One thought comes true

An accident that wasn't entirely an accident happened during dinner, and neither Jiang Chenyin nor Mu Muyu was in the mood to continue eating.

Jiang Chenyin went directly to the fitness room on the third floor to exercise, and Mu Yu went back to his room on the second floor to think about his work.

Jiang Chenyin will tell the whole story tonight after searching for several months, Mu Muyu is naturally relieved, and saves some energy to study her script.In addition to finishing "God of War", she was reviewing "The World" she wrote in college, which was the project that Su Man said she would start after "God of War".

After Jiang Chenyin finished exercising, he saw that she was busy and didn't bother her. He came out of the shower and stood behind her with his hair loose. He glanced at her as she tapped the keyboard with nimble fingers, and suddenly laughed.

Mu Muyu asked without looking back: "Aunt Yin, have you finished your exercise?"

"Well, I've already finished taking a shower." Jiang Chenyin lowered his head with a smile and held her soft black hair in a loose bundle, then slightly closed his palms and let the blue silk slip between his fingers.

"I'll be fine soon." Mu Muyu's voice sounded very focused, and then her typing speed was obviously much faster.

"Don't worry, take your time." Jiang Chenyin just looked up at the screen, and then continued to lower his head.

"All right."

Mu Yuyu turned off the computer and turned her head, and her long, soft black hair slipped away from Jiang Chenyin's fingers, leaving no trace of staying like a transparent water flow, leaving only a little itchy palm.

The momentary emptiness in the palm of her hand made Jiang Chenyin suddenly feel that something had disappeared at the same time, and the fleeting discomfort rose in her heart like a cloud of mist, clear and fuzzy.

"We can start now..." Mu Muyu looked at her watch, "08:30, there is still a lot of time."

As she spoke, she stood up and pulled Jiang Chenyin to the sofa to sit down together, "Aunt Yin, I'm ready."

Jiang Chenyin looked at her quietly, and immediately shook his head to get rid of the inexplicable feeling just now, and smiled at her: "It may be longer, if you are sleepy, just tell me, you can talk about these things anytime .”

"Okay, let's start." Mu Muyu didn't feel sleepy, her thirst for knowledge made her very energetic.

Jiang Chenyin leaned back on the sofa, crossed her legs, cast her eyes casually on the wall, but she didn't break away from Mu Muyu's hand.

She was silent for a while, with mixed emotions in her eyes, "Mu Yu, do you remember that you told me that you were pursued by a boy in college, and that your refusal didn't have any effect at all?"

"Remember." Mu Muyu nodded.

Jiang Chenyin turned to her and asked, "What was that feeling like?"

"It's annoying." Mu Muyu replied without hesitation, "It makes people think that he can't understand Chinese, but he still doesn't understand after I answer in English."

"It's not that I don't understand..." Jiang Chenyin shook his head and smiled, and said slowly: "There was such a boy in my college, he looked very lonely, and he was alone everywhere he went. But he was not sloppy, tall and thin Thin, with neatly cut hair, he stood out a bit among the boys who were good at teasing girls."

Mu Muyu felt that Jiang Chenyin had gotten to the point, so she approached her slowly without interruption, hugged her arm and listened to her storytelling.

Jiang Chenyin paused, as if organizing the pictures in his memory, and then said: "Nothing happened to him among everyone, no one likes to chat with him, no one likes to have dinner with him, after a long time This state has been maintained for a period of time. But I don’t know when, rumors began to appear among the classmates, and everyone was discussing in private, saying that he was mentally ill, why the school would allow such a person to come to school.”

"Is he really mentally ill?" Mu Muyu raised her eyes and asked.

Jiang Chenyin pursed his lips and stroked Mu Muyu's head: "I didn't know what was going on when I heard this at the time, but from then on I would see some students pointing at him as they passed by. At first it was not that serious, at least not in front of him, but a few times I clearly saw the students passing by him whispering about him before they went far, and he bowed his head and left quickly after hearing it gone."

Mu Muyu grabbed her hand and reprimanded in a low voice: "Why did you go so far? This is a rumor, isn't it? Even if it is true, it must be confirmed that he is in good condition."

"In this world, not everyone has good intentions." Jiang Chenyin patted her cheek with a smile, and continued: "Later, I started to observe these things. Of course, I didn't deliberately pay attention to him, I just planned to meet him Be careful with him. Then I heard that more and more people mocked him in public without any scruples. Several boys who were notoriously bad-natured even threw him with leftover snacks until he was pushed to the ground. Go, no longer under the same roof as everyone."

Mu Muyu frowned: "It's too much."

Jiang Chenyin raised his head and took a deep breath, rubbed his chin against Mu Muyu's brow, and lowered his voice: "This kind of experience has seriously affected his study and life, and I can't stand it anymore. I happened to meet him, and when he was laughed at loudly by his classmates while eating, I went to stop those people. Only then did I realize that not everyone hated him, but there was a lack of someone who stood up and took the lead.

The classmates who bullied him yelled "crazy" at him, and he didn't dare to say anything, so he could only bow his head and let others bully him.The classmates and I who gathered later surrounded him to prevent others from approaching him, and then drove those people away. After that, several boys sent him back to the dormitory. "

Mu Muyu murmured pleasingly, "I always feel like there's something weird about it."

At this time, Jiang Chenyin's eyes dimmed, and Mu Muyu's arm, which was casually placed on his lap, stretched out to surround Mu Muyu, and murmured: "The people who stood up to protect him that day got him afterward." Thank you very much, and he bought milk tea and desserts for everyone. From then on, I treat him differently. Whenever I see someone pointing at him again, I will pull him away, or I will deliberately talk to him Have a chat and let those people see that he is a very normal person."

Jiang Chenyin paused for a moment, and the familiar fear began to spread in her heart. Although she was in a very warm room, she felt the biting cold.

She hugged Mu Yu tightly, suppressed the restlessness, and said in a hoarse voice: "At that time, the people who bullied him were very good at picking the time and place, and everyone present all vented their anger from one nostril and gave false testimony to each other, so the teacher didn't There was no way to deal with it. At that time, I couldn’t think of anything, I just felt that I should help him. I encouraged him not to care about other people’s swear words, and to communicate with his classmates more. Over time, those rumors will be self-defeating.

He listened to me very well and did as he was told.He also explained to me that he really wasn't mentally ill.Since his behavior was very normal, I trusted him and agreed to befriend him. "

Mu Muyu gently wrapped her arms around Jiang Chenyin's waist in silence, with some unclear thoughts in her mind.

"Since then, some classmates who believed the rumors have apologized to him and kept in touch with him, and everything is developing in a better direction. He also got very close to me later, basically he took the initiative to find me. Either waiting for me downstairs in my dormitory, or asking me to have lunch with me, or ask me out to watch a movie. Even when I had a singer who I liked very much but the concert was almost sold out, he did everything possible Two tickets arrived. I remember being happy, but at the same time it occurred to me that I hadn't told him that I liked that singer."

Mu Muyu secretly said, here we come.

Jiang Chenyin paused for a long time this time, and Mu Muyu soon felt the emotion he had when talking about Meng Yi'an last time.

Jiang Chenyin's hand holding her was trembling.

She immediately straightened her body, hugged Jiang Chenyin into her arms without thinking, hugged Jiang Chenyin tightly with all her strength, and kept whispering in Jiang Chenyin's ear: "Aunt Yin, don't be afraid, I'm here, if we can't go on talking, we'll go to bed first. It's okay to talk about it next time, and it doesn't matter if you don't..."

She had already guessed seven or eight points that the boy was so devoted to Jiang Chenyin because Jiang Chenyin was the first to speak up for him, so he was grateful and wanted to repay.

He listened to Jiang Chenyin's words and communicated with others. In order to be Jiang Chenyin's friend and to repay him, he inquired about Jiang Chenyin's preferences and watched Jiang Chenyin's every move in the dark.

His reward permeated every detail of Jiang Chenyin's life, and he hoped that whenever Jiang Chenyin spoke, walked, went out, and everything that happened, there would be his presence.

Mu Muyu felt Jiang Chenyin wrapping her arms tightly around her waist, with such strength that there was no gap between them.

Jiang Chenyin rested his head on Mu Muyu's shoulder, and his voice was low and trembling: "I rejected him, and I never went out with him again. But he followed me like a shadow, no matter where I went, I would always see him In front of my eyes. He would pop out of nowhere on my way back to my dorm, or behind a bookshelf when I went to the library to read, and there was no way I could get rid of him.

At first, some people thought that he liked me to repay me, and asked me to think about it.But it didn't take long for the classmates around me to find out that he was abnormal. At first, he just asked me to consider dating him. Of course, I couldn't agree.After that, he showed signs of threats. He said that if I didn't agree, he would come to me every day, and he would also go to my roommates and ask them to speak for him. "

Mu Muyu's face darkened, and the hand that hugged Jiang Chenyin was clenched into a fist.

"We've found a counselor..." Jiang Chenyin shook his head with a wry smile, his lips moved in fear, "but what he said in front of the counselor was very vague. He said that his pursuit would not affect everyone's study. Besides, he didn't know anything. Didn’t do it, just waited for me to send me back to the dormitory after class, and learned about what I like. We all knew his madness, but we couldn’t refute his words at that time, because what he said was indeed true.”

Mu Muyu closed her eyes, knowing that she couldn't stop Jiang Chenyin from speaking, she could only hug Jiang Chenyin tightly, the soreness and pain in her heart made the corners of her eyes red.

"The last time I had a normal conversation with him was the day before that happened."

Jiang Chenyin desperately suppressed the lingering fear in his heart, his eyes were red but he held back the tears and did not let them fall: "He stopped me downstairs in the dormitory and asked me if I really didn't want to be with him. Our future draws a perfect blueprint, in which every stroke and every painting has me. He said that everyone in this world is dirty, and he doesn’t want me to be like others, and he doesn’t want me to be like others. There are other dirty people.

I was terrified and I thought he was like a madman.He chased me and refused to let me go, saying that I hurt him, and asked me why I was so cruel.I reported it to the security department of the school with my roommate. When the security guard took him away, I saw his eyes staring in the direction of my dormitory from the window.been staring at me..."

Mu Muyu felt as if a needle was pricking her heart. She lowered her head and hugged Jiang Chenyin's head in her arms, whispering softly: "Stop talking, I know. It's not your fault, kindness is not yours." Wrong, rejection is not your fault, there is nothing wrong anywhere."

In that dream, Jiang Chenyin kept yelling at the other party not to jump, which could be associated with his weakness back then.

Jiang Chenyin shook his head violently, grasped Mu Muyu's neckline with trembling hands, and spoke close to her ear with insufficient strength: "You know, I have no choice at all. He asked me to be with him, asked me to promise him to marry, I was afraid that he would jump down so I agreed. But why...why did he want to bet my family! He was afraid that I would lie to him and make me swear that if I left him, my family would lose my life because I didn't keep my promise peaceful!"

"It's not your fault..." Mu Muyu was so distressed that she was about to suffocate, tears fell into Jiang Chenyin's hair.

What did Aunt Yin do wrong? Such a deep imprint was branded on her originally happy life.How to forget this?Every late night is a sign of an approaching nightmare. How can I be happy for the rest of my life like this?Whenever I recall it again in my dream, it is like dying once again.

The pain in Jiang Chenyin's heart for many years was finally revealed without any concealment, and his voice was choked with sobs: "I dare not, I dare not say such things... I am really afraid... I want to pull him back, I have never I didn't want to force him to jump, how could I... But I really can't say those words, that's my family..."

"I know, I understand." Mu Muyu trembled with heartache, and kept stroking Jiang Chenyin's long hair, trying to comfort her.

"So when Gao Yan always appeared in front of me in an almost similar way four years ago, I was having nightmares every day. Every day I experienced scenes from more than ten years ago, very tall buildings, and I didn't catch them. He...was covered in blood...a large piece of blood..."

Jiang Chenyin's whole body curled up and got close to Mu Muyu's arms, shaking violently, she didn't cry out, but tears slid down Mu Muyu's neck and clothes.

Mu Muyu bit her lip hard, once again hating herself for not being able to accompany her through those difficult days.

"Aunt Yin, Aunt Yin, listen to me..."

Mu Muyu sniffed and wiped away her tears.Jiang Chenyin was already very scared, she couldn't continue to be sad, she wanted to save Jiang Chenyin, she didn't want those nightmares to reappear.

She helped Jiang Chenyin up, put her forehead against her forehead, and wiped away the tears from the corners of Jiang Chenyin's eyes with her thumb.

She stabilized her emotions and held Jiang Chenyin's face with both hands.There was still mist in her eyes, and there was also Jiang Chenyin's eyes, but her eyes were full of Jiang Chenyin, and a heart-warming light slowly gathered in her bright pupils.

"Aunt Yin, look at me and listen to me."

She spoke softly and gently.

"There are many people in this world who put their goals at the commanding heights. For these people, if we don't obey, it will become their hurt. But we just reject what we don't want. Such rejection is against ourselves. protection. If you have to talk about harm, it means that the other party’s mistaken insistence has changed its nature. So, Aunt Yin, you are not wrong.”