Farming and Bend the National Husband

Fanwaiji

For Wen Yue, Xia Jiusheng is sometimes her father, and sometimes her younger brother.

That feeling is very strange, but he can adapt to this kind of role change.

Boys who have not been cared by their fathers since childhood are often physically adults, but psychologically still remain at the age when they lost their fathers.

When his parents divorced, he was five years old. Many people will gradually blur their memories of five or six years old when they become adults, but he remembers everything clearly.

That day, he huddled in a corner of the room, watching his parents accuse each other and fight, the black and white TV at home was knocked down and smashed, and then he became more and more unscrupulous, pushing down and smashing some limited household items in the house, a piece of In a mess, the last two of them turned and left without looking at him.

After a while, the slightly hunchbacked grandma walked into the room with red eyes, hugged him pitifully, pressed his face against her rough face, and gently stroked his head to comfort him.

After his parents left that day, they never came back.

So when Xia Jiusheng ignored the dirty smell on his body, hugged him pitifully, and fed himself water, his consciousness almost floated out of his body, but he struggled to return to his body.

He has completely forgotten the appearance of his father and mother, and he can't remember whether he was hugged so cherished by his father when he was a child.

Until now, he has been weak and timid, and he only hopes to feel the warmth of being held in his arms and cared for carefully before he dies.

***

The relationship with Cheng Xuehan was actually initiated by him.

In the years of elementary school, junior high school and high school, although he was liked by teachers because of his good grades, his classmates didn't like him because he had no father and no mother, and his personality was withdrawn. Some even envied him and excluded him because of his good looks.

It wasn't until he was admitted to university, left his hometown, and arrived in Yongcheng, where everything started again, that he was no longer isolated by his classmates because of his handsome looks.

However, inferiority complex has been deeply rooted in his bone marrow. He always speaks cautiously with people, and keeps a certain distance when dealing with people, lest he make a mistake and be looked down upon or rejected by others.

So after entering university, although I met a lot of people, I didn't make any close friends.

On the contrary, when he was working as a part-time job, he met a senior named Cheng Xuehan, that tall and handsome boy, who offered him some help, which made him want to get close to someone for the first time.

At that time, he got an opportunity to work in the lobby of KFC. He worked eight hours a day and earned almost 500 yuan a month, which was enough for him to live on.

The daily work is to pack the tableware and clean up in the lobby. Although the work is not heavy, the trouble is still inevitable.

Once a customer went to the bathroom, he saw that the table was almost full, thought the customer had left, so he took away the tableware, the customer turned around and complained to him, asking him to pay for a set meal.

The set meal cost almost 40 yuan, which was close to his daily wages. After the store manager unceremoniously deducted the set meal money, he paid a portion to the customer and fined him 50 yuan. Cheng Xuehan, who was already the store manager’s assistant, stepped forward to plead , Said that the newcomer is not familiar with the work, and given him a chance to correct, he was exempted from fines.

To Wen Yue, every dollar is precious, he is too short of money, Cheng Xuehan is willing to stand up and help him, he is very grateful.

After a long time, the two got along better and better. He admired this sunny and handsome boy from the bottom of his heart. So one day, because of the rain, it was inconvenient for him to go back to the dormitory. Cheng Xuehan took him to the house he rented, and he did not refuse. .

Like all corny stories, they slept and had sex that same day.When Cheng Xuehan pressed him down and entered his body, he resisted the discomfort and didn't refuse, instead he felt the pleasure of being needed.

It will definitely be uncomfortable for the first time, not to mention that Cheng Xuehan didn't prepare lubricants, but he got used to Cheng Xuehan's sprint in the pain.

Having been with Cheng Xuehan for a long time, the other party would occasionally buy him some small gifts to coax him, and he felt the warmth from the other party that he had never experienced before.

When Cheng Xuehan didn't invite him to spend the night, he would curl up on the narrow bed in the dormitory alone, listening to some melancholy and hopeless music. When he was tortured by insomnia and headaches, he would feel shamefully lonely.

So when the two are rarely together, he often keeps seeking all night, indulging in Cheng Xuehan's faint sweat smell and heavy breathing, and he even hopes that he can die the moment he erupts.

Because of his parents, he has always been pessimistic about love and lacks confidence. There is no real love between people.But in his free time, he would often take some romance novels home and read them slowly, and when he saw the touching parts, he would cry silently.

Cheng Xuehan always likes to laugh at him for being sentimental, but in fact he also understands in his heart that the so-called love is just an excuse to anesthetize himself and deceive others, he is just too cowardly and needs a shoulder to rely on.

For Cheng Xuehan, he took good care of him, like a drunkard cherishing the last bottle of fine wine.They were used to exploring each other's bodies in the dark, and he was afraid to see those hungry eyes reflected in the bedside mirror, which belonged to him.

Wen Yue, don't shut yourself up like this, in fact, we found each other.Cheng Xuehan always comforted him like this.

I know, he said.

I just -- I just feel like I'm stuck somewhere and I can't get out.

Then don't come out, I will go in to accompany you.

Wen Yue laughed silently.

They are all too young, just because they are young, can see it as a simple problem, simply make a commitment and forget it.

Wen Yue gently hugged Cheng Xuehan tightly, not without being moved.

Although he is only 21 years old, he feels old.

Cheng Xuehan's hair has the smell of his dreams, not the artificial fragrance of hair cream, hair gel, etc., but like the dry fragrance of yellow and fallen pine leaves all over the mountains and fields in the autumn sunshine, plus --- a faint smell of sweat.

So when I hugged him tightly, I would see myself raking pine leaves on the slope behind the house barefoot with a bamboo rake in my hand and wearing a pair of short cotton trousers on a sunny late autumn afternoon.When the pine leaves piled up into a hill, I fell on the sun-softened pine leaves and laughed silently towards the blue sky.

He always felt that the hillside behind his hometown house belonged to him alone, and it was his hiding place before he learned how to deal with the strangers around him.

Lying there, there was only the trembling sound of the wind blowing through the thatch, except for the beating of his own heart, there was no sound that frightened him.

So his body, which was often shivering and trembling because of fear, would slowly recover.

He remembered that he seldom shed tears in front of people at that time. When a classmate broke his pencil in half and threw it on the ground, he would just quietly pick it up and hide it in his schoolbag when no one saw it.When a tall boy, taking advantage of his unpreparedness, deliberately opened the lunch prepared by his grandmother in front of his classmates, and pointed at the pickles on it to make fun of him, he would just stay silent and never shed tears.

Crouching on the bed late at night, sometimes I would be awakened by crying in a daze, and when I opened my eyes, I found that the side of my pillow was already wet.

He dreamed more than once that his parents came back from afar, bought him new clothes, made delicious food, and waited for him to go home.

However, the dream has never become a reality.

The book says that when a child lives with disappointment all the time, he becomes sensitive and withdrawn.

Entering the new environment in high school, he learned to tell his new classmates how happy he had a happy family with all kinds of lies.

***

When he graduated from university, he was used to living with Cheng Xuehan, so Cheng Xuehan proposed to go to the Shanghai stock market to find a job, and he followed without any hesitation.

Grandma had passed away at this time, for him, besides Cheng Xuehan, he had no relatives.

The days when he first arrived in Shanghai were the happiest days in his life. The two rented a small apartment. They usually went to work and off work together, cooked and ate together, took walks together, and visited Nanjing Road, Chenghuang Temple, The Oriental Pearl Tower and the Bund.

Wen Yue fantasized again and again that after earning money, she would buy a house in the Shanghai stock market, raise a dog and live together.

The work of the two was also very smooth. He was transferred to the general manager's office and became the assistant to the general manager.Cheng Xuehan also became the manager of the sales department, and his income naturally increased steadily.

Then the good times didn't last long. It was not as easy for the two men to live their lives together as Wen Yue thought.

After working in the Shanghai stock market for seven years, Cheng Xuehan wanted to return to his hometown to start a business after having more than one million funds.

Wen Yue was naturally reluctant to be separated from Cheng Xuehan, no matter whether it was good or bad, he was used to having this man in his life with him.

But after Cheng Xuehan decided, it was difficult to change, so he had no choice but to agree.

When Cheng Xuehan wanted his savings to be given to him as venture capital, he couldn't find a reason to refuse. Since he had planned to be together for the rest of his life, he felt that there was no need to divide the money so clearly.

What happened later was like a vulgar novel. The other party changed his mind after returning home, instead of starting a business, he got married and wanted to steal his money and not return it.

Wen Yue can endure a change of heart and accept failure in starting a business, but he can't accept being treated as a fool. He goes to the door and asks Cheng Xuehan for his things.

To his surprise, Cheng Xuehan's resolute attitude finally moved his hands, and after knocking him out, he became a thoughtless idiot and almost died.

Fortunately, I met the master and saved my life.

At this time, he remembered what the old man told him when he was nine years old. It turned out that his life was really doomed, and only the master could save him.

Living in Xiajiazhuang, in addition to believing the old man's words and thinking that this place is the most suitable for him to live in, there is also the thought of repaying the master.

But he has lived with the master's family for a long time, and he is reluctant to leave. The deep affection of the master's family is the spiritual harbor he has dreamed of.

But for love, he has no hope.

It wasn't until he saw the love between his master and Zhao Zezhong that he suddenly realized the mistakes he had made before.

The love between two men not only needs to find the right person, but also needs to be managed with heart.

So after Nie Zhengcheng expressed interest in him, he didn't refuse, nor did he accept immediately. He didn't want to be with a man blindly anymore, and hoped to use time to let him see this man clearly.

I hope that I have the same luck as my master, find a really suitable person, go abroad to get a marriage certificate, then adopt a child or have a surrogate child, and organize a complete family.

***

This time Xia Jiusheng and Zhao Zezhong went to the Netherlands to get married, but Wen Yue didn't go.

The master's family has all left, and Da'ao has no leader at this time. As a disciple, he must be here to help the master watch over.

Fortunately, Nie Zhengcheng was free at this time, so he came to accompany him.

Nie Zhengcheng is also in his early thirties this year, has always been cynical about relationships, and has no plans to get married.

It wasn't until I saw Wen Yue that I fell in love at first sight, and suddenly I had the idea to settle down.

However, Wen Yue's response didn't seem to be as direct and enthusiastic as he had imagined, and she was always contradictory and hesitant, as if she didn't feel at ease with him.

What exactly is Wen Yue hesitating about?He couldn't figure it out.

A weak person like Wen Yue should like a tall and masculine man like himself, he can be sure of that.

"Xiao Si, please ask Xiao Xia for me, what exactly does his apprentice like?" Da'ao is so quiet now, it's a good time to cultivate a relationship, he doesn't want to treat Wen Yue with respect every day, without even holding hands, if this continues, When will I be able to catch up?Nie Zhengcheng had no choice but to call Zhao Zezhong for help.

"What does Wen Yue like?" Xia Jiusheng was stunned for a moment, and asked back: "The question is what can you give?"

Knowing Wen Yue for so long, he basically knows what Wen Yue needs?The problem is, as his object, you don't even understand what he wants, how can two people be together?

People like Wen Yue who lacked love since childhood and suffered emotional trauma, what they need most is a sense of security, a stable and controllable relationship, rather than muddling along and having no future emotional games.

And Nie Zhengcheng's character, in some respects, is like a child who hasn't grown up yet, can it really give Wen Yue the sense of security he needs?Thinking of this, Xia Jiusheng suddenly became less optimistic about the future of the two of them.

Nie Zhengcheng also became confused when asked by Zhao Zezhong.

He has grown up so much, he has been living as he pleases, and he really hasn't thought about what is in him that is worthy of others' attention.

This time, he contracted a children's playground because he wanted to change himself, work hard, and attract Wen Yue.

He is from the Nie family, and his family background is good. He is also tall and handsome in appearance, which can attract some people who want to climb the dragon and become the phoenix, but Wen Yue obviously did not put this in the first place.

what to do?Nie Zhengcheng had a headache.

***

Nie Zhengcheng accompanied Wen Yue every day, almost inseparable.

The staff on Da'ao's side are not fools either. Seeing this big man's flattering behavior, he almost announced to them loudly: I like Wen Yue, and I want to be with Wen Yue.

Wen Yue couldn't bear it any longer. This stupid big guy looks smart, why is it so simple to behave in the world?

Fortunately, the people here are quite friendly, and they didn't point fingers at them or reject their relationship. Otherwise, Wen Yue wouldn't be depressed to death?

Xia's father and Xia's mother came back early, and they were a little surprised to see them like this.

Both his son and Zhao Zezhong are like this, so he naturally has no objection to his godson getting together with other men.But the godson is now an orphan, and as a godmother, she has to stand up and protect the godson.

After dinner that night, Mother Xia called Nie Zhengcheng aside.

"Xiao Nie, what are your plans for pestering our family Wen Yue every day?" Mama Xia was not polite and asked directly.

This Nie Zhengcheng looked quite honest and honest, but he seemed unreliable. If he wanted to marry his godson, he had to beat him a bit and teach him some principles of life.

"Auntie, I want to be with Wen Yue." Nie Zhengcheng said loudly without the slightest hesitation.

"It's useless to have a loud voice." Xia's mother said angrily. "Do you know what Wen Yue needs, can you give it?"

Mother Xia also sees more people now, so she no longer takes this official son seriously.What's more, he is the nephew of his in-laws, so he can be considered her junior.

"Why are you asking this question? I treat him wholeheartedly, isn't that enough?" Nie Zhengcheng scratched his head and replied with little confidence.

"Of course not enough." Mother Xia gave him a blank look. "If you treat people wholeheartedly, that's enough. Does that mean that as long as you give your heart, others will marry you?"

"Then what else should we do?" Nie Zhengcheng frowned and asked anxiously.

Chasing people is really troublesome.

"Alas—" Xia's mother was also frustrated by him and had to wake him up. "Wen Yue is an orphan. He had a bad life as a child and suffered emotional setbacks, so what he needs most is someone who can bring him a sense of security. Do you understand?"

"I understand." Nie Zhengcheng nodded. "I will work hard to make money in the future, and leave it all to him, so as not to let him suffer and be wronged."

"Stinky boy, why don't you understand!" Mama Xia couldn't help scolding him when she saw that he was still entangled in these trivial matters. "Do you know why I agreed to Xiao Zhao's marriage proposal? Because he promised me that he would go abroad to register for marriage, then give birth to a surrogate child, and organize a complete family. For two men, they can organize a family and have children. It's a whole family, you know?"

"Oh, I understand, thank you, auntie." Nie Zhengcheng didn't really have a problem with IQ. Xia's mother said it so clearly, of course she knew where the problem was. "I'll propose to him right away, pick a good day, and go abroad to register for marriage."

After finishing speaking, he hurried back to his room.

That night, he reported the matter to his parents and elder brother. Seeing that his son was determined to be with Wen Yue, Nie Hongjun and his wife could only persuade him a few words, and they agreed.Nie Zhengxin was happy for his younger brother, and had a good talk on the phone.

Early the next morning, Nie Zhengcheng blocked Wen Yue in the room, solemnly proposed to him, and explained his marriage plan.

After listening to Nie Zhengcheng's words, Wen Yue burst into tears. Nie Zhengcheng was willing to organize a family with him like a normal couple, and to be a surrogate for a child of his own blood, which drove away his inner worries. He hugged Nie Zhengcheng's waist and shed happiness tears.

That night, the two rolled into the same bed, and the two men, who had been dry for a long time, tossed and turned in the rain overnight.

Wen Yue is a complete weakling. Whenever Nie Zhengcheng hits him, she will make cat-like meows, hooking Nie Zhengcheng's soul away.

Nie Zhengcheng's size is bigger than ordinary people. Fortunately, Wen Yue has experience before, so he can accommodate him. Nie Zhengcheng is satisfied once, and Wen Yue can climb to the peak several times.

Fortunately, Wen Yue's body had already been transformed, so no matter how aggressive Nie Zhengcheng was, he could accept it.

When Xia Jiusheng and Zhao Zezhong came back, Wen Yue's face was radiant, and Nie Zhengcheng nourished her like a different person.

Seeing that Nie Zhengcheng succeeded so quickly, Xia Jiusheng was very surprised. He thought that Wen Yue would leave Nie Zhengcheng alone for at least a few months to test him?

Unexpectedly, Wen Yue would be so provocative.

Nie Zhengcheng smiled foolishly. When he was with Wen Yue, the two of them got along very well, both in terms of sex and life, which made him very satisfied.

He was a careless person, but Wen Yue was as careful as a hair. These days, Wen Yue took care of him and changed him. He used to be a slovenly rough man, but now Wen Yue made him into a fashionable trendy man.

"It seems that in the second half of the year, we will have to go abroad again to attend your wedding." Zhao Zezhong was very happy that his cousin and Wen Yue were together. The two families were originally relatives, and Wen Yue was Mama Xia's godson. Now they are relatives Added a kiss.