Under the Brocade - Millennium

(Eighteen)

With the growth of this summer, the brothers and sisters around are indeed a little worried about the major events in this little sister's life.

Although they are considered a Jianghu faction, for some reason they did not have too many martial arts battles, and they did not deliberately confront the royal family, so there were no such disputes between the court and the Jianghu.

This summer grew up in a relatively stable environment. Except for the family accidents she suffered, her life seems to be without any disturbances. Of course, if everyone ignores her congenital heart problem.

Others may not know it, but Lu Yanyuan knows that this summer's life is not long, and maybe he will leave one day, and this cannot be changed.

So when everyone started to pay attention to this summer's marriage, Lu Yanyuan felt a little sour in his heart.

In short, no matter what kind of person she will be with, it will not be herself. From the moment the red line is burned off, their future is doomed to be incomprehensible.

In fact, Lu Yanyuan could tell that there were a lot of people who cared about this little junior sister, but this summer it seemed like she didn't know anything, she treated everyone equally, of course, Lu Yanyuan was among those who treated her equally.

Although everyone is concerned, she hasn't shown any attitude towards her this summer. She still treats everyone the same.

This summer, as the most beloved little disciple of the master of the Biluo Pavilion, relying on the fact that she was brought back by Lu Yanyuan, she was actually raised as a daughter.

At about the same age, the pavilion master started to talk about this matter, and even the pavilion master hosted a banquet and invited many famous people, with the intention of choosing a husband and son-in-law for this summer.

In fact, this summer knows what this means, but for this summer, none of these are worth caring about.

She is not particularly sensitive to emotions by nature. Except for her family, everyone in Biluo Pavilion is her relatives. She herself has no concept of love, and she never believes in the shocking weeping ghosts and gods in the script. eachother.

She didn't think that those stories would have anything to do with her, and she didn't think those talented scholars and beautiful women in Jiangnan Misty Rain and the so-called heroes who saved the beauty would happen to her, let alone those who made enemies of the world for love.

Those are too far away for her, and besides, she is not born with so much emotional perception. She feels that if she can live in this life, if she doesn't die early because of her congenital heart failure, she will probably obey According to Master's advice, find someone who can see the past and live together without any conflicts, and then this life will pass.

What surprised this summer was actually Master Yan Yuan who has always loved her very much. For some reason, Master Yan Yuan's mood was not quite right from the time Master began to talk about "blind date" for him.

Every time he looks into his eyes, there seems to be something more that this summer can't understand at all, but every time he looks at him with that kind of eyes, this summer feels like his congenital heart attack is going to happen, it's not too much The heart that feels a little numb is full of fine pains.

Jin Xia finally opened his mouth when Lu Yanyuan looked at him with that kind of eyes for countless times.

"Uncle Yan Yuan, do you have something you want to tell me?" Jin Xia saw that the other party was hesitant to speak, so he asked first.

"It's nothing, why do you ask that?" Lu Yanyuan tried his best to withdraw his urge to reach out and hold the opponent's hand, and forced a smile.

"Uncle Yan Yuan, don't you want me to go on a blind date?" Jin Xia blinked, she didn't know what was going on, she just subconsciously felt like it was going on.

"I..." No matter what Ren Lu Yanyuan thought, he couldn't have imagined that he would hit a straight ball like this this summer, and it was fine to hit a straight ball, and he asked the question in one sentence.Obviously, she didn't know anything this summer, but she still revealed the problem in an instant, which caught him off guard for a moment.

"If this is the case, just tell me directly, Uncle Yan Yuan, I have always listened to you. If you don't want to, although I don't know why, you will definitely not harm me. It must be for I'm fine, right?" Jin Xia's eyes were bright and transparent, so clean that Lu Yanyuan couldn't look directly at them.

It is impossible for him to say that this is really just his selfishness. After all, this summer believes in him so much, and he really just doesn't want the other party to like others.

"No, just follow your own will, I don't have any opinions." Lu Yanyuan avoided Jin Xia's gaze, but what he said was against his will, but he really had no choice.He has no right to stop his fate with others this summer, and he has no choice.

This summer actually saw that something was wrong, but he didn't think deeply about it: "If there is really nothing wrong, then I'll leave first? Master is still waiting for me."

Lu Yanyuan nodded and signaled her to go quickly, but he stood there and watched the other party's back in a daze.

The accident happened quickly and quickly, and Lu Yanyuan was caught off guard. Today, he had a congenital heart attack, and before that, there was no warning.

Lying on the bed this summer pale, fragile like a butterfly with broken wings, as if the air was filled with the sound of life passing by.

This time when his illness recovered a bit, Lu Yanyuan watched Jinxia, ​​the moonlight was like water, the moonlight was like water, Lu Yanyuan was in front of Jinxia's bed, looking at Jinxia's peaceful sleeping face, he didn't have much sense of reality in his heart.

"This summer, I'm so close to you, yet so far away from you." Lu Yanyuan muttered to himself, pursed his lips, and closed his eyes.

"Do you know, in fact, I just want you to look at me, can you look at me, don't use the same look for everyone, but be special, even if there is only a little difference. "Lu Yanyuan himself didn't realize when his eyelashes became wet.

"This summer, can you look at me and see me?"

"I know, it's my wish."

This summer, my heart pleases you, which is a secret I can't tell anymore.

Lu Yanyuan didn't know how long he had been bathed in the moonlight, let alone when he would leave.

Lu Yanyuan didn't turn his head back, so naturally he didn't see it. There was a flash of crystal light in the corner of Jin Xia's eyes, and the tears that flowed into the hair along the arc of his face were probably tears.

Covering my heart this summer, my already numb heart, which has always felt numb except when I am sick, is now experiencing bursts of tingling, starting from one point and spreading to the whole body.

When I opened my eyes this summer, the scene of that day, the heavy snow, and the unknown secret after the heavy snow appeared in my mind again.

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"Is there any way to redeem it?" one voice asked the other.

"There are ways to do it. I can temporarily withdraw my love for this summer. If, if Shangxian Yanyuan is really attracted to this summer, maybe this summer's heart can be revived, and maybe everything can return to the way it was at the beginning."

"What about her memory?"

"The memory is actually not affected." She just lost her feelings.

In fact, this summer has always known about that conversation in the heavy snow, and she knows everything.

This summer, as written in the book of life and death, there was no life in an unknown spring day. Lu Yanyuan accepted it very calmly this time. He went to see Lord Xuanji again and wanted to know when the next reincarnation this summer will appear. .

"Don't look, there is no name of this summer in the book of life and death, she will not be reincarnated again." Xuanji Dijun looked at Lu Yanyuan, for some reason, Lu Yanyuan actually read a trace of relief from it.

"Go back, Yan Yuan, fate can't be forced, it will only appear inadvertently." Xuanji's words sounded right, but it seemed to be implying something.

When Lu Yanyuan returned to the Immortal Mansion, the little boy in the Immortal Mansion gave him an invitation card, telling him that the Emperor of Heaven invited the gods to hold a banquet. On the one hand, he would celebrate the Queen’s birthday, and on the other hand, he would clean up the dust for the three princesses who had returned from calamity. and asked him if he wanted to go.

As we all know, Immortal Yan Yuan seldom goes to gathering banquets, so Xiaotong didn't have much hope.

At first, Lu Yanyuan wanted to refuse as usual, but for some reason, he agreed to the matter as soon as he said it.

Lu Yanyuan was slightly annoyed in his heart, but he had no reason to regret and refuse.

On the day of the banquet, Lu Yanyuan went to the banquet like other gods, and the Emperor of Heaven saw him and asked him to go over and have a chat.

While they were talking, there was a commotion at the door, and everyone whispered, it seemed that the princesses were coming.

As we all know, the three princesses have always been eccentric, and they have always been favored. There are not so many etiquette restrictions in front of the emperor and queen of heaven, but the three princesses rarely show up. After the catastrophe that year, they went to the human world. I have never seen the appearance of a princess.

"Royal father, queen mother." A familiar voice sounded behind Lu Yanyuan, Lu Yanyuan subconsciously turned around, and saw the summer he had been thinking about jogging all the way to the Emperor of Heaven.

"Xia'er, come here quickly, this is the Immortal Yan Yuan, come and meet the Immortal Yan Yuan." The Heavenly Emperor didn't care about this summer's unethical behavior, but rubbed his little daughter's head.

"Shangxian Yan Yuan?" Jin Xia turned his head, the corner of his mouth raised in an arc, and his eyebrows and eyes were crooked with a smile.

Those eyes are very familiar to Lu Yanyuan, the only difference is probably that they are bright and clear at the moment, without any complicated and redundant emotions, the girl looked at him as before, without the attachment and admiration of the past.

That's right, when the gods who have gone through a lot of calamities return to the sky, they have no memories of the human world. In her memory, they have never met.Lu Yanyuan suppressed the joy that was about to break out of the ground in his heart, and he didn't know whether it was disappointment or loneliness.

"Congratulations to Your Royal Highness Princess who has successfully returned from the catastrophe." Lu Yanyuan pinched his palm to calm himself down, without showing any clues.

Before the banquet was over, he walked out first.Lu Yanyuan met Zhenjun Yuehua in the garden, and the two chatted for a while. Lu Yanyuan always felt that Zhenjun Yuehua looked at him with a strange expression.

"You already knew?" Lu Yanyuan looked at Zhenjun Yuehua, recalling the behavior of Zhenjun Yuehua when he woke up, what he said, and knowing Jinxia's identity today, what else is there? I understand.

"Know what?" Zhenjun Yuehua deliberately refused to admit it, pretending not to know what he was talking about.

"You know what I'm talking about, I'm talking about this summer's identity." Lu Yanyuan said, and didn't give Zhenjun Yuehua another chance to escape.

"Look ahead." True Monarch Yuehua didn't answer him, but motioned him to look ahead with his chin.

Jin Xia and You Ning sneaked over from the banquet by some unknown road, and they were only favored by the Emperor of Heaven.

"This summer, You Ning, why aren't you at the banquet? Will you not be discovered?" Obviously Zhenjun Yuehua and the two princesses are very familiar, and they are very familiar with each other from the moment they open their mouths.

"Hey, weren't you at the banquet? Are you still talking about us?" Jin Xia rolled his eyes and asked back.

"Can this be the same? You are today's protagonist..." Zhenjun Yuehua and Jinxia started to fight each other as soon as they met, which seemed to be the same as before.

You Ning shook her head, with a doting smile on her lips, her younger sister really hasn't changed at all.

"Shangxian Yan Yuan, long time no see." You Ning greeted Lu Yanyuan.

"Long time no see." Lu Yanyuan's eyes were all on Jin Xia, and he only gave You Ning a look when he was saying hello.

You Ning rolled his eyes, he really couldn't blame the well-educated Second Princess for making such an indecent move, it was really because Lu Yanyuan's performance was too perfunctory.

Jin Xia finished arguing with Yuehua Zhenjun, and then looked at Lu Yanyuan. When the two eyes met, Jin Xia took a step forward, with smiles in his eyes.

Lu Yanyuan didn't know how to speak, his eyes were full of complexity, in stark contrast to the clarity in this summer's eyes.

This summer is different, her eyes are clear, calm and calm, she looks at Lu Yanyuan who is opposite and speaks slowly, but for a moment Lu Yanyuan loses the mask that he is trying to hide himself, she calls him: "Uncle Yanyuan?"

"Today, this summer?" Lu Yanyuan wanted to say a million words for a while, but in the end he couldn't say anything except Jin Xia's name.

"Hush, Uncle Yan Yuan, calm down, there will be opportunities in the future if you want to say something, now, we should go back to the banquet." Jin Xia made a silent gesture and blinked his eyes.

What stories happened in the past, who shed tears, what events were recorded in the annals of history, or...

These are not important anymore, some secrets will always be buried by time, and some secrets will be reappeared in the quicksand, the rivers of time are filtered layer by layer, leaving the best still around.

If the memory will not grow old, why not be afraid of reincarnation a few times, waiting for a thousand years is not in vain, if you can regain your smile.

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2020. 5, 16

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