[Captain Captain] Parallel World

Excerpts from the Diary of Steve Rogers

xx, xx, 1943

It was another failure, and I should feel disappointed, but I have to say that I met a good person today. (Steve smiles as I write this) And of course I have to thank Bucky for taking me to the fair, although again the girls ignored me (frown and stop writing) I don't really care about it.

After all, meeting the doctor later is the focus of today, and I can finally enter the army. Compared with other chores, I have to start working hard! (Nods determinedly)

Like I said to Bucky, I have to try something to know the result, don't I? (a flash of pride in Steve's heart) I'm right again!

But speaking of it, when he went to find Bucky, he actually changed another female partner (Steve felt a little helpless about this). That girl's character is really bold, but it's too much for you to change so quickly, but When I told him about it, he also changed the subject with a smile, saying that I didn't understand.

Obviously you are underestimating me, just like the fight, I was about to win, forget it, don’t worry about the things between him and the girls with the little prince of Brooklyn, it will be endless.

xx, xx, 1943

The one-week training is really hard, but I have learned a lot. Although I am a little tired, I can still get through if I find the right method. (touches his little elbow) I think I've gotten a little stronger recently, but Bucky is just my illusion, he's still worried that I won't be able to hold on. (Or is he more worried about me going to the battlefield in the future? Steve shook his head, and he didn't know which Bucky was more worried about)

Today is a rest day, it's already very late, but Bucky hasn't come back yet, probably he's out looking for some girl on a date, could it be the one from last time?I think Bucky should have more respect for the girls, at least not let the girls stay outside so late.

After all, not every girl is as powerful as Agent Carter. She knocked down Huo Qi with one punch, and it looked like it was in pain, but I have to say that Huo Qi asked for it.

I don’t know why Agent Carter is such a charming woman (Steve’s heart: wait, it seems that this word is not appropriate, it’s better to cross it out, he hesitated for a long time when thinking about the word, and finally decided to continue writing ) Why did they go to the army?

I don't mean to discriminate against women, it's just that ladies should be protected.

If Bucky sees my diary it's time to laugh at me for being an oldie again, well, girls love him, but he won't switch to another one so soon, maybe not, last time I heard him say about the girl thing.

xx, xx, 1943

Many things happened today, I accepted the experiment, the experiment was successful, a spy appeared, the doctor was shot, even if the spy was chased later, he died, and even the last bottle of potion was not left behind.

Maybe I should trust Agent Carter. Her marksmanship is really accurate. I have seen it during training, but at the time I just thought it was too dangerous to let her just stand in that car and drive over.

There were more than one spy in the laboratory. Fortunately, I heard that there was a nurse who came forward (speaking of why the nurse is so skilled? Steve wondered) At least we got a prisoner , maybe you can get something out of him.

Dr. Erskine is still giving first aid, hope he can survive.

xx, xx, 1943

Circus monkey, I think I'm like that now, I'm back in New York today, unfortunately I don't have time to go inside the house in Brooklyn, although I don't think I should be here, but... sometimes watch The smiling faces of those children still feel that this is not completely meaningless.

The congressman said that the national debt has risen again recently. He asked his assistant to write more motivational words and let me memorize them. Well, to be honest, I already know exactly how to say those words.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but more and more girls came to the show recently, and today I was dragged to take a photo with a blonde girl... Well, I admit that I was at a loss again.Hey, it's Bucky who's good at communicating with girls not me.

Luckily, I've practiced the autograph quite proficiently, but...she asked me to sign 'Steve Rogers' instead of 'Captain America' Well, there are always some people who have special requirements.

But I'm a little worried, I think maybe I should practice some 'Steve Rogers' signatures, there won't be more people like this in the future, the congressman said that if the handwriting is too ugly, it will also affect the sale of national debt.

Damn, why am I thinking about this kind of thing!

xx month x day 1943

No time to write any more diaries today, Bucky is missing!Maybe I have become a prisoner, and I have to rescue him. Peggy said let me pack up and wait a while, she went to Howard Stark for help, and maybe I could borrow Natalie's plane.

Well, I don't know those people, but it would be great if I could fly there.It's actually a private jet, I hope everything goes well.

If I can't come back, I decided to leave all my things to Mr. Tom who lives in the alley. He used to take good care of me. If Bucky can come back, he can find my diary. After all, he used to steal look.

Bucky, you must be all right.

xx month x day 1943

We are back safe and sound!I have to say it was quite an adventure. Looking back now, I actually went straight into the enemy camp with that show shield. It's incredible. Stark's plane is really good. I heard there is a name called ' Tony', maybe it's a quirk of rich people.

The most important thing is that Colonel Phillips finally agreed with me to enter the front line. This adventure is really worth it, but the only worry is that I don’t know how Bucky’s body is. not too good.

He said he was fine, but I found that he still seemed to frown in pain sometimes, and I still hoped that he would check it out. I have to write down the mark on the map at Hydra, it must be very important.

[Although the plane actually belonged to Natalie and she was still on the plane at the time, it seems that the captain had put all his heart and soul into helping Bucky (and Agent Carter was beside him)]

1943 xx xx xx

What is going on in a woman's heart?Stark said that even he couldn't figure out a woman's heart, but it was too deep.

Well I admit it was because I remembered Stark's fault for asking Peggy to go eat some fondue, and then I (remembered the kiss, Steve's face burned a little, shook his head, and continued to write) Anyway , should I really not apologize?

I tried asking Bucky (shouldn't have asked him, Steve thought regretfully) and he laughed at me for struggling with a kiss.Hey, this is the first time I've kissed a girl, of course I can't let him know about it, otherwise he will definitely laugh even harder.

He has always thought that my first kiss was taken away by Aunt Hart's niece and laughed at me for so many years. Speaking of which, Mary is your cousin after all. Is there anyone who laughs at his cousin so ugly?

If he found out I even kept my first kiss for so many years (Steve wrinkled his face in pain) I don't even know which of the two things would make him laugh more.

Okay, I admit I'm still struggling with this.Although this time too (the girl took the initiative, Steve thought, forget it or not write it down), but I have to say that the feeling of kissing is better than what Bucky once said (Steve wrote it without knowing it. After writing this passage, I hurriedly crossed it out after I reacted)

What the hell am I thinking!I'm probably too tired, I'd better go to bed, good night!

(Quickly closing the diary and stuffing it into the lower drawer, and looking at the quiet next room, Steve heaved a sigh of relief, Bucky should have fallen asleep. But lying on the bed, as long as he closes his eyes, he remembers That scene during the day, oh my God, Steve had to feel like he was so...

Steve, unable to sleep, could only open his eyes and stare at the ceiling in a daze, ohno!The blank ceiling can remind him of the feeling of the girl's thick eyelashes sweeping across his face after he got close, and the most important one...

Steve tried to think back to the map of the Hydra base to try to calm himself down, but it didn't help much.

He even felt that he liked the feeling of being forced to pull on the tie, and buried his head in the pillow angrily, what happened to him.

In the end, he could only climb out of bed, Steve sat back at the table, took out the letter paper and pen, frowned and thought for a while, and began to write the first line)

Dear Special Assistant Lorraine (Wait, is it too rusty to write this, Steve frowned, tore off this letter paper and replaced it with another)

Dear Lorraine (No, no, no, this is not good, Steve denied himself again, he seemed to have forgotten the name of this Lorraine special assistant, Steve hugged his head in annoyance, he actually still Didn't know her name!)

Dear Miss Lorraine (Maybe that's okay, Steve hesitated for a long time, but which word is better, 'Dear' or 'Dear'? Or should I not add it?)

(Anyway, after Bucky came out of the bedroom the next day yawning, he saw Steve lying on his stomach and sleeping on the table, and it felt like he hadn’t slept all night. It’s rare to see him with stubble Bucky curled up the corner of his mouth, Steve never sleeps in, today is an exception.

Was it really because of the kiss he mentioned yesterday?Bucky thought with some melancholy that he suddenly felt like his son had grown up, what should I do.

But... Bucky hesitated for a second. The girl Steve mentioned who kissed him didn't seem to be Agent Carter.

Bucky's feeling is a bit subtle now, as if he has discovered what to do when his good brother is in two boats.Although it is said that he has grown up, it is inevitable that his emotional development will be a little fast.

In the end, Bucky could only tactfully express to the confused Steve that he would keep silent in front of Agent Carter. )

1943 xx xx xx

When Bucky woke up this morning, he wondered if he was sick, and he told me he would keep quiet with Agent Carter, wait?What silence.

The apology letter was written all night and it was finally written, but I haven't been able to send it out today because Bucky has been staying at home all the time (why he didn't go out today, Steve thought with some complaints).

And he's been acting weird all day, he's been hesitant to speak, what exactly is he trying to do?

Couldn't it be that there was something wrong with the drugs injected at Hydra's base last time (Steve thought with some concern) but he had to refuse to go to the doctor when he told him.

【"On How to Make a Child Who Refuses to See a Doctor Take Medicine" "Dear Baji, Please Don't Give Up Treatment"】

1943 xx xx xx

I've found a problem that's too much to talk about, and now I can't even find anyone to ask for help.Well I might have to clear things up a bit.

First of all, today I went to Stark Enterprises with an apology letter, although Stark advised me not to appear in front of Miss Lorraine again (Steve felt more and more guilty) I thought maybe it was because he didn't want me to It hurt her, but I still think I need to apologize.So I put the letter on her desk while she was away, and then I planned to leave immediately.

However, I met Bucky at the entrance of the lobby!He asked me what I was doing here. I thought he was following me. In order not to be ashamed, I said he was looking for Stark. He just nodded, and then walked to the front desk very familiarly, and began to ask. Miss Nathalie Lorraine is there! (For this key point, Steve wrote a bit more heavily)

Well, now I finally know the name of Lorraine's special assistant!Natalie Lorraine!It's the dancing partner that Bucky kept mentioning some time ago!

what did I do!I kissed my best friend's girl! (Steve writes the word kiss like he's about to tear the paper) And it's the first time Bucky has been dating the same girl for so long!

Of course, when Bucky and I mentioned my kiss, I didn't mention the girl's name, and Lorraine's special assistant probably didn't know that Bucky and I were friends, wait, no one seemed to know that Bucky was back during that time After all, he still stayed at home to recuperate for a while.

And I heard from Bucky that Special Assistant Lorraine still knew Peggy... She must have known from Peggy that the company Bucky was in was missing at the time.

Oh no, what the hell did I do! (Steve is now annoyed and wants to swallow himself)

In short, I have to hide this matter first, and I must not let Bucky know! !And, Stark was right!Now that Bucky is back, I sure as hell shouldn't be around that girl anymore! (After Steve finished writing this sentence, he took a sneak look at Bucky's closed door, then closed the diary, and instead of putting it back in the original drawer, hid it under the mattress and re- Grab a new journal)

xx, xx, 1945 (God's perspective)

It's Hydra's last base, and of course Steve doesn't have time to write his diary, but it's an amazing diary, so I'll be recording the moment.

The plan went smoothly, Steve had to admit that he really wanted to do something the second he saw Peggy, okay, but it was indeed not a suitable timing, but the second kiss turned out to be the woman again Active, which made Steve a little depressed.

This emotion only existed for a second, and then he devoted himself to the battle with Schmidt.

We all know the ending, Captain America talks to Peggy, then falls into a glacier.So let's change the angle and see what the captain was thinking about writing at that time.

So what was he thinking at that time?

He was wondering if he could really go back to that dance; he was thinking that maybe his way of saying goodbye would only make Peggy sadder; he was thinking that he actually planned to propose to Peggy when he went back.

He was thinking, maybe this way he could see Bucky; he was thinking, he wanted to say sorry to Bucky, he couldn't hold his hand in the end; he was thinking, he planned to help Bucky after the war Key took care of that Miss Lorraine.

He was thinking that he may have left a lot of regrets in his life that he did not complete.