[Entertainment] Call me idol

After going to the hospital for an examination the next day, it was confirmed that it was only a sprain and no bone was injured.But the doctor pointed to Song Mingyue's dark circles and light weight and said that he should pay attention to his body, and don't always stay up late at a young age.

Back home, Song Zhenglin sat down on the sofa with a cold face, and pointed to the opposite sofa for Song Mingyue to sit on.Song Zhenglin was really angry this time, because he believed in Song Mingyue and let her become a trainee at a young age.As a result, if it wasn't for the foot injury this time, he wouldn't know that she took her body so seriously.

About to start training.

"I feel like I'm spoiled." Song Mingyue had already nestled into the sofa, scratched her hair with one hand, and said to him in a slightly distressed manner.

"I've been in a bad state of mind recently. We only learned the dance for 3 hours yesterday. According to my level, it's pretty good if I can remember the movements. So the teachers didn't say anything about me when I was half a beat away. But I feel very uncomfortable." Song Mingyue frowned slightly.

"I often feel this way during this time. It's not that I'm afraid that I'm not as good as others, but that I'm not the best. So I practice desperately to make myself the best, and I can't lose to anyone. The more I practice, the better I am. Bad... the worse the more the more I practice. I ask myself have I improved during this time?"

Song Mingyue paused for a moment and said, "No. My condition has gotten worse. It's actually quite silly to practice at night until two or three o'clock in the morning, because there is no efficiency at all and it will affect the next day's class."

"When did I come up with the idea that I must be the best in everything? Dance, vocal music, body, all classes." Song Mingyue pursed her lips and slowly tried to express her thoughts with the most accurate words.

Song Zhenglin frowned when he heard this, this kind of thinking itself is wrong, no one can do the best.

Ms. Zheng came over and said, "Is it because you have higher demands on yourself? So when you train together, you pay special attention to what you don't do well."

"No," Song Mingyue said seriously, "It's not that the requirements have become higher, but that I have become unable to afford to lose. I was quite self-aware before, but now I am quite arrogant. So yesterday I was half a beat late, but it was actually a small matter. things, but I felt very uncomfortable at the time.”

"I was praised too much. I miscalculated my own strength, so I couldn't bear a little bit of setback."

"In the company, the teacher likes me, my friends like me, and even the young lady at the front desk often praises me." Song Mingyue said this seriously.

Putting it another way, if Ms. Zheng wants to give him a slap in the face, how big of a face is it to say that everyone likes you?What if they are just superficially polite?But it was her own daughter, she nodded in acquiescence.

"The teacher said Mingyue, your voice is nice and has a wide range. My friends said that you are really good, Song Mingyue. Dance class A, vocal music is taught alone. Teacher Li seems to treat me differently." Song Mingyue said with fingers: "I My journey from childhood to adulthood has been smooth and smooth, and everyone thinks that my grades and piano are also good."

"I have heard a lot, and I believe it myself. There are praises and appreciations everywhere, and I feel that the world is going to revolve around me." Song Mingyue said lightly, and added in her heart: I am still a human being, no matter how I look at it, I am completely Fits the protagonist.

"So, I must be the best in everything. Vocal music is, dance is also. I can't tolerate myself being a little bit bad, and I can't accept that others are better than me. But, in fact, I am not. I am not perfect Template, I am a person with shortcomings and short boards."

"It's a human, how can it be perfect? ​​I was just spoiled and lost my judgment. I really thought that I was very good and awesome, so I couldn't afford to lose.

It was not like this before. Being a trainee is something I am interested in trying. For me, practicing is doing what I like. Even though the body is hard, the heart is happy.

I don't think it matters if I don't do well, I don't feel ashamed, and I will ask the teacher and others for advice.

But I don't know when, practice became a task for me.Not happy at all during the practice, I started to pay attention to the test results.But I had to practice again, because I was afraid that if I stopped, someone would pass me.Practicing this thing is becoming more and more burdensome for me. "Song Mingyue pursed her lips and finished speaking in a serious manner.

Then I saw the smiling eyes of Ms. Zheng and Song Zhenglin.

Ms. Zheng came over and put her arms around Song Mingyue's shoulders and said, "Hey Yigu, our little moon."

Few people can figure this out by themselves in this situation.People are often always able to easily see the shortcomings of others, but it is difficult to find their own shortcomings.

"Do you look down on people who are inferior to you because you think you are great?" Song Zhenglin said.

Song Mingyue shook her head.

"Then did you do anything bad because everyone liked you?"

Song Mingyue thought for a while before answering firmly: "No."

"Is there anyone who hates people who do better than you because of it?"

"No, it's just that I will extend the practice time. Then I feel uncomfortable alone, and I feel very unconvinced in my heart and feel that I can do well."

Song Zhenglin looked at his daughter tenderly, and said seriously: "Then it's okay. You have a bad mentality, and you have adjusted yourself. From the beginning to the end, you didn't hurt others. You just hurt yourself because of your stubbornness. So you Do you want to apologize to us? You are hurt, and your mother and I are the most uncomfortable."

"Is that so?" Song Mingyue blinked... Before she said it, she really felt like they would disappoint them by admitting that they were not as good as they thought.Because she is not as good as they thought.

But Song Zhenglin and Ms. Zheng were not disappointed when they looked at her.

So Song Mingyue nodded hesitantly, and sincerely apologized to Song Zhenglin and Ms. Zheng.Not just for the injury, but for the neglect of them during this time.

Next, Song Zhenglin extended Song Mingyue's vacation with the company to one week, and also took the school vacation.Let Song Mingyue take good care of his feet before going to practice and class, so that he can sharpen his knife and cut wood by mistake.

Instead, Ms. Zheng said euphemistically: "If only a few people in the company praise you, you will go to heaven. Then what should you do if your debut fans praise you?"

God knows how much the fan circle praises people, and there are so many tricks that people are amazed that they can still praise like this.

Song Mingyue raised her eyebrows and said, "How can I make the same mistake a second time. Besides, the fan circle praises people very much and scolds them very much. It is impossible for me not to have black fans."

It's amazing, she still thinks a long way, even thinking about black fans.Ms. Zheng smiled and said nothing.

In the following days, Song Mingyue invited Ms. Zheng to go to the concert with her; she went to Mrs. Li's house in a good mood and played a Mozart, but she gave up and was praised by Professor Li for her progress.

At the same time, I was still practicing vocal music at home, but I stopped doing physical movements after practicing for an hour.After finishing the homework that must be done every day, I spread out on the sofa to read comics, and rolled on the sofa laughing from time to time.

During the period, I met Gao Enqing and others who came to visit her, and they were all taken aback by their good looks.

Ms. Zheng and the others already knew about the selection of the women's team this time.

Deputy Chief Han called them and kept reassuring them that Mingyue has been doing very well, and told them to do a good job of Mingyue's grooming work and not to put too much pressure on recovering from the foot injury before returning to practice.I also told them about several trainees who insisted on practicing with injuries and finally couldn't even dance.

But they felt that Mingyue's state didn't need any counseling at all.

She's already groomed herself.

Song Mingyue had more smiles on her face in just a few days than in this year, and slowly found her own rhythm of life.As soon as the foot injury healed, I went back to the dormitory and continued to practice.

During Song Mingyue's absence, two more trainees moved out of their dormitory.Now there are only six people left in the dormitory.

And the company replaced a trainee from jyp, and directly dropped into class A.

[Little Moon, why didn't I see you in class? 】

Song Mingyue was still at home at that time, so she replied with a smile.

[Our s/M is this style, mysterious]

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After Song Mingyue returned to the company again, Gao Enqing and the others noticed the changes in her.Her work and rest became regular, and she no longer practiced day and night like before, and she was very peaceful and calm.

But Song Mingyue can change her own schedule, but it can't stop others from practicing in a crazy way.

Until Min Sujing accumulated water in her knees due to over-practice, she was diagnosed with synovitis of the knee joint.

She is one of the most ruthless people in the dormitory.When I had knee pain, I kept gritting my teeth and insisted on practicing, but I was sent to the hospital for examination after collapsing in the practice room.At this time, it is already very serious, which may lead to knee osteoarthritis and even disability.

Min Sujing has been practicing hard since she knew that Song Mingyue was the lead singer, because she also has a shortcoming in dancing, and her positioning collided with Song Mingyue.

If the company's plan is 5 or 6 people, she will probably be brushed off.Although Luo Zhiyu is also a vocalist, she has a mid-bass voice, and her voice is a bit hoarse, which is a distinctive one.

So she has been practicing very hard, and it turns out... she didn't expect things to turn out like this.

After being hospitalized, Song Mingyue and others went to visit her, but Min Sujing refused to see them.It's understandable that she fell here when she was about to make her debut. How could she want to see them who are both teammates and competitors?

Min Sujing's leg won't heal in a short time, and the company advises her to rest for a while.Within two days, her parents went to the dormitory to remove her things, and they heard that they were not going to let her be a trainee.

After this incident, the company began to pay attention to their excessive practice.Before Song Mingyue was injured, Deputy Chief Han reported that their dormitory was too stressful and over-practiced, but the company did not pay attention to it.Because Song Mingyue was just sprained, it couldn't explain anything.

Now there are special rules, you must go back to the dormitory before 12 o'clock in the evening.Everyone in the dormitory was also obviously frightened by this incident, and did not dare to practice like that again.

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Regarding Lee Jae Yeon's transfer, I had already thought about it, because Kyuhyun also switched to this side of the dsp and then made his debut.So feel like this should be doable.

And this chapter is Xiaoyue's self-reflection, which can be regarded as a mental growth.