[Football] If I love you

Lin Muqing doesn't plan to stay in Barcelona anymore, this place is full of her and Zheng Haowen's past visions for the future.Every building that ever appeared in their imagination made her feel heartbroken.She finally gave up and stopped forcing herself to face reality in such a cruel way.Another reason, she admits, is that Neymar really had an influence on her.Now she just wants to find a place where no one knows her, and lick her wound quietly by herself.

Before leaving, Lin Muqing wanted to thank Suzanne and Alves. After all, others had helped her, so she should say goodbye to others before leaving.Just when she was about to call Suzanne, the other party called her tacitly and invited her to the party.Although she didn't want to meet Neymar again, Lin Muqing agreed.

The friends Suzanne invited were enthusiastic people. Even when she met Lin Muqing for the first time, she still acted very affectionately, just like a friend she had known for a long time.It's just that Lin Muqing is a person who recognizes new people and takes time to get acquainted. She doesn't like to deal with strangers. It's probably because of this that she has so few friends.

Neymar and some friends were playing games, and there was the sound of fighting in the game room next door.Lin Muqing was a little fortunate that Neymar didn't talk to her anymore. In the two hours since she came in, they only said "Hi".The faint disappointment in my heart was waved away by Lin Muqing.

A glass of sweet sparkling wine made Lin Muqing's mood sweeter. She seemed to like this sweet taste.Lin Muqing likes to drink, and she has a good capacity for alcohol, so she can taste the sweetness that this alcohol brings to her without any scruples.She was out of tune with the hilarious atmosphere in the room, and she walked to the balcony with a wine bottle and glass alone, and sat on the floor leaning against the railing of the balcony.Glass after glass of wine was poured into her mouth, and the scenery under the night sky became more and more beautiful. She was fascinated by it, with an intoxicated smile on the corner of her mouth.She loves the night here so much, what could be better than the view and the wine?

At the end of the game, Neymar came out of the game room, and a group of people laughed and said they wanted to get drunk.His eyes were searching for Lin Muqing, but he didn't see her in the room.Susanna pointed to the balcony, indicating that others were there.He walked over and saw her sitting alone on the balcony.She held a wine bottle in her hand, and there was not much wine left in it. It seemed that she had already drank a lot.

"I'll accompany you." He sat down beside her, Lin Muqing glanced at him sideways, did not speak, just poured the remaining liquid in the bottle into the wine glass, drank it all, shook the empty wine bottle, and smiled at him , Said: "No more!" Her mouth was slightly parted, her eyes were narrowed, and she looked silly, just like the orange-haired Garfield.He said: "I'll get the wine." There was a doting tone in his tone, I don't know if he meant it or not.

Lin Muqing leaned her head on the railing, looked at his back, and still had a silly smile on her face.When he appeared here, she felt very happy, as if what she had been looking forward to had come true.She suddenly felt that what this city brought her was not all about the regret and sadness of the past, but also gave her a comfort, at least when she was down and sad, it gave her someone who could comfort her.

Neymar returned to her with a bottle of wine and the two had a toast before speaking.Lin Muqing wiped the alcohol from the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand, smiled contentedly, and said to him, "My boyfriend, no, it's my ex, who is getting married next week. Do you know? Here, Barcelona, ​​we made an appointment before We held a wedding here. He also promised me that when the Holy Family Penitent Church is completed, we will come to see it together. By that time, he and I are already gray-haired old people, and we can support each other. Walking the streets. I've never been to Spain before and I hope he surprises me."

She had a smile on her lips, but tears in her eyes.Tears flowed down the corners of the eyes and slid across the cheeks, leaving a trace of dampness and heat.Neymar reached out to touch her face, tears wet his hands and wet his heart.He looked at her distressedly and said, "I will accompany you. I will accompany you to finish all the things he promised you, okay?"

He actually knew it. Although he didn't know the details, he knew that she had a boyfriend who had a good relationship, and he also knew that her boyfriend loved her very much.Seeing the images of them appearing together, Neymar thought, if he had known Lin Muqing earlier than Zheng Haowen, would it be him who made these intimate moves with her?Then, he will never leave her, and will not let her suffer any harm.

Lin Muqing shook her head, pressed her right hand to her heart, and said, "He has always been with me, and no one can replace him."

"So, can I go in? I don't intend to replace him, but I want to be another person who walks into your heart. I will love you instead of him. You know, the first time I saw you, I I can't help falling in love with you. Honey, I really want you, may I ask, are you willing to give me this right?" Neymar asked with sincerity, the question that has been hovering in his mind for a while.

Lin Muqing looked at him, and saw herself in tears in his eyes.Now she is no longer that lofty, perfect and proud princess, her heart is broken and she is unable to love anymore.She also has longings for the illusion put forward by Neymar, but...

"I love him, I love him so much, even if he leaves me, even if he chooses someone else, I still love him."

Lin Muqing turned her head away, she was such a strong person, she didn't want others to see herself crying miserably.She didn't want anyone to see her in such a mess, and she didn't know why, so she would tell Neymar about her thoughts.

"Please give me a chance to get him out of your heart. If you give up without even trying, I will look down on myself."

The spirit of an athlete never gives up.Lin Muqing suddenly understood why he was able to achieve such good results at such a young age, and became the football star that everyone sought after after Messi and Ronaldo.

Lin Muqing didn't know whether she nodded or shook her head in the end.She only vaguely remembered that she leaned on Neymar's shoulder and saw the blooming flowers and green trees under the night.When she closed her eyes, she felt at ease.Even though the memory of that period is not very clear when I wake up, the feeling of solidity is still there.