PS. 1437

fifteen

When I first arrived in the United States, it was really difficult.Although my TOEFL and GRE scores are very high, I am still not used to being in an environment where English is spoken by my ears 24 hours a day.

Every day, I write e-mails with her, and when we meet occasionally, we will Skype video chat.

She won't deliberately wait for me or find me, I know, she doesn't want me to depend on her.

I can understand her thoughts, so I work harder to make myself grow and become independent.

I also gradually understood what she meant when she said to me at the airport, "Don't be autistic anymore, it won't work abroad."

Indeed, when people leave their familiar hometown, connections are particularly important.

Fortunately, the students here take good care of me.

I also work hard to be good friends with my classmates here, Americans, Taiwanese, Mexicans, Indians, and even Chinese.

It's something that goes against my personality, but I have to do it in order to live.

After two months, I can finally say that I have adapted to the life here, and I have a few good classmates.

After going abroad, I realized why most international students are better than their classmates of the same nationality, because they are kind.

However, even my best friend, Alisha, when she asked me about my "emotional world", I always laughed and didn't answer. I'm not the kind of person who would share my secrets with others, even the best friend.

"Oh, so I'm a secret lover again?" she said when we were chatting on Skype one day.

"You've always been, haven't I?" I said.

"Yeah, how have you been lately?" She asked me.

I started rambling on about my life, who and what happened, what I discussed with the professor, how the class was going...etc.She always listens to me patiently, and after I finish speaking, she will also tell me about her recent situation.

"Oh? The school girl finished the exam? How is the exam?" When I heard the key words, my ears couldn't help but sharpen.

"Jealous again? She did well in the exam, but not as good as you," she said.

"Of course, I'm very strong." I said proudly.

"Yes, yes, you are the best, otherwise how could I be with you resolutely?" She blinked.

"I miss you so much..." I said while lying down in front of the screen.

"I know, come on, you see, it will be half a year, soon." She comforted me.

"I hope spring will come soon, I'm dying of cold." The winter on the east coast is very cold.

"Wear more, don't catch a cold, I will feel sorry for you if you catch a cold." She reminded me.

"I know, Taipei is cold." I miss everything in Taiwan.

I began to listen quietly to her talking about everything about Taiwan, and I felt homesick.

Every Skype session ended with regret, it was a period of time for me to "recharge". Every word she said and reminded me was the driving force for my hard work in the United States.

Sometimes, we are all so busy that we have not spoken for more than a month, and only rely on e-mail to know each other's situation.

Even sometimes, I wonder if our relationship has faded?Is it back to "good friends"?

But whenever I think this way, her concern and exhortations will appear in due course, reminding me what to pay attention to, including the menstrual period.I know that it is her reluctance and tenderness that cannot be concealed while she is demanding and eagerly looking forward to my growth.

I know.

Every day in the United States, I dare not relax. I am afraid that I will miss some important information when I am not paying attention. I think that I am a competent student in the United States.

Also, my social skills have also been greatly improved.

It was not until I arrived in the United States that I realized that this can be trained.When socializing becomes an essential skill for survival, no matter how unwilling you are, you still have to bite the bullet and learn it.

However, if you break into the group, you will definitely encounter an unavoidable topic—gossip.

When everyone chats, and when they have nothing to talk about, they will naturally ask each other if they have boyfriends and girlfriends.This is people.

Rumors about who is chasing who, who is being chased by whom, or who is breaking up with whom, who is cheating, etc., are often spread at this time.

Whenever I was asked, I always smiled and shook my head, and then someone would say that so and so wanted to chase me, or that I rejected so and so.

But as time went by, people couldn't ask about me, and they gradually lost interest in me.

In this way, I spent my first year in the United States in a busy and slightly chaotic way.

As the saying goes, one hundred secrets must have one sparseness, and this saying is not false at all.

That day, I was too lazy to go to pick up the letter, so I asked Joan who was just going there to help pick it up. In the end, God knows it was her birthday present to me.

I never imagined that she would send me a transoceanic package on my birthday.

Then, rumors about me spread like a resurgence.

That was my sophomore winter vacation.

That day, a group of us Taiwanese students gathered in the lounge to hala.

"Ape, you are so mean!" Ape is my nickname after they translated my English name Patricia into Chinese and then simplified it.

"What?" I asked stupidly.

"Your birthday present," Alisha said.

"Oh, my brother sent it to me." I wanted to pretend to be stupid.

"Then what does PS143 mean? A code between siblings?" Joan asked.

"Wow! And the password? Ape, you are really good at keeping secrets! You can hide it from everyone for a year!" Kevin continued.

In this way, it was finally my turn to be bombarded by non-stop rounds.

I tried hard to deny it at first, but I know that once people's curiosity is aroused, they will not stop until they get an answer.

In the end, I simply responded with the same trick as before - laughing without answering.

After that, there were many rumors about me.The most common one is that I have a boyfriend in Taiwan.

An exaggeration is that I was actually engaged or married in Taiwan.

Others are that my boyfriend has a famous family, so I have to keep a low profile.

The most dumbfounding thing I've ever heard is that I was actually taken care of by someone, and then the other person paid for me to study.

Of course, some people guess that I have plenty of girlfriends.

But I didn't say anything, just laughed and didn't answer.

Afterwards, I told her about it while skypeing with her.

"Oh, yes." Her reaction after listening was very flat.

"You're so cold," I complained.

"Honey, are you graduating next semester?" she asked suddenly.

"Yes, what's the matter?" I asked her.

"What about after graduation?" she asked again.

"I'm thinking too...the boss asked me if I want to continue my PhD." I leaned my face in front of the screen.

"Then what do you say?" She looked at me.

"I don't know...do you think I should say it?" I looked at her and asked.

"It depends on you. If you think it's enough, it's enough. If it's not enough, try to learn more." She looked at me and said.

"Oh, but then you won't be able to go back to Taiwan." I said a little discouraged.

"Taiwan won't run away, why are you in a hurry." She gave me a glare.

"But I miss you very much." I acted like a baby to her across the screen.

"I know, but I want to ask you, do you really think you are enough? Come back if you are enough, and continue to learn if you are not enough." She looked at me seriously.

"How much is enough?" I asked.

"Look at the goals you set for yourself at the time?" She threw a big question to me.

"My goal... I want to be able to take care of you and make you depend on me." I said honestly.

"Then do you think it's okay?" Her question was very direct, neither evasive nor evasive.

"Not...not yet." I said with a guilty conscience.

"Why? Why do you think you are not good enough?" She seems not to let me go today.

"I don't think I'm at a point where I can do what I want and take care of you," I said.

"Then keep trying," she concluded.

I nodded.

"By the way, when is your graduation ceremony?" She asked as if suddenly thinking of it.

"The end of May. Are you coming?" I asked excitedly.

"I'll take a look, maybe my son first, and then you. Would you agree?" She asked me with a wink.

"Okay, of course." I nodded my head and said.

"Then you have to work hard!" She smiled.

We ended the call happily and reluctantly.

I'm starting to look forward to the arrival of May.

Of course, I also worked very hard to finish all the required courses and got good grades.

Finally, May has arrived.

When I saw her at the airport, I couldn't help but rushed over and hugged her tightly.

"I miss you so much." I whispered in her ear.

"Me too." She kissed me on the cheek.

"Ape, your sister is so right." Alisha who accompanied me to pick up the plane said.

"Oh yeah, she's a big girl." I couldn't escape when everyone was discussing whether each other's families would come to the graduation ceremony.

So I said, "My sister will come." Naturally, she came this time as my sister.

"Sister, this is Alisha, my best Taiwanese classmate." I introduced.

"Hi, I'm Frances." She smiled and shook Alisha's hand.

"You should be chased by a lot of people, right?" Alisha and Hala's skills are top-notch.

I pulled her luggage and we moved to Alisha's car.

"Ape, let's take your sister to eat at the Mexican restaurant next to the school." Alisha said while driving.

"Oh good." Just like that, the three of us arrived at the restaurant together.

Alisha ordered, and she explained to the waiter what she wanted, and Alisha was intimidated by her fluent English.

"Oh my god, sister, your English is really good too?" Alisha widened her eyes and exclaimed.

"Oh, I've been in America for a long time," she said casually.

"So, how old are you two?" Alisha had doubts on her face.

"Guess what," I said.

"We are 26 years old this year, what a difference of ten years, right? But sister, you look so young..." Alisha would always read out the things she was thinking about.

"We are 16 years apart." She said the answer.

"Liar!!" Alisha was so surprised that she almost jumped out of her chair.

"Really." I've rarely seen Alisha respond this much.

"You look like you're in your early thirties," Alisha said, pointing at her.

I saw Alisha's praise really made her so happy that she was going to fly to the sky.

After dinner, we went back to my dormitory together. Fortunately, I was lucky enough to get a single dormitory in the second year.

"Ape is so lucky to be selected by her in the single dormitory." Alisha said while driving.

"Haha, there's no way." I grinned proudly.

"By the way, let's find James and his group to have dinner with my sister. They will definitely drool when they see my sister." Alisha suggested.

"Okay, I also want to meet her friends here." She agreed to Alisha's proposal.

Actually I don't want to.I want to occupy all her time.

After Alisha sent us back, she went back herself.

The moment she closed the door, we pressed each other's lips almost without hesitation.

The longing for the past two years can only be expressed with a kiss. We kissed each other crazily and non-stop, from the living room to the room, and the clothes began to fall off one by one, and the body gradually became hot. This is desire.

I kissed her neck, she began to pant, and I explored the body that I had been thinking about for two years, the skin was still fair, and there was almost no trace of the flow of time.

"I miss you so much, I miss you so much." Kissing her lips, I kept murmuring.

As if responding to my movements, she twisted her body uneasily, eagerly removing the barrier between us.

I lay on top of her, kissing her eyebrows, her eyes, the tip of her nose, her cheeks, her lips, her chin, her neck, her collarbone, her shoulders, her chest, about I am still familiar with everything about her after more than two years of separation.

I haven't forgotten how to arouse her desire.

"In the past two years, I've been so lonely." Her voice was covered by lust.

I lightly squeezed her raised chest with both hands, stuck my tongue into her mouth and intertwined, and gently separated her legs with my knees, rubbing them back and forth.

Her hands slide up and down my back.

My hand reached down to the jungle between her legs.

"It's so wet." I said with my mouth on her earlobe.

"Then do you want to give it to me?" She asked in a sweet voice.

"Take it easy, I want to take my time," I said, squeezing her clit lightly.

She let out a cry and tapped my shoulder lightly.

Then, the damn doorbell rang at this moment.

"FUCK!" I cursed in a low voice.

"Hehe." She smiled.

"What are you laughing at?" I asked, grabbing the clothes beside me.

"No, you're still cute." She said, looking at me with my clothes on.

"Go take a shower first," I said as I walked out of the bedroom.

"Yeah." She nodded and stood up to get dressed.

I look out through the eagle eye on the door, damn it, it must be Alisha, now James, Joan, Kevin are all at my door.

"What are you doing? Why are you here?" I opened the door and asked.

"Look at your real sister," James said.

"Oh, she's taking a shower." I couldn't be too upset lest I be seen.

"Can I wait for her?" Kevin asked shamelessly.

"Oh, yes, but please don't make it too late, I have to meet the boss tomorrow." I said, I really need to meet the boss.

"Okay, let's take a look at her." The three of them walked into my house.

Automatically turned on the TV, then occupied the sofa, started watching TV, chatting and waiting while eating snacks.

After a while, the sound of a hair dryer came from the bathroom.

"Oh, she's coming out soon!" James said first.

"Then put it away quickly, don't let her see us like this." Kevin began to quickly clean up the food debris on the coffee table.

"Tsk! A group of beasts." I said angrily.

"It can't be helped. Men are like this." Joan was helpless with me beside me.

After a while, she came out in casual house clothes and a bath towel.

"Wow! Your sister is so upright!" Kevin said first.

"Hi! Why is it so lively?" She greeted them with a smile.

"Sister, do you need a boyfriend?" James said maliciously.

"I'm sorry, I'm not short, and I'm not interested in little brothers." She refused directly.

The two dead men showed heartbroken expressions.

"I'll take a shower first, you guys talk slowly." I said, then went into the room to get clothes into the bathroom.

When I washed them out, they were still there, and they seemed to be having a good chat.

"You guys chat with her slowly, I have to see the boss tomorrow morning, I'll go to bed first. Clean up my house before I leave, otherwise...you will never even think about stepping here again." I gritted my teeth and said , and then actually went back to sleep.

I was just lying down angry, but maybe because I was tired from the final report these days, I actually fell asleep.

"Honey, are you asleep?" She climbed onto the bed after an unknown amount of time and hugged me from behind.

"Hmm..." I turned over and hugged her in a half-dream and half-awake state.

"Sleep well, I'll stay here with you." She nestled into my arms and kissed my chin.

"I love you." I murmured.

"I love you too." I felt her kiss me on the lips.

Dare I say, it was the best night of sleep I've had in two years.

The next day, when I opened my eyes, the first thing I felt was the smell of breakfast.

I got up and saw her frying eggs in the kitchen.

"Didn't sleep?" I walked behind her and hugged her.

"Wake up." She turned and pecked my lips.

"So early?" I asked her.

"Help you make breakfast! Go brush your teeth first, and have breakfast." She said while taking care of the eggs in the pot.

I went into the bathroom feeling unrealistically happy about it all.

"Want to see the professor in the morning?" We sat down facing each other, and she poured me a glass of juice.

"Well, he wants to discuss with me about my final report and PhD." I took a sip of the juice.

"Have you decided to read it?" She asked with a smile.

"Well, read it as soon as you can. Hurry up and read it while you still have the scholarship and can offset some internship hours." I said while eating.

"Eat slowly, don't choke." She looked at me with the same doting smile as before.

"So what do you do in the morning?" I asked her.

"I don't know, let's walk around and see where you study," she said.

"Oh yes, wait for me." I remembered what to give her.

I walked into the room and came out with my phone.

"This is for you." I handed her the mobile phone I had made for her.

"So careful." She took it with a smile.

"Otherwise, how would I find you?" I lowered my head and continued eating my breakfast.

"Will you be gone long?" she asked me.

"I don't know, I leave the key to you. Remember to turn on the phone. There is already my phone in it. If you want to use the computer, just plug in the network cable." I explained to her while packing up my things to go out.

"Baby," she called me, and I looked up at her.

"You've grown up," she said with a relieved expression.

"Because that's how I can take care of you." I said with a smile, packed my things into my backpack, and prepared to go out.

"Walk carefully." She followed me to the door and opened it for me.

"Wait." I held her hand on the doorknob.

The moment she looked back at me, I kissed her lips.

Another inseparable kiss.

"Okay, let's go, or we'll be late again." She left my lips first, urging me to go out.

"Okay, I'll call you again, break up." After I finished speaking, I went out with a happy mood.

With the person I love by my side, how can I be in a bad mood?

It feels really good to have someone at home waiting for me.

In the first few days she arrived, there was still a little jet lag. After all, there was still a difference between the West Bank and the East Bank.

"So it feels like someone is waiting at home." One day, I said when I came home.

"Like it?" she asked with a smile.

"Of course I like it." I looked at her back busy in the kitchen.

"Is the report ready?" she asked me, turning to me.

"Okay, the professor finally nodded. Haha!" I had a smug look on my face.

"So waiting for graduation now?" She brought the soup to the table.

"Yes, another five days!" I smiled and walked to her side and hugged her.

"You've really grown up a lot." She stroked my cheek.

"I'm going to be great for you," I said, and kissed her.

"Okay, I've brought Alisha to dinner." After being kissed by me for a while, she pushed me away with a chuckle.

"Alisha? When did you get so familiar?" I was a little surprised.

"Before you went to sleep, you forgot to turn off the computer, she lost your MSN, I wanted to help you back, so we started chatting." She blinked innocently.

"Oh, all right. So when is she coming?" I asked.

"It should be soon, you won't be angry?" She asked cautiously.

"No, it's good to have her with you when I'm busy." I said with a smile.

"That's good, I was afraid you would be angry." She seemed to breathe a sigh of relief.

"How can I be so stingy." I gave her a white look.

Doorbell rang.

Alisha appeared at the door with a bottle of red wine.

The three of us had a pleasant dinner, and after the meal, I suddenly thought of taking her to a place.

"Hey, lend me the car." I looked at Alisha and said.

"What are you doing?" She looked at me suspiciously.

"Just lend it to me, and I will drive it later to pay you back." I held out my hand to her.

"Oh well, you have to drive me home first," she said.

"I see, sister, you go and change your clothes, I'll take you to a place." I looked at the teacher sitting on the sofa and said.

"Oh, where are you going?" she asked as she stood up.

"Sister, you will regret it if you don't go, trust me." Alisha knew exactly where I was going to take her.

She nodded and went into the room to change clothes.

"I said, Ape, have you considered buying a car? You have decided to stay and continue studying." Alisha said with her arms around my shoulder.

"Yes, I'm watching it. I'll discuss it with my sister." I said to her.

"That's good. After all, I may or may not be here after a year. It will be very inconvenient for you without a car." For more than two years, Alisha and I have really felt like sisters.

Apart from feelings and things that should stay in Taiwan, we talked about almost everything.

"Thanks, I've had you and your car for the past two years." I said to her with a smile.

At this time, the teacher changed his clothes and came out of the room.

"You didn't take Xiaolan out of the car, did you?" I looked at Alisha and asked.

"No, why take it? I just charged the battery yesterday. Remember to recharge it before returning it to me." Alisha glared at me and said, I forgot to charge it last time.

That's it, we went out together, and then drove Alisha home first.

"You can pick me up tomorrow morning, and the car will leave you there in the evening." She said before getting out of the car.

"Oh, what time do you have class?" I asked her, I have no class tomorrow.

"You can come at nine," she said.

I nodded and we said goodbye.

"Where are you taking me?" the teacher asked me again.

"Wait..." I took out the blindfold I prepared in advance and helped her put it on.

"What is this?" she protested, screaming.

"You'll know later, why don't you wear it first?" I coaxed her instead.

She put it on unwillingly, and her hands crossed on her chest showed her dissatisfaction.

I smiled and continued to drive.

At the same second as I pulled the handbrake, she quickly tried to take off the blindfold.

"Wait, that's not enough." I took her hand.

She snorted unhappily.

I got out of the car, walked to the passenger seat, and led her out of the car. After walking a few steps, I gently took off her blindfold.

"Oh my god..." This was her first reaction after opening her eyes.

"Where is this place?" She recovered, looked at me and asked.

"This is a mountain behind the school, a place where you can see the night view." I said with my arms around her waist.

"You come here often?" she asked, leaning on my shoulder.

"It's normal, as long as I'm called by the professor, or I don't do well in exams, or I'm in a bad mood, I will come with Alisha." I said, looking at the bright sea of ​​lights under my feet.

"You and Alisha are really good." There was a slight sour taste in her words.

"Are you jealous?" I asked with a smile.

Go to the rear compartment and take out "Little Blue".

It was an inflatable double mattress, and Alisha and I would lie on it and watch the stars.

I inflated Xiaolan and lay on it with her.

"Thank you for your hard work these two years." We lay on our sides, looking at each other face to face.

"No, it's already handy." I covered her hand touching my cheek with my hand.

"I heard what James said the night they came." She leaned over and hugged me.

"Say what?" I started thinking about what those guys were saying about me.

"They said, you were excellent, from the beginning, and James also said that when he was assigned to take care of you, he remembered that the first question you asked him was, where is the library? What time does the library open? He said he was totally scared by you." She couldn't help laughing.

"That's because I don't want to waste time." I said innocently.

"I know. So you force yourself to use the fastest time to get into the situation, and then work harder than others... Even the professors let you practice while studying, and even ask you if you want to study for a PhD... They all follow I did." She put her arms around my neck.

"I don't want to lose to anyone." I said stubbornly.

"I know. They said they all admire you for being able to study so well and be so active in the class reunion." I could hear a little pride in her voice.

"Oh, thank you for training my English so well! I can read papers much faster than Alisha and the others." The speed at which I read papers has always been something I am very proud of.

"In the past two years, I have really worked hard on you." She said this sentence again.

"No, you put it that way, what if I study for a PhD in the future?" I pinched her cheek instead.

"Little ghost, you really think you've grown up. You really..." I didn't let her finish speaking, and kissed her directly.

"I just hope that I can look at the stars like you forever." When I left her lips, I said softly.

"I know, I've always known..." She nestled into my arms, choked up and said.

I just hugged her quietly and listened to her soft sobs.

"Maybe, she is not as strong as I think." I said in my heart.

"You know, I'm afraid of losing you." After a long time, she said in a voice that was so soft that she could barely hear it.

"You won't lose me, why are you afraid?" I asked softly.

"From the first time I saw you, the stubbornness and ambition in your eyes, I knew you would be very successful. You have a pair of invisible wings that can take you so high and far away, but at that time, Your wings haven't matured yet." There was a thick nasal sound in her voice.

"It's so powerful, I knew it the first time I saw it." I deliberately teased her.

"You're annoying!" She thumped me lightly.

I grabbed her hand, brought it to my lips and kissed it.

"I've been a teacher for so many years, of course I can tell what a student is like at a glance." She let me kiss her hand.

"So you've been secretly paying attention to me too?" I asked her with a wink.

"Why did I secretly pay attention to you? Someone was late first." Her counterattack was very clever.

"Oh, so you observe late students so carefully that you can see through your eyes?" I raised my eyebrows and looked at her.

"I didn't expect you to improve your ability to talk back when you went abroad." She pinched my cheek.

"Then may I ask my amazing teacher, what do my wings look like now?" I asked her mischievously.

"It's a pair of wings that can take you high and far." She looked into my eyes and said.

"But no matter how high or far you fly, the ultimate stability is still by your side." I didn't avoid her gaze, and looked straight into her eyes and said.

"I don't know... Seeing you like this, I can't help but think, would you fly higher and farther without me? You always say that the goal you are working hard now is to settle down in me in the future By your side...but could it be that you actually want to fly higher and farther?" As she spoke, tears flowed out again.

"Shh, shhh, stop talking, you made me who I am now, understand? If it weren't for being able to settle down by your side, I wouldn't be here at all, and I wouldn't be so good, Shi Ping, you made me I, do you understand?" I kissed away her tears and looked at her fixedly.

She nodded sobbingly, but there was still confusion in her eyes.

"You are really, when did you become a crank?" I said, kissing the top of her hair.

"Probably because you've grown up, I can't get used to it." She said while sniffling.

"Then you have to get used to it quickly, because when I return to Taiwan in a few years, I will take care of you." I kissed her forehead.

She leaned quietly in my arms, and I held her quietly.

After a while, I realized that she had fallen asleep unknowingly.

I smiled badly, lowered my head, pinched her nose, and kissed her.

Not long after, I felt her begin to tap me gently.

"You're bad," she complained.

"Is there?" I deliberately pretended to be stupid.

"Yes, the mouth is getting worse and worse." She said while pinching my nose.

"You don't know, it is necessary to have a bad mouth here, otherwise I will be eaten to death by Kevin and the others." I said helplessly.

"I'm glad I came to you," she said.

"I'm glad you came to me too." I kissed her forehead.

"Just heard you talking to Alisha about buying a car?" She asked suddenly.

"I'm thinking about it, but I'm not sure, what do you think?" I asked her.

"I think, since you're going to be here for years, you should buy it." Her professionalism and maturity came back in an instant.

"Oh, but I don't know what to buy." I don't know anything about this.

"I'll take care of it for you, leave it to me." She said straightforwardly.

"You want to help me look? But don't look at the scary BMW, Mercedes, or the Porsche or Ferrari you drive. I can't afford such a high-end car." I was suddenly frightened by her straightforwardness.

"I'll buy it for you!" She said as a matter of course.

"No! I don't want you to buy it for me!" I refused directly.

"Then I'll help you pay half of it as your graduation gift, okay?" Instead, she started cheating.

"Let me think about it..." I thought seriously.

"Please..." She leaned forward and kissed my lips.

"Laughing..." I complained, but I was also willing to accept her kiss.

That night, we lay on Xiaolan and looked at the stars in the sky. We didn't drive home until she really couldn't hold on anymore.

The next day, we picked Alisha up for class in the morning.

"Sister, the stars were beautiful last night, weren't they?" Alisha asked as soon as she got in the car.

"That's right, so that's your secret base." She smiled and chatted with Alisha.

"What time do you finish class? I want to drive your car to buy groceries." I asked Alisha.

"You can pick me up at two o'clock in the afternoon." Alisha said as she got out of the car.

"Oh good." I nodded.

"Alisha, cheer up in class!" She rolled down the car window and waved to Alisha.

She really gets along with people.

"Let's go, let's go shopping." I turned the steering wheel and headed towards the supermarket.

We pushed the cart side by side and shuttled through the aisles of the supermarket.

"What do you want for dinner?" She asked me with a smile.

"You cook well." I smiled happily.

I watched her skillfully hold the desired ingredients, just like in Taiwan before, and I suddenly felt a heat in my eyes.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" She turned to see my red eyes.

"No, I just think it's so unreal." I wiped the tears off my face.

"Fool, I'm by your side, I'm by your side." She turned around and hugged me tightly.

I nodded and continued to walk around the supermarket with her.

We bought a bunch of things, and then returned the car to Alisha, and she skillfully put the things back home one by one.

"You are amazing, every time I come back from shopping for vegetables, it takes me a long time to do it." I watched her movements and said.

"Have you ever been a housewife?" She raised her head and smiled brightly.

I went over and closed the refrigerator door for her, trapping her between the refrigerator and me by the way.

"What's the matter?" She put her hands on my shoulders and rubbed the tip of her nose against mine.

"What do you say?" I asked her.

"Hungry?" I understand her question.

"Do you want to feed me?" I smiled wickedly.

Her answer was her kiss.

We moved to the bed while kissing, and I watched her fall on the bed, reaching out to me with sexy eyes that made me lost.

I lay on top of her, and kissed her while undoing the buttons one by one, revealing her fair breasts and dark blue underwear in front of my eyes.

"You are so beautiful." I watched and admired.

"then what are you waiting for