One thought comes true

After Lin Chuwan was taken home, because her hands and legs were injured, she still had to rest.

She would stay out of the room for a long time a day, quietly leaning against the bedside and looking out the window at the sky, closing her eyes and taking a nap when she was tired.Or chat with Mama Lin who came in to see her. When Mama Lin went out, she fell into such boundless silence again.

Song Muqing came to see her, spoke to her in a peaceful tone, and even applied medicine to the scar on her forehead where the thread was removed, but she didn't respond, as if Song Muqing was a ball of air.

Until her body basically recovered, it was the 25th of the twelfth lunar month, and in a few days it would be New Year's Eve.

In the afternoon, Song Muqing knocked on the door of Lin Chuwan's room, and opened the door after waiting for a few seconds. She was used to Lin Chuwan's non-response.

At this time, Lin Chuwan had just woken up from a nap, and when she saw her get up after coming in, she hurried over to help Lin Chuwan up, and put a pillow behind Lin Chuwan.

Lin Chuwan struggled a few times not to let her touch after finishing these movements, and even pulled the quilt up a little.

Song Muqing originally wanted to sit by the bed, but after hesitating for a while, he pulled a chair, sat by the bed and said to Lin Chuwan: "On the third day of the new year, I want to take you out with your aunt to relax. You have just recovered. Don't go too far, is there anywhere you want to go in the province?"

Lin Chuwan looked normal, but her heart was already shaken again.This is the way she used to want to get along day and night, even if they can't be together, at least they won't be tit for tat.But she is tired now, she doesn't want to bear the pressure, and then wait for Song Muqing to turn his face.

Seeing that she didn't want to talk to him, Song Muqing didn't have to wait for her to respond, so he said softly after a while: "Then I'll discuss it with my aunt and see what she thinks, and then you can decide."

Speaking of this, Lin Chuwan thought the topic was probably over, and Song Muqing also stood up, but he didn't turn around and leave for a while.

"I'm sorry." Song Muqing looked at her with sadness in his eyes, "I know you won't talk to me about what I say now, but I still want to tell you these things, and I will keep a distance from you after I finish."

Lin Chuwan finally raised her head to meet her gaze, what did she mean by keeping a distance?

Song Muqing smiled, but there was no smile in his eyes, full of loneliness, "I really hated you all these years. I hate that you chose someone else when faced with a choice, even if that person was your brother. I hate you Give up on me, you love me but you want to give up on me, lie to me. I also hate you for giving me hope and then taking it away, you know I struggled for so long to believe in you, but you strangled me to death my hope."

She paused, bit her lip, and her eyes were watery, but she still looked at Lin Chuwan without looking away.

Lin Chuwan looked away, a lot of bitterness was spreading in her heart.

Song Muqing sniffed and continued: "I told you that there will be no end between us. If I hurt you, you will hurt too. I don't deny it, I really want you to hurt, that time I pinched your neck , I even want to end it like this, and then die with you."

Surprised by her last words, Lin Chuwan raised her hand to cover her mouth and nose, and tears fell down the next second.

"But..." Song Muqing's eyes were red, and his voice became hoarse, "I can't watch you get hurt. Ever since I almost strangled you uncontrollably, I never thought of asking you to return it to me. Xiaowan , I don't know that you will really return it to me..."

Lin Chuwan grasped the sheet tightly under the quilt with both hands, and no matter how much she endured, she couldn't help the astringent eyes.Before she fell that day, she could struggle, and she might still be injured, but she could try her best to grab the guardrail, but she didn't, because she thought of Song Muqing wanting her to hurt.

She bit her lip for a while, looked at Song Muqing, and finally said in a hoarse voice: "You could choose back then."

"I have no choice." Song Muqing said softly with tears, "I don't have to agree to your request, I can draw a clear line with you, but in that case our ending will be nothing more than separation. I don't want to part... so I Promised you, so you will owe me a lifetime."

She saw that Lin Chuwan's tears flowed more fiercely after hearing these words, and she subconsciously reached out her hand, but stopped halfway, and slowly retracted it.

Immediately afterwards, she said something that shocked Lin Chuwan even more: "Your brother knows about my relationship with you. He is a very good person. When I went to accompany him for the examination on the first day, he Tell me he can see my relationship with you. He guessed why I went to accompany him, he told me not to blame you, and talked to me a lot about your childhood. During that time, everyone thought I was him His fiancée, including you, but behind closed doors, he is begging me not to blame you."

"Brother...he..." Lin Chuwan's heart throbbed so painfully that he couldn't speak, and his heart was as wet as his eyes.

Song Muqing closed his eyes and raised his head slightly, stopped some tears and stared at Lin Chuwan again: "You must remember that he was with me a lot of times before he left. But you don't know, we talked the most It's all you. He didn't want to separate us because of himself, so he used a reason to keep me in the Lin family. "

Lin Chuwan could picture that scene in his mind without thinking about it any further. It turned out that the reason why his brother asked Song Muqing to take care of their mother and daughter was not because he regarded Song Muqing as his girlfriend or fiancée, but because he used the last bit of his ability to save him. Her relationship with Song Muqing.

"Just let me stay and take care of you and auntie." Song Muqing no longer concealed his emotions when he said this, his eyes were sad and tender, "And I have always hated you, every time I think of you giving up on me, I will Can't forgive you."

Lin Chuwan could no longer hold back the silence and distance she had maintained in front of Song Muqing for the past few days. She cried until her shoulders trembled, and tears poured down her face.

Song Muqing was so distressed that he couldn't stand where he was. He walked closer and bent down for a long time. Finally, he wiped away a little tear from the corner of Lin Chuwan's eyes with his fingertips, and said in a low voice, "Let's just call it a day, I don't hate you anymore. , in the future... I will still take good care of you and your aunt."

With trembling lips, she reluctantly withdrew her finger stained with Lin Chuwan's tears, closed her eyes slightly, straightened her body and turned to leave.

The moment she opened the door, Lin Chuwan couldn't help but said in a trembling voice: "I've been regretting...I regret why I didn't tell you clearly my thoughts earlier, so that I wouldn't wait until something happened to my brother At that time... At that time he liked you, he had no time. But later on when you were with my brother, I would wonder if he would know that you didn't like him, would he be sad all the time, and you……"

Song Muqing listened quietly with his back to her, holding the doorknob tightly, imagining that the people behind him were crying and full of guilt.But things have come to this, can they go back?

Song Muqing gritted his teeth, and pulled hard with the hand holding the doorknob.But at this moment there was movement from behind, Lin Chuwan lifted the quilt and got out of bed, crying and flustered, saying "I'm sorry" to Song Muqing every step of the way.

The stumbling steps are getting closer and closer to Song Muqing, and every step is destroying the decision Song Muqing just made.

When Lin Chuwan couldn't see the way clearly with tears in her eyes, she fell to the ground and groaned, Song Muqing finally took back the steps she had already stepped out, and all the reluctance and love filled her heart.

Song Muqing quickly turned around and ran back to help Lin Chuwan up. Lin Chuwan grabbed Song Muqing's clothes and kept saying "I'm sorry", and then stretched out his arms to hug Song Muqing's waist.

Song Muqing's eyes gradually softened, he let go of all scruples and hugged her tightly, whispering in her ear: "It's over, it's all over, it should have been over a long time ago..."

This was the first time they embraced each other in such a long time, Song Muqing never thought that there would be such a day.She hated Lin Chuwan for a long time. How much she trusted Lin Chuwan back then, how much she wanted to overcome her own psychology to get close to Lin Chuwan, and how much she hated Lin Chuwan after what happened to Lin Youfan.

She hated that the person she liked so much abandoned her like her parents and relatives, but in the end, she was still reluctant to leave Lin Chuwan.She never hesitated to use the identity Lin Youfan gave her to stay in the Lin family and stay with Lin Chuwan.

The deep winter is still cold, but today's sunshine seems to be able to melt away all the coldness, making it extra warm.

Before New Year's Eve, Mu Muyu applied for the annual leave, and the Spring Festival holiday was combined with the annual leave, so she planned to go out to relax by herself.

On the 29th day of the twelfth lunar month, just like last year, colleagues couldn't restrain their excitement early on, and they slipped away as soon as it was time to get off work.

Su Man came down to find Mu Muyu to get off work together, but today they didn't go directly to the parking lot and drove home separately.Su Man suggested going out for a walk, and Mu Yu readily agreed, and the two left Hongsheng and walked on the deserted street.

The shops on the street were closed, and it looked empty and silent, with only a small car parked on the side of the road.

Su Man put her hands in her coat pockets, and asked with a smile, "Seven days off for the Spring Festival, plus five days of annual leave, ten days, where do you plan to go?"

The corner of Mu Yuyu's lips curled into a smile and said: "I have already bought the air ticket, I will go outside the province for a while, and I want to visit the film and television base."

"Film and TV base?" Su Man laughed, "Haven't you been with the group enough?"

Mu Muyu shook her head: "I haven't been to some film and television bases. I heard that the scenery in the local scenic spots is also good."

Su Man nodded, and suddenly asked, "Do you want me to go with you?"

Mu Muyu stopped in her tracks, looked at her and fell silent.

Su Man realized that Mu Muyu might have misunderstood her, so she quickly stopped and explained: "I don't mean anything else, it's just that you seem to be depressed these days, if you go alone, you should hold back, and it's good to have a companion."

Mu Muyu laughed out loud, "Sister, you don't need to explain, I don't believe you. I'm just considering your proposal, but now that I think about it, I'd better go alone, I'm afraid my mood will affect you."

After Su Man listened to it, she was quiet for a while. Her intuition these days was indeed right. Mu Yu was in a bad mood, and it lasted for a long time.She didn't know what could make this insensitive and outspoken girl so deep. She thought of the decision she made at that time, the idea of ​​sweeping away the dust between the eyebrows and eyes for this girl, but she still couldn't. Consummation.

She sighed softly, "If you need anything from me, just tell me directly."

"Okay, I know." Mu Yuyu put a smile on her lips, looked into her concerned eyes, "We will always be friends, and this will not change."

Su Man was startled, her heart was both sore and comforted, and finally smiled after a long time, "You have such a sweet mouth, will you coax me?"

"No, I'm telling the truth." Mu Muyu still smiled, looked up at the snowy sky, and said to Su Man: "Sister, go back and pick up the car, I'll walk around by myself, and I'll be home in a while. "

Su Man knew that she wanted to walk alone, so she nodded and smiled, "Go, remember to bring me a gift when you come back from vacation."

"Then I'm leaving." Mu Muyu took a deep look at Su Man, and continued to walk down the road.

Snowflakes from the sky fell on Su Man's clothes. She looked at Mu Muyu's back for a long time, then stretched out her hand and looked at her palm, shook it empty-handedly, and stuffed it back into her pocket.

The small car parked on the side of the road slowly drove to her side and stopped.

"Hey." Lan Yuxin poked her head out of the car window, brushing her chocolate-colored curly hair.

Seeing her, Su Man frowned, and said softly, "Why are you here?"

Lan Yuxin smiled meaningfully: "I was entrusted by someone to visit someone, and I happened to see you...um...in a bad mood?"

Su Man didn't answer, but her brows frowned even tighter, and her gaze became lighter.

"Don't look at me like that, I don't want to inquire about your personal affairs." Lan Yuxin quickly cleared herself up, and seeing Su Man finally relaxed, she coughed and suggested, "Get in the car? I'll take you to play, Relax and relax."

Su Man couldn't help laughing: "Is there any place waiting for you to play now?"

"So you're an old cadre, right?" Lan Yuxin beckoned, "Hurry up, don't you still want to poach me? Just in time, I don't have an appointment, so get in the car."

Su Man hesitated, looking at Lan Yuxin's dangerously charming face.

"Get in the car!" Lan Yuxin couldn't help but go crazy, "Why are you so guarded against me? You know that I'm familiar with Mr. Jiang, right? She's famous for everything, okay? I'm not that bad Bar!"

Su Man pursed her lips in embarrassment, and after thinking for a while, opened the rear door and got in the car.

When she was wearing the seat belt, Lan Yuxin raised her eyebrows triumphantly. Thinking back to the scene she saw just now, Su Man stared blankly at the scene of Mu Muyu walking away.