stars, which are not very bright.It was quiet at night, but the room was very hot.

That night, Tang Geyu still didn't make it to the end. After all, he felt sorry for Xu Jingheng, and wanted to wait for him to grow up, and he also wanted to wait for them to grow up.