[Football] Midfielder

"I..." The room was so quiet that I could hear my own heartbeat.

"If you don't know how to do it now, can you listen to my advice." Murris didn't want to be nosy at first, and he didn't want to get involved in the purple matter, but this matter has already involved him, and the fact Going to Purple is also trying to protect him from doing some headaches.

Just don't know, since he heard about it from Red, he thought he had to express his opinion.

Today's Purple, in the eyes of Murris, is like a lost lamb. He has no idea what he is going to do, nor does he know the possible consequences of this matter.

He is still young, maybe he can be said to be a child, and he does not need to carry these burdens prematurely.

In Murris' view, that could well be what he experienced ten years later.

"Is it okay?" Purple was a little flattered, he thought Murris' attitude towards this matter was the same as other things.

Two words, silence.

Before Mullis expresses his suggestion, he can share the general environment or general attitude of the outside world.

Murris doesn't care about this issue, it doesn't mean that red and the others don't know.

When purple proposed to take on everything alone, the keen red guessed that after the big result of this matter, there was another possibility.

This is something purple did not expect.

Murris, who remained silent and did not show up throughout, is likely to be regarded as a coward.A coward who makes a child bear all the consequences and blame for his career, the so-called manliest man on the court, is nothing but a coward in private.

Even if most people don't see it that way, such a view is common among some fans.Especially his opponent fans, they will gloat and say: Look, Murris is just a little boy who needs protection!

This matter will forever be a black spot for Murris.True or not, they have something to say.

And once such an image is imprinted among the fans, it will not be cleared for several years or even longer.

When faced with such reports, the most common thing for other people to do is to scoff at the incident and take it as a joke; they may also choose a more bloody method, cursing such news and demoting another man into the dust , or prove that he is a straight man, so that he can maintain his image.

Obviously, Murris would not do such unnecessary things because of the attitude of the outside world.

His situation is also more complicated than others. After all, Purple has been reported as coming out of the closet first, and the media and fans will not buy it if he wants to deny it.

No matter what Morris does, it will be affected.

In fact, there are many things that don't need to care about what other people think.The more you look at the outside world, the more troubles you will have.

Murris is not afraid of what the outside world will say, all he cares about is that Purple should not do impulsive things because of him.He doesn't appreciate him for it, he just thinks he's a fool.

A little fool who doesn't know how to protect himself.

He also wanted to completely cut off the thoughts that Purple shouldn't have because of this incident.Whether you like women or men, it's not wrong.

But liking him, purple definitely has no fruit to eat.

"I can tell you, but you have to promise me that no matter what I say, don't think too much, just listen to the literal meaning."

"...Okay." Murris' tone made it impossible to refuse.

What's more, as long as it is what he said, Purple has no intention of disobeying it.

"Red's way is much better than yours, you can follow his way."

"But then you would..."

"It's not a loss to me, and you should worry about yourself more than you worry about me." It is actually a very stupid behavior to choose to sacrifice for others before you have the ability to protect yourself.

Although Mulis, who was as cold as a rock, was not completely indifferent when he heard these words.

"I see." Purple lowered her head. "I'll do as you say..."

"very good."

And Red, who was leaning outside the door, heard such a hard-to-persuade purple, and just because of Murris' few words, he behaved like a cat, showing a helpless smile.

"Purple, there is something I need to tell you."

"You said."

"I have no intention of choosing a life partner at this time, and probably never will. I don't like other people in my life, and I can't accept other people in my life. This is not just for you, other people Same."

"It's okay." Purple straightened his waist and said.

In fact, he had long guessed that Murris was such a person. He was too protective of his personal space and life, and had no intention of accepting another person at all.

What's more, as long as Murris has not made a choice, he still has a chance.

It was much better than condemning him to death all at once.

But Murris seemed to know what he was thinking, and then said: "Maybe one day, I will suddenly marry a woman and raise three or two lovely children. I don't like children, and if they are well-behaved, I can accept them. And maybe, like you are now, when I retire I'll tell everyone I like men. Anything can happen, you know what I'm talking about?"

It was the most patient Purple had ever seen Murris, and he had never had so many words spoken to him, and it was him alone.

Even though these words might shatter his hopes every minute, he still sat there straight, without missing a single word, and listened very carefully.

Of course he didn't deny that when he heard Murris' words that he liked men, his heart beat suddenly.But he knew that this was not Murris' hint, he told him to listen to the literal meaning, and he was just explaining a fact.

And this fact proved one thing later, Murris was unwilling to lie, he even told Purple about the tiny possibility early in the morning.

"Ok, I know."

"You are younger than me, and your life is more colorful. Treat your life well, try to accept more possibilities, and don't make decisions so quickly. If you really don't know what to do, then just put everything on the music .”

"Like you, pin everything on football?" At this moment, purple seemed to touch a little bit of Murris' heart.

"Yes."

"..."

The conversation with Murris completely calmed down Purple, whose life has been chaotic and disturbed these days.He seemed to have cleared the fog ahead and knew what he was going to do next.

No amount of trouble seems to be a problem.

He knew what Mulis meant, and he was tactfully rejecting him, just like Red said, Mulis also thought he was confused for a while, and let time allow him to make the most correct choice.

What is the real situation, to be honest, Purple himself doesn't know.

But he was sure of one thing, and that was how it felt to treat Murris at this moment was absolutely true.

He will always be the most special person in his life.

Maybe one day, he can do what Murris said.Marry a woman, have three or two cute and well-behaved children, or maybe pull a man and tell the world that he is really out of the closet...

"Murris, I... After this incident, can I see you again? It doesn't matter if I don't want to, I shouldn't show up again."

Purple asked one last question before Murris hung up the phone.

If it was Murris tonight, he'd have the guts to ask without feeling cheeky.But listening to the momentary pause on the phone, Purple's courage was lost, and he quickly retracted his previous words.

"Okay, maybe you can give me two concert tickets."

"……what?"

"You come to my game, it's reciprocal, I should also go to your concert, and bring the fat old man with me."

"Really?" Purple exclaimed in surprise.

Red outside the door didn't know what would make Purple so happy.

After hanging up the phone, without even wearing the purple shoes, he rushed out and hugged red.

"Red, do you know that Murris didn't hate me, he also said that I can continue to see him in the future, and he will come to my concert!——"

Among the fallen angels, no one dared to do this to red.He is small in stature, if anyone dares to hold him up vigorously, it will definitely hurt his self-esteem.

But at this moment, red smiled sincerely.

From the day he met Purple, he had never seen him smile so brightly.Aristocratic, with the most perfect upbringing, on stage he is the bass player who controls the rhythm of the entire band with his bass.In private, he mostly plays the role of a listener, rarely revealing his thoughts.

And among the fallen angels, he was also the one he didn't have to worry about the least.Compared with the childishness of the other members, Purple is more mature, and he thinks he is the one who understands him best.

But after today's incident, red realizes that Purple's heart is more innocent and simple than anyone else.He is like a little prince living in a music castle, ignorant of the world, wrapping himself with thoughtful upbringing, but his heart is like snow.

Little things can make him jump like a child with joy.

He also believed more and more that Purple's admiration for Murris was only temporary, and he found some similarities with himself in Murris.He stresses perfection in everything and feels tired, but when one day he finds that a person can do this easily without pretending, he is unconsciously attracted.

When I was young, I treated my idol with complicated emotions like a lover.Touched and joyful, people often can't see the essence, let alone that person is by your side?

When you grow up, you will find that the joy is still there, but some things are different.

No matter how Purple thinks about this relationship, he is glad that he was not hurt.After many years, it may be difficult to hide the disappointing ending, but he believes that he has the courage to face any result.

As for Murris, he also refused. He chose to use a gentle way different from his character to help Purple stand up in the fastest time.

He is the smartest and most insightful one.

Red thinks that there is only one reason for Murris to say this: in the previous relationship, Murris clearly recognized how delicate and sensitive Purple is.

And Purple, who is determined to take on everything alone, cannot let anyone underestimate his courage.In a few more years, he will grow up to be very outstanding and courageous, and he will surely find the true answer in his heart——