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What kind of mood do people generally feel when their dreams come true and their wishes come true?

Jiang Shanglu had never had the opportunity to experience it before because of his special situation, but just now when Wen Ying's cold hand held his slightly sweaty palm, he swore that at that moment, he really heard the sound coming from the bottom of his heart. A softer but more beautiful sigh than the raindrops falling on the petals and then sliding into the stamens.

"...This is really an answer that makes me happier than today's rain, thank you, Wen Ying."

The expression on his face was full of joy and contentment from the heart, and Jiang Shanglu, who unconsciously lowered his voice, let Wen Ying hold his hand, but he didn't immediately say something eager to express himself to the young man in front of him ecstatically. Love words from the heart.

In fact, his mood now is even more cautious than before when he didn't get Wen Ying's answer.

It's just that this kind of cautiousness doesn't mean that he is still hesitating in his heart, but it is more like a kind of gentle entrustment, a tender friendship that is afraid of disturbing the beautiful atmosphere in front of him.

And Wen Ying seemed to be aware of this, so he didn't immediately let go of the thin and cold hand in his palm, but kept the intimate posture of the two of them clasping their fingers together, turned his head and glanced under the flower stand The short wooden chair with some rainwater on it looked up at Jiang Shanglu and asked lightly as if asking for his opinion,

"Do you want to chat here before going back?"

"Well, up to you."

The two people, who had an inexplicably harmonious atmosphere, walked slowly to the flower stand of clusters of white hydrangeas. Before sitting down, Wen Ying let go of his hand, and slowly helped Jiang Shanglu beside him wipe the chair. rainwater.

Seeing this, Jiang Shanglu couldn't help smiling. When he sat down and wanted to talk to him, he suddenly felt that the one who had let go of him briefly just now was moving gently, as if there was nothing wrong with it. Naturally took his hand again.

At that moment Jiang Shanglu really had a very strong feeling of being moved.

It was obviously just such an inconspicuous detail, but he suddenly understood that Wen Yingda had been taking care of his mood and his shameful illness tenderly since just now.

And barely suppressing the sourness in his heart, Jiang Shanglu took a deep look at him, and Jiang Shanglu looked thoughtfully at Wen Ying beside him with his eyes that were becoming more and more beautiful due to emotional problems, and then hooked the corners of his mouth road,

"Do you mind if I ask you, how did you figure it out?"

"...There is nothing unreasonable. No one hates the feeling of being liked and cherished by others, and I am the same."

Answering in this way with calm eyes, Wen Ying exchanged a glance with Jiang Shanglu while speaking, and at the same time, a little uncontrollable emotion slowly rose in his heart.

But maybe it's because today he is completely determined to start trying this kind of strange feelings that he has never been in contact with before, so Wen Ying, who has never liked to explain too much about her approach to others, only rarely speaks patiently and carefully. Slowly express your thoughts during this time.

"Before that, I also felt that we were not suitable to be with each other. Before I knew that you actually liked me, I never even thought about having a different relationship with you."

"But since I found out later, I was a little surprised but also seriously thought about it for you and myself."

Speaking of this, Wen Ying's voice stopped unconsciously. During the month when he was away, to be honest, as long as he had free time, he would start thinking about this issue, so facing Jiang Shanglu at this moment, even though he felt that he The next words may be a bit abrupt and presumptuous for the progress of their current relationship, but he still looked very formal after pursing his lips and said,

"I don't think there will be any problems if we are really together. After all, people's age and gender are just general considerations in the early stage, and no one will really strictly follow this standard to decide who they like, and Who's together."

"You are always tolerant, mature, strong and full of aggressiveness, but you are also a person who needs to be cherished and treated kindly. If you are willing to do for me, I can also do for you."

"So don't wonder if I'm sympathizing with you or embarrassing myself. I know better than ever what I think, whether you are good enough, whether it's suitable for me, I have more say than you... ..."

"You should also have a little confidence in yourself and in me."

Wen Ying's words seemed very sincere and sincere. Jiang Shanglu's expression froze for a moment after listening to it, but finally he laughed happily from the bottom of his heart.

He nodded lazily for a while, and didn't want to continue the meaningless topic after thinking about it just now. He only focused his ambiguous gaze on the few bees flying back and forth on the edge of the white hydrangea above his head. After a while, the corners of his mouth curled up thoughtfully.

"Are you staying tonight?"

"kindness?"

Jiang Shanglu's words made Wen Ying look at him suspiciously. He did bring a change of clothes with him when he got off the plane in a hurry today. It's actually okay to stay here for one night in Liu Fangshan, so I thought about it for a while. Afterwards, the young man who didn't think too much about a certain aspect took care of his thoughts and nodded directly and replied,

"can."

This clearly agreed answer made Jiang Shanglu smile a little weirdly, but his reaction made Wen Ying in front of him a little confused from the bottom of his heart, and seeing his clean and simple appearance, Jiang Shanglu only felt funny in his heart, After leaning down straight to his earlobe and blowing ambiguously, he narrowed his eyes and said slowly,

"Didn't you just say you wanted to bloom with me? I think tonight is just right. The time and place are right, so you can stay with me...I really miss you, Wen Ying."

……

This day's dinner in Jiang's house was finally another rare occasion for the three of them to sit together.

Sister Liu has been very happy since she saw Wen Ying came back today. First, she worked in the kitchen for a long time and cooked a whole table of good dishes. Jian Wenying and Jiang Shanglu didn't come back together until it was almost dark. The two of them The expressions on his face were also quite soft, and he smiled immediately.

"Have you explained it clearly with Mr. Jiang? He's not angry with you, is he?"

Before getting ready for dinner, she took Wen Ying to the kitchen and asked carefully. Wen Ying nodded slowly after hearing the words, and after thinking about it, she whispered to the middle-aged woman in front of her who had always shown great concern for Jiang Shanglu,

"No, he's not mad at me."

"Oh...it's good if you don't get angry. I was really scared to death by Mr. Jiang in the past few days... Ever since you left that day, he has become strange. He was fine at the beginning. But after a long time, I felt that he became very strange. He obviously didn't want to do that in his heart, but he became more and more irritable. When Mr. Jiang went out that day, he smoked two packs of cigarettes for no reason. He had never smoked before, but he suddenly started smoking. After smoking, he got angry at himself. I felt uncomfortable seeing him like that... Fortunately, you finally You're back, Xiaowen, otherwise I would suspect that Mr. Jiang couldn't hold on anymore..."

The middle-aged woman's words were clearly out of concern for Jiang Shanglu. She has not noticed the abnormal relationship between the two people until now, but there is no superfluous meaning in it. Some strange emotions flashed in his heart, which even prompted him to immediately look back at Jiang Shanglu who was in the living room at the moment.

As far as the eye can see, the older man is helping Sister Liu to arrange the dishes on the table. Everything he does gives people a very elegant and unrestrained feeling, but at this age, he still maintains a very good figure It is also very rich in the kind of lazy and sexy taste unique to mature men.

Wen Ying, who can be seen, is a little hard to imagine for a while, how he came here alone in suffering and anxiety during the time when he was not by his side, but the taciturn young man suddenly felt a little grateful to Sister Liu at this moment, at least let He knew how much Jiang Shanglu wanted to maintain a relatively normal personal image in front of him, and how much he couldn't do without himself.

With such thoughts in mind, Wen Ying has been subconsciously taking care of Jiang Shanglu's situation while eating. When he noticed that Jiang Shanglu's appetite was obviously not good, he frowned a little worriedly, and seemed to notice that he was looking at him. Looking at him, Jiang Shanglu only raised his head and smiled at him, then asked,

"What’s wrong with you."

"...It's okay, you can drink some of this."

Sister Liu's soup today is very light but extremely delicious. Just by smelling the taste, you can tell that it has been simmered carefully and slowly for a long time. It is quite rich and delicious.

The greasy meat grease on the surface of the soup was carefully scraped off in advance, and after being sprinkled with finely chopped green onions and coriander, it was the only dish Jiang Shanglu could accept on the entire table.

He has never touched it before, but in fact he really wants to taste it, but out of his personal habit, he always avoids his own preferences. Normally, ordinary people can't really see what he thinks in his heart. Wen Ying, who had lived with him under the same roof for a period of time, seemed to have developed the habit of always being able to see through his true thoughts at a glance.

Seeing Wen Ying raised his hand to help him fill a small bowl of soup and slowly put it in his hand, Jiang Shanglu silently lowered his eyes and did not move for a while, but Wen Ying beside him had already stepped forward to explain it to him One sentence.

"Drink a little, it's okay."

"kindness."

It seemed that there was no way to reject Wen Ying in front of him, Jiang Shanglu expressionlessly brought the warm bowl of soup exuding a tempting aroma to his eyes and took a sip of his lips in a very stiff posture, although It was just a shallow sip but his complexion was obviously very bad.

And Wen Ying saw that he was indeed suffering from a serious mental disorder, with a nervous and defensive look, and only frowned in his heart. When he saw Jiang Shanglu immediately put the soup bowl in his hand aside, he never touched it again. He looked like he couldn't say a word to embarrass him anymore.

After dinner, Jiang Shanglu went back upstairs early to take a bath and rest according to his usual personal habits. Wen Ying naturally went up with him, but this time he didn't go to sleep in Jiang Shuhua's room next door, but went into Jiang Shanglu's room. There's something quirky about that room.

This place is still similar to what I saw last time. Jiang Shanglu usually pays great attention to the cleanliness of the room, and the simple furnishings in the room are hardly messy or changed.

At this moment, Jian Wenying really came in obediently with him. Jiang Shanglu first glanced at the young man who seemed to be completely unsuspecting towards him, then walked slowly to the huge closet, then turned his back to the young man behind him and said in a cold voice. open the mouth,

"Sit down, let me change my clothes first."

"kindness."

Wen Ying nodded and walked to his desk and sat down. He didn't go to sit on Jiang Shanglu's bed. After all, it seemed very impolite to people with strict living habits.

It's just that when he was about to talk to Jiang Shanglu about the things that Zhang Xiaoguang didn't explain clearly before and persuade him to follow his own suggestion, he inadvertently raised his head and suddenly found that Jiang Shanglu was taking off in a strange and slow manner not far from him. Take off his clothes.

To be honest, there is nothing strange about this behavior itself. In fact, any other male undressing in front of Wen Ying will not cause him any uncomfortable reaction.

But he didn't know what was going on, he always felt that since he walked into this bedroom, there was a strange and intoxicating fragrance swirling around Wenying's nose.

And when he was a little dull and surprised, he finally realized that this was actually the special fragrance that poppies would emit when they were in full bloom, so he changed into his wine-red silk pajamas, because the light in the room was not enough at the moment, so his face was also radiant. Jiang Shanglu, who was a little ambiguous, had already walked slowly to the edge of the desk, then bent down and gently pinched Wen Ying's chin with his pale and thin fingers, squinting his eyes and looking at him inexplicably.

Jiang Shanglu: "You should already know what I am?"

Wen Ying: "Yes, I know."

Jiang Shanglu: "Although I'm really curious how you guessed this, but rather than this, I'd rather ask you if you understand what blooming means to a flower..."

Wen Ying: "?? What do you mean?"

Wen Ying, an unresponsive piece of wood, had a puzzled look on his face, making it clear that he didn't know anything. In fact, Jiang Shanglu knew this in his heart from the beginning, but he immediately lowered his head and laughed out of control.

But there is no way, I have already taken a fancy to it, how to make this little tree bloom, I have to worry about it slowly.

So Uncle Jiang, who has been in a good mood tonight, only slid his finger that had just pinched Wen Ying's chin down to his heart.

After noticing that Wen Ying's whole body was visibly stiff, he stretched out his hand to support Wen Ying's back of the neck, and under the gaze of the young man's stunned expression, he kissed with his wet lips and the tip of his tongue in an obscene but sensational way. He unconsciously rolled his Adam's apple.

The place where the cold tip of the tongue licked slowly was inexplicably hot.

The gloomy-faced man lowered his head and kissed his masculine features as if he was deeply worshiping and infatuated with him, kissing again and again with focus and affection.

Before this, no one had ever kissed Wen Ying so presumptuously and erotically, let alone a man, a man who was seven or eight years older than him and could be called an elder.

This kind of taste of breaking through the taboo relationship between each other is sweet and seductive. Jiang Shanglu blushed, and when he was pleasing him erotically, the eyes that looked at him from top to bottom with a docile smile were also full Erosive and provocative.

When she realized that the current situation didn't seem quite right, Wen Ying suddenly came back to her senses with a complex expression on her face, and grabbed his shoulder with her hand, wanting to push him away but also subconsciously worried about hurting him unintentionally, knowing that Jiang Shanglu, who couldn't do too much, also raised his mouth and left him decisively.

But before Wenying could heave a sigh of relief, Uncle Jiang, who made it clear that he was going to teach him how to be a mature man tonight, had put his knee between the young man's legs forcefully and badly, and after adjusting each other After the terribly intimate posture, he approached his clumsy and innocent Wen Ying with a smile and said:

"...Sexual relations between animals and plants also happen. It is said that animal hormones are mainly concentrated in three secretion points, Adam's apple, kidney and sexual organs. I don't know exactly where plant hormones are secreted, but For me who is in the flowering period now, the sentence you just said to me downstairs that you want to bloom with me, for me, means inviting me to have sex with you, you now Do you understand, Major Xiaowen?"

Wen Ying: “……………………………”

The whole person was stunned by the sudden popularization of plant knowledge, and Wen Ying, whose ears were flushed, took a long time to realize what Jiang Shanglu was talking about, and the first reaction in his confused mind was——

When he returns to work tomorrow, he will definitely not let go of Liu Tan and Mu Xiao, two bastards who are full of nonsense... definitely.

It's just that in this weird and embarrassing situation, it seems useless to think about how to find the two culprits tomorrow.

Wen Ying, who has lived so long and doesn't understand the series of complex processes of flowering and fruiting, blushed. Seeing that Jiang Shanglu was still smiling, he didn't know what to say. Yan's experience still made him a little cranky.

And because the time was approaching late at night, Jiang Shanglu, who had already been a little under-repressed physically, seemed to have sensed the young man's absent-mindedness, so he lazily dropped his fingers to the back of his neck and rubbed them slowly, then turned his head to the side to look tired And smiled erotically,

"If you don't mind, go to sleep next door. I will completely enter the flowering period at night. As long as it is tomorrow morning, you will be fine. You should rest early, after all, you just came back from a business trip."

Jiang Shanglu's attitude of fully taking care of his thoughts made Wen Ying silent. In fact, although he also vaguely felt that today's series of progress came a bit too fast, it may be because the personalities and preferences of the two parties seem to be very compatible. There seems to be nothing inappropriate in terms of the attitude towards feelings or other aspects, so Wen Ying thinks that even if something happens with Jiang Shanglu who has a clear relationship, there is nothing wrong.

It's just that he is really not very good at this aspect, and he doesn't know how to satisfy his desire like Jiang Shanglu pleasing himself just now when he is a complete layman.

Looking up, Jiang Shanglu was sitting close at hand in the dim light, looking down at himself on the desk. There was a sense of loneliness and seductive lust in his whole body. Pursing his lips expressively, he stretched out his hand and took Jiang Shanglu to hug him onto his lap.

"I don't mind, just sleep here with you."

Facing Jiang Shanglu's rich eyes, he said this seriously. The more Wen Ying treated him with such tolerance and tenderness, the more Jiang Shanglu couldn't help but like him more. He squinted his eyes for a while, and he even felt that his eyes were blurred. The flowers inside the body bloomed more recklessly, strand by strand, as if they wanted to release all the sweet fragrance that had been suppressed so hard before this night.

And just when Jiang Shanglu was in a trance, he didn't know what to do first in this situation. Wen Ying first took care of himself and pulled Jiang Shanglu, who was covered in the smell of poppies, to a distance away from him. Getting closer, he calmly watched the man frowning and said something. ,

Wen Ying: "Actually, I really wanted to have a serious chat with you just now."

Jiang Shanglu: "Oh? What about now?"

Wen Ying: "Now I want to get serious and do something else."

As he said this, Wen Ying turned his head and kissed Jiang Shanglu's light-colored lips that were slightly opened in front of him. Jiang Shanglu, who was hugged by him, was taken aback. The feeling of being touched and kissed by the dry and warm lips of the young man was so wonderful that he trembled all over. .

And after Wen Ying hugged him tenderly in his arms and slowly moved his lips away, he pinched his palm unconsciously before commenting lightly with a flushed face,

"Well, it feels good."

These words really didn't look like the words that the stupid Wenmu used to say, Jiang Shanglu couldn't help laughing because of him, and the dirty thoughts in his body became a little weaker.

After all, even if he just stayed together with Wen Ying for a while and talked for a while, he felt that his mood improved, and he didn't feel that impatient anymore, and he didn't want to be in this particularly beautiful night. Continuing to torment this stupid young man who still doesn't understand anything, Jiang Shanglu, who barely suppressed his shady and dirty thoughts, pestered Wen Ying again, insisted on asking for a few kisses, and then made up for the loss in his body before standing up. Got up and took a shower.

After Wen Ying also took a shower and changed into pajamas and came out, Jiang Shanglu, who was leaning on the bed with a book and looking down at the moment, suddenly heard Wen Ying approaching him and asking him softly,

"Do you like reading books?"

Because of this question, he was silent for a while, Jiang Shanglu lowered his head noncommittally thinking about how to explain this kind of thing to Wen Ying, but in the end he still pulled the corner of his pale mouth and said with a smile,

"No, I don't like reading, but if I don't read, it will be even more boring to face a bare wall alone for more than ten years. I will be so bored that I will go crazy."

And Jiang Shanglu, who noticed Wen Ying's obviously apologetic eyes on him, didn't intend to hide too much from him, so he also bluntly revealed his problem, just looked at him indifferently and said calmly and even with a smile,

"When I was young, I was the kind of person who didn't concentrate on my studies and didn't have any good qualities. Because of the love of my family, I was very unscrupulous. I don’t have to worry about future life problems at all. I enjoy many things that my peers cannot enjoy, but when I lose them all one day, I find that I am really useless.”

"Without the unconditional doting of my parents and elder brother, I could only hide in that narrow and closed room in panic and fear like a mouse. The slightest disturbance outside made me want to cry out of fright, and I didn't even last Within a week I started crying and begging the doctors and nurses to let me go, and begging them to find my parents."

"Of course, no one will pay attention to me in this situation. They will pretend that they didn't hear anything, and let me shout hard inside alone until I don't have any strength to calm down by myself. What's worse is , I soon discovered why I was locked in as a monster."

Saying this, the thoughtful expression on Jiang Shanglu's face also faded a little, his tone was very casual, but it was a bit indescribable to hear the expression on Wenying's face, and even though he really wanted to say something to the man to comfort him In terms of emotions, but in fact, Wen Ying, who knew clearly that he didn't need his useless sympathy, only said something slowly to him.

Wen Ying: "This is their own mistake, and it doesn't mean that there is anything wrong with you. Your growth is normal and healthy as a plant, at least much more normal than mine."

Jiang Shanglu: "... What's wrong with you... Why didn't I see it at all?"

Wen Ying: "Haven't you thought about what kind of plant I might be?"

Jiang Shanglu: "En? Aren't you just a log, the kind of tree stump on the side of the road, right?"

Wen Ying: “…………………………………………”

Seeing Jiang Shanglu in front of him taking it for granted, Wen Ying didn't know what was going on, and felt a little heavy. He silently thought about how this person could be so ignorant. How could wood be a kind of plant? He didn't seem to have any common sense, so he could only sit slowly on Jiang Shanglu's bed, frowning seriously and told him this secret that he rarely voluntarily shared with others.

Wen Ying: "I'm actually, Poinciana."

Jiang Shanglu: "Oh... Poinciana... What is this?"

Wen Ying: "……………………"

I don't want to talk to this person anymore in my heart. Major Wen, who has severely hurt his self-esteem by the person he is still dealing with seriously, lay down expressionlessly on the side of Jiang Shanglu and turned over. He doesn't want to continue this conversation. Illiteracy cannot smoothly go down the topic.

But just when he was thinking of turning off the lights and going to sleep, calm down for 5 minutes before thinking about how to forgive Jiang Shanglu, he suddenly heard the wicked Uncle Jiang laughing nervously beside him, and it took him a long time to come over He said something jokingly at him.

"It turns out that the beautiful red phoenix I saw that night was you..."

Hearing what he said, he was stunned for a moment, and Wen Ying finally remembered that in a sense, the first meeting between him and Jiang Shanglu should have happened that night when he was attacked by the tree of the dead Inside the city's third mental hospital.

It's just that he didn't notice Jiang Shanglu's existence at that time, but this person hid in the dark and stared at him from the beginning to the end, and watched him rescue Zhang Xiaoguang all the time.

But when I think about it now, I suddenly feel that fate in this world is sometimes wonderful. Just as Wen Ying wanted to say something to him, he felt that Jiang Shanglu was slowly lying beside him, and after turning off the lights, he was in the In the darkness, she blinked at Wen Ying.

"Actually, I had time to finish reading the poem to you at the end. Do you know which line I want to read to you the most?"

"...Which sentence?"

"I met you for the first time, among the crowd, beautiful alone, just one glance... and my heart fell into my heart. So far, I will never forget it in this life."