Wei Qi's Confession

The sky is gray and has been drizzling since morning.The autumn rain was slightly cool, and the passers-by on the road wrapped their thin shirts tightly and passed by the Li family's villa with colorful umbrellas.

Li Shixiu just came home from school, shook his feet, and took off his wet sports jacket.His bicycle had been sent back by Wei Qi, but he kept it there and never rode it again.Mother Chen also helped to greet her precious mount. Li Shixiu leaned against the window and still refused to see anyone.

'Xiuxiu, are you back? '

'Well, Dad, you left work early this morning? '

'The company is fine, so I came back directly.Yesterday your Uncle Wei asked me why you didn't go to his house to play..." Father Li was reading the newspaper with his legs crossed, shaking off the cigarette ash from his hand, and pressing the cigarette butt into the ashtray.

'Li Rui, can you stop smoking at home?If you do this again, you won't come back tomorrow! 'Mother Chen has complained countless times about this. Today, the helper hired by the family has to ask for leave. She cooks by herself, and she can't tolerate the other party's swaggering behavior.

'Oh, I'm dead. '

Chen's mother gave him a sideways glance, and saw that her son's clothes were wet, so she hurriedly asked someone to go upstairs to change, "Xiuxiu, don't stand there, it's easier to catch a cold when the season changes, and if you get sick, how uncomfortable it is..."

'Mom, I know. After finishing speaking, regardless of the two people's sarcasm, he walked up with long legs.

Li Shixiu stood in front of the washbasin, picked up the hair dryer and carefully fiddled with his hair.The face of the person in the mirror was a little pale, and the eyebrows and eyelashes were even thicker and darker.There is a bookish look between his brows, and when he has a straight face, he looks like an ancient teacher, rigorous and upright.He touched his cheek with his hand, thinking that he seemed to have lost weight.

After dinner, Li Shixiu went to the study to write as usual.I raised my eyes and forgot to look out the window, the light rain was still falling, dripping on my heart in the dark and silent night, as if I was lonely and lonely.

He wrote Huang Luzhi's running script "Xue Han Tie". Although Huang Tingjian's poems are not as famous as Su Dongpo's, he is indeed a famous calligrapher.His calligraphy is thin and new, his posture is changeable, and he has his own personality.Li Shixiu did not imitate the calligraphy of the valley since he was a child, but he also started from Wang Xizhi.Wei Qi entered the Children's Palace with him, but he was the only one who persisted.He really likes the selfless feeling when writing calligraphy, especially when the pen is written smoothly. When he strokes down, there will be a wordless calm in his heart, and even the sound of the wind will fall into silence.

Ting Jian nodded his head and accepted the edict. He had tasted this a long time ago and waited for a long time. Why didn't he come.

Xue Han, is An Sheng?I'm giving away the big axis, but don't show it to others, or if you don't understand the meaning, ask for it. Carpenter Shi will be trapped if he chops his nose.

Ting Jian...

Chen's mother's voice came from outside the window, with obvious Wu Nong's soft language.Li Shixiu stopped writing and walked to the window unintentionally.

He saw Chen's mother holding an umbrella printed with orchid patterns, and shouting as she hurriedly walked: 'Oh!Wei Qi, you child...'

Li Shixiu looked down with a sullen face, but the other party's face was hidden in the darkness, and only a tall figure could be seen by the weak light.He didn't hold an umbrella, he was wearing a pullover sweater, and he seemed to be trembling.

'It's so cold here, can you go inside with your aunt?You children, you always quarrel, you can’t do this..." Mother Chen’s voice was very anxious. She watched Wei Qi grow up, and he is a son just like Xiuxiu. What if he gets sick and has a fever.

"Auntie, no..." Li Shixiu could only hear some words vaguely, he sat back on the chair irritably, and continued writing calmly:

…….obeisance.Uncle Ming's home in the same year.

'Knock knock. There was a knock on the door, "Are you still writing?" '

'Dad, you come in. Li Shixiu's last stroke was a bit messy, even abrupt.

Father Li walked in slowly, with a smile on his face: "The heart is restless, the brushwork is vain, and the structure is chaotic."There is no sense of quaintness...'

'Dad, I know. Li Shixiu cried and laughed in his heart, this is indeed the worst article he wrote.

'I don't understand the world of you young people. If you have problems, you must solve them properly. '

'I... Anyway, we don't have a day or two. '

'Haha, Wei Qi always apologizes first when you quarrel, you! Father Li went to the window, "You can solve your own affairs by yourself. We don't understand it, so we don't interfere. However, this weather, one autumn rain and one cold. '

Li Shixiu bit his lips tightly, that was his own business, he thought I would compromise? !

Father Chen turned around, picked up the "Xuehan Post" that Li Shixiu had just written, and said slowly, "Xuehan, is An Sheng?"Wei Qi, you are a good boy, even if there are some deviant behaviors, you shouldn't just run away like this. '

Li Shixiu was silent and did not answer, but clenched his hand tightly.

Father Li glanced at his son, but did not continue to persuade him.Just about to go out, Li Shixiu said calmly, "I'll call Aunt Ye later, I don't want to see him yet." '

"Well, okay, but Lao Wei seems to say that they went back to their hometown for a wedding."

'...'Then let him freeze to death.

Unable to write, Li Shixiu went back to his room and lay down.Suddenly seeing a photo of two people with arms crossed and laughing on the table, he got up and picked up the photo frame, intending to remove the photo from the frame without hesitation.

This was taken when Wei Qi won the city's youth swimming championship that year.Later, Wei Qi gave him this photo frame, with the warm smiling faces of the two embedded in it.

During that time, in order to help Wei Qi win the game, Li Shixiu would practice with him every day.Although he can't keep up with the opponent in speed and physical strength, he has good patience.Wei Qi was a little irritable in the face of the pressure of the game. He often remained silent by himself, and he didn't have a good face towards the coach.He knew in his heart that Wei Qi had a bad mentality, so it was a bit difficult to do freestyle training with him every day, but fortunately he persisted.

After three months of special training, he has grown a lot taller, and the muscles of his arms and legs have also become stronger.Wei Qi changed even more, and his height grew rapidly. Because of his rapid growth, he was as thin as a monkey, but his bones were very hard. Once he accidentally kicked him, and he was bruised for several days.

On the day of the game, he was so excited.Although I didn't participate, I could feel the tense and warm atmosphere at the scene.With a short blow from the referee, the ten teenagers strenuously moved forward along their respective swimming lanes.He cheered fiercely on the stage, his voice almost broke.The 50-meter freestyle is all about speed. Wei Qi swims like a live fish in the water.

When Wei Qi's name was displayed on the screen, he remembered that he was crying and laughing like a madman in the audience, but fortunately, the people around were also very excited, and he didn't look weird.Wei Qi waved at him, his eyes seemed to be shining, and he said something to him silently, but he didn't hear it.

When it was finally removed, Li Shixiu's fingertips hurt a little.I took a look at the photo and found that it was a little yellowed.He turned the photo over and suddenly opened his eyes wide.

Written crookedly in ballpoint pen: 'Ididitforyou'

---------I did it for you.

Wei Qi, that's what you fucking want to say!Li Shixiu smashed the photo frame in his hand angrily, and the suffocation in his heart made him rush downstairs.

Picking up the long umbrella by the door, he walked out with a cold face.

The night rain was bleak, and as soon as the cold wind passed, Leng Qinqin got into her clothes.A person stood under the light, staring stubbornly ahead.The maroon sweater seemed to be soaked through, and the shoes were covered with mud and water stains, and the original color could no longer be seen clearly.Wei Qi's lips were pale, but his deep eyes were burning hot. He stared at the front, not letting go of every expression of the other party.Maybe that was enough for him.

Seeing his appearance, Li Shixiu's eyes were filled with icy scum, wishing to poke holes all over his body.It's too late, does he think he's putting on a drama of misery? !Where the hell did you come from as a tragic heroine, so cold, did the director add your chicken legs, mentally retarded!

He stared at Wei Qi bitterly, and moved the umbrella over forcefully.He said in a cold voice, "Wei Qi, your methods are on the rise!" '

'Are you not angry anymore? 'The other party's voice was a little hoarse.

Li Shixiu glanced at him, wondering which of your eyes is not angry when you see me. 'I can't give you what you want. '

'Why? 'He seemed to feel that the other party was choking up.

'Why should I be a pervert. Li Shixiu didn't want to give the other party hope.

"Don't say it, don't say it anymore..." Wei Qi closed his eyes, and he saw the other party's painful expression again.

'Wei Qi,...this road is not as simple as you think. Li Shixiu calmed down, "You are only 19 years old, some words are just impulsive." '

Wei Qi was a little excited. He grabbed the other party with his big cold hands, and said in a hoarse voice: "I have known that you are different since I was ten years old."I followed you like a fool, afraid that you would get angry and ignore me.I can't remember how many times I woke up in the middle of the night and told myself you weren't gone yet.I'm jealous of everyone around you, I hate sharing you with them, even... I pray that you will find out one day, but I'm so afraid of you leaving.I was impulsive that day, but I really.....'

'enough! Li Shixiu interrupted the other party, he didn't want to listen.

' Not enough, not enough at all.Now that I've said it, there's no need to hide it anymore. He held Li Shixiu's shoulders with his strong arms, and looked deeply into the other's eyes, "In this world, no one knows you better than me.Once I back down, you will leave me forever. '

Li Shixiu clenched the handle of the umbrella tightly in his hand, unable to catch his breath.This kind of Wei Qi gave him too much oppression, he stared at the food in his hand like a wolf, and had a strong desire for monopoly. Once someone invaded his territory, he would attack and tear the enemy's blood all over the ground.

The cold night wind blows towards him head-on, listening to the tick-tock of raindrops on the umbrella.He felt that the chills were slowly eroding his warm body, and the skin on his face was icy cold, and he shivered inadvertently. Li Shixiu looked at the other party, speechless.

'I like you, I love you, from beginning to end. '

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