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In the Tibetan shelter in Ngari City, a young man with a gray veil on his face was slowly walking into his room with the medicine and water he had received.

The white-haired old man in the room who was taking care of the little girl on the bed raised his head and looked at him when he saw this, and after taking the things from the young man, he concealed his tracks from Wen Ying who was taking off the veil all the way, and it went smoothly After entering the city, Wang Huisheng asked with lingering fear.

"...Did you see Suisui outside? Has he come here?"

"not yet."

After answering like this, she sat down and hugged the unconscious little girl on the bed. Wen Ying, who tied up her long hair for convenience, signaled Wang Huisheng to feed all the medicine to Martha, and then saw that she was closed. The little girl with sleeping eyes vomited painfully with the capsule stuck in her throat.

And to wipe off the filth from her mouth, Wen Ying, who was also soiled by her, bent down and together with Wang Huisheng, took out the quilt and other things under Martha's body and changed them. He heard the little girl who had opened her eyes call him weakly.

"elder brother……"

"En." Wen Ying responded.

"My parents...will they come to pick me up this afternoon?"

Hearing the question from the little girl's persistent eyes, the elderly Wang Huisheng was stunned for a moment, but he didn't dare to say anything, he could only look at Wenying in front of him with complicated eyes.

When Wen Ying heard this, she also fell silent for a while, and didn't say anything more after that, she replied lightly, just wait, and put the little girl whose condition has been deteriorating for the past few days in her arms and put her back bed.

The vague attitude of the two of them as adults is obviously not enough for the young Martha to feel that something has happened, so she just nodded obediently, and blinked her eyes in a hoarse voice and seemed very curious. ,

"My mother said that you are a good person, let me listen to you carefully, and said that you will drive away all the bad guys outside... But why do we keep hiding now..."

"I can't beat him for the time being, so I can only hide."

I didn't feel that it was really embarrassing to say such a thing. Wen Ying's calm and calm appearance made Martha, who was inexplicably choked, give him a particularly depressed look, and destroyed the "good guy must be" that children all over the world have. He will be a little stronger than the villain' and stood up straight after the naive thought, and Wen Ying, who lowered her eyes, finished her next words with a rather indifferent look.

"I'll send him to hell myself."

"Well, I believe you."

Martha nodded obediently when she said this, Wen Ying and Wang Huisheng coaxed her to sleep together, and then came out to find a place where no one was there to sit for a while, and since Wen Ying just heard that she was going to send Wang Zhimo After going to hell, his complexion has not been very good. Wang Huisheng, who had been silent for a long time, finally just looked at Wenying beside him with red eyes and smiled kindly,

"I didn't expect...you are so good at taking care of people at such a young age."

"My wife's health has not been very good, and I also learned slowly after that."

Sitting at the door, washing her hands with clean water, Wen Ying, who was calmly looking forward, replied in a very normal tone, and did not cover up the Tibetan silver ring she was already wearing on her finger. The ring with special meaning couldn't help showing a little emotional expression. Wang Huisheng, who was struggling with guilt, thought about it, but lowered his head and sighed,

"Wen Ying, Sui Sui asked you to bear the consequences for Sui Sui himself. It's really unfair to you. Of course, Ram had her own reasons for begging you like that...but you also have your own life, you Do you want to think about it again...is there no other way?"

"I'm not bearing the consequences for him, I'm just doing what I should do...I discussed this issue with Wang Zhimo himself not long ago. At that time, I thought the same as you now, thinking that my own life It should not be driven by the so-called responsibilities, the solutions are all thought up by people... But later facts have also proved that sometimes sacrifices are also necessary, you must do what you should do in this position, otherwise You are being selfish and there is absolutely no way to evade it... At least, Zidan Ram proved this to me with her death."

After answering like this, I raised my pure white eyes. Wen Ying always gives people a very unreasonable feeling when speaking, but those who really know him will understand that his character is actually so pure and disdainful by nature. in disguise.

And recalling the scene that seemed to be still vivid in his mind, Wen Ying slowly closed his eyes for a long time before saying these words.

"I didn't have a mother since I was a child. When my mother passed away, she lay on the hospital bed and said sorry to me a lot. I didn't understand why she looked so guilty before. Now thinking about it, she might feel that she left prematurely. It is destined to have an indelible impact on my life, so I can understand how a mother feels when she is forced to leave her child, it may make her sadder than death itself..."

Hearing him say it in such a flat tone, he probably understood how much the death of the phoenix as a mother had touched Wen Ying. Wang Huisheng pursed his lips and didn't say anything else, just looked at it with red eyes. This young man who is still very young but has already been forced to take on countless responsibilities said unbearably,

"Then... what about your lover, Wen Ying, have you thought about what he should do in the future?"

When the old man asked this question, Wen Ying also fell silent strangely. In fact, he had almost thought about the follow-up methods of everything when he came all the way from Pulan County, but he didn't dare to think about what Jiang Shanglu would try once he knew about it. as a result of.

But the words Dan Lamu said to him when he finally left made Wen Ying, who had been trying to prove that he was still a flesh and blood human being, realized that no matter how he tried to escape, the words "Tree of Life" The responsibility he was born to bear, and everything that happened in Pulan County... also rushed into his mind at this moment.

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A week ago outside Lhasa, Wen Ying, who successfully found Wang Huisheng, was taking him to the origin.

On the way, Wang Huisheng mentioned to Wen Ying the past events that happened 52 years ago for the first time, and the connection of these past events that seemed to be completely covered up by time may be the beginning of all the current disasters.

It's just that Wen Ying didn't expect that the phoenix might have a great relationship with this matter, but when Wang Huisheng asked himself if he hadn't found the location of Pulan County, Wen Ying only glanced at him and then looked at the man. The white-haired old man smiled wryly and said,

"You may not know that Pulan County, which you haven't found before, is actually the junction of the four worlds in your mouth. This county looks no different from other ordinary Tibetan counties on the surface, but the people who live in it Tibetans are not primates... but evolutionary life forms of birds that guard the safety of nearby county towns, but in fact, there is a person who knows nothing and always thinks that he is no different from the people around him. Ordinary humans, do you know who that is?"

"who is it?"

"That person is the husband of the phoenix Tedram, Sanger."

This sentence seems to have vaguely turned on an unknown switch hidden in the branch line of the incident. At least Wen Ying finally vaguely began to understand why Wang Zhimo is so persistent now that he must take revenge on Zidan Ram before giving up. Wang Huisheng, who talked too much, was unconsciously silent for a while after finishing speaking. After a long time, the old man lowered his head and sighed tiredly.

"I hadn't been brought out of the fourth quadrant by Sui Sui at that time, so I didn't know the details about it. Maybe only Sui Sui and Zidan Ram knew what happened back then. Now I can I will take you to Pulan County to look for Cidan Ram, because the origin is on her body without any accident... But I don't guarantee that she will help us, she has always been a woman with a bad temper, and now the situation outside is so complicated, she Maybe I will anger you because of Sui Sui's behavior..."

Wang Huisheng's tone sounded like he had experienced Cidan Ram's temper before. After all, he had been forced to avoid Cidan Ram for most of his life before Wang Zhimo's intervention, and Wen Ying probably didn't know what he said. Guess what kind of terrifying strength the Fengshen pterosaur, which basically maintains a matrilineal society, will have.

But a few days later, when he and Wang Huisheng entered the surrounding areas of Pulan County, they were forced to experience what it was like to be chased and beaten from the sky by Zidan Ram's people.

Fortunately, Wen Ying alone was enough to handle all this. Even though he was unable to fly on land, he still had the ability to bring Wang Huisheng into Pulan County safely without any obstacles.

But it was only when I really entered here that I realized how fast this terrible epidemic spread and how far it affected, because when Wen Ying met the legendary Goddess of Order in person, she was helping a group of people in the county. The family of the deceased twin presided over the funeral.

The dead twins were a pair of larks who looked four or five years old. The pointed feathers of their wings were pure white, and their gray-white and tragic faces had completely lost their former vitality. The parents of the children cried bitterly. , Just that hysterical appearance is very unbearable.

And when the woman in a white Tibetan costume kneeling on the ground stood up with red eyes and looked at him and Wang Huisheng, Wen Ying, who looked at her, clearly felt that the woman with terrifying eyes on the opposite side had a second Obviously wanted to kill him directly.

"Phoenix Tree, I think I've already told you that you are not welcome here... What are you doing here with that dying man?"

Once Ram's sarcasm and sharp words made Wang Huisheng instantly ashamed, but before the old man opened his mouth to explain something, Wen Ying, with cold eyes, said directly to the woman,

"Come to you, let's stop Tai Sui's next behavior together."

His words caused Cidan Lamu's dark yellow eyes to slightly open. After a while, the beautiful and arrogant woman suddenly pointed at Wenying and laughed strangely. She stopped after a while and curled her lips again Restraining his mocking smile, Zidan Ram tilted his head and asked with interest,

"The tree of life, do you know that even I can't do anything about him now? How can you, a young sapling that has just grown up, do anything to him..."

"People come up with the solution. It doesn't make any sense for you to stay here and wait for him to come and seek revenge on you."

Wen Ying's words made Cidan Lamu's expression stiffen suddenly, obviously she didn't expect that she would guess the grievances between herself and Tai Sui, so a few traces flashed across the woman's face and she couldn't hold on any longer embarrassment and anger.

And holding back his anger, he glanced at Wang Huisheng, who was standing behind Wenying with an ugly face, and then he pinched his fingers until his ten nails almost pierced the flesh, and finally closed his eyes, looking very tired He said coldly,

"Come with me, go to my house and say, don't make too much noise going in, my daughter is sick and she needs to rest."

After saying this, once Lamu turned around and left, Wang Huisheng felt relieved when she realized that her attitude had softened, and then smiled at Wen Ying with lingering fear. The expressionless Wen Ying didn't say anything. After looking at the family without children again, he withdrew his gaze and followed in.

Until entering the simple but very humane house of Cidan Ram, first sat down habitually and thought about it, but still frowned impatiently and got up to pour a cup of tea for the two of them. The woman in front of her looked horrified. Wang Huisheng asked,

"What did you tell him?"

"I really didn't say anything... As you know, what I know is actually not... not much."

Hearing Cidan Lamu suddenly questioned himself like this, Wang Huisheng, who was taken aback, also quickly explained. Wen Ying realized that Cidan Lamu might still have a very important secret hidden in his heart and did not tell anyone, so he It was just quietly waiting for the silent woman to speak on her own initiative.

And after a while, thinking about how to tell them about the order of the beginning of all things, Cidan Ram moved his lips in a self-deprecating tone and said,

"Tai Sui wants to take revenge on me, which is actually very easy to understand, because it was my fault at the beginning, and I did the stupid things that should be revenged. There is nothing wrong with his hatred for me, but he himself has used the wrong method now. , raised personal hatred to such a level, that's why I said that people like him are terribly selfish, narrow-minded and extreme."

Saying this, he put the warm copper pot of buttered tea at hand, Cidan Ram raised his bright yellow eyes to look at Wen Ying's face, after feeling the deep-rooted indifference on his body. , the beautiful woman smiled coldly with the corners of her mouth curled up, then rolled her eyes and sighed,

"When I first took over the title of phoenix from my mother, I was also a person who didn't take anything seriously like you, but I was still very arrogant and proud at that time, so I always thought I was You can use the power in your hands to control the occurrence of everything, and you are used to obeying the rules of the Fengshen pterosaur family told by the natural order in everything, and you will never change your principles because of anything."

"I am guarding Pulan County day and night, together with those tribes outside, because of the natural and powerful flying ability, birds have survived from the dinosaur era to the present, so we who have seen countless deaths are born cold-blooded animals. At that time, I did not To be a wife or a mother, I don’t understand the feelings of the world at all, until one day, a child who was only eleven or twelve years old came here and said he wanted to see me, and when he saw me, he cried and knelt down and said he wanted to save me Save his father, and his name is Wang Zhimo, or...Tai Sui."

"...I don't know where he learned that I am in charge of the origin order, but I have never heard of anyone in my life who dared to make such a rude request to me, and he is still a rare The microbial humanoid is full of the smell that makes me innately disgusted, so I told him directly that it is absolutely impossible for me to help him, let him go back wherever he came from, his father is dead, It is impossible to get out of the fourth quadrant in this life, but he is too stubborn, no matter how I let the vultures drive him away, he refuses to leave, just kneels outside Pulan County and begs me over and over again , save his father."

Hearing what Cidan Ram said, Wang Huisheng, whose back was stiff, suddenly turned red. Although he knew that Wang Zhimo had put a lot of thought into rescuing him, just thinking about how such a small child would not eat for several days Kneeling there without drinking, his tears were about to come down, and Zidan Ram's eyes also showed some subtle changes, he just twitched the corners of his mouth and said numbly,

"Do you think I'm cold and cruel? Don't worry, after hearing the following things, you will think I'm even more cruel, because after seeing this poor and filial child who is so persistent in trying to save his father, I feel cold. I didn't have any superfluous feelings in my heart, and even in order to make him quit early, I came up with an even more extreme way to tease him."

"I told him, if you want me to save him, go to the Zhuomala Pass to turn around the mountain road and pray to the gods. As long as you kowtow eight thousand heads along the mountain road, I will consider killing you. My father got it back... I thought he would give up voluntarily when he heard this kind of words, because this kind of thing is impossible for a child to do, but this one always likes to pester me and talk non-stop, The boy who still bothered me with a lot of nonsense ran away as soon as he heard this. I didn't see him again until five days later, but at that time he could no longer walk because his two kneecaps had been damaged by him. I have worn myself out..."

"Whether you believe what I said or not, it was indeed the first time in my life that I felt a strong sense of guilt... I have always had a bad temper, so after feeling this abnormal emotion, I immediately rushed out of frustration. He lost his temper, and told this little guy in a bad tone that he could only crawl up to me with difficulty. What I said before was a lie to him. They shouldn't be able to come back to life, and after that... the desperate Tai Sui finally disappeared temporarily before my eyes."

Saying this, his eyes turned red without warning, Cidan Ram's face was full of struggle and self-loathing, but he still held back his tears and said word by word again,

"Actually, if this matter ended here, everything might not have happened, but four years later, a very significant thing happened to me. Also because of my selfish narrowness and stupidity, I made a mistake. A big mistake in violating my responsibility, because I once swore to Tai Sui that the dead would not be able to come back to life, but I secretly rescued a dead person because of a moment of unbearable..."

"...That person is your current husband, Sanger?"

Wen Ying frowned subconsciously when she asked such a question. He could probably understand what the respective positions of Phoenix and Tai Sui were now, and he nodded slightly because of his words, and raised his eyes. Once Ram wiped away the tears on his face, he pulled the corner of his mouth with great difficulty and said,

"At that time, Sange...was just a child who hadn't grown up. He was actually from Dingqing County. His father was a Tibetan doctor, and his mother had passed away early. At that time, he wanted to help his father relieve the burden of life He often has to go to the nearby mountains to pick some Chinese herbal medicines, and he is already very skilled in doing this kind of thing, so his father is not too worried about any problems with him."

"But who knew that on the night before the snowstorm, Sanger, who happened to be gathering medicine on the edge of the cliff, was accidentally killed by me because of an accidental mistake I was going to patrol the surrounding environment. , and when his father found his body, Sanger was lying in the snow covered in blood...he was not breathing."

"This incident made me struggle. I didn't know Sanger at the time, and I didn't even know what this poor child looked like, but I deeply realized that I, as a protector of human beings, failed to do my best. I felt the sadness of responsibility, so at that time, I was used to being impulsive and conceited, and I used the origin to open the entrance to another world without telling anyone, and found Sanger's soul back and quietly sent it back to his father. side."

"...I thought that what I did was perfect, but I didn't know that everything that happened to me at that time was actually induced by Tai Sui, who had been staying in Gang Rinpoche, to induce me to happen. At that time, I was already a young man. He didn't bother Sanger anymore, he just used this incident as an excuse to rescue the person sitting next to you from me very smoothly, and then looked at me in a state of embarrassment and smiled and said something like this The remarks."

"He said, Ram, did you cry too? I cried badly at the beginning too, now you understand how I feel? But I haven't calmed down yet, because I've had enough of this Anyone can humiliate me, bully me, and eat up my days. Now I want to leave here temporarily to punish other people who have done bad things and haven't paid the price. When I appear here again, I promise to let you It is [-] times more painful than it is now, let you kneel in front of me, cry and kowtow to me, begging for mercy, do you believe it?"

After saying this, Phoenix's eyes were already blood red. It is very difficult for a naturally proud woman to have the courage to admit the mistakes she made in the past. All the strength in her body was gone.

But she was at fault at the beginning, and she had nothing to say, but thinking of the disease outside that seemed to be on the verge of desperation because of Tai Sui's resentment, the beautiful phoenix just blinked at Wenying and smiled with difficulty. smiled and said,

"Young and powerful tree, I feel that you are very different from me and Tai Sui. You are the one who really has the ability to change all this. My husband is lying in it now. I let him fall asleep temporarily. Today In the evening, I will personally send him back to the place where he should go, and then I will personally wait here for Tai Sui to come over, and wait for him to kill me."

"From the moment of my official death, the phoenix named Cidan Ram will no longer exist, and my youngest daughter Martha will inherit the origin coordinates and the title of phoenix from me, carrying all the sky in Pulan County The family joins the next battle. I, a stupid and selfish person, have made many mistakes in my life, so I have to pay back now. I only hope that you can take my innocent little daughter and get out of here as soon as possible. Then help all the creatures on the ground, in the sky, and in the sea to stop Tai Sui...the endless atrocities...please."

Recalling this, it seemed as if everything had come to an end. Zidan Ram, who ended her husband’s life again and had to pay the price of his life, finally flew into the sky without hesitation, and left his reluctant little daughter and her husband without looking back. The clansmen, but hearing the voice of Wang Huisheng talking to himself vaguely in his ears, Wen Ying didn't seem to be in a good mood, only frowned slightly and asked a question.

"what?"

"I said... then... what about your lover, Wen Ying, have you thought about what he should do in the future?"

This question is like a sharp knife, it almost bleeds Wen Ying's heart that should have been frozen, but he suppresses the feeling of being out of breath that is so bitter that it is almost painful, and slowly closes his eyes , Wen Ying, who held the Tibetan silver ring tightly in his hand, just said in a tone that even he himself did not expect to be so numb,

"He told me before that as long as I don't let him down in this life, he won't let me down. Now that I've let him down, I hope he can fulfill what he said. Now I just hope that even if he hates me, And don't deceive him like this because of me, and let the person who abandoned him shed a tear, come out as soon as you can, and forget about me quickly."

……

"My God! Mr. Jiang! Lao Zhao! Come and see! Most of the plant coordinates on the entire mountainside really moved! They are trying to leave here! We have no calculation errors! No experiment failures! We really succeeded this time Oh my god I'm going crazy!"

The sound of cheers erupted in the mountains and forests. Cao Kongming, who looked similar to a golden-haired orangutan, hit his puffed lips with his hands, and after making a series of funny screams, Zhao Mingfu and Jiang Shanglu behind him couldn't help laughing. up.

However, it is understandable that this kind of excitement almost out of control, after all, whoever put in so much effort to achieve such a very significant thing will also be very excited.

After receiving the measuring instrument that Cao Kongming threw over, Jiang Shanglu raised his mouth and looked at it carefully. Jiang Shanglu, whose complexion has been improving towards a healthy and normal direction recently, narrowed his eyes and looked around, and smiled thoughtfully. open the mouth,

"Before the rain falls, these plants that usually don't like to make a sound will make some big moves. In the past few days, we can continue the previous energy operation. You two have worked hard this time. I will contact the Yamashita Military Headquarters." Everyone, let’s start formally preparing to evacuate this Tibetan temple.”

"Okay! Mr. Jiang, Lao Zhao, everyone has worked hard! Let's go back! It's too cold here haha! I want to go back and show off with the cute little Taozi! The golden retriever brother is so handsome today!"

When Cao Kongming said this, he wanted to come up to embrace Jiang Shanglu and Lao Zhao's shoulders like two good brothers, but Lao Zhao knocked him on the head from behind angrily, and then laughed and scolded you, don't rush to Brother Jiang and me. Big or small, and seeing that they were obviously in a good mood, obviously thinking about something, Jiang Shanglu just shook his head and smiled helplessly, then raised his eyebrows and said,

"You guys go back first, I'll go to the front to have a look, and I'll go back by myself in a while."

"...Hey, okay, Mr. Jiang, please pay attention to safety."

It's not too far from the Tibetan temple, and on the premise that there are no dangerous wild animals around, Cao Kongming and Lao Zhao are not too worried that Jiang Shanglu, an adult man, will have any problems.

And smiled and waved his hand to indicate that he was fine, so he separated from them and walked in front alone. Jiang Shanglu, who wanted to smoke a cigarette, withdrew his hand when he thought that there were not many trees nearby, and then walked a few steps forward before arriving. A mulberry tree that is actually quite rare in the geographical environment of Tibetan areas.

On the surface, this mulberry tree is actually quite ordinary. Except for the fact that it may be older, it seems that there is nothing unusual about it. However, after several days of coordinate surveys, Jiang Shanglu found that this mulberry tree is actually the only one in the vicinity. A tree that has stayed where it is, hardly moving a step.

After repeatedly confirming that there was no problem with his calculation, Jiang Shanglu, who was puzzled, still got the answer from Hutuktu.

"If it's the only mulberry tree on the mountainside, it's actually very understandable... It's not that the old guy is too old to walk, and it's not that he didn't hear what you told him, but he might not want to let's go."

"why?"

Jiang Shanglu's curious smiling eyes made Hutuktu, who was boiling sugar water for him, smile. He has lived in the mountains for a hundred years, so he knows a lot, and he also understands the silent and deep thoughts of life forms like trees. Looking at the distant sky with his distant eyes, the old lama lowered his head and said with a chuckle,

"Love is not something that only higher creatures can comprehend. Trees that cannot speak or express their emotions actually have their own world and thoughts. 100 years ago, on the mountainside of Kailash Rinpoche, there was no Not only that one mulberry tree, but another one survived. The distance between that tree and the current old mulberry tree is actually not very close, about two arms width apart, so I didn’t notice the gap between them and other trees at that time. Any different relationship."

"But one winter, there was a sudden heavy snowfall on the mountain. The mulberry tree closer to the cliff was frozen to death, and its branches were all crushed by the heavy snow. I was a young novice at that time, in order to light a fire for my old master to keep warm. I went to the cliff on foot and cut down the dead mulberry tree, but when I removed the roots under the snow, I found that its roots were actually connected to another nearby mulberry tree."

"I couldn't understand what was going on, so I asked the last Zen master who died in this Tibetan temple with doubts in my heart, and the old lama told me this sentence after being silent for a while... "

"Your eyes cannot see these two trees embracing each other, nor can your ears hear these two trees speaking of love, but their roots are tightly intertwined, which shows that there is an unwillingness between them. The love discovered by the world, one of them is dead now, and the other mulberry tree will never leave here for the rest of its life. This is the love bestowed by the world of mortals. , after all... will find their own home."