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This night until it was almost dawn, when Jiang Shanglu was about to go to bed, Wen Ying did not come back.

Jiang Shanglu sat at the gate of the Tibetan temple at first, looking down at the unfinished translation manuscripts while waiting, but he waited until he was really idle and bored and smoked all the half pack of cigarettes that Xie Qin threw to him. At the end, I still couldn't see any familiar figure appearing.

In fact, he already had a vague premonition of such a result. After all, some signs last night showed that some problems that had existed for a long time were already getting worse.

But it was also at this moment when he was in the snow-capped mountains and his soul seemed extraordinarily lonely, that Jiang Shanglu suddenly understood a truth.

In fact, the most frustrating thing in the world is not that you have never owned something.

It's about what you have gained and what you have lost.

If he was really a mediocre person, all this would not be as helpless and embarrassing as it is now.

It's a pity that not only his body is riddled with holes, but his whole heart is also extremely worldly and suspicious. He can't pretend to be confused when he encounters anything. points people.

But what can this do, none of them can let go of each other.

Staring thoughtfully at the remaining cigarette butts at his feet, Jiang Shanglu thought for a while, knowing that he might not be able to wait for anyone today, Jiang Shanglu frowned and coughed for a while, before bending down to remove the manuscripts on the ground. When it was clipped and packed away, it paused for a moment.

[Wait a little longer, even if it's another 5 minutes. 】

The voice in his head sounded very calm, and Jiang Shanglu's complexion was not very good for a while before he numbly pulled the corner of his mouth, and then slowly withdrew his hand and sat down again.

But he continued to wait here, he seemed to have nothing else to do, and after thinking about what to do to pass the time for a while, Jiang Shanglu casually took out the diary he always carried with him, and went on He lowered his head and began to read those letters carefully. He had read them carefully for countless times, and almost all the contents could be recited.

[I will leave Guanshan Temple in a few days, this should be the last letter I wrote to you before leaving. 】

【Everything is as usual, except that he started pestering me and crying again, asking if I can go back to Xue Xue. 】

[I am a little helpless, because I am really not good at appeasing other people's emotions, and this has started a long time ago. 】

[A friend of mine with an optimistic personality once told me that as long as I show a little emotion, those people will not have such big opinions on me as they do now. 】

[Cry when you should cry, laugh when you should laugh, it is impossible for someone to like someone who is impersonal.Let others have a sense of identity with you, and you won't always look so out of place, but to be honest, this kind of thing is really more difficult for me than I imagined. 】

[A long time ago, I unfortunately lost a friend who meant a lot to me.I thought that I was indeed at fault for that matter, and the person who was tortured in my heart and wished to die countless times was me. 】

[But later, when I went back to my hometown to deal with the follow-up of the accident and saw his mother at the same time, I didn't know how to express my emotions, but I acted like a bystander who had nothing to do with myself. 】

[He is the only child in the family, and he has many advantages that I can’t say enough for a long time. Compared with me who is useless, he is really much better. After he died, his mother cried for him, which made me I felt very ashamed and envious at the same time, but I was completely powerless about the situation at that time. 】

[I also want to be an optimistic and positive person, but sometimes I feel as if I have been living in another world without anyone. 】

【So thank you very much, at least my heart is alive when facing you. 】

【Only when I'm close to you can I feel that life won't be so sad all the time. 】

【Wen Ying】

The letters that happened between Wen Ying and him because of the separation, are still filled with an indescribable smell when reading them now.

During that time, they wrote a total of thirteen letters to each other, most of which were short and occasionally shared their experiences and feelings, but this was the only way for two people who never met face to face to communicate.

At least now when Jiang Shanglu looks back at it again, his mood is still the same as before. It is a kind of touch that he can feel that person's unreserved frankness towards him, so Jiang Shanglu didn't pay attention to the time and just sent a letter to him. Look down.

Until he finally couldn't resist the drowsiness and sat at the door and fell asleep. After a while, he waited for almost two hours for Wen Ying to come back alone.

And noticed that the man with a sickly pale face was obviously staying here to wait for him to come back. For a moment, Wen Ying's expression with a piercing coldness on his face really struggled indescribably.

He didn't know what he was struggling with, but he really felt powerless. He stood in front of the person he loved the most in his life, but now he didn't even want to touch him with his fingertips.

It's not that I don't care anymore, it's not that I don't love it anymore, it's just that I feel very cold, from head to toe, so cold that I can't wait for the next spring.

Thinking of this, Wen Ying's eyes revealed a cruelty that was not human, but in the end he didn't say anything, but forcibly endured the strange emotions in his heart, and bent down to hug Jiang Shanglu in front of him back to sleep.

But when Wen Ying just put away those things that fell on the ground, stood up again and wanted to take them back into the Tibetan temple, Jiang Shanglu, who was held in his arms, suddenly moved slightly, and then he was still alive. The sleepy but energetic voice of the sick man also sounded vaguely.

"……came back?"

"kindness."

"It's good to be back... I'm going to sleep too. If there is anything else, you can talk to Xie Qin first. I chatted with him for a while and came to some new conclusions. I hope it can help you."

After saying this, Jiang Shanglu raised his head and looked at him, then smiled and closed his eyes tiredly. His heart was made uncomfortable by his usual, almost indistinguishable attitude, but the frowning Wen Ying still Maintaining his composure on his face, he nodded slightly.

Waiting to send him back as if he had completed the tasks that he had to do every day, and then helped him lie down and fell asleep. Jiang Shanglu relieved the pressure on his heart. After a while, he got up straight and chose to leave.

And when he found Xie Qin who had already had breakfast with Hutuktu and Zong Mingyuan in the Buddhist hall, Wenying standing at the door and Xie Qin inside looked at each other briefly, and the person sitting drinking tea at the other end The middle-aged man frowned inexplicably.

"Is there something wrong with me?"

The attitude of Xie Qin who came out with him seemed very polite, but it was only polite. He and Wen Ying were not familiar before, but after talking seriously with Jiang Shanglu, he also understood a truth. , I decided that it would be better to splash less cold water on myself.

So at this moment, facing Wen Ying, whom he really didn't like very much, he just cast a questioning look at him with a very normal attitude.

But alone and him sat down in an unoccupied Buddhist hall. Wen Ying, who hadn't come back all night last night, was silent for a while, and suddenly looked at Xie Qin with eyes so pale that they seemed inorganic, and asked lightly. One sentence.

"You and Wen Tianming are usually very close?"

"En? It's okay... He and I currently live in a cadre community, and occasionally play badminton together. Why do you ask me all of a sudden?"

"Just playing badminton?"

"if not."

Xie Qin, who was frowning, looked puzzled, but in his heart, he always felt that it was a bit weird to talk about such short family matters with a guy like Wen Ying whose face was full of otherworldly fireworks, and his face was expressionless. He stared at Wen Ying with such a puzzled expression and didn't say anything. After a long time, he replied with a neutral expression,

"Nothing, just ask."

Although he didn't know what was going on, but he really felt that he was choked up. Xie Qin was a little helpless thinking about what kind of strange eyes his brother Lu had, but he still patiently said a few words to Wen Ying in front of him .

Involuntarily bringing the topic of the two of them to the serious business, Xie Qin told Wen Ying what he and Jiang Shanglu had further refined last night, and then saw the white-haired young man with an indifferent expression raised his palm and pointed at the corner of the wall. A certain point asked him gently.

"If this room is the world, and that line is the Y axis, what do you think that place will be?"

These words sound a bit vague at first, but when you think about it carefully, they are very meaningful. Xie Qin, who knew what he might want to reveal to him, set his sights on the narrow corner surrounded by three walls. With a slightly hesitant expression, he opened his mouth and said,

"Is it the origin?"

"kindness."

Following Xie Qin's train of thought, he nodded. There were many complex and unspeakable emotions hidden in Wen Ying's still eyes, but in the end he slowly began to talk about what he knew so far in an exceptionally clear and thorough voice. Narrated,

"All the conjectures you and Jiang Shanglu have made so far are actually in the right direction. The world today can indeed be compared with a coordinate axis. According to your assumptions, plants exist in the first quadrant, microorganisms live in the second quadrant, and animals live in the second quadrant. It is distributed on the Y axis, because animals that stay at the origin can only evolve vertically upwards, so for so many years, the problem that animals seem to have no horizontal staged progress is also here, but his conjecture is actually a very big one. Big flaw..."

"The earth cannot be a plane coordinate axis, the earth should be a spatial coordinate axis, just like the corner you see now, that is what the earth should be like, so the origin can be changed, the quadrant where creatures live It can also be changed, and the flexibility of space can make any place that can form a fulcrum of strength a new origin, as long as someone can make this change."

Looking calmly at Xie Qin, whose face changed drastically in an instant, Wen Ying didn't speak a word last night, but it didn't mean he wasn't thinking about it in his mind, it's just that what he needed was time for a lot of information in his mind to settle down .

And after being outside all night, Wang Zhimo probably figured out some of Wang Zhimo's purposes. Wen Ying waited quietly for Xie Qin to come back to his senses, and it took a while before he heard the middle-aged man on the opposite side give him a bad face. He lowered his voice and asked,

"Is Tai Sui crazy? Doesn't he know the consequences of doing this? What does he want to use as the price for rebuilding the coordinate axis? Destroy the existing ecological environment? Or artificially reduce the population rapidly?"

Scientists' thoughts are always jumping very fast, Wen Ying here just helped to start it, and Xie Qin, whose back was half cold, immediately figured out everything by himself.

And this is exactly what I want to express. Wen Ying looked at the strange ice and snow that Gang Rinpoche hadn't melted until May with her pure white eyes. Opening his eyes lightly, he said,

"If I'm not mistaken, the origin of animals is now on Mount Kailash, perhaps not far from Zhuomala Pass. Tai Sui, who has not yet found the origin, is using his own power to try to create a new coordinate axis and change All microorganisms have been forced to live in the poor ecology of the second quadrant for a long time."

"So as long as he finds and destroys the origin, the purpose in his heart will be achieved. Once the new coordinate axis appears and the origin is tampered with, the third revolution of the earth's species will not be far away. This should be what he wants to do most at present. Let's do it."

He didn't feel that what he was talking about was very serious at all. Xie Qin wanted to control the emotions in his heart and say something, but he didn't dare to interrupt Wen Ying who was speaking calmly several times, but now he finally understood The evolution of species has brought some amazing changes to this taciturn young man in front of him.

At least this disguised enhancement of the brain and the bystander's attitude towards problems have made him look completely different from ordinary people, even a little scary and cold to the point of not approaching.

"Then you... have you thought of any solution now? Do you have any rough guesses about the location of the origin of animals?"

"That's what I want to do with you now."

Saying so, Wen Ying, who raised his head, did not stop his explanation. Under Xie Qin's astonishing gaze, he caught the white phoenix flower slowly floating from the air with his palm, and gradually lifted himself It returned to the original tree shape, and the dendrites on all the neurons floated in the air like feathers. The beauty was so unreal. The original body showed him, and then slowly turned his head and explained with an indifferent look. road,

"I was born as a phoenix tree. From the point of view of the space rectangular coordinate system, except for me at one end of the X-axis, Tai Sui at the other end, and the origin of animals, all creatures in this world live in quadrants. , I can also feel their presence."

"But you may not know that every creature actually has its own level of evolution. Before this level, it was difficult for me to describe it with a certain language, but if you contact Jiang Shanglu before, you can actually put it They understand it as coordinates, for example, sugar brown."

"[1147, 998], he is now with Diyong Jinlian and is gradually approaching me. I will see them in about a day."

“[964, 1234] Burmese osmanthus and Burmese gardenia, they are carrying betel nuts to Xiaoshan to look for lotus, and they will arrive here in a week.”

"[0,765] those abnormally evolved human-faced vultures, they are constantly watching us above my head, and they have been like this for about one night."

"[-31415,0] Tai Sui, he is currently staying with the Bodhi Tree Yeku.】

"And myself, [31010, 0], of course, this is just an approximate number, because I am still evolving these days, and the speed is a bit out of control, but I know that everything is not over yet, the origin has been It was only a matter of time before Tai Sui and I discovered at the same time."

"So your evolution has not been fully completed yet... Is that what you mean now, Wen Ying?"

Xie Qin already felt the meaning of Wen Ying's words when he heard this. He looked at the white-haired young man in front of him with undisguised doubts, trying to get some clues from his expression, but Wen Ying heard He was only silent for a while when he asked this question, and then he closed his eyes and replied in a frighteningly cold voice,

"That's what I mean, but it's actually too soon. I basically don't have human feelings and desires now, and the way of thinking is completely different from normal people. I haven't been good at hiding things since before, so I don't expect I can hide it from him or you, but when I tell you this now, I just want to tell you that no matter who I am who suddenly appears under the banner of being good for him, it is impossible for anyone to take him away from me. If anyone dares to do this, I will let that person know the consequences."

"...It seems that evolving into a higher creature that is completely different from us ants has not made you open-minded. Don't you feel that your behavior is actually selfish? You have no feelings, but you still want what you once did. What do you want to do to keep him now? To prove that you are still a person, Your Excellency Shenshu? Have you ever thought about how he feels now?"

Xie Qin's expression was already a little indescribably angry. On the one hand, he could understand Jiang Shanglu's unwillingness to let go, but on the other hand, he was annoyed by Wen Ying's attitude that seemed to take everything for granted. When he asked this question, he was silent for a while, then looked at him lightly, and then said softly with a cold face that seemed indifferent and distant,

"I thought about it, but I'm such a selfish person, so I must keep him. Even if one day I really don't love him anymore, I can't give him a chance to let him leave me."

"There is no room for negotiation on this matter. I can help you and Wen Tianming's animal government find the coordinates of the origin and stop Tai Sui's subsequent actions, but please also keep everyone as far away from Jiang Shanglu as possible. a little."

"My temper has always been bad, and now I really hate anyone getting too close to him in this situation, and even persuaded him to leave me, a monster who doesn't understand emotions, and live a normal life. Once, I don't guarantee that I will do some very bad things, what I mean, Mr. Xie understands."