Sound of Rebirth

Shen Yanru decided not to pay any attention to the celebratory dinner.

Although human relationships are very important, when An Zhixiao was crying like this in her arms, she really didn't have the energy or energy to take care of it.

The awards ceremony was there anyway, and the gala dinner was just icing on the cake.

When Xuan Zihang and Zhou Yu can't find anyone, they will naturally find a suitable excuse for them.Not everyone will attend the dinner party, as long as they can come up with a proper reason, there will be no problem.

Although An knew that the Queen of Heaven would not be there, the dinner would inevitably lose its color.But there are a lot of protagonists tonight, so if it doesn't work, it's because I'm unwell.Anyway, no one would really find out what was wrong with her body.

Now that he no longer planned to go down, the time suddenly became more abundant.Shen Yanru was a little stunned when she saw An Zhixiao, and realized that her tone was too strong, so she lowered her voice and said, "You know, I am very worried about you."

An Zhixiao was still sobbing softly. Although she couldn't see it, Shen Yanru could imagine that her eyes must be red.

"What's going on, tell me, okay?" Shen Yanru began to be persuasive, "No matter what it is, I will be by your side to face it with you. But with you like this, I don't know anything, and I feel very sad. Worried, I can only be sad with you. You must not want this, right? "

"I..." An Zhixiao opened her mouth, "I don't know what to say."

"Then let's start from the beginning, don't worry, we still have a lot of time." Shen Yanru said.

An Zhixiao flinched suddenly, "Aren't we still going down to the dinner party? Is it almost time?" she asked.

"We're not going." Shen Yanru said casually, "I can't let it go if I don't clarify your question today. You can just be absent with me once."

Speaking of which, for Shen Yanru, participating in these activities has always been capricious.It is not necessary to attend the award ceremony, let alone a dinner party.In recent years, she accompanied An Zhixiao to attend the award ceremony, and stayed until the end every time, which made people forget her usual style for a while.

So she said this sentence very easily, but An Zhixiao also remembered it.

Although Shen Yanru said it lightly, An Zhixiao had seen Shen Yanru's firmness from her previous attitude and her actions.I am afraid that unless it is clearly stated today, it will be endless.

An Zhixiao fell silent for a moment, with so many thoughts in his mind that he didn't know where to start.And this matter is too sensational, if she wants to say it, she will definitely need to reorganize her language.

On the contrary, Shen Yanru interpreted her silence as embarrassment, and couldn't help regretting that she pushed too hard.

It's just that she just can't stand it.If it's just that An Zhizhi has something to hide from him, it's fine. After all, Shen Yanru is very sure that An Zhizhi will not do anything that will harm him.That being the case, there must be a reason for her not to speak.

But this incident obviously had a great impact on An Zhizhi. She cried once on the podium just now, and now she cried again.Moreover, Shen Yanru was keenly aware that this incident might have something to do with herself.If this heart disease cannot be eradicated, sooner or later it will become the first knot between her and An Zhizhi.

The terrible thing is that even if she wanted to solve it, she didn't know where to start.

So she could only ask An Zhizhi to tell herself everything.

She thought for a while, reached out and hugged An Zhixiao into her arms, put her face against her, and patted her on the back lightly.This action is actually a bit like coaxing a child, but it is undeniable that it can indeed give people a sense of security.

An Zhixiao gradually calmed down in such an atmosphere.

She also realized that it was impossible to hide this matter forever.

Although up to today, the rebirth had little impact on her and Shen Yanru, but An Zhixiao felt panicked when she thought that the two of them would have to face a life-and-death crisis in the future.

She is greedy, ten years of company is far from enough, what she wants is forever, forever.

But faced with such a problem, she obviously has no solution.An knew whether he would be driven crazy if he continued like this.Especially as that day is getting closer and closer, I can't keep hiding it.

"Where do we start? Let's start from the day when fate turned around..." She thought for a while, and then said slowly, "The day you came to see me. Before we met at the flower shop, I had just met a Man, he is a scout from Dongyu Media."

Shen Yanru hugged An Zhizhi's hand tightly.

"He has a mouth that can tell the dead alive, and I was moved." An Zhixiao said, sensing that Shen Yanru's chest vibrated slightly, she probably wanted to speak, she quickly stopped her, "Don't talk! Listen to me first, before I finish speaking, no matter how many doubts you have in your heart, don't open your mouth, okay?"

There was a hint of pleading in her voice, Shen Yanru froze all over, then slowly relaxed her body and nodded in agreement.

"I was persuaded. Because to me at the time, would you come? I don't know. I don't even know if you remember me, the hasty, informal appointment. I I don't want to wait any longer."

Speaking of this, An Zhixiao stopped, not because she didn't know how to say it, but because she needed to calm down.

Yes, she might be able to find all kinds of reasons to excuse herself, but in the final analysis, she didn't wait any longer because she didn't want to wait anymore.

All faults come from her.

"Then... I just signed into Dongyu Media, trained, debuted, and moved forward step by step. Without you, it took me ten years to finally stand on the podium and win the queen After receiving the award, I probably passed out? Then when I woke up... I went back to that day. You know, that day, I rejected the people from Dongyu Media, and then I waited for you .”

In the end, An Zhizhi still decided to skip all the intermediate processes and tell the ending directly.

As soon as Shen Yanru heard it, she knew that her narration was absolutely lacking.But she obviously didn't intend to let An Zhizhi go just like that, she gave a low "um" and asked, "Then why are you crying?"

After a pause, she seemed to realize that this question was not easy to answer, and she added, "You were not in the right mood when the award was presented just now. At that time... Did you think of the award ceremony you mentioned? And you said that later You fainted, did something happen at the awards ceremony? Besides, this incident should be related to me."

Every question hit the point. If it wasn't for Shen Yanru's rebirth, she wouldn't be able to know what happened at the awards ceremony. An Zhixiao would have suspected that she was also reborn.

"I..." An Zhixiao's tears came out again, "I heard the news of your death, when I left the stage after receiving the award."

Shen Yanru was shocked.

There's no need for An Zhizhi to say anything else, she already understood everything with just this one sentence.

There may be many places that have not been guessed, but those are irrelevant details.Only this matter is the knot in An Zhixiao's heart that can never be untied.She blames it all on her own bad choices in the first place.

The embarrassing thing is that even though she knew the problem, Shen Yanru found that she still couldn't find a solution.

She couldn't promise An Zhizhi that she would not die.

All kinds of accidents will always happen in a person's life, which has nothing to do with identity.Although before today, before hearing what An Zhixiao said, Shen Yanru never thought that something like this would happen to him.But she can't guarantee that she won't.

Shen Yanru reached out to touch An Zhizhi's face, and sure enough, it felt wet.She couldn't help but sighed, "What a fool..."

In fact, in this matter, what can I accuse Ann of knowing?She felt that she was heinous before she waited for her, but that was because she finally went to her.What if you didn't go?Thinking about it now, Shen Yanru also felt that the original agreement was just a child's play, and even when she went to find it, she didn't imagine that An Zhixiao had forgotten herself long ago.

However, under the circumstances at the time, she really had no better way.

Of course, she could make a more formal agreement and ask An Zhixiao to wait for her.But at that time, she didn't know if she could succeed, let alone when she would succeed. She couldn't and shouldn't let An know and just wait hopelessly.

Choosing such a vague method was originally to leave room for An Zhixiao to maneuver.

An knew that she had exercised her rights, but she was blaming herself for it.

Shen Yanru sighed softly, she didn't know how to solve this problem, but fortunately, she knew what she could do in this situation.

She gently lifted An Zhizhi's chin, and kissed it without hesitation.

If you can't tell, then choose another way to comfort her.As for the others, we will wait until both of them have calmed down and can talk about it calmly.

"Hmm..." An Zhizhi was shocked for a moment by Shen Yanru's actions, but she did not refuse, but responded even more enthusiastically after she realized it.

At this moment, she also urgently needs to do something to relieve and vent her emotions.What alternative would be better than this?

Because there was no need to think about hairstyle and clothing, Shen Yanru rubbed An Zhixiao into her arms very hard.The two were connected with lips and teeth, and their bodies were tightly pressed against each other. With this movement, Shen Yanru turned An Zhixiao around and pressed her onto the sofa.

An Zhixiao supported her on her shoulders, "Go to bed."

"No, it's right here." Shen Yanru's voice was soft and clear.

This is the first time she has expressed a strong attitude on this kind of matter.It's not that Shen Yanru wants to play tricks, she just hopes that An Zhixiao will feel that this night is "different".In this way, when she thinks of those memories that made her painful and hopeless and that she never participated in in the future, she will also think of this night by the way.

An Zhixiao was about to speak, but she had already kissed him again.

Shen Yanru's body was very hot, even her lips were hot. An Zhixiao felt that she might melt in such a temperature, and her resistance gradually became less firm.

Noticing that her attitude had softened, Shen Yanru relaxed a little, and while pecking kisses on An Zhizhi's cheek and eyelids, she reached out to take off her clothes.

An knew that the dress on her body was a simple style, with the zipper hidden on one side and covered by her arms.During the day, Shen Yanru helped An Zhixiao pull it up with her own hands, so even in the dark, she opened the zipper very smoothly.

The design of the shoulderless sleeves allowed her to "peel" An Zhizhi's whole body directly after opening the zipper.

This action seemed to startle An Zhizhi, she subconsciously stretched out her hand to grab something, but in the end, her hand swung twice in the air, grabbed Shen Yanru's tie, and subconsciously pulled her away with force. down.

With this action, Shen Yanru kissed her on the lips, and said in a low voice, "Don't worry."