[Football] If I love you

In the middle of the night, Lin Muqing dragged his tired body home, but unexpectedly saw Zheng Haowen at the door of the house.He no longer has the style of the past. The former idol king, now stands at the door of her house with an unshaven beard and disheveled hair. When he saw her, his eyes were a little cramped.Thinking of what happened to him recently, Lin Muqing couldn't bear it.Even if the love ceased to exist now, and they finally got to know each other, she couldn't bear to see him like this.

Inviting him into the room, the two sat at both ends of the sofa, Lin Muqing was holding a cup of hot tea and sipping it.Zheng Haowen didn't ask, so she didn't ask.After about 10 minutes, Zheng Haowen finally spoke. "Mumu, I'm divorced, and my daughter is gone."

His voice was very hoarse, revealing the extreme sadness in his heart.Lin Muqing looked at him in shock, and couldn't believe his words, so she asked him, "What do you mean 'the girl is gone'?" Zheng Haowen closed her eyes, and a line of tears rolled down the corner of her eyes.Having known each other for so many years, Lin Muqing has never seen Zheng Haowen cry outside the play, these two lines of tears are the answer to the question just now.

"Last month, I went out to discuss a new play with director Deng, so I asked Kexin to take the child to see a doctor. You know, Nanniu has a heart problem. But she didn't go, she said she didn't want her child to see the doctor you introduced , don’t let me have any further contact with you. When I got home, the child was crying a lot. She was probably impatient with the child’s crying. She held the child’s creaking nest and kept shaking it. She Shaking, shaking, the baby kept crying, crying. When I sent the baby to the hospital, the doctor said it was too late. The baby stayed in the hospital for one night, and left at dawn the next day .”

Lin Muqing couldn't imagine the pain in Zheng Haowen's heart when he said these words.He liked children very much, and she had known from a long time ago that he liked children very much.In the past, he always said that he would have a lot of children, and it would be best to make up a football team.Lin Muqing said, this is an overbirth, and she will be fined.He said that when the time comes, they immigrate together, so it doesn't matter.After he had his own daughter, he must love him very much.When I saw their father and daughter in the hospital, I saw it.If the child leaves in front of him, it will probably become a scar and shadow for his whole life.

He wept with his head down, and Lin Muqing was also very sad.Regardless of the parents of that child, the child is innocent.The little girl she saw was a beautiful and lovely child who had inherited all the advantages of her parents' appearance. If she grew up, she would definitely be a beauty.It is a pity that this child has no chance to grow up.

"Is the funeral settled?" At this moment, Lin Muqing could no longer refuse him thousands of miles away.

Zheng Haowen nodded and said: "It's done, I've been dealing with this matter for the past few days. I brought her back to my hometown, you know, I always wanted to take my child back to see how I grew up. Great place. Actually, I have always wanted to take you there too. I have been thinking about it before, but I have been holding back. I want to wait until we get married before taking you back. Unexpectedly... Unexpectedly, it has become forever Things that I can’t even do. The same is true for my daughter. I want to wait until she is a little older before taking her there, but it has become something that I will never be able to do. I betrayed you for the sake of my child. In the end, I lost you and my child I think this is probably God's punishment for me, why did I treat you like that. But she didn't do anything wrong, everything was my fault, why did I let my daughter go away like this. She hasn't Before she had time to appreciate the beauty of this world, she didn't even have time to eat a piece of candy..."

"Don't say it, Haowen, don't say it anymore. I know you are very sad, don't say it anymore."

Zheng Haowen looked up at her with tears in his eyes, which made Lin Muqing's heart tense.He asked, "Can I hug you?" Lin Muqing nodded. At this time, no matter what request he made, she would agree.Zheng Haowen hugged her, and cried on her shoulder, like a child separated from his parents.He said: "Mumu, I'm not good, I'm not good, if you hate me, I can understand."

Lin Muqing patted his back gently, like a mother.She said: "I don't hate you, Haowen, I don't hate you now. My daughter won't blame you either, you used to be a good boyfriend and a good father."

"But that was just once. I hurt you and my child."

Zheng Haowen confessed to her and repeatedly said "I'm sorry" to her.Then, he asked her: "Do you love Neymar? Are you with him to get revenge on me, or do you really like him?"

Lin Muqing was taken aback, she didn't expect that he would ask this question at this time.She replied: "The reason why I agreed to fall in love with him at the beginning was not because I loved him so much, but it was definitely not to take revenge on you. Zheng Haowen, I never thought of taking revenge on you. He has been very good to me. Realized that now, it has always been. The reason why I agreed to him was because I was moved. He treated me better than you. Then, I don’t know when it started, but his weight in my heart became heavier and heavier. I I love him very much now, more than I loved you at the beginning. Haowen, don’t feel that you owe me any more, you let me have the happiness I have now, you don’t have to apologize for it anymore.”

Zheng Haowen let her go, took two deep breaths, and said: "I would rather you still blame me and hate me, so that at least it can prove that I still have a chance. However, this is fine now, at least I know you are doing well .Even if my life is a mess, as long as you are doing well, I have a little comfort."

"Mumu, thank you for letting me into your house, thank you for saying these things to me. I think it's time for us to say goodbye. In the future, no matter whether we can meet again or not, To be friends, I hope you can live a happy life.”

He got up to leave, Lin Muqing stood at the door with mixed feelings in his heart.She made an international call. At this time, she suddenly missed Neymar and wanted to hear her voice.

"Honey, are you awake, or just woke up?"

Neymar's voice was very brisk, in stark contrast to Zheng Haowen's just now.

Lin Muqing pursed her lips and smiled. She only noticed now that the sky was already dawn, and it was indeed not too far before the time for her to wake up.She said: "Zheng Haowen just walked away from me."

As she expected, the people over there immediately became excited and asked, "Why is he here with you? What did he do? What did you do?"

Lin Muqing smiled and said, "It's so late, what do you think he and I will do?"

Neymar suddenly laughed and said, "If you really have something, you wouldn't call me to tell me! Mu Qing, I still have this IQ!"

His cheerful laughter spread from Brazil to her.Lin Muqing made a promise to Zheng Haowen in her heart, she will be very happy, very happy!