[Football] If I love you

The La Liga game is still in full swing, but Lin Muqing can't accompany Neymar to continue the next game. She also has her own work to complete.After returning to China, Lin Muqing began to record her new album. During the months of breaking up, she wrote two songs, one expressing the apology to her lover, and the other expressing the sadness and bitterness of breaking up with her lover .These two songs fully express the depression in her heart during that time.Without a reunion with Neymar, these two songs may never have been released.Fortunately, she and Neymar are together again, and she can use the sweet mood now to reinterpret these two slightly bitter songs.

"Empty room, lonely person, loneliness surrounds, only memories, fragmented. Turning around sadly, the person who left me, the heartache is pervasive, only that heart is left, broken. I close my eyes, and I still see you Smiling, the memory is jumping, the sweetness is spreading, I raised the corners of my mouth, and condensed. When I opened my eyes, I only saw the vacancy, which has not been filled yet."

Lin Muqing closed her eyes and sang the words she wrote.The unexamined days of the past few months came to mind. In the days without Neymar, she was like a puppet without a soul, living a life numbly, filled with thoughts every day.After experiencing it, she will never think about living such a life again, and never lose Neymar again.

"In a world without you, love is frozen, my heart is bound, my smile is confiscated, and it hurts. The station without you is empty and empty, I am faltering, my hope is buried, and I am tired. Traveling without you, the meaning is erased , the promise was lost in the past, leaving only regret and hurt. The calendar was torn off, one page after another, when will it stop?"

During that time, everything was meaningless, and while I hoped to be with him again, I felt hopeless.Even when dreaming, no matter how sweet the beginning and the process are, in the end, Neymar will always leave her.No matter how she called and how to persuade her to stay, he still left without looking back, and then disappeared, and she couldn't see his figure anymore.She frantically searched for him in the street, but couldn't find him no matter what.Sometimes I dream that she lost the things he sent, and then I can't find them no matter how hard I look for them.

Many times, Lin Muqing woke up crying, and then kept her eyes open until dawn.She wants to sleep, because Neymar can only be seen when she is asleep.But I was afraid of going to sleep again, because I had to experience the pain of losing him every time.Those days when life was worse than death really drove her crazy, and she even thought that she might have depression.Fortunately, Gu Siru found him, and he returned to her side.

That song was completed after only two recordings, which was regarded as Lin Muqing's own record.She asked the producer for a demo and sent it to Neymar when she got back.Maybe he can't understand the feelings expressed in the Chinese lyrics, but he can understand the melody and know her mood when she sings the song.

When he came home from training, Neymar was too tired to move.Turn on the computer as usual and check Lin Muqing's email.When they parted, they would send emails to each other almost every day, maybe photos or videos, just to be able to see each other and let the other party see themselves.

The audio sent by Lin Muqing is a song that has not been post-processed. It is not perfect, but it is enough to touch the hearts of the listeners.Lin Muqing's soft voice came out through the speakers, and she sang in a low voice with a slow rhythm but a little sadness.Just as Lin Muqing expected, although Neymar couldn't understand what she sang, he also knew that it was a song she sang to him, and it was a sad song.

They talked on the phone, and Neymar asked Lin Muqing: "Did you write this song yourself?" Lin Muqing said "Yes", and replied: "I wrote it when we were separated, and it probably described my mood at that time. .”

"What's it like?"

"If I were to translate it for you now, I would be shy. After the song is released, someone should translate the lyrics into English. You can read it later. What about the melody of this song? Is it good?" Where Neymar couldn't see, Lin Muqing's face was already red.

Neymar imagined her proud and shy appearance now, grinning, and said: "Honey, you didn't confess your love to me in the song, did you? If so, you will be shy too. However, I am looking forward to seeing Come on!"

Lin Muqing thinks that the albums released by Korean singers will indeed have Thanksto, and usually thank the staff who helped them make the album, as well as family members and fans.Of course, there are occasional confessions to lovers.Is Neymar looking forward to such a part on her album?She has never been in this style. Even when she is award-winning, she will not say those provocative words when she gives her acceptance speech. She can only say some official words of thanks.Even if she has a lot of gratitude to a certain person in her heart and has a lot to say to the other person, she will not say it.Her character is like this, it is difficult to change.

"Honey, you think too much. I just wrote a song based on my mood at the time. Because it is related to you, I want to listen to you at the first time, and I want to know how you feel about this song. But you I don’t understand, so it’s okay, I’ll send you the album after it’s officially released!” Neymar is good at fantasizing about Lin Muqing’s confession to him, and Lin Muqing is good at pouring cold water on him when he fantasizes, lest he expect too much. Come bigger disappointment.

Although this is what he said, after finishing the call with Neymar, Lin Muqing still discussed the Thanksto part with Daisy.Not only because I want to express my gratitude and love to Neymar, but also because this is her fifth solo album after her debut. During this period, fans gave her a lot of help.When she was focusing on movies, she still kept her songs at the top of the click list, and she still needs to thank her fans for supporting her so much.

In fact, Daisy has long wanted to make some topical or sensational gimmicks for Lin Muqing's album, but because of Lin Muqing's awkward personality, she never brought it up.Now that Lin Muqing proposed it herself, Daisy of course agreed and asked her how she planned to show love to Neymar.Lin Muqing shook her head and said, "I said it, I want to thank my fans, not for Neymar."

Daisy looked at her with disgust, and complained: "Come on, I don't know you yet? If it weren't for Neymar, you wouldn't have thought of putting something like Thanksto in your album. Of course, so are the fans. You need to be thankful. You can also put your love for Neymar, just don’t be too explicit, otherwise people will say you are hyping up.”

Lin Muqing also looked at her with disgust, and said: "You don't come here too, you expect me to put it on Thanksto so much, isn't it just for hype and to increase the topicality? It's just as long as everyone knows it."

In this way, after discussing with Daisy that afternoon, Lin Muqing wrote a 200-word thank you letter and put it at the end of the album.It was the first time she did it after her debut, and it naturally aroused quite a lot of buzz. While adding gimmicks to her album, it also attracted more fans for her.