[Bungo Stray Dog Yui] Disqualification in the world

09.

Osamu Dazai sat on the window sill, watched Yui Fujiwara get out of the car, then bowed to Oda Tsukuru in the car, and then entered the apartment building.

He heard the sound of high heels.

He counted the numbers silently.

Ten, nine, eight, seven, ...

He got off the windowsill and walked towards the security door.

...three, two, one.

He rushed directly to the woman who opened the door, then hugged her by the waist, and said coquettishly, "I miss you so much! I haven't seen you for two hours! You are so cruel! You didn't even come out to chase me!"

She touched his head and said, "Sorry."

He was stunned for a moment, then smiled and went to close the door, but this time it was not locked from the inside, and then took her hand and walked into the bedroom, "It's okay, I'm so magnanimous that you can get it with an apology." My forgiveness."

"Well. Good." She nodded.

Then wash, change pajamas, lie in bed and sleep.

"Good night," he said.

"Good night," she said.

No one mentioned what happened after that.

No good night kiss either.

good night world.

10.

Lupine Bar.The familiar yellow halo light.

When Odasaku walked in with his hands in his pockets, Dazai Osamu was already sitting there, "You are here, Odasaku."

The orange cat next to him meowed, then jumped off the seat and walked to the farther seat on the other side.

"Sorry, teacher." Osamu Dazai said.

"Teacher?" Odasaku asked, "Are you calling that cat?"

"It seems very considerate. When the guests come, they will take the initiative to give up their seats." Osamu Dazai looked at the orange cat over there and said, then he turned around, "Back to the topic, listen to me about Oda Zuo, what happened today Let's shoot together..."

Osamu Dazai always seems to be able to encounter interesting things at work, but this must also be due to the fact that he is an interesting person.

"Asakusa Oda, people are both afraid of death and at the same time attracted by death. In the city and in literature, death is constantly consumed and cannot be converted into anything. It is only this one death." Osamu Dazai said slowly.

The wind chime rang.

The door was pushed open.

Yui and Ango Sakaguchi walked in at the same time.

"It's not just death." Wei said.

"Love too?" Sakaguchi Ango asked.

"Wow, what a terrible argument." Osamu Dazai sat up straight, and then said sadly, "With such a terrible argument and the only one together, there is always the illusion that I am being NTR."

"Maybe it's not an illusion." She said slowly, "Ango is a more reliable existence than Dazai."

"But you are the only woman who depends on others." Osamu Dazai stretched out his hand with a smile, and said like a child, "Please give me a hug."

She walked over to hug Dazai Osamu, and kissed the corner of his lips.

Osamu Dazai showed a very happy expression, like a squirrel who has eaten candy.But in fact, that's all. Her liking and her kiss are just a delicious candy to him.

Oda Saku was still drinking, while Sakaguchi Ango took off his glasses and sighed, "Dog food will be sprinkled every time."

Dazai rolled his eyes with a smile.

They still talk about work as usual, but today's Osamu Dazai seems to be a little different from the past, he seems extraordinarily emotional.Then he asked for a photoshoot together.

When he came out of the bar, Odasaku saw Dazai Osamu and Yui talking together, he smoked a cigarette, and sat on the steps waiting for them.And An Wu stood beside him, looking at the night mist over there.

"Are you sure?" Dazai asked.

"Sure," she said.

Osamu Dazai showed a rather sad expression for a moment, "Is that so."

"Yeah." She walked over and hugged Osamu Dazai, who leaned against her as if he had no bones, and said, "Hey, Yui, do you want a kiss?"

"No," she said. "It would be too sad if the kissing happened under these circumstances."

"That's right." Osamu Dazai stood up, smiled, and said.

"Hmm." She nodded.

Then Osamu Dazai reached out and stroked her face, her lips moved, as if to say something.His fingers pressed her lips, and then said: "Go."

"Okay." She nodded.

Odasaku saw her put on a black veil and black lace gloves.Her whole temperament is changing, the bony and mysterious branches are like the devil's skinny and twisted claws clinging to her hair, she closes her eyes, and the eye shadows turn into the numerous tail wings of a peacock with a noble and charming blue-purple as its wings The feathers flew obliquely into the temples.

She opened her eyes, with fiery red and dreamy blue in them, "I'm leaving."

At this moment, she was just the second killer in the past.

The sound of footsteps faded away in the night mist.

Odasaku saw Dazai Osamu's overly calm expression.

Odasaku also saw the unconcealable yearning and admiration in Sakaguchi Ango's eyes.

So what is his expression now?

Odasaku asked himself.

Osamu Dazai laughed, "Hey, Odasaku, why are you showing such an expression?"

Such an expression... what kind of expression?

"It's a bit too fanatical." Dazai said only.

Yes... fanaticism bordering on a distorted expression.

At this moment he is Oda Sakunosuke.

In other words, Fujiwara Yui is the only proof that Oda Sakunosuke ever existed.

He didn't deliberately want to abandon his past, but unknowingly, he was getting farther and farther away from his past self. The only connection was Fujiwara Yui, not Yui, but Fujiwara Yui who was the second killer.

And for Wei——

Some things cannot be changed, such as the "love" for Oda Sakunosuke that has been established during a long growing up, which has become something called faith.

Because, I have been told countless times: You must love him, if you don't love him, you have no meaning of existence.

But that unchangeable spiritual sustenance is no longer enough to support her life, just as Osamu Dazai said.

She tried too, and she really couldn't kill Oda Sakunosuke.

But it is impossible for her to regard Oda Sakunosuke as the only meaning of life as the "teacher" said... At this time, Osamu Dazai appeared, and he said, come with me.

So she went with him.

Dazai lied to Oda, and she lied to Oda.

At that time Osamu Dazai said both, he said "Come with me" and "Oda Sakunosuke is in the Port Mafia", he moved her and let her join the Port Mafia, but he didn't Knowing which sentence touched her is also a problem that has troubled Osamu Dazai for a long time.

Precious things always bid farewell to themselves.

——Osamu Dazai said to himself.

Then he smiled and said to her, "Hey, Yui, let's kiss."

This attitude was naturally rejected mercilessly.