[Football] If I love you

"En" Lin Muqing's gentle voice, to Neymar at this time, is a hymn from heaven.He has fantasized about being intimate with Lin Muqing many times, and has been looking forward to it, but he always looks forward and backward, not daring to cross the threshold easily.He waited cautiously until this day finally arrived.He was as devout as if he was worshiping in a church, and every movement was cautious.

She has been in love for nearly three months, and Lin Muqing is willing to do anything for Neymar, always wanting to do something for him, to repay the love he gave her.However, she never thought about having sex with him, not because she didn't want to, but because she didn't think about it at all.When the atmosphere came, at the last moment, he was still willing to stop to get her permission. That alone was enough to make her nod, wasn't it?

After the passion, Lin Muqing lay on Neymar's chest, panting with her mouth slightly open.Neymar is also breathing heavily, his well-defined chest rises and falls, and his heart beats much faster than usual.Through his inconspicuous chest muscles, he could hear the beating sound of his heart "thumping".She knew that there was her in this violently beating heart, but she didn't know if her father had herself and her mother in his heart.

"What are you thinking about?" Neymar's hand shuttled between her hair. Her hair grew fast, and now it has reached her neck, and her soft hair is against his chest.He had heard a saying that people with soft hair had a soft personality and a good temper.Lin Muqing's temper is indeed good, but her personality is not soft.She is actually a very stubborn person, and the things she believes are difficult to change. This was the case with Zheng Haowen in the past, and it is the same with her father's matter now.

Lin Muqing pursed her lips and told him the doubts in her heart: "I was thinking, should I talk to my father calmly to understand his thoughts?" Ever since she was a child, she had hardly talked to her father for more than 10 minutes passed.Either she made her father livid with anger and kicked her out, or she was heartbroken by what her father said and ran out of the room.She just blamed her father blindly in her heart, but never tried to understand him.She always thought that her father didn't love and didn't care about herself and her mother, but now, she was confused.Perhaps, she really should get to know her father better.

Neymar kissed her forehead tenderly and encouraged: "Go, I will accompany you."

At noon that day, Lin Muqing asked Lin Zhenyang to have dinner at a hotel near his company.The last time father and daughter sat together for dinner was six years ago. At that time, Lin Muqing hadn't debuted yet.Neymar did not sit with Lin Muqing, he chose to wait in the box next to him, so that the father and daughter could spend some time alone.

When Lin Muqing saw Lin Zhenyang, she was not as hostile as last time, and first called "Dad" obediently.Lin Zhenyang also lost the strong indifference of last time, he said "hmm" and told her to take a seat.All the dishes were ordered by Lin Muqing. Even though she hasn't eaten together for so many years, she still remembers her father's taste, and also remembers that his father has cholesterol and cannot eat eggs.No matter how much she resented her father, she still cared about him in her heart.

"Dad, have you taken action to prevent the media from digging up about my mother?" Lin Muqing hesitated for a long time, but still asked the question in his heart.

Lin Zhenyang still just said "um" expressionlessly, without any unnecessary explanation, but it made Lin Muqing's heart that had been cold because of his father for so many years instantly warmed up.

Lin Muqing picked up the wine glass in hand, stood up, and said, "Dad, I thank you on behalf of mother." Her tone was full of sincerity, because it came from the heart without any force.

Although Lin Zhenyang clinked glasses with her and drank all the wine in the glass, he did not accept Lin Muqing's thanks.He said: "Your mother is my partner, you don't need to thank me for her, it is my responsibility to protect her."

These words brought Lin Muqing not only moved, but also doubts and dissatisfaction.Some memories of her childhood flooded into her heart, making her feel sore, and she finally asked the question that had been buried in her heart for so many years: "Then when the aunt insulted my mother and even beat us mother and daughter, why didn't you Stand up and protect her?"

Lin Zhenyang glanced at her, then looked sideways at the scenery outside the window, and was silent for a long time. Lin Muqing also looked at him in silence, waiting patiently for his answer.After a long time, he said: "Because your aunt is also my partner. Even though she is not the one I love, she is the woman I promised to protect her for the rest of my life. Because of your mother, in many things I have I'm sorry for her..."

"So you just watched my mother being forced to death by her, didn't you?" Lin Muqing didn't wait for Lin Zhenyang to finish speaking. He promised in public that he would protect that woman for the rest of her life, and her mother was an unsightly third party who was taken care of by him. , so he had to bear the humiliation of the woman who was the original wife, until he paid his life for it.What's the point?If you really want to protect that woman for the rest of your life, you shouldn't have had a relationship with her mother in the first place, let alone give birth to her, a scoundrel!It was Lin Zhenyang who did the wrong thing, and it was Lin Zhenyang who was sorry for that woman. Why should her mother pay with her life for his mistakes?Is it just because my mother loves this selfish and ruthless man who is full of responsibilities and obligations?

Lin Zhenyang seemed to want to explain something, moved his mouth, but in the end he still didn't say those words.He only said: "You were still young at that time, and you didn't know many things."

Lin Muqing's emotions were on the verge of collapse. She still couldn't understand her father's behavior, and why she was treated so poorly as his woman. "I don't know, I don't know why you are so ruthless to my mother, why can you be so disregarded to our mother and daughter? My mother and I were bullied by her to such an extent that you can not say a word? You are responsible You want to protect her, but why do you want us to compromise? We are also the ones you should protect, but why can’t we get the protection we deserve? Now I don’t ask you to protect me anymore, I only hope that I can get out of your world in the future Disappeared, and I will never have any contact with you. Please let my mother keep quiet, and don't bother me and my mother again. "

This time, she was still the one who rushed out, and she still didn't get reconciliation.She found that even though her father really did something for her mother, it was still that woman who he defended most in his heart.In his opinion, both he and his mother had to pay the price for his infidelity to that woman.If it was that woman who wanted to disturb the mother's peace, or even dig her grave, the father would probably still sit idly by, right?In this case, is it necessary for her to reconcile with her father?