Appropriate

He Shengnan is really not a person without ideas. Years of business experience has taught her how to make quick decisions.But can things like feelings really be like deciding a deal?At least, He Shengnan couldn't do it.

She can make jokes about the warmth that hugs her emotionally with a playful smile, and can pretend not to see the unconcealable loss and helplessness of the warmth, but this does not mean that there is no fluctuation in her heart, on the contrary, He Shengnan is very confused.

She didn't know how the warmth felt at the moment, separated by two doors and an aisle, anyway, she didn't feel sleepy anymore.

Outside the window was stormy and thundering, and inside the window was like an isolated island. He Shengnan pretended that he was the only human being in the world, and sank into his own loneliness.

She hadn't logged into that famous gay forum for a long time.He Shengnan was too busy, she didn't have time to ponder those romantic and sentimental stories that were true or false, not to mention that kind of lifestyle was too far away from her.

He Shengnan entered the account number and password, logged in, and entered rightbbs as usual.

"How can I break my back when I am hugged by a girl? Wait online"

After typing such a line, He Shengnan felt that his brain must have been pumped.However, tonight was too unusual, she had to do something, otherwise she felt even more depressed and panicked.

After posting, He Shengnan stared at the screen in a daze until a thunderclap woke her up.

Refresh the screen.

Facts have proved that no matter how late it is, there are always people on the Internet who have time to relax——

He Shengnan's post already has more than a dozen followers: "Sofa"

"mark"

"Leave a name in the front row"

“Come early”

He Shengnan: "..."

There are a few nutritious replies:

"Too little information, please ask for details"

"Bidong her! Does this still need to be taught?"

"Baby thinks this girl can't help it"

"Proper Secret Love"

"Is it t or p? It's t by visual inspection"

"So-and-so penguin group, a haven of love exclusively for women, mature royal sisters, cute lolitas, domineering queens, little girls next door... as long as you want, you can find your favorite half in this group! Penguin xxxxx , no men!"

The corner of He Shengnan's mouth twitched.

The sound of the rain outside the window seemed to be calming down. He Shengnan came to the window and pushed it open. The cool air was accompanied by fine raindrops, which instantly dispelled the cloud in her mind, and she felt that she was awake.

So, just now, what did she do?He Shengnan, are you crazy?

Post a post on the gay forum to ask for an explanation, such an unreliable thing, is it really you who did it?

He Shengnan suddenly despised himself, feeling that he was not like a [-]-year-old adult, but like a thirteen-year-old girl who didn't know much about the world.

delete post!Must be deleted!

He Shengnan would never allow such a pillar of shame to appear in her life.

Nesting back in his big bed, He Shengnan held his notebook and wanted to apply to delete the post.By coincidence, she refreshed the page for the last time, and the result——

A reply jumped into her eyes: Do you love her?

He Shengnan's eyes were fixed, and his right hand resting on the keyboard froze, and did not move for a long time.

Inexplicably, she felt a chill in the back of her head, like a pair of familiar eyes, always paying attention to everything that happened in this house, including everything that happened between her and Nuannuan.

The weirdest thing is the id of the person who replied: the older he gets, the more mature he gets.

He Shengnan immediately thought of his id: remembering while forgetting.

The hairs all over her body stand on end...

He Shengnan was so excited that he opened the alumni page as quickly as possible, but he didn't see the person he was expecting online.

When she logged into the alumni record last time, she didn't know what year it was, and she was excited for several days because she saw Ai Qi's name.Now, even the alumni record is about to decline and close down, and only some "old people" occasionally log in to miss it, just like missing their lost youth and love.

He Shengnan doesn't intend to miss it, she just wants to know if the id called "Grow up and mature" is the person she thinks.

However, to no avail.There is no Ai Qi online in the alumni record, He Shengnan imagined countless possibilities, and finally he was discouraged.Ai Qi is pregnant. Normally speaking, how can she surf the Internet?Maybe it's just a coincidence, maybe the owner of that id just asked her weird question "Do you love her" because her own thoughts were touched?

He Shengnan deeply felt that because of Ai Qi's sudden appearance, he fell into a vortex called Ai Qi. In this vortex, it seemed that everything in her life could be related to Ai Qi.But in fact?Life is life, it is still what it is, and it will not change anything because of a certain person.

When Nuan woke up, it was already seven o'clock in the morning.Sitting up, Wen Nuan took two seconds to realize that this was not a small bed in his dormitory...

Ms. Sheng Nan!

Jumping out of bed, putting on the slippers, Wen Nuan can't wait to unscrew the door.

The door of He Shengnan's bedroom was open, and the inside was empty, with no one in sight.Nuan Nuan's heart also felt empty, hanging in mid-air without a trace.

Last night, that uncontrollable hug...

Warmth feels ashamed.She didn't understand why she was so big-hearted. At that time, He Shengnan laughed at her "how old is a child and is afraid of thunder", then took her hand, sent her back to the bedroom, and said good night to her.

And after that?How did she fall asleep like that afterwards?Shouldn't it be tossing and turning?Shouldn't we be thinking about what He Shengnan's reaction means?

Isn't the feeling of being held by that person on a rainy night too much to be attached to?So much so that you let go of all your concerns and defenses, and just want to enjoy a peaceful night's sleep?

At this moment, Wen Nuan had the illusion that He Shengnan had abandoned her, and felt a twinge of pain in his heart.Fortunately, the rustling sound from downstairs saved her, and she ran down the stairs like a child who was afraid of being abandoned——

In the kitchen, He Shengnan was cutting off a piece of bread.Beside her, there are several slices that have been cut, as well as salty ham, butter, milk and strawberry jam, and a frying pan is sitting on the stove.

Hearing the warm and flustered footsteps, He Shengnan didn't even raise his head, and concentrated on the work in hand, as if he was finishing a work of art.

"Drink milk?" He Shengnan asked.The object of questioning was obviously Wen Nuan who stood blankly outside the kitchen and didn't know how to react.

"Huh? Drink..." Wen Nuan answered honestly.

Without He Shengnan's evasion as she expected, there was not even a word of awkward conversation, everything was as if nothing had happened.A normal morning, a normal conversation...

Wen Nuan couldn't understand He Shengnan anymore.She is now beginning to resent her lack of emotional experience, and even more angry at He Shengnan's "rich" emotional experience. This person can easily see through her mind, right?You can easily know how to deal with her, right?

Nuan Nuan bit his lips and watched He Shengnan sandwich the ham in the peeled bread slice, cut it into two triangles with a diagonal knife, and watched He Shengnan add a spoonful of white sugar to the glassware next to him.

"People who love to drink milk also like to eat sweets." Hearing what she said, Wen Nuan felt that she had seen through herself.

He Shengnan still didn't lift his head, he sandwiched a piece of bread and dipped it into the liquid mixed with eggs, white sugar and milk, letting them absorb satiatedly.Then she turned on the stove and slashed a stick of butter in the frying pan until the butter was bubbling and boiling, then put the slices of bread in it and fried them through.

"Let's eat." On the plate in front of Nuan Nuan were two servings of golden toast, which were delicious and appetizing.

He Shengnan pushed a glass filled with milky white milk to her.

Nuan raised her eyes to look at her, without moving.

He Shengnan didn't look at her, and said to himself: "After eating, let the driver take you to work. I'm off today, and my assistant will bring me medicine. With her taking care of me, you don't have to ask for leave. gone."

No matter how stupid Wen Nuan is, she can still hear the alienation in her words.Is it to draw a line?Do you want to stop my thoughts and pretend that nothing happened last night?Is it going to return from road to road and bridge to bridge from now on?

So, is this meal a heartless meal?

Why doesn't Sister Shengnan even look at me?

Nuan Nuan was in a mess, feeling that his true heart had been stepped into the dust.She hit her forehead with anger...

Wen Xiaomei just left the steaming breakfast and ran away.

He Shengnan heard her thumping upstairs, and a moment later, she heard her thumping downstairs, and then the door was slammed shut.Without trying to stop her, let alone explaining anything, He Shengnan sighed.

She would rather Wen Xiaomei hate her and hate her than let Wen Xiaomei hang in a hopeless secret love.Yes, hopeless, He Shengnan thought feebly, not to mention how to respond to the warm love.

Simply, let's end like this.Wen Xiaomei will meet someone who is really worthy of liking, and she will be forgotten soon.

Even so, He Shengnan did not forget to call the driver Xiaoye: "Be sure to let Dr. Wen get in the car and send her to work safely. There must be no mistakes."

She knew that Xiaoye would carry out her request strictly, just like every employee in her company.

It's not that He Shengnan is not disappointed, she really puts her heart into preparing breakfast, this is the first time she cooks breakfast for someone other than her mother and Ai Qi.Unexpectedly, people did not buy it.

In line with the principle of not wasting food, He Shengnan just sat down, cut up the fried toast, and ate it in small bites with a fork.She asked herself that her handicraft was good, but every mouthful was as hard to swallow as poison.

When I was eating so much that I couldn't love it, the mobile phone sang a song.He Shengnan glanced at him in disgust, and sure enough his disgust was justified: it was the lingering Miss Shu.