[Football] If I love you

In relationships, women always seem to deal with the underdog.Of course, such a view may be a bit biased, but at least in the relationship between Lin Muqing and Zheng Haowen, she is in a passive and weak position.She is such a proud person, before breaking up with Zheng Haowen, she never thought that she would be so hard to beg a cheating person.

Lin Muqing will never forget that night in March, she happily returned to Zheng Haowen's home, but there was another woman waiting for her.She also has some impressions of that woman. She has been in the industry for many years, and she has always been half-red and not purple. She played her sister in a certain play before.A woman's sixth sense is always accurate. After the woman left, Lin Muqing asked Zheng Haowen who that person was. Zheng Haowen didn't hide it, and said bluntly that he had already cheated and had been with that woman for almost two months.

What does it feel like to have your beliefs collapsed all this time?The world is spinning, I just feel that the whole world is dark, and I can't see any hope.Lin Muqing has always firmly believed in her relationship with Zheng Haowen, and she has always believed that she will become Mrs. Zheng.She never thought that one day Zheng Haowen would fall in love with someone else and would not want her.

Lin Muqing thought that she would slap Zheng Haowen severely, and then leave proudly, which was in line with her Lin Muqing's character.However, she didn't slap Zheng Haowen, on the contrary, she stepped forward and hugged Zheng Haowen tightly, begging in a low voice: "Haowen, I'll just pretend I didn't see it today, and pretend I don't know, you broke up with her, okay?" ?" When she said this, Lin Muqing was still very confident that Zheng Haowen would definitely agree to her request, because she believed that Zheng Haowen loved her and would cherish her.However, Zheng Haowen pushed her away.

People always say that TV comes from life.That's why life is as bloody as a TV series.When Zheng Haowen said that the woman was pregnant, Lin Muqing suddenly found it ridiculous.She has always disdained to accept such bloody scripts, saying that the scriptwriters are unreliable.It seems that she really misunderstood others, look, how realistic!

Just two days before Lin Muqing boarded the plane, the media reported that Zheng Haowen's company had issued an announcement that Zheng Haowen would marry Deng Siqi at the end of this month.While congratulating Zheng Haowen, the whole of China is waiting to see Lin Muqing's joke.At that time, he said brazenly, "Who else could he marry besides me", and the words were still in his ears, but he really married someone else.The media wanted to interview her, but the people who couldn't find her were still playing the videos of their years of love and analyzing their love.

Looking at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, Lin Muqing really wanted to smash the window open and jump out of it.She still can't figure out why Zheng Haowen fell in love with someone else.They were still fine on Valentine's Day, Zheng Haowen was still hugging her to watch the fireworks, saying "I love you" in her ear.At that time, how could he have gotten close to others?

After getting off the plane, Lin Muqing told herself that when she goes back, she must be the proud Lin Muqing, if she can afford it, she should let it go.

Spain, a country full of literary and artistic atmosphere, is the place she has always longed for.She once said that she would hold a wedding in the church here, and Zheng Haowen had even chosen a location, and it seemed a logical thing for the two of them to get married.However, the church is still there, but he is already going to marry another woman.

Shaking her head, Lin Muqing didn't let herself think about Zheng Haowen anymore, she came here to forget him.At the place where she had promised to come together, she could still come alone, and she could still find her happiness and self-confidence in this city.She, Lin Muqing, is a very adaptable person, and she can quickly adapt to the life without Zheng Haowen.This is the expectation and goal she gave herself.

After a short rest at the hotel, Lin Muqing went to the place she had promised to go to when she was old - Holy Family Church of the Atonement.Zheng Haowen once said that when the church is completed, they will come here to visit together.By that time, they will all be elderly, gray-haired, leaning on each other, going through the craziest moment of life together, and then becoming ordinary, traveling to every corner of the world hand in hand.

He set up his sunglasses, covered his melancholy eyes, and walked alone to the place where he once promised to travel hand in hand.Although it has not been trimmed yet, the church is still magnificent. Standing in front of these buildings made Lin Muqing realize the insignificance of human beings.In the face of many things, people are small and helpless, and there is no way to change the development of things.Just like Zheng Haowen's departure, she can't change it, the only thing she can do is to make herself not miss him so much.

Lin Muqing is a person who can be cruel to herself, and she rarely uses doubles in filming scenes.This time, in order to make herself let go of Zheng Haowen as soon as possible, she chose to browse alone the scenery that the two agreed to see together.This is undoubtedly pouring potion on his wound mercilessly. After the pain is so painful, the wound can heal.It's just that only she knows how painful this process is.

After leaving the Sagrada Familia, she didn't feel any relief, but made her heart sadder.When tears flowed from under the sunglasses, she reached out to wipe them away, but she couldn't wipe them away.She hated herself for not living up to expectations, hated herself for being so nostalgic for a man who no longer wanted her.

Lin Muqing is not a drinker, but when she is sad, she only thinks about alcohol.In this strange city, it seems that only alcohol is familiar to her and can comfort her.

A woman like Lin Muqing still attracts attention even in Spain, which is far away from China.She doesn't need her popularity in China, her appearance alone is enough to amaze others.When such a beautiful woman appeared in the bar, she would naturally become everyone's focus immediately.She had long been used to such gazes, so she went straight to the bar, ordered whiskey, and drank it without hesitation.

This is the advantage of being abroad. She doesn't have to hide herself, she can do what she wants to do without any scruples, and she doesn't have to worry about whether it will be in the headlines again tomorrow.She poured the wine into her mouth bottle after bottle, thinking of nothing, just wanting to let the alcohol paralyze herself quickly.She is really suffering now, so uncomfortable that she is about to die!She couldn't let go, she just couldn't let go of that hateful man.

Neymar didn't dare to think about what the consequences would have been if he hadn't gone to that bar with Alves that day.

Lin Muqing was already drunk, and there were several men sitting beside her, talking to her all the time, with their hands wandering restlessly on her body.Although she was drunk, she was still resisting, speaking harsh words to those men in English.It's just that these words don't have any weight at all. A beautiful woman who is so drunk that she can hardly stand still can't make a man feel intimidated by anything she says.

When Neymar saw her, he was startled, he never expected to meet Lin Muqing here.Then, she ran over desperately and pushed the man who was holding her waist to the ground.Seeing this, several other men were about to surround him and fight with him, protecting Lin Muqing with one hand, and getting entangled with these men.Outnumbered, he quickly fell into a disadvantage, and Alves came to help, but it didn't work.They didn't stop until someone recognized them and called out their names.He ignored the contemptuous words from those people's mouths, and hurriedly led Lin Muqing out of there.

Lin Muqing's consciousness has been blurred for a long time. She felt that someone was hugging her, slapped Neymar on the face, and said viciously: "You bastard, don't touch me!" Neymar looked helplessly at this drunk woman and said: "Hey, look at me, do you still know me?" Lin Muqing barely opened her eyes, stared at Neymar for a few seconds, blinked, continued to stare, then pointed to his nose and asked him: "Hey, Neymar? Why are you here?" Neymar said as he stuffed her into the car with difficulty: "If I'm not here, you're really finished. Why did you come to this place alone? drink wine?"

Lin Muqing blinked her eyes and thought for a while, and when Neymar also got into the car, she had already shed tears. "Hey, why did I come to Spain alone? Why? Hey, Neymar, you know? My ex-boyfriend is getting married! Just a few months ago, he said he loved me, we agreed He is going to come here to get married. Then, hehe, he is going to marry someone else now! I, Lin Muqing, hehe, I was dumped, don’t want me, he doesn’t want me anymore!”

Lin Muqing shed tears, repeating the phrase "he doesn't want me anymore".Neymar felt that his heart was being grabbed by someone, and the pain was unbearable. He hugged her into his arms and patted her on the back one after another, just like coaxing Luca to sleep.

Lin Muqing moved her body, pushed him away, turned around in a hurry, and vomited all the residue in her stomach into Alves' car with a "vomit".Neymar didn't have time to care about Alves' screams, and took off his T-shirt to wipe her mouth.After vomiting, Lin Muqing calmed down a lot, leaned weakly in Neymar's arms, and fell asleep with her eyes closed.Neymar didn't know where she lived, so he had to take her to Alves' house, where Alves' wife changed her clothes and put her to sleep.

When Neymar went in to see her, Lin Muqing had already changed back to her original appearance, wearing cotton pajamas and sleeping soundly.He gently stroked her face, and whispered in his native language: "I won't make you cry again." Her tears just now were like stones hitting his heart, which made his heart ache.He thought that he really fell in love with this girl whom he had only met a few times.